3 Broken

I am ...

* takes a deep breath *

I don't remember my name .. i don't even know if i had one to begin with

if your wondering what people call me ?

they have names for me

Bitch , dog , slut and so on

i am maybe 16 or 17 years old not clear about it

I dont know to write and read as i was not allowed to go to school

I cook for the pack and clean up after them

i am the lowest omega

and my biggest contribution towards the pack is i help people relieve their frustration on me .. basically i am their punching bag

the only person i spoke freely with is Angel

Angel is my wolf

even she has a name not me .. i really don't care..

i get beaten up 3 times day sometimes 4

i am lucky when some other packs are visiting ..

they just lock me up in the basement in my cage and don't beat me ..

they feed me once a week and twice if i was good

angel stoped talking to me 1 month ago..

maybe due to the beating i got because i added more salt in alpha Kevin's breakfast

i was whipped till all my body looked red and my skin is not at all visible

if i was a human i would have died long ago

once i was washing the dishes

someone came behind me and started hitting me

then they took the silver knife and stabbed me on my abdomen ..

they left after grumbling * worthless *

you maybe wondering why i didn't try escaping

i did try 6 times.. but i stopped once they told me they will hurt Alice if I go..

Alice is the only kind person around me..

she is the Beta's daughter . she was caught giving me some clothes to wear .

then was scolded badly

i Really don't want to involve any inocent person for me

anyway i am a broken shoe.. who wants me

even angela keeps quite these day ..

i tried to end all of this yesterday .. by cutting my wrist

but i was spotted and punished

i really want to end all this pain

the suffering

And i know my mate won't be any different to me .. or maybe he will be worse

as he would be an alpha too

my dad was an alpha . i know only that..

Alice never spoke to me in fear of being beaten or by disgust i really don't know..

but i will always be thankful to her

i really want to die before my mate finds me .. he would maybe break the last strand i have

my virginity

it's the only thing which i have now.. but i don't want to lose it to someone i don't love .. wait love what is it ?

i glance at my arms .. " SLUT " is carved with a silver knife

there are many such cravings on my body.

" MATE LESS " is written on my back..

What did i do so wrong to deserve this

Now

I am standing ... sorry hanging from the sealing

in my tattered cloths

my wrist is bound and attached to suspenders

" i can't take anymore of this "

i hear a voice .. yes that is angel my wolf

" why can't they just kill us "

" I.. " i don't know what to say

" dear , mate won't care for us or save us .. he will abuse us more and maybe finally kill us .." she says dejected

i reply

" he would maybe reject us at one look "

"true " she cries

you know a wolf is more mentally and physically stronger but my wolf who would give me more strength gave up a month ago

she lost it !

they broker her too

my stomach grumbles

i have not eaten anything in 4 days and am felling dizzy

suddenly there are sounds of many foot steps

i smell something really amazing similar to coffee or flowers not sure

and finally angela

whispers the only thing which scares me more than anything else

" mate "

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but i guess this would be the most of abuse part

as i said i like fluff

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