Chapter 419

"It's lovely, but... I've never been like this, so..."

"But this is a date. You must be familiar with it, OK?"

"Date!"

Ling duo'er hasn't heard of it. They are going to date!

"Why are you so surprised? Don't forget, what kind of excuse do we use when we are together? Which couple doesn't date? Even the two of us are no exception? "

It seems that

"But... You should tell me, I know, and I won't really not cooperate."

"Now you know, it's not too late."

Did he do these things just to make the play more realistic?

"What's the point of doing this? Do you sleep and watch us? Why do you want to do this? "

"It must be meaningful for me to do this. Don't think it's ok if no one is around us. Maybe some people will see it in the dark."

He spoke slowly, word by word, not very loud, but very persuasive.

Ling duo son is said by him so of a Leng a Leng of, completely ignored the problem before.

"Well, are you tired?"

"Well, a little. But I don't think it's easy for you. With so much work to do every day, it's not more comfortable than me. "

"You are wrong."

Gong Shangxi looked at her, and all her eyes were her reflection.

"I was wrong?"

What's wrong?

"In fact, I never feel very tired when I am with you. You can't understand what I mean, but it doesn't matter. I wish I could understand it."

"Are you..."

"What?"

They walked side by side, and Ling duo'er saw what he said and did.

His expression, his words and deeds, had to let Ling duo'er think about a problem.

"You don't really like me, do you?"

She carefully asked this question, looking at him with a pair of scared eyes.

This expression made him not know how to answer.

"Why do you ask that all of a sudden?"

Gong Shangxi began to avoid the heavy and take the light. He was not in a hurry to answer her question.

"Before, I felt that I couldn't be with Ling Zhu. I think clearly, at that time I didn't like him, but I couldn't, really couldn't. It may be hard for you to imagine that I was really in a tangled mood at that time. When I knew I couldn't be with him, I accepted it. After that, I just want to know what I have to do to prevent Ling Zhu from suffering so much. "

Ling duo'er told me that she would only keep these words in her heart and would not say anything more.

But

Now she felt that it was necessary to make it clear to Gong Shangxi.

"You said you can't be with Ling Zhu. I can't find your worries here."

"I mean, maybe you can't understand it now. I mean, my reasons, no matter who that person is, are the same. "

Gong Shangxi didn't understand her meaning, but he completely understood one thing.

"You are refusing me in disguise."

"Whatever you think, that's what I mean now. If you can understand, I'm happy, too. If you can't understand, I can't help it. "

"Do you have to refuse everyone? Even if you refuse me, do you want to make your reasons clear? "

"Yes."

He is still looking forward to what Ling duo'er will say later. That's why he takes it so seriously now.

"I don't know who I am. I don't know what kind of person I used to be, what will be around me. This kind of me, no matter who is with me, there will be pressure. "

"Is that what you're worried about?"

Hearing this, Gong Shangxi didn't know whether he was happy or sad.

"Yes, I said. You won't understand. You won't understand how hard it is for me to be like this. "

"Is that how you want to know your past?"

She couldn't believe what she heard“ Is there anyone in this world who doesn't want to know her past? You're not me, you don't understand. "

"I understand. If I say I understand, you will refute me. Well, since you said that, I don't want to force you to give me any answers now. But... You must remember that some people, even if they don't forget anything, think all the time. If only she could forget everything and start all over again. "

"I don't know what you said. Is there such a person in the world? "

Ling duo'er is not willing to believe that there will be such people in the world. But the world is so big that there are all kinds of strange things.

How she wished she had something that others already had easily, but it was too difficult!

"Believe me, there will be such people in this world. Ling duo'er, if you know your past and find that your past is not so good, what will you do? "

"What will happen to me? How do I know? "

She doesn't know anything. Under such circumstances, what if she is with another man, in case she has been married before, in case she has children?

So, because of this, because of this uncertain factor, Ling duo'er can never be with others.

But Gong Shangxi knows all this and the identity of Ling duo'er.

But he still can't say anything. If you think about it carefully, it's pitiful.

He really wants to tell Ling duo'er all these things clearly, but... What can I do?

At that time, they also came back very late.

Duanmujin did not go home, but chose to wait in this place.

"Haven't you rested yet?"

Gong Shangxi went downstairs and poured himself a glass of water. He didn't look back and knew that duanmujin was standing behind him now.

"No, I can't sleep."

"What? I didn't have a good dinner today, so I can't sleep well? "

"Not really, but it does matter. You take Ling duo Er out, but Qiya is very upset. "

"I know... But they're not fit to meet yet."

"Not suitable to meet? So you're going to do it all the time? Now that you two can be together again, this is the chance God has given you. Do you really intend to go on like this all the time? "

"I don't know..."

He really doesn't know.

Originally thought, Ling duo son there oneself can come slowly.

But today I heard what Ling duo'er said, her attitude is really tough.

If so, he is not sure.

She can refuse so excellent Ling Zhu, and she can also refuse herself.

Slowly, Gong Shangxi fell into meditation.

"What are you thinking?"

"Nothing."

His mind is used in meditation, so he has ignored the cup of hot water in his hand.

Gong Shangxi drank it directly, and he quickly vomited out the hot water and drank several mouthfuls of cold water.

"Cough... Cough!"

He looks so embarrassed, Duanmu rarely see“ Are you all right? "

"No... nothing."

Gong Shangxi was scalded. Now his tongue is still sore. How could it be ok.

But even if it was injured, Gong Shangxi would never say it.

Ha ha

Duanmu covered his mouth and chuckled.

"Why are you waiting for me so late if you don't rest?"

"Will she be at home with you tomorrow?"

"What do you mean?"

"I really can't stop it. Qiya really wants to see Ling duo'er. No, I should say Chu Yixuan now. "

"Is that the reason?"

"What other reasons do you want to hear now? I can tell you right away, but... Kia really wants to have a good chat with her. She said that if Chu Yixuan didn't remember the past, he had to start all over again? Isn't this an opportunity? "

Re understand?

It sounds good and beautiful, but... It's also risky.

"Not yet."

"Why? Are you worried that Kia might slip out of her mouth

"It's not just that. She told me before that when she saw a girl, she felt very familiar, as if she had known her before. I'm worried that one day she will be very curious about these and check them by herself. Think about it. What if she knew the truth? This is the last thing I can imagine. "

"Er... I see what you said. This problem is really difficult to solve. What are you going to do?"

This is the most difficult thing for Gong Shangxi to think about, because

It must be cruel to imagine the result. He didn't want to see Ling duo'er feel so bad.

"Although I think your concern is right, I also think that Kia is right."

"What? Do you want to persuade me? "

"If it's a good suggestion, I think it's necessary."

"Good advice? It seems that you have accepted that idea. Ok... Tell me about it. "

Gong Shangxi still feels helpless. In fact, he doesn't want to be like this, but he can't help it.

"In fact, I think... You can't stop the occurrence of these things. You also said that if Ling duo'er recovers her memory, it will be very troublesome."

"So you asked me to tell her, even if she didn't remember?"

"You can let her know in other ways. I think she is as smart as before, so I don't think there is any problem."

Gong Shangxi can make a decision about everything, but he can't come up with an idea about it.

"Look at your vigorous and resolute manner. I didn't expect that you had a big fight on this issue."

Duanmu is not polite to make fun of, the difference laughs forward backward.

Such a brilliant expression is based on making fun of Gong Shangxi.

"Cough!"

……

"Er, cough, that..."