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"Are you curious about my relationship with him?"
Meng Qing's mood became a little low, she recalled the past: "I have a man I love very much, we have been very happy, I have children."
"But before I told him the good news, he died in an accident. What's more, this accident was controlled by my father. He looked down on him, and I wanted to follow him. I didn't expect that he lost his life because of my persistence. "
Wu Chiu guessed that Meng Qing must love that man very much, so that he became silent in the years between yin and Yang.
Meng Qing is still telling, and tears come from her emotional place.
"During this time, I met the same sad ah Yan. My father has known the Ning family for a long time, so he tried his best to promote the relationship between me and him."
"In order to protect the child in my stomach, a Yan can only take all this from the public. He should have wanted to explain to you, but he didn't move. I don't know what happened to you
The truth turned out to be so tactful and desolate that Wu Chiu's eyes slowly burst into tears. She didn't know whether her tears were for Meng Qing or for herself.
It turns out that there are many people who are more unfortunate than her. Even though she and Ning Yan are separated from each other, they are not separated from each other forever like Meng Qing.
That kind of experience, is her life can not bear the pain!
"So, you already know the truth, do you want to continue to consume your feelings like this?"
Meng Qing looked at her seriously: "some things, regret is useless."
Wu Chiu gave a bitter smile: "of course I know, but it's not so easy to tell the right and wrong between us
"With fate? You're so funny. You don't believe in Buddhism, but you're willing to go with it. Isn't both illusory? "
She was about to explain, but Meng Qing's mobile phone rang. She gave a simple answer, gave an address and hung up.
You don't have to guess. It must be Ning Yan.
Meng Qing raised his head: "yes, it's a Yan. He's coming to pick me up later. Will you come with me? "
She shook her head: "I don't think he and I are suitable to meet now. I'll wait with you for a while. I don't trust you to leave you here alone."
"Not bad." Meng Qing nodded and said, "in fact, I still have something to tell you, but I don't know how to open my mouth."
Wu Chiu doubts that since she is willing to tell herself the truth about her pregnancy, what is more difficult to say than this.
After Meng Qing was silent for a few minutes, she finally faltered and said, "I think you need to enlighten Wu an more. I hope I think too much, I always feel that he seems to have some different feelings for me. "
"What?"
Wu Chiu asked incredulously, "what do you mean?"
"Forget it, maybe I think too much." Meng Qing dodged her eyes: "maybe pregnant women are more attentive."
She pressed Meng Qing's hand: "it's impossible. If you say that, there must be something that makes you suspicious. I'm sure you won't tell me this for no reason. What's the matter? Tell me straight."
Under Wu Chiu's repeated questioning, Meng Qing finally opened her mouth.
"Since the last time I met with him, he didn't know where to get my phone number and would call me almost every night. What's more, they all said some irrelevant words, such as asking about my hobbies and tastes. I think that for an ordinary friend of my sister, is his concern a little too much? "
Wu Chiu's heart sank and her back was sweating. They were sitting in the shade of the tree, but she still felt hot and dry.
She can't understand Wu An's character any more. For so many years, except for Zhao Shuangshuang, he is cold to others. How can he hiss at Meng Qing after meeting her? This is not his style at all.
Recalling the moment when he first met Meng Qing, he didn't care that Ning Yan was also in the restaurant, so he decided to stay there for dinner.
After a long silence, she replied to Meng Qing: "I will communicate with him when I go back. If I disturb you, I will apologize for him."
Meng Qing just shook her head.
Wu Chiu looked at his watch. He thought Ning Yan was about to arrive, so he stood up and said, "I'll go first. You just sit here and don't go anywhere. He should be here soon."
Probably because of the hot weather, Meng Qing's face was a little pale, and the sweat on her forehead fell down.
Meng Qing held her stomach and nodded, "OK."
Looking at Meng Qing, she felt uneasy. For a moment, she really didn't want to meet Ning Yan. Finally, facing Ning Yan's uneasiness, she finally overcame her impatience. After saying goodbye to Meng Qing, she drove away.
As soon as the car drove out of the mountain, she was afraid. When she was pregnant, she had such symptoms. When she left in a hurry, she didn't even ask about Meng Qing's state. She couldn't help regretting it, so she quickly turned around and drove up the mountain.But when she went up the mountain again, she caught up with the tourists who had just come down the mountain. The mountain road was very congested. When she got to the top of the mountain, there was no shadow of Meng Qing.
On the stone bench where Meng Qing sat under the big tree, there was a pool of bright red blood. That red, with the burning tingling feeling, shot into her eyes.
How!
Wu Chiu held the tree for a long time before he came back to himself. Now is not the time to panic, she thought again and again, dialed the number of Ning Yan.
For a long time, no one answered the phone. She tried to hit Meng Qing again, but no one answered.
She couldn't help feeling guilty. She searched around the temple alone, but she didn't see Meng Qing. It was getting dark. Wu Chiu didn't have time to think about it and drove to the nearest hospital at the foot of the mountain.
The hospital was overcrowded. She went to the nurse to find out if there was a pregnant woman who had just been sent in, but she was told that she was not free now. She had been so anxious that she could not find another solution.
Just when she was at a loss, a familiar shadow appeared in front of her. The figure turned its back to her, but it was very kind.
She tried to step forward and see clearly, but the figure disappeared faster at the end of the corridor.
At this time, the nurse who was just impatient suddenly came to tell her that she had found the information for her. Meng Qing was operating in the operating room on the first floor and asked her to wait in the corridor.
Wu Chiu didn't have time to investigate the figure. After thanking him, he rushed to the operating room.
From a distance, she saw Ning Yan sitting on the bench in the corridor. There were people shuttling in the corridor, but he seemed to be still. He was sitting there with a chill all over his body, refusing people thousands of miles away.
"Ning Yan, is Meng Qing OK?"
Wu Chiu summoned up the courage to stand in front of him and asked in a voice.
After a long time, Ning Yancai looked up at her: "you know she is pregnant, why do you want to ask her to the mountain?"
Ning Yan's eyes twinkled with dreadful anger. His face was very blue, and his eyes were full of resentment and hatred.
"Do you suspect that I deliberately aimed at Meng Qing and wanted her to miscarry?" Wu Chiu looked into his eyes in disbelief: "why should I do this!"
His voice was cold: "you are praying to Buddha on the mountain with her. Knowing that she is uncomfortable, you have to leave her first. If you don't mean it, tell me why? I never knew that jealousy was so terrible
Why? Because she didn't know how to face him after knowing the truth, and she even thought about whether to abandon those grudges and be with him again, but how could she say it now.
Wu Chiu bit his lip and his eyes were red: "you didn't ask Meng Qing clearly, so you insisted that I was going to frame your child? Ning Yan, you overestimate yourself. I don't care who you have children with. "
He stood up and approached her step by step with condescension: "even if you didn't mean to, you knew she was sick before you went down the mountain. You also had children. How can you bear to see her suffer again?"
"I..." She is speechless. It's her fault to leave Meng Qing behind. Along the way, she has been very anxious. She found the hospital, but she didn't expect to be criticized by Ning Yan.
She only felt disheartened, aggrieved and remorseful.
Ning Yan has forced her to the corner, words without a trace of emotion: "do you still want to sophistry? You can even do it for your own children. There's nothing else you can't do. "
Those most painful past events were uprooted by him and left in front of her naked. The child's affair has always been an indelible pain in her heart. She thought that if she buried it deeply in her heart, everything would pass. But today, she would rather bring up the old affair again, and then she knew that she had never let it go.
Tears no longer can't help falling down, she clenched her hand into a fist and pounded him on the chest, fist hit on the chest, Ning Yan didn't hide, let her go mad.
She finally stopped and pushed away Ning Yan who trapped herself in the corner, looking at him indifferently.
"Ning Yan, you never believed me. It was, and it's the same now. The child is not only yours, but also a piece of my flesh. I won't love him less than anyone else. Do you know how painful I feel when I lose him? "
"I have nightmares almost every night and see him standing bloody in front of me, but you blame me for all this. You can vent on me. Yes, I deserve it
Ning Yan took a step back and said powerlessly: "but you hated me so much at the beginning and just wanted to leave me."
"Yes, I hate you so much, but I still want to give birth to your child. You see how ridiculous I am."
Her tears have stopped no longer flow, the whole person is like being hollowed out in general, along the wall of soft slide down.
Meng Qing's mood became a little low, she recalled the past: "I have a man I love very much, we have been very happy, I have children."
"But before I told him the good news, he died in an accident. What's more, this accident was controlled by my father. He looked down on him, and I wanted to follow him. I didn't expect that he lost his life because of my persistence. "
Wu Chiu guessed that Meng Qing must love that man very much, so that he became silent in the years between yin and Yang.
Meng Qing is still telling, and tears come from her emotional place.
"During this time, I met the same sad ah Yan. My father has known the Ning family for a long time, so he tried his best to promote the relationship between me and him."
"In order to protect the child in my stomach, a Yan can only take all this from the public. He should have wanted to explain to you, but he didn't move. I don't know what happened to you
The truth turned out to be so tactful and desolate that Wu Chiu's eyes slowly burst into tears. She didn't know whether her tears were for Meng Qing or for herself.
It turns out that there are many people who are more unfortunate than her. Even though she and Ning Yan are separated from each other, they are not separated from each other forever like Meng Qing.
That kind of experience, is her life can not bear the pain!
"So, you already know the truth, do you want to continue to consume your feelings like this?"
Meng Qing looked at her seriously: "some things, regret is useless."
Wu Chiu gave a bitter smile: "of course I know, but it's not so easy to tell the right and wrong between us
"With fate? You're so funny. You don't believe in Buddhism, but you're willing to go with it. Isn't both illusory? "
She was about to explain, but Meng Qing's mobile phone rang. She gave a simple answer, gave an address and hung up.
You don't have to guess. It must be Ning Yan.
Meng Qing raised his head: "yes, it's a Yan. He's coming to pick me up later. Will you come with me? "
She shook her head: "I don't think he and I are suitable to meet now. I'll wait with you for a while. I don't trust you to leave you here alone."
"Not bad." Meng Qing nodded and said, "in fact, I still have something to tell you, but I don't know how to open my mouth."
Wu Chiu doubts that since she is willing to tell herself the truth about her pregnancy, what is more difficult to say than this.
After Meng Qing was silent for a few minutes, she finally faltered and said, "I think you need to enlighten Wu an more. I hope I think too much, I always feel that he seems to have some different feelings for me. "
"What?"
Wu Chiu asked incredulously, "what do you mean?"
"Forget it, maybe I think too much." Meng Qing dodged her eyes: "maybe pregnant women are more attentive."
She pressed Meng Qing's hand: "it's impossible. If you say that, there must be something that makes you suspicious. I'm sure you won't tell me this for no reason. What's the matter? Tell me straight."
Under Wu Chiu's repeated questioning, Meng Qing finally opened her mouth.
"Since the last time I met with him, he didn't know where to get my phone number and would call me almost every night. What's more, they all said some irrelevant words, such as asking about my hobbies and tastes. I think that for an ordinary friend of my sister, is his concern a little too much? "
Wu Chiu's heart sank and her back was sweating. They were sitting in the shade of the tree, but she still felt hot and dry.
She can't understand Wu An's character any more. For so many years, except for Zhao Shuangshuang, he is cold to others. How can he hiss at Meng Qing after meeting her? This is not his style at all.
Recalling the moment when he first met Meng Qing, he didn't care that Ning Yan was also in the restaurant, so he decided to stay there for dinner.
After a long silence, she replied to Meng Qing: "I will communicate with him when I go back. If I disturb you, I will apologize for him."
Meng Qing just shook her head.
Wu Chiu looked at his watch. He thought Ning Yan was about to arrive, so he stood up and said, "I'll go first. You just sit here and don't go anywhere. He should be here soon."
Probably because of the hot weather, Meng Qing's face was a little pale, and the sweat on her forehead fell down.
Meng Qing held her stomach and nodded, "OK."
Looking at Meng Qing, she felt uneasy. For a moment, she really didn't want to meet Ning Yan. Finally, facing Ning Yan's uneasiness, she finally overcame her impatience. After saying goodbye to Meng Qing, she drove away.
As soon as the car drove out of the mountain, she was afraid. When she was pregnant, she had such symptoms. When she left in a hurry, she didn't even ask about Meng Qing's state. She couldn't help regretting it, so she quickly turned around and drove up the mountain.But when she went up the mountain again, she caught up with the tourists who had just come down the mountain. The mountain road was very congested. When she got to the top of the mountain, there was no shadow of Meng Qing.
On the stone bench where Meng Qing sat under the big tree, there was a pool of bright red blood. That red, with the burning tingling feeling, shot into her eyes.
How!
Wu Chiu held the tree for a long time before he came back to himself. Now is not the time to panic, she thought again and again, dialed the number of Ning Yan.
For a long time, no one answered the phone. She tried to hit Meng Qing again, but no one answered.
She couldn't help feeling guilty. She searched around the temple alone, but she didn't see Meng Qing. It was getting dark. Wu Chiu didn't have time to think about it and drove to the nearest hospital at the foot of the mountain.
The hospital was overcrowded. She went to the nurse to find out if there was a pregnant woman who had just been sent in, but she was told that she was not free now. She had been so anxious that she could not find another solution.
Just when she was at a loss, a familiar shadow appeared in front of her. The figure turned its back to her, but it was very kind.
She tried to step forward and see clearly, but the figure disappeared faster at the end of the corridor.
At this time, the nurse who was just impatient suddenly came to tell her that she had found the information for her. Meng Qing was operating in the operating room on the first floor and asked her to wait in the corridor.
Wu Chiu didn't have time to investigate the figure. After thanking him, he rushed to the operating room.
From a distance, she saw Ning Yan sitting on the bench in the corridor. There were people shuttling in the corridor, but he seemed to be still. He was sitting there with a chill all over his body, refusing people thousands of miles away.
"Ning Yan, is Meng Qing OK?"
Wu Chiu summoned up the courage to stand in front of him and asked in a voice.
After a long time, Ning Yancai looked up at her: "you know she is pregnant, why do you want to ask her to the mountain?"
Ning Yan's eyes twinkled with dreadful anger. His face was very blue, and his eyes were full of resentment and hatred.
"Do you suspect that I deliberately aimed at Meng Qing and wanted her to miscarry?" Wu Chiu looked into his eyes in disbelief: "why should I do this!"
His voice was cold: "you are praying to Buddha on the mountain with her. Knowing that she is uncomfortable, you have to leave her first. If you don't mean it, tell me why? I never knew that jealousy was so terrible
Why? Because she didn't know how to face him after knowing the truth, and she even thought about whether to abandon those grudges and be with him again, but how could she say it now.
Wu Chiu bit his lip and his eyes were red: "you didn't ask Meng Qing clearly, so you insisted that I was going to frame your child? Ning Yan, you overestimate yourself. I don't care who you have children with. "
He stood up and approached her step by step with condescension: "even if you didn't mean to, you knew she was sick before you went down the mountain. You also had children. How can you bear to see her suffer again?"
"I..." She is speechless. It's her fault to leave Meng Qing behind. Along the way, she has been very anxious. She found the hospital, but she didn't expect to be criticized by Ning Yan.
She only felt disheartened, aggrieved and remorseful.
Ning Yan has forced her to the corner, words without a trace of emotion: "do you still want to sophistry? You can even do it for your own children. There's nothing else you can't do. "
Those most painful past events were uprooted by him and left in front of her naked. The child's affair has always been an indelible pain in her heart. She thought that if she buried it deeply in her heart, everything would pass. But today, she would rather bring up the old affair again, and then she knew that she had never let it go.
Tears no longer can't help falling down, she clenched her hand into a fist and pounded him on the chest, fist hit on the chest, Ning Yan didn't hide, let her go mad.
She finally stopped and pushed away Ning Yan who trapped herself in the corner, looking at him indifferently.
"Ning Yan, you never believed me. It was, and it's the same now. The child is not only yours, but also a piece of my flesh. I won't love him less than anyone else. Do you know how painful I feel when I lose him? "
"I have nightmares almost every night and see him standing bloody in front of me, but you blame me for all this. You can vent on me. Yes, I deserve it
Ning Yan took a step back and said powerlessly: "but you hated me so much at the beginning and just wanted to leave me."
"Yes, I hate you so much, but I still want to give birth to your child. You see how ridiculous I am."
Her tears have stopped no longer flow, the whole person is like being hollowed out in general, along the wall of soft slide down.