Chapter 25

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RECAP: Logan cheated on Amber with Heather. Amber tells him it is okay because they where technically not together and that he is "free".

25:

The rest of the school day went by smoothly or I guess without any brawls with Logan. I avoided him like the bubonic plague despite all his attempts to get me alone to try and explain or talk to me. His constant attempts to talk to me kind of got on my nerves and at one point I just stayed in the bathroom until he left me alone.

Now it's after school and I am feeling pretty lucky because I had let Emily borrow my car which means I get to go home with her. Avoiding a car ride with Logan would be great. I have had enough of him. I decided not to tell Emily about my heart break issues because I don't want to start a boy bashing party. I mean I hate Logan, but talking about it is not going to make me feel any better. Okay so honestly I don't hate Logan, but you get where I am getting at.

"Hey." Emily says as she gets into my car.

"Hello." I say.

"What's up?" Emily says.

"The sky." I say like the smart butt I am.

"Hahaha...you're hilarious...NOT." Emily says smiling at me.

We spend the rest of the car ride talking about how Drake is totally gorgeous and how much we love his music. Emily drops me off in the driveway and takes my car home because she has mother-daughter bonding date with her mom. What fun?!

As soon as I reach home I see the my brother's car is missing, which is an relief because Logan might be with him. I run up to my room and lock the door as a precautionary action just in case Logan comes home and tries to talk to me again. I blast the music and try to do some homework because I have been getting behind. Logan knocks on my door a few times but I choose to ignore him and let him suffer with the silent treatment. When I finally get annoyed with his knocks that come at 5 minute intervals I decide to take a long hot shower. I take my time in the shower letting the hot water run on my back and my fingers become wrinkled. I walk out of the shower and wrap my huge purple towe1 tightly around me because it is freezing and stumble around in my dark room looking for the closet.

I hear something moving and freak out.

"Ahhh--" My scream gets cut short by a hand coming over my mouth. I bite the hand and hear Logan curse under his breath. "Logan what the hell is your problem?" I say angrily.

"Sorry. But if you kept screaming that loudly Josh would have came up wondering what went wrong." He says rubbing his hand.

"Okay but why the freak are you in my room?" I say.

"Look Ambs. I have to explain and I know you won't listen to me unless I lock you up with me." Logan says pulling me to my bed and sitting us both down while I am still in my towel might I add. He grabs my blanket and wraps it around me so I don't freeze to death.

"Logan. I said I-" I begin to protest.

"I know what you said. I heard you alright but you have to believe me. I didn't sleep with Heather. Look I know it sounds all wrong. I was drunk and I was at a party and we did have a fight but I wouldn't do that." Logan says as he squeezes my hand that is now in his.

"Yeah but that is just it you have done that Logan, to lots of girls." I say trying to remember that he kind of cheated on me and no matter how good his skin feels against mine it doesn't forgive him.

"No actually I never cheated on anyone. And I wouldn't do that to you." I know I shouldn't believe him but something about the way he says it makes me want to believe he is sincere.

"Logan what makes me different than any of the other million girls that slept with you?" I question.

"Well for starters you're the first to technically not sleep with me, but it is not just that. I care about you Ambs. I wouldn't do that to you. I l-lo- I like you." He says. Was he about to say he loved me? No. He was just stumbling over words.

"Logan that is sweet but this is for the better." I say trying to pull my hand out of his, but he is not having it.

"No it's not. We are supposed to be together. I just know it. The only reason I didn't immediately push Heather off of me and tell her to leave me alone like I wanted to was because your brother would have seen me and I didn't know what to say. You made it pretty clear you didn't want him knowing about us." Logan says. A big part of me feels guilty and sees where he is coming from but I keep hearing a voice in the back of my head saying that trusting him is stupid. How can a small voice be so loud?

"I never said I didn't want him to know. I just said he would murder you if he found out, so excuse me for not wanting you dead." I say defending myself.

"Yeah well how was I supposed to know that? I thought you were embarrassed to be with me. You fainted because you had to kiss me in front of the entire school and you didn't exactly end things with Adam right away." Logan says.

"Yeah well I-I ...uhhh. It wasn't because of you. I am not embarrassed of you." I say.

"Oh really so if I was to walk outside right now and tell the entire world that you're my girlfriend and that I like you, you wouldn't be trying to stop me you would be fine with it." Logan says.

"Well...you can't. Josh really would kill you and Adam would hear you and then he would know. It not that I am embarrassed it is just that..." I say. Crap dumb hot bastard makes this sound like I am the one with issues. Okay so I have some but shoving my relationship in people's faces, mainly Adam's, is screwed up.

"Exactly, you don't want people knowing. Josh is my best friend, but I l-like you and I want this is be real. I can't lie to him." Logan says.

"Hey mister I wasn't the only one who didn't want to tell him you agreed too."

"Yeah well I changed my mind. I can't lie to him. He is like a brother to me and besides him finding out later is worse than him knowing from the beginning. You told your best friend so why can't I tell mine?"

"Because your best friend is my Brother? And what makes you think I still want to be your girlfriend?" I say.

"Ambi Bambi you and me both know you want to be my girl." He says huskily into my ear so his lips are kissing me. I shiver despite myself.

"As if." I say rolling my eyes at him and getting up so I can put some clothes on.

"Ambs, seriously."

"Logan, I don't know. I will think about it." I say unsurely.

"Fine but I want you to know I am waiting for you no matter what you say. I lo-Like you and I want this to be real so if this means I have to be a monk or whatever to prove myself to you I will. "Logan says fiercely.

"Logan, seriously I really don't think this is smart besides in your own words you're too hard to resist. It would be cruel keeping yourself away from all those WILLING girls." I say this just so he will leave me alone but truthfully the thought of anybody being with Logan makes me sick. I start to walk in my closet and grab a pair of sweat pants and a big shirt of I don't really know whose because it ended up in my closet after laundry day.

"Yeah well I don't want any of them I want you and I know you want me too. You're just too stubborn to admit it." He says laughing dryly.

"I am not stubborn!" I say pulling the shirt over my head, from the smell of it I am one hundred percent sure it is Logan's.

"Yes, you are and you not agreeing with me kind of proves my point." Logan says smiling triumphantly.

"Whatever! Mister! Now can you get out of my room!!!!!!! I need to put some pants on cause if you haven't noticed I am not wearing any!!!!!" I say pushing him towards the door.

"Trust me baby, I noticed." He says scanning my body with lust filled eyes. I flip him off making him laugh and then he kisses my cheek. I shiver involuntarily. "Daisy-poo, I really am sorry. I wouldn't hurt you like that ever. Not intentionally." He says looking sadly at me. "I really didn't do anything. She came up to me and she was really drunk, worse than me. I tried to push her away but she started yelling and Josh was close by. He would have noticed. I pulled her into a room and tried to get her to sleep. NOT WITH ME but sleep, like sleep-sleep." I smile when he brings up the sleep. I can't believe I actually believe him.

"Logan its okay. I get it."

"But you don't forgive me?" He says with a frown.

"I- It is not that I don't forgive you it is just that I know what me forgiving you means to you."

"Oh really?"

"You would take my forgiveness as open season for you to attack me with your lips and I forgive you, but I don't think we should be going out or whatever it is that we do...did."

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