v10 Chapter 31: Find excellence in your life【4000 words large
Emiya Shirou kept yelling at Matou Shinji's door.
But no matter how he called, Matou Shinji's room didn't respond at all.
Because of the appearance of the Holy Grail function, Matou Shinji's function as a human being is regressing. In Emiya Shiro's view, the most obvious manifestation is Matou Shinji's lethargy.
The sky had just darkened, and Matou Shinji was about to go back to his room to sleep. Matou Shinji would not wake up again until the sky was bright.
I just learned from Yagami Taiji that the recent murders in Fuyuki City were all without the knowledge of Matou Shinji, and the Black Holy Grail appeared with the help of his body, so he came to Matou Shinji at night On the other side of the room, I thought that the two of them would fall asleep together, so that when the power of the Holy Grail emerged, Emiya Shirou could also wake up Shinji Matou in time to avoid tragedy.
It's just that the continuous inability to wake up made Emiya Shirou have an ominous premonition.
Pushing open the door of the room, only to see that the bed is empty, where is the figure of Matou Shinji?
Even the dark night will be twisted and pulled, gradually devouring shadows.
Walking crookedly on the street.
The shadows under the feet spread everywhere, just like the secret art of the Naka Nara family. It was just the place where the shadows swallowed, and the lives were swallowed up one by one. The power of the soul was integrated into the little holy grail, activating it to a greater extent The function of the Lesser Holy Grail.
When the Little Holy Grail is conceived, that is when Angola Mainyu, who can pull Fuyuki City into darkness, is born.
The current function of the Little Holy Grail is not yet perfect. It takes a while to devour a person's soul. After devouring more than a dozen households, the sky has gradually brightened, and Matou Shinji's figure is like a sleepwalking, returning to Weiwei again. The residence of the palace family.
"Wei Palace."
Matou Shinji, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes slightly, but did not notice Emiya Shirou's complicated eyes, and said softly, "I, had a nightmare."
Shirou Emiya licked his lips, stared straight at Shinji Matou lying on the bed, and said in a harsh voice, "What kind of nightmare is it?"
"I don't know, it's scary anyway."
Saying that, Matou Shinji's body suddenly burst into a very large heat, as if his whole body was about to burn, this is not the temperature of a fever.
Matou Shinji felt that the worm in his body began to twist again, and his whole body began to curl unnaturally.
The soul power absorbed at night finally made the Little Holy Grail grow to a certain level, and also caused the reaction of the Oxygen in the body, which made Matou Shinji's thoughts that had been sealed for days spread wildly.
It's like putting a fire into the oil, and the Qi thoughts triggered can't be suppressed again.
"Weimiya!"
Matou Shinji put his arms around Emiya Shirou's neck, and said in pain, "Help me!"
"Gudong."
Emiya Shirou swallowed dryly, looked at Matou Shinji with wide eyes, and said in a shy voice, "How can I help?"
After Red A's science popularization at that time, Emiya Shirou already vaguely understood what Matou Shinji wanted.
The value of life comes first. If saving a person's life requires such means, Emiya Shirou will save Matou Shinji's life even if he gritted his teeth.
Only then?
Continue to absorb the vitality of the people of Fuyuki City?
Continue to wait for the Little Holy Grail to mature again?
When the Little Holy Grail matures, that is when Shinji Matou dies as an ordinary person, and when all the evils in this world, Angora Mainyu, are born again.
No matter what choice he makes, Matou Shinji will eventually point to death.
Although Emiya Shirou had already patted his chest and said to Red A that he wanted to be Matou Shinji's partner of justice, but Matou Shinji's behavior of going out to kill at night made Emiya Shirou feel a sense of guilt.
If he continues to stand on Matou Shinji's side, he will bear the burden of Matou Shinji's sins.
Emiya Shirou still hesitated about this.
"Take me...back to my house."
Matou Shinji gritted his teeth slightly, and said to Emiya Shiro, "Just leave it outside my house, don't go in."
After saying these words, Matou Shinji was already a little dazed.
Emiya Shirou looked at the unconscious Matou Shinji and remained silent.
It is conceivable that there must be a magician in Matou Shinji's home, and relying on the magician to appease the O worm in his body will make Matou Shinji stabilize again.
But how long can this go on?
Can Shinji really be saved?
Emiya Shiro looked at Matou Shinji, hesitating all the time, while O-worm was tormenting Matou Shinji all the time, all kinds of chaotic thoughts directly overwhelmed Matou Shinji's rationality, and began to make Matou Shinji Talk nonsense.
"Shirou... I often think back to the scene under the sunset that day, that is a picture that I can't get rid of in my mind."
"Keep jumping, keep jumping. Even though he is so short, he has to jump such a high height."
Matou Shinji was talking about this matter in a daze, Emiya Shirou listened attentively, and suddenly Fukuchi thought of a day after school, because of the mysterious disappearance of Kiritsugu and others, he suffered a great blow, during that time he did A lot of stupid things, the high jump at school is one of them.
The figure Matou Shinji mentioned was himself.
"I am a low self-esteem and arrogant guy. I suffer from bugs every day, which makes me very irritable and plunges me into darkness. But your behavior, Emiya, gave me the courage to face life."
"You, Emiya, have always been my pillar..."
Shirou Emiya trembled all over, looking at Shinji Matou who was talking nonsense.
Originally, because Matou Shinji went out to kill wantonly at night, his mentality, which was already a little shaken, became firm again.
"Shinji..."
Emiya Shirou lowered his head, and hugged Matou Shinji.
Shen Er, I must let you be saved, I will definitely find a way.
Emiya Shirou strengthened his heart and stood up holding Matou Shinji.
"Shirou! Help me!"
Matou Shinji wrapped his arms directly around Emiya Shirou's neck, and whispered softly: "I can't bear it anymore, if this continues, I will die..."
Emiya Shirou, who was about to step towards Matou Shinji's house, was stunned, then lowered his head, watching Matou Shinji's flushed face writhing casually in his arms.
Shinji is long, but it's not bad...
Shirou Emiya looked at Shinji Matou and thought so.
"Help me, Shirou!"
Matou Shinji yelled again, while hooking Emiya Shirou's neck forcefully.
Emiya Shirou looked at Matou Shinji's painful appearance of being tortured by O worms, suddenly gritted his teeth and put Matou Shinji directly on the floor.
"Whoosh..."
A sword arrow flew past Emiya Shirou, and stuck straight into the opposite wall.
Emiya Shirou suddenly turned his head, and saw above the window sill, Red A in a red dress was staring at him with a serious face.
"Shirou Emiya, if you dare to take further action, then I will kill you directly!"
Red A looked at Shirou Emiya and said very seriously.
Responding to Tohsaka Rin's call, returning from the future to the present, Red A has no expectations for the current Holy Grail War, but just wants to correct the fantasy that Emiya Shirou still insists on, and wants to be a partner of justice.
This behavior went very smoothly. Emiya Shirou successfully gave up the idea of becoming a partner of justice under Yagami Taiji's talk, but the development of the next thing far exceeded Red A's. expected.
Although Shirou Emiya has already done some popular science about what is magic healing, but Shirou Emiya is still rushing to go on with the development of such a cheating plot as Shinji Matou.
If this is the case, why not continue to let Emiya Shirou become a partner of justice!
"What the **** do you want to do!"
Emiya Shiro said angrily to Hong A on the window sill: "Didn't you see that Shinji's body has reached such a point? Compared with life, my...some magic power is nothing!"
Hong A frowned tightly, with a murderous look in his eyes.
"Then what is Matou Shinji compared to the lives of everyone in Fuyuki City!"
Red A said bitterly to Emiya Shiro: "Why do you think Yagami Taiji told you everything about Matou Shinji? He wanted you to kill Matou Shinji?"
"Don't be naive!"
Red A looked at Emiya Shirou's righteous face and felt very nauseous.
If Emiya Shirou still thinks this way at this time, then Red A will only feel stabbed by his past if he shows such an expression, but now, Emiya Shirou makes it clear that he wants to disturb the foundation Red A felt disgusted from the bottom of her heart by exercising justice, so she became impolite when she spoke.
"Taiji Yagami just wants you to look at Matou Shinji, don't let him continue to endanger the lives of the residents of Fuyuki City, and now he should be intensively preparing to make the Lesser Holy Grail!"
Red A looked at Emiya Shirou, and really felt that he hated iron but could not make steel.
"Once Yagami Taiji creates a small holy grail that can hold the soul of a follower, he will come directly to kill Matou Shinji, so no matter sooner or later, Matou Shinji will always be a dead end!"
Emiya Shirou's eyes suddenly widened.
"Made...made, Lesser Grail?"
"good!"
Red A looked at Emiya Shirou's face, and replied affirmatively: "But right now, when the news of Fuyuki City is reported this morning, many people died in the neighborhood yesterday, maybe Yagami Taiji will come directly Tong Shen Er strike and kill!"
"It's hot! It's hot!"
Matou Shinji grabbed Emiya Shirou's trouser leg with one hand, begged Emiya Shirou in a low voice, and shouted: "Shirou, help me, help me... I'm going to break, I'm going to break!"
Emiya Shirou lowered his head, looked at Matou Shinji's painfully distorted face, raised his head and said to Hong A affirmatively: "I don't want to care about this! I want to stand by Shinji's side, this is a decision I've already made! I will never give up on Shinji so easily. I want to help him! I want to relieve him from the pain..."
Saying that, Emiya Shirou bent his body slightly, trying to pull Matou Shinji's hand that reached his trouser leg.
"Do not!"
Red A was filled with murderous aura, and said to Emiya Shirou in a deep voice: "If you want to relieve him of his pain, the easiest way is to kill him directly!"
"As long as you kill him, Fuyuki City will no longer be threatened by all the evils in this world, and the souls of the servants scattered in the Holy Grail will enter the real Little Holy Grail, and thus, the Great Holy Grail full of colorless power will be reborn. Once it emerges, the Holy Grail War is truly on the right track."
Red A looked at Emiya Shirou's hesitant face, and a bow and arrow quietly appeared in his hand.
The longbow was fully drawn, and the sharp arrow pointed at Matou Shinji's head, and said, "If you can't do it, let me do it, and the matter will be over in an instant."
Matou Shinji was still twisting and moaning, but Emiya Shirou couldn't give him any help, because the red A's arrow was aimed at Matou Shinji like this.
"Emiya... Emiya..."
Matou Shinji's voice was painful and desperate, as if his whole body was being pulled into the darkness bit by bit. UU Reading www. uukanshu.com desperately wanted to grab the straw to save his life, but Shirou Emiya who was grabbed by him didn't dare to move at all.
Because the arrow of the servant archer would not give Emiya Shirou time to resist at all, and would directly shoot through Matou Shinji's head.
"Why do you want to do this?"
Emiya Shirou looked at Red A and asked angrily.
"because…"
The corner of Hong A's mouth curved quietly.
"I am a partner of justice!"
This sentence is said by Red A at this moment, and I feel comfortable and calm.
Yes, after signing a contract with the restraining force and becoming a guardian, Heroic Weigong felt that his ideals were terrible, his life was terrible, and he had no redeeming points at all. He was all surviving under the shadow of others, accompanied by What is always killing, killing.
But at this time, seeing Emiya Shirou, who is not a partner of justice, Yingling Weigong feels that compared with the guardian, there are more and worse lives. Compared with disturbing the foundation, the guardian is really nothing.
Matou Shinji's hand grabbing Shirou Emiya gradually relaxed and became numb.
The whole person was completely paralyzed on the ground, and the nerves in his body made his body twist and curl up strangely.
As Matou Shinji, he has completely lost his sanity, thinking, basic judgment and control over his entire body under the erosion of O worms.
But Shinji Matou's will collapsed and he gave way, and the Black Holy Grail, who had not fully grown up, quietly took control of his entire being.
Matou Shinji opened his eyes again, the eyes were completely dark and filthy.
The black silt quietly unfolded, directly encroaching on Emiya Shirou and Yingling Emiya...
But no matter how he called, Matou Shinji's room didn't respond at all.
Because of the appearance of the Holy Grail function, Matou Shinji's function as a human being is regressing. In Emiya Shiro's view, the most obvious manifestation is Matou Shinji's lethargy.
The sky had just darkened, and Matou Shinji was about to go back to his room to sleep. Matou Shinji would not wake up again until the sky was bright.
I just learned from Yagami Taiji that the recent murders in Fuyuki City were all without the knowledge of Matou Shinji, and the Black Holy Grail appeared with the help of his body, so he came to Matou Shinji at night On the other side of the room, I thought that the two of them would fall asleep together, so that when the power of the Holy Grail emerged, Emiya Shirou could also wake up Shinji Matou in time to avoid tragedy.
It's just that the continuous inability to wake up made Emiya Shirou have an ominous premonition.
Pushing open the door of the room, only to see that the bed is empty, where is the figure of Matou Shinji?
Even the dark night will be twisted and pulled, gradually devouring shadows.
Walking crookedly on the street.
The shadows under the feet spread everywhere, just like the secret art of the Naka Nara family. It was just the place where the shadows swallowed, and the lives were swallowed up one by one. The power of the soul was integrated into the little holy grail, activating it to a greater extent The function of the Lesser Holy Grail.
When the Little Holy Grail is conceived, that is when Angola Mainyu, who can pull Fuyuki City into darkness, is born.
The current function of the Little Holy Grail is not yet perfect. It takes a while to devour a person's soul. After devouring more than a dozen households, the sky has gradually brightened, and Matou Shinji's figure is like a sleepwalking, returning to Weiwei again. The residence of the palace family.
"Wei Palace."
Matou Shinji, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes slightly, but did not notice Emiya Shirou's complicated eyes, and said softly, "I, had a nightmare."
Shirou Emiya licked his lips, stared straight at Shinji Matou lying on the bed, and said in a harsh voice, "What kind of nightmare is it?"
"I don't know, it's scary anyway."
Saying that, Matou Shinji's body suddenly burst into a very large heat, as if his whole body was about to burn, this is not the temperature of a fever.
Matou Shinji felt that the worm in his body began to twist again, and his whole body began to curl unnaturally.
The soul power absorbed at night finally made the Little Holy Grail grow to a certain level, and also caused the reaction of the Oxygen in the body, which made Matou Shinji's thoughts that had been sealed for days spread wildly.
It's like putting a fire into the oil, and the Qi thoughts triggered can't be suppressed again.
"Weimiya!"
Matou Shinji put his arms around Emiya Shirou's neck, and said in pain, "Help me!"
"Gudong."
Emiya Shirou swallowed dryly, looked at Matou Shinji with wide eyes, and said in a shy voice, "How can I help?"
After Red A's science popularization at that time, Emiya Shirou already vaguely understood what Matou Shinji wanted.
The value of life comes first. If saving a person's life requires such means, Emiya Shirou will save Matou Shinji's life even if he gritted his teeth.
Only then?
Continue to absorb the vitality of the people of Fuyuki City?
Continue to wait for the Little Holy Grail to mature again?
When the Little Holy Grail matures, that is when Shinji Matou dies as an ordinary person, and when all the evils in this world, Angora Mainyu, are born again.
No matter what choice he makes, Matou Shinji will eventually point to death.
Although Emiya Shirou had already patted his chest and said to Red A that he wanted to be Matou Shinji's partner of justice, but Matou Shinji's behavior of going out to kill at night made Emiya Shirou feel a sense of guilt.
If he continues to stand on Matou Shinji's side, he will bear the burden of Matou Shinji's sins.
Emiya Shirou still hesitated about this.
"Take me...back to my house."
Matou Shinji gritted his teeth slightly, and said to Emiya Shiro, "Just leave it outside my house, don't go in."
After saying these words, Matou Shinji was already a little dazed.
Emiya Shirou looked at the unconscious Matou Shinji and remained silent.
It is conceivable that there must be a magician in Matou Shinji's home, and relying on the magician to appease the O worm in his body will make Matou Shinji stabilize again.
But how long can this go on?
Can Shinji really be saved?
Emiya Shiro looked at Matou Shinji, hesitating all the time, while O-worm was tormenting Matou Shinji all the time, all kinds of chaotic thoughts directly overwhelmed Matou Shinji's rationality, and began to make Matou Shinji Talk nonsense.
"Shirou... I often think back to the scene under the sunset that day, that is a picture that I can't get rid of in my mind."
"Keep jumping, keep jumping. Even though he is so short, he has to jump such a high height."
Matou Shinji was talking about this matter in a daze, Emiya Shirou listened attentively, and suddenly Fukuchi thought of a day after school, because of the mysterious disappearance of Kiritsugu and others, he suffered a great blow, during that time he did A lot of stupid things, the high jump at school is one of them.
The figure Matou Shinji mentioned was himself.
"I am a low self-esteem and arrogant guy. I suffer from bugs every day, which makes me very irritable and plunges me into darkness. But your behavior, Emiya, gave me the courage to face life."
"You, Emiya, have always been my pillar..."
Shirou Emiya trembled all over, looking at Shinji Matou who was talking nonsense.
Originally, because Matou Shinji went out to kill wantonly at night, his mentality, which was already a little shaken, became firm again.
"Shinji..."
Emiya Shirou lowered his head, and hugged Matou Shinji.
Shen Er, I must let you be saved, I will definitely find a way.
Emiya Shirou strengthened his heart and stood up holding Matou Shinji.
"Shirou! Help me!"
Matou Shinji wrapped his arms directly around Emiya Shirou's neck, and whispered softly: "I can't bear it anymore, if this continues, I will die..."
Emiya Shirou, who was about to step towards Matou Shinji's house, was stunned, then lowered his head, watching Matou Shinji's flushed face writhing casually in his arms.
Shinji is long, but it's not bad...
Shirou Emiya looked at Shinji Matou and thought so.
"Help me, Shirou!"
Matou Shinji yelled again, while hooking Emiya Shirou's neck forcefully.
Emiya Shirou looked at Matou Shinji's painful appearance of being tortured by O worms, suddenly gritted his teeth and put Matou Shinji directly on the floor.
"Whoosh..."
A sword arrow flew past Emiya Shirou, and stuck straight into the opposite wall.
Emiya Shirou suddenly turned his head, and saw above the window sill, Red A in a red dress was staring at him with a serious face.
"Shirou Emiya, if you dare to take further action, then I will kill you directly!"
Red A looked at Shirou Emiya and said very seriously.
Responding to Tohsaka Rin's call, returning from the future to the present, Red A has no expectations for the current Holy Grail War, but just wants to correct the fantasy that Emiya Shirou still insists on, and wants to be a partner of justice.
This behavior went very smoothly. Emiya Shirou successfully gave up the idea of becoming a partner of justice under Yagami Taiji's talk, but the development of the next thing far exceeded Red A's. expected.
Although Shirou Emiya has already done some popular science about what is magic healing, but Shirou Emiya is still rushing to go on with the development of such a cheating plot as Shinji Matou.
If this is the case, why not continue to let Emiya Shirou become a partner of justice!
"What the **** do you want to do!"
Emiya Shiro said angrily to Hong A on the window sill: "Didn't you see that Shinji's body has reached such a point? Compared with life, my...some magic power is nothing!"
Hong A frowned tightly, with a murderous look in his eyes.
"Then what is Matou Shinji compared to the lives of everyone in Fuyuki City!"
Red A said bitterly to Emiya Shiro: "Why do you think Yagami Taiji told you everything about Matou Shinji? He wanted you to kill Matou Shinji?"
"Don't be naive!"
Red A looked at Emiya Shirou's righteous face and felt very nauseous.
If Emiya Shirou still thinks this way at this time, then Red A will only feel stabbed by his past if he shows such an expression, but now, Emiya Shirou makes it clear that he wants to disturb the foundation Red A felt disgusted from the bottom of her heart by exercising justice, so she became impolite when she spoke.
"Taiji Yagami just wants you to look at Matou Shinji, don't let him continue to endanger the lives of the residents of Fuyuki City, and now he should be intensively preparing to make the Lesser Holy Grail!"
Red A looked at Emiya Shirou, and really felt that he hated iron but could not make steel.
"Once Yagami Taiji creates a small holy grail that can hold the soul of a follower, he will come directly to kill Matou Shinji, so no matter sooner or later, Matou Shinji will always be a dead end!"
Emiya Shirou's eyes suddenly widened.
"Made...made, Lesser Grail?"
"good!"
Red A looked at Emiya Shirou's face, and replied affirmatively: "But right now, when the news of Fuyuki City is reported this morning, many people died in the neighborhood yesterday, maybe Yagami Taiji will come directly Tong Shen Er strike and kill!"
"It's hot! It's hot!"
Matou Shinji grabbed Emiya Shirou's trouser leg with one hand, begged Emiya Shirou in a low voice, and shouted: "Shirou, help me, help me... I'm going to break, I'm going to break!"
Emiya Shirou lowered his head, looked at Matou Shinji's painfully distorted face, raised his head and said to Hong A affirmatively: "I don't want to care about this! I want to stand by Shinji's side, this is a decision I've already made! I will never give up on Shinji so easily. I want to help him! I want to relieve him from the pain..."
Saying that, Emiya Shirou bent his body slightly, trying to pull Matou Shinji's hand that reached his trouser leg.
"Do not!"
Red A was filled with murderous aura, and said to Emiya Shirou in a deep voice: "If you want to relieve him of his pain, the easiest way is to kill him directly!"
"As long as you kill him, Fuyuki City will no longer be threatened by all the evils in this world, and the souls of the servants scattered in the Holy Grail will enter the real Little Holy Grail, and thus, the Great Holy Grail full of colorless power will be reborn. Once it emerges, the Holy Grail War is truly on the right track."
Red A looked at Emiya Shirou's hesitant face, and a bow and arrow quietly appeared in his hand.
The longbow was fully drawn, and the sharp arrow pointed at Matou Shinji's head, and said, "If you can't do it, let me do it, and the matter will be over in an instant."
Matou Shinji was still twisting and moaning, but Emiya Shirou couldn't give him any help, because the red A's arrow was aimed at Matou Shinji like this.
"Emiya... Emiya..."
Matou Shinji's voice was painful and desperate, as if his whole body was being pulled into the darkness bit by bit. UU Reading www. uukanshu.com desperately wanted to grab the straw to save his life, but Shirou Emiya who was grabbed by him didn't dare to move at all.
Because the arrow of the servant archer would not give Emiya Shirou time to resist at all, and would directly shoot through Matou Shinji's head.
"Why do you want to do this?"
Emiya Shirou looked at Red A and asked angrily.
"because…"
The corner of Hong A's mouth curved quietly.
"I am a partner of justice!"
This sentence is said by Red A at this moment, and I feel comfortable and calm.
Yes, after signing a contract with the restraining force and becoming a guardian, Heroic Weigong felt that his ideals were terrible, his life was terrible, and he had no redeeming points at all. He was all surviving under the shadow of others, accompanied by What is always killing, killing.
But at this time, seeing Emiya Shirou, who is not a partner of justice, Yingling Weigong feels that compared with the guardian, there are more and worse lives. Compared with disturbing the foundation, the guardian is really nothing.
Matou Shinji's hand grabbing Shirou Emiya gradually relaxed and became numb.
The whole person was completely paralyzed on the ground, and the nerves in his body made his body twist and curl up strangely.
As Matou Shinji, he has completely lost his sanity, thinking, basic judgment and control over his entire body under the erosion of O worms.
But Shinji Matou's will collapsed and he gave way, and the Black Holy Grail, who had not fully grown up, quietly took control of his entire being.
Matou Shinji opened his eyes again, the eyes were completely dark and filthy.
The black silt quietly unfolded, directly encroaching on Emiya Shirou and Yingling Emiya...