Chapter 192

Facts have proved that company is the most effective way to cure the wounds in the heart. Accompanied by the two little girls Lu Jiajia and Su, Anxin has temporarily forgotten all the bad past that belongs to Gu Zezhi. Even what happened together with Gu Zezhi and Fang Bai, Anxin can completely put it down.

In order to make Anxin happy and change her mood, Lu Jiaming made all kinds of solutions. Even Su couldn't help laughing. She didn't expect Lu Jiajia to be so open. However, it is precisely because of this, the friendship between them is particularly precious, and there is a more spiritual feeling between them.

"Jiajia, thank you two for taking care of me, but I'm in a better mood. You don't have to worry about it."

Anxin looked at the two little girls sitting beside her. She just felt that she was very lucky to meet them.

Listening to Anxin's polite words of thanks, Lu Jiajia, who has been taken care of by Anxin, was a little embarrassed. She stretched out her hand to scratch her head, and her cheek turned slightly red. She was more and more uncomfortable. "Sister Anxin, you don't have to thank me. Besides, you have been taking care of me before. I do these things to repay my gratitude."

Su has been echoing, "yes, sister Anxin, it's our honor to take care of you."

The girl in front of her is full of smiles. She can't help but remind Anxin of her childhood. At that time, she was so carefree. How could she have had so many troubles? On the contrary, as I grow up, I experience more and more things, and I don't look like myself any more.

She gently shakes her head, does not let oneself go to think more, just and they sit together chatting, pass the time.

It was already three o'clock in the afternoon. Considering Gu Zezhi's business, Anxin said goodbye to Xu YingYing and took the lead to deal with these trivial matters alone. Moreover, she also knew that since she had decided to separate from Gu Zezhi, there was no need to delay all the time and keep pestering.

However, when Anxin returned to settle down, she found that her parents were abnormal. Their faces were covered with smiles, and they were obviously nervous and uncomfortable.

Ann's mother and her father hinted at each other for a long time. Finally, Ann's father was pushed out by his mother. He took two steps forward and asked why she suddenly came back. "Xinxin, when you left, didn't you say it would take a while to come back? Why did you come back from cloud city so soon? "

When Anxin proposed to go out for a walk to relax, Ann's father and mother were worried. When they knew that Anxin was looking for Xu Yingying, they reluctantly agreed. If, according to common sense, she came back earlier, as parents, they should feel happy, not so nervous and unnatural, or even have a suspicion that she wants to leave.

"Mom and Dad, what's wrong with you?"

At the same time, Anxin took off his coat and hung it on the hanger in the living room, sat down on the sofa, and then looked at his parents with some confusion. She looked at her parents carefully for a long time, but she still didn't understand what her parents looked like?

For an's father and mother, the reason why they showed such a state was that they were worried that Gu Zezhi would come back again and even threaten their daughter's normal life. In the final analysis, they are still very worried that Gu Zezhi has been entangled with Anxin, and even unwilling to accept the divorce request.

"It's OK, Xinxin. You've been driving all day. You should be tired. Go back and have a rest. We'll talk about anything later."

Listening to parents' persuasion, Anxin just felt something was wrong, but in order to let them rest assured, she still went back to the bedroom to have a rest.

She was lying on a big soft bed, but she was not sleepy at all, but her mind was clear.

Somehow, Anxin thought of Gu Zezhi's promises to herself. She also remembered what Gu Zezhi said seriously. Her heart is naturally willing to start again with Gu Zezhi, but she also knows that if she is really with Gu Zezhi, she will become a burden and a burden to Gu Zezhi.

Even if Gu Zezhi doesn't say much, people around her will point out to her and even comment on herself, saying that she is Gu Zezhi's wife who can't get on the stage. As time goes by, Gu Zezhi will gradually be unable to stand the words of others and disgust her, and she will be abandoned. It's not uncommon that Anxin won't be the first, but she won't be the last.

When thinking about these things, Anxin's face was pale and her hands clenched into fists. She seemed to have imagined her future, even the end. But these, are not what she wants, she just hope that she can simply live through this life, do not have any waves can.

"Dong Dong, Dong Dong..."

As the knock on the door kept ringing, Anxin frowned slightly, but she couldn't understand who would come suddenly at this time. She stretched out her hand and patted her cheek, regaining her usual sense. She just pretended that nothing had happened, and she pretended to be relaxed and went to open the door."Zhang ma? How did you get here? "

Seeing Zhang's mother, Anxin was obviously a little surprised. She hesitated for a moment, or stepped back two steps to give her a seat so that she could enter the room.

Zhang Ma has a lot to say to Anxin in her heart, but most of them are about her and Gu Zezhi. However, Zhang Ma also knows that Anxin has suffered all the pains, all from Gu Zezhi. If it was not for Gu Zezhi, maybe Anxin would not have suffered from depression at all, and perhaps Anxin would not have committed suicide because of his anxiety.

"Zhang Ma, if you have anything to do, just sit down and speak slowly."

After that, Anxin pulled the chair in front of her and sat down in front of her.

Zhang Ma hesitated for a long time, but she was determined to tell Anxin about Gu Ze Zhi's coming to settle down today. "Miss, do you know that Mr. Gu cares about you very much. He also knows that he has made a mistake. He was waiting outside early this morning."

When Anxin heard these words, he lowered his head and pinched his finger without making any reply.

"Miss, you love Mr. Gu so much, are you really willing to leave him? Even if Even if you tell Mr. Gu these things, he will never leave you

The reason why Zhang Ma said these words with Anxin is that she regards Anxin as her daughter. She has worked for a long time in Anjin, and treats Anxin better than her own daughter. So after a long time of deliberation, Zhang's mother decided to have a good chat with Anxin and let her confirm her mind.

But for Anxin, how could she not understand Gu Zezhi's character? If he knew he had depression, he would not leave him alone. But Anxin's pride and her self-esteem simply did not allow herself to become a burden on anyone.

She always wants to be strong, no matter who she is.

Zhang Ma said a lot of sincere words. She also wanted Gu Zezhi and Anxin to get back together, hoping that they could be happy. But from the beginning to the end, Anxin didn't say a word more, just kept silent and did not answer.

For her, happiness is no longer important. She just wants to take care of herself.

"Miss, what's the matter with you? Is there something wrong? "

See Anxin tightly frown, Zhang Ma naturally not good to continue to speak, she nervously opened the mouth to ask Anxin's situation.

On the contrary, Anxin calmed down a lot. She gently shook her head to Zhang Ma, reluctantly showed a smile, trying to reassure her, "Zhang Ma, I'm ok, but I'm tired and want to have a rest."

Zhang Ma experienced a lot of things. Naturally, she could understand the implication of Anxin. She nodded and then left Anxin's bedroom.

No matter how she tried to persuade Anxin, it was not as good as Anxin's own understanding. Only after she had thoroughly figured it out, could Anxin be able to get out of the predicament. It was natural for her to get back together with Gu Zezhi.

After seeing off Zhang's mother, Anxin only felt that her mood was very complicated. How could she not understand their good intentions? She knew that Gu Zezhi was very kind to herself. Since he made such a promise to himself, it showed that Gu Zezhi could do it. But Anxin had no way to let go of her last stubbornness.

It is because Anxin has strong enough self-esteem, so after marriage, Gu Zezhi has never used any money. Even if Gu Zezhi gives her a gold card, she always keeps it well, and finally stealthily puts it back to him.

This is Anxin's bottom line for marriage. She has enough ability to support herself, so she doesn't need Gu Zezhi to support her.

The night is silent. Anxin is sitting on the balcony enjoying the moon. She is very upset at the moment. She has a lot to say to Gu Zezhi. She also wants to be willful and indulge herself. However, her only self-esteem does not allow her to keep calm and even rational even when she sees Gu Zezhi.

Anxin opened the mobile phone screen, pulled Gu Zezhi out of the blacklist and wrote this sentence in the SMS column, "Ze Zhi, I miss you so much."

But in the end, Anxin still didn't send it out. She deleted it bit by bit, just like once, she was disappointed with Gu Zezhi, completely dead heart, until finally, she was frustrated with Gu Zezhi.