9 The Phone Call

As I left the café feeling heartbroken with the way Ha Eun treats me,I thought back of the memories we had for one year.I thought that what I did was right because I don't want her to felt left out about my friendship with Yang.Who would have thought that she thinks otherwise.If she had told me earlier that she doesn't likes it,I wouldn't have ask her to go to those places.This is because whenever I go to those places,I couldn't help but think of Yang.I miss him so much.How I hope I could go with him.Looks like I couldn't trust anyone else except Han Chen-ge.He's the only one who understand how I felt because the both of us experience the same pain.

When I told Ha Eun that I know what she did to me during primary school,I meant it.If it's not because one of my classmate told me about Ha Eun during our graduation,I would never seen her true colours.I kept quiet and continue to be friends with her as I thought that she was going to change.Even as we enter the same high school,she did the same thing to me.Whenever I tried to get close to other people,she would just find ways to push them away from me.I don't know why she does that.In her eyes,she thinks that I don't deserve anyone else but her.She wants other to envy her for having a friend who listens to her all the time.She wants me to be her puppet.I tried to fulfil all her wishes but at some point I wouldn't do it.She envy me for being smart and have a perfect family.Little did she know that my family is ruined.

Just because I'm happy all the time doesn't mean that I'm really happy.She doesn't something call acting.I was just acting in front of her.How she makes other people stays away from me is that she talks bad about me to other people.People even finds it funny how I could let her talk to me like that.When I know that she has been doing it again I kept my distance with her but still acts as if nothing happens.At that time I felt so contented toying her like how she does to me.I act like I was so vulnerable that she belives my acting.

I know many people thinks that I'm cruel for doing that to her but that was all I could to her for all the harm that she had caused me.During the third year of high school,she told me that she had to go Korea for training.I couldn't help but feeling contented because she finally can't control me anymore.A week later,she moved to Korea and I finally can find new friends.That was when I know Luo Yang.Being with Luo Yang means I can be myself.Luo Yang have always supported me in whatever I do and he always told me not to give up.That was when I know that I've found a treasure.That's why until now I still couldn't help but feel devastated after Luo Yang's death.

Luo Yang is the only person that knows about my family's condition and my problems.He was the only person I could trust.And from there I met Yoo Rim.Another kind and friendly person.Other than Luo Yang she is also someone that listens to my problems well and gives me advice.When I talk to her even just a single message from her could make me smile.That was when I know that I have really found true friends.

Suddenly my phone ringtone broke my train of thoughts,

"Hello am I talking to Elizabeth Tan?"

"Yes I'm Elizabeth.Who are you?'

"I'm no one important.I just want to tell you be ready to receive Choi Ha Eun's corpse in a month time.I hope you're happy that I'm helping you to make her disappear from the Earth.Hahaha…"