Chapter 175

"Well, I'll pick you up then."

"No, I can come back by myself then."

What's wrong with Xiaochu now?

"Why do you sigh when you answer the phone?"

"I thought Xiao Chu could have my cooking today."

"I'm eating, aren't I?"

"It's different. I used to cook food for him every day. But now it has become different. Although... I know you are very good to Xiaochu, I don't want him to change his original intention. "

Chu Yixuan was worried that Xiao Chu would have other ideas when he arrived, and that everything was the best around Gong Shangxi.

But once you leave, no one knows what it will be like.

Chu Yixuan propped his chin with both hands and looked at the dishes on the table.

Gong Shangxi brought her a chopstick of vegetables“ Your younger brother is not a child again. If you look at him like this, do you want to hide behind you when you are young enough to enter the society? "

She's staring at him“ When have I been like this! "

When she looked at him like this, she was bound to ask a result“ I don't have to say that, it's just that you must have done it. Junior high school students are already junior high school students, even if it is a night in the classmate's home is not normal, right? But I think if it's really on you, aren't you dying? "

When she listened to these words, she felt like a ball of vent. I don't want to admit it, but it's true“ Is it that obvious? "

"What else? What can be seen at a glance is not obvious to you? "

"Why didn't I know it was so obvious? What's more, do you really think I can't go on like this? "

She doesn't know how to let go, she only knows that Xiaochu still needs her own. He's not in good health, and that's all he can do now.

"It's not what other people think, it's your own."

"What's my own?"

"Do you want to change? In fact, you can think clearly in the answer, eliminate in this way, will not immediately grow

What he said is reasonable. Chu Yixuan is not a man who is unreasonable and only listens to his own words. But

"What am I going to do now? I want to change this situation, but I don't know how to do it myself. If you were me, what would you do? "

"Do you really want to know?"

"Or I can be a fake? Of course I want to know. Now I just want to know what you can do

"There must be a good way, since you want to know. Then you listen to me first. Don't worry about Xiaochu's affairs for the time being, unless he comes to you. "

"What? I'm just asking? Then... "

Gong Shangxi looks at her, because of this, she can't let Xiaochu grow up.

She was also not very nice to see by Gong Shangxi. She looked down at her legs in silence“ What's the matter with you? Didn't you just swear that you want to change? Now it's not even a short time, and you're sorry? "

"Who regrets it? I... forget it. Since I've already said it, I won't regret it. Didn't you say I didn't care for a while? Then I'll listen to you. I don't care. I don't care

"Is that true?"

"Well, for the sake of Xiaochu, I'm sure I can change it. As long as he's good, that's enough! "

Chu Yixuan told himself that only when she changed, would she really grow up.

After Xiao Chu came back from Li Li's home, he had to ask himself some questions, but

Now she doesn't want to ask herself.

"Sister, if I come back so late, you have nothing to tell me?"

Chu Yixuan shook his head with a smile“ It's nothing. You're a senior three student. What's your sister worried about? Well, take the medicine and have a rest early. "

Xiaochu watched her leave, but her eyes were full of wonder“ Sister, what's the matter? Why don't you ask me why I came back so late? Are you angry? "

But that's not like it!

"Good. I can see that you are really determined."

"Of course, I am determined! As long as it's for the sake of primary school, I will certainly have the determination. But this determination is really a bit... "

"Uncomfortable?"

Gong Shangxi leaned against the wall and looked at Chu Yixuan in a sadistic way.

She also frowned at the moment, went out to a spacious place, and found a place to sit down.

"I'm really a little worried. Will it be bad if I suddenly do this?"

"What's wrong? In fact, as long as you get used to it, that's enough. Junior needs to get used to it, and so do you. You know, I was asked to learn to be independent when I was a few years old. At that time, I couldn't rely on my family, let alone my background. I can handle everything by myself. "

It was the first time that she heard Gong Shangxi say these things about him, because it was also the first time, so Chu Yixuan was really a little curious.

"For example? What will you do when something happens to you? "

Looking back on the past, in fact, many of them are very interesting.

"I remember a time when I went home alone, but I was taken away later."

"Ah? Is there anything else like that? "

"What's the matter? It's incredible, isn't it? "

How could Chu Yi Xuan feel that this was incredible? He just couldn't imagine it. I didn't expect that he had such an experience before.

"Then what happened? What do you do? "

"Later, I escaped on my own. At that time, those people were human traffickers. Those with poor quality would be regarded as beggars and begged everywhere. If they look good, they will sell them to families that have no way to have children. I remember at that time I was already tied to the car, but in the end I managed to escape by my own way

He said the things he had experienced before in a few words, but he was confused when he heard them clearly.

"Is it true or not?"

"It's true. At that time, I remember I was only eight or more years old."

"So small? Aren't you afraid? "

"Scared? How could I not be afraid? I'm just afraid. Fortunately, the education I received before was to face difficulties on my own. The elders of my family have taught me what to do under such circumstances, so I have my own way. "

Chu Yixuan nodded, his experience, ordinary people really have no way to digest.

"Your experience is really amazing. Forget it, since it's like this... I won't ask."

"Why don't you ask?"

"It's just a memory I don't want to recall. If it makes you feel bad, I'd better not know. "

"Ha ha..."

He was very happy with his smile. Chu Yixuan didn't think there was something wrong with this man, did he“ What are you doing? "

"I'm really moved that you think so much of me."

……

"What's so touching about that? You have experienced so much before, I think many of them are painful. I know that kind of mood. I don't have nothing to do. Why should I do that? "

"I want to say, do you still listen?"

"What?"

He would never let his mind be known before, even duanmujin could not ask about these things, and even less could he take the initiative to speak out.

"I said, if I am willing to talk about it, are you willing to listen to me?"

"Do you really want to talk about it yourself?"

"Why don't you believe it?"

Chu Yixuan insisted that one would not like to recall it.

"I can listen if you want to. I think it's a good thing that you can tell me that. "

"Well, I'll tell you, you know? For me, it's something very interesting. Many people are at a loss when they come across these things. But I think it's a very interesting thing. "

"Interesting things? Your idea is really a little interesting, thanks to you still think it is a very interesting thing

"What's the matter? Isn't it? I think it's very interesting. That's why I can pick myself up and take on responsibility after such a big change in my family. Do you think it's fun? "

It's not easy for him to do this since he was a child“ It's no wonder that your childhood was said to be very interesting by you. I don't think any family will be like you now. I think it's very strange. "

"Look at me now. I don't think it's a thing when I encounter something. If you can see me like this, maybe your brother has already become a real man. "

"Forget it... My brother is a common man. His heart is not as strong as yours! If my brother is like you, I really have nothing to say. "

"Why? What's wrong with me? Isn't that good? "

"It's not bad, it's great. My brother's heart was not very good when he was a child. He had a big operation in junior high school. How can he compare with you? I just hope he's OK. That's enough. If you think you can train him to be invulnerable, is that my brother? "

Gong Shangxi looked at her so serious about this matter, it's really a little cute.

"What's the matter? Is it painful? " Gong Shangxi looked at her, eyes affectionate, gentle looking at her.

"Can I not be distressed? My brother always thought that I was the one who suffered. But he didn't know that he was the one who really suffered! When he was so young, he had to suffer such a big crime. Not everyone could survive. He's good enough. "