Chapter 1290

The words your father said gave me a lot of mental pressure. At that time, our life was in a predicament again. If I hadn't met Dr. Lin at that time, I don't know what the two of us would be like now. But it was precisely because I met him that I saw a different you. During the time when you were under the fence, I knew that your heart was very painful, and I finally understood that the two of us were not the same person at all...

In fact, I have been thinking about that decision for a while. I thought that if we continue to go on like this, it is very likely that one day, we will be flattened by life because of our relationship, and we will gradually get tired of each other. In the end, this relationship ended without a problem, but I don’t think so. I don't want to be like that, I want us to stay in the best time forever.

That's why I made that decision. At that time, I was thinking about what I should do to make you leave me without hesitation, but I know that when we are in a good relationship, it is really difficult to want you to leave me. So I can only be the cruel one.

In fact, after I left you, I didn't go anywhere. I was always at Dr. Lin's house. I saw you at that time. When you came to find him, when you were in their yard, you were as drunk as the Muddy beach, crying and shouting and asking him, when I was there, I actually saw all those things, I was very sad, my heart hurt like I was going to die, but I didn't go out, I didn't go to see you, and then I knew The better you are, the better you are. I don't want to ruin you, and I don't want to ruin the most beautiful relationship between us. I left, but I didn't get Xiaoman, although in that case, I took Xiaoman, it will never be possible to start a new life again, but I really don't want to, don't want to destroy the only connection between us.

Later, I gave birth to Xiaoman. At the beginning, Xiaoman had no household registration, and I was helpless in Baccarat. I always relied on Dr. Lin to help us. It was really painful in my heart, so there was more than one Xiaoman left. A month later, I started looking for a job. It was also at that time that I met my current husband. His family owned an inn. At that time, I went to work at his house. He was very simple and honest. After knowing that I had a daughter, I took the initiative to The small warehouse at the head of the house was vacated, and my daughter and I moved in. Later, we got together naturally and became a couple. Over the years, he has been very good to me and Xiaoman, and about you It has also become the biggest secret in my heart and can never be mentioned to anyone. Over the years, I have avoided Dr. Lin consciously or unintentionally, and the rewards to him are basically material, but for him, these are actually It's just a drop in the bucket, but I'm really scared to see him, because every time I see him, I can't help but think of those things from the past. I know that I haven't let go of the feelings of the past, and I haven't completely let go of the feelings of the year. I haven't completely let you go, it's like you have never forgotten to look for me all these years, maybe what you carry is hatred, but what I carry is still love..."

"Shanshan..."

Perhaps the last sentence was a little too emotional, and Ye Qing's emotions also became a little excited.

"Don't call my name like that, I'm not telling you this for anything else, I just want to make it clear what happened back then, Ye Qing, I'm really sorry, I regret it too, I regret what I did back then. Let you become what you are now, but what I want to tell you, I have had a good life these years, even if every time I think about the things between us, there are still countless regrets and regrets in my heart, but my current Life is really beautiful. If I had to make a choice, I would still take this path. Ye Qing and we are not suitable. The relationship when we were young was very beautiful, but it could not support us through this life. The only thing I think I'm sorry that you have never been able to experience the beauty of your family and the affection of your parents for making you what you are now...