27 What have you done to me.

A week into the honeymoon,I tried my best to cheer up Golden,we have eaten different kinds of food in Italy and also seen places. She might not admit it but I know she is starting to feel better.

But now the problem is me,I always want Golden to be with me and is so scary, because I know that this marriage is just a compromise and after she gets back her company we will be divorced,but the thought of that broke my heart. This can't be love? or is it,I can't possibly love Golden when she has no feelings for me.

Am going for a swim is so hot today. said Golden.

I looked up at Golden wearing a bikini,I almost died and then it came to my mind that she was going for a swim Infront of many pervert,her body was for only me to see.

But before she could reach the door I grabbed her, you can't go anywhere dressed like this.

What was Kenneth saying I always dress like this to swim. Kenneth I always go to swim in this type of bikini since I learnt how to swim and now you are stopping me?.

Golden don't you see what you do to me and now you want me to leave you to go outside like this. Please just stay in I will run a cold bath for you.

Tell me Kenneth what I have I done to you? You want to know what you have done to me,this is what you have done to me.

He kissed me as he pushed me against the wall,i froze but as he continued to touch me I kept smelling his scent and my brain was saying that he won't hurt me.

I can't explain what came over me but I wanted Golden like I have never wanted another woman and as I felt her responding to my kiss my body went on over drive and I took her to the bed.

I gently removed her clothes, Golden I want you to look at me but if you feel uncomfortable let me know and I will stop, because I won't do anything to hurt you,she nodded.

I was having so many feelings that I couldn't process but none of them was telling Kenneth to stop I just wanted him in me,on me,over me and I wanted to not freeze when it came down to the sex.