Chapter 21
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recap: Logan and Ambs have there heart to heart [super cute if i do say so myself]
Then Adam kisses Amber in front of Logan [that was super sad]
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A week goes by and I don't talk to Logan once. He completely ignores me and I try apologizing to him but I know that my apologies are stupid because I am still Adam's girlfriend and all. I try and ignore the knots I get in my stomach every time I am with Adam because I feel guilty for doing this to him, but every time I try bringing myself to say I can't see him anymore it seems like a bad time. How do you break up with someone at school or on the beach? It seems to public. If I broke up with him at school then every person who walked by him and me would know that we split up. If I break up with him at the beach, I would never be able to go to the beach without remembering how I had broken up with Adam at the beach. If I go to his house then his sister and family would know I broke up with him.
I go to school on Monday morning following in my daily routine. I hop into Josh's car and ignore Josh and Jennifer being disgustingly sweet the whole ride. I don't particularly like Jennifer but she is different with my brother. I can tell she actually likes him and she makes an effort to be nice to me or be not mean to me, which in Jennifer world is the same thing. I walk up to group and see Logan ignoring me, and Adam smiling with sparkling green eyes. He leans down and kisses me full on the lips and Logan stands there just watching. I blush and try to look like I actually love Adam kissing me in front of everyone when I secretly think pda is tacky and that Logan is a better kisser. After this, the morning bell rings and Adam walks me to class. We sit together at lunch with Emily, Tyler, Cody, Josh, Jennifer, Rick, and of course Logan. He usually sits alone well without a sluty girl, which I won't complain about. Whenever our eyes meet, he turns away really quickly or just stares at me with a sad heartbroken look. I am not sure whether I like it better when he ignores me or just gives the stare, but I think I like the sad stare because at least this way he acknowledges my presence. When lunch is over Adam takes my hand and walks me to class. He gives me a kiss right before I enter into the classroom. After school, I stand at the parking lot waiting for Josh, as always he takes forever, and we drive straight home. I run up the stairs and look at the room across mine. I walk a little closer, hear music playing, and smell Logan. I debate on whether I should just go and say sorry or just accept his ignorance as the answer.
Walking into my room, I collapse on my bed, thinking about what a mess I have made of everything. I have no idea why I thought that being with Logan was going to make all my problems go away. I mean my problems are still the same as those that I had realized I had on the football field after the big game. I guess I thought if I was happy then I could face them or something. Sighing I walk into my closet and pull out my oil paints. I let the numb feeling I have take over me and paint the beautiful night sky I can see from the back window in my closet. I know, odd to have a closet with a window, but my closet is bigger than my room, so really is it that surprising to find a window in it too? I guess that is something I should thank my mom for. She was the one who had them make me a window in my closet so I could get some "natural light" and maybe some color for my pale skin.
I paint until my hands are covered with the beautiful blues and purples of the night sky and my eyes are drooping from exhaustion. I finally finish at three in the morning when I curl up into bed.
"Ambs Wake up?" I hear someone say to me. I mumble words of annoyance and try to go back to sleep. I hear a sigh from someone and then hands shaking me. Annoyed from lack of sleep I bite them. I curl up into a ball as I hear them leave my room. Finally peace and quiet.
"AHHHHHH!" I scream as the cold water is poured onto me. "WHAT THE MONKEY CRAP IS WRONG WITH YOU?"
"You shouldn't have bit me if you didn't want water to be poured on you." Logan says in an angry tone. I bite my lip to stop myself from smirking. Secretly, I am glad I bit him. Stupid butt head deserves it. Waking me up hella early in the morning. I grab my blankets and curl up into a ball once more. I don't care about attendance or anything all I want to do is sleep. My head hurts and my eyes burn though I probably shouldn't paint into the early mornings. "Ambs wake up! We are going to be late. You have like 20 minutes to get dressed otherwise your walking."
"Fine whatever. I don't want to go to school. I don't feel good." I say. I feel my bed move and Logan put his hand on my head to check my temperature.
"You feel fine."
"Can't you just get Josh to tell the school I'm sick?"
"What's in it for me? I am the one who is lying to my dear friend." Logan says.
"Are you gonna tell him or should I?" I say clearly today is not my day. I sound like a biznatch. Maybe I am usually but today I am a snappy biznatch.
"Yeah." He says grabbing his phone and calling in for me. "I called in and said you're sick."
"Thanks. Have a nice day." I say to Logan. I hear him leave my room as I wrap the blanket around me tightly and go back to sleep. When I wake up this time its noon. I hop out of bed, take a quick shower, and throw on a loose tank top that shows my bra and a pair of panties. Hey. I am home alone, might as well have a comfortable time and it's like super hot. I make my way down to the kitchen when I hear something. My blood runs cold and my palms become moist. I run into Josh's room and grab the bat he keeps there. I walk slowly down the stairs making sure to skip the last one because it creaks. What a scary movie cliché. The girl home alone, in the most inappropriate outfit going to find her killer. Hahaha. Okay so it is not that funny cause someone is in my kitchen and there are knives in the kitchen. I could be cut up and thrown into boiling water and nobody would know or they could make me cut pieces of myself off like in Saw or they could rape me to death. I think I should stop watching scary movies. With my heart, beating a million beats per second I run into the kitchen about ready to hit someone with my bat when I see Logan in it.
"What are you doing?" He asks. I blush because now I just seem stupid.
"I was going to play baseball." leaving out with your head.
"In that?" Logan says running his eyes the length of my body and no he didn't do it perversely. I know I am shocked as well but all I manage to do is blush again. Remind me never to dress comfy when I live with two boys. He stares at me like I have lost my mind.
"You know what... why do you care what I do in my free time? What are you doing here anyway? Your suppose to be at school." I say annoyed.
"hey babe if you can take the day off so can I." He says.
"whatever." I say rolling my eyes. I walk into the kitchen and try to grab something good to eat but Logan used everything good. All the chocolate, strawberries, and potato chips are gone. I settle for a sandwich, pb&j.
"Ambs? Can I have half?" He says like a little kid.
"No. You ate all the good food." I say. Wow. I am such a snappy biznatch today. I grab a knife, cut my sandwich in half, and give him the other half of my pb&j. I need to be nicer to people. Really, I suck and I still hate him. Stupid cow is eating everything. I did say be nicer not stop my inner mind from hating on everyone.
"thanks." He says eating my sandwich. I hate him.
I finish my food and walk back up to my room because Logan is on the couch watching TV and I rather not sit there awkwardly. I decide that today I am breaking up with Adam right after school. This is totally messed up and I can't do this to him. Logan or no Logan I have to stop going out with him. I probably should have when I knew I liked Logan, but I can't build a time machine so I will just settle for telling him now. As the old saying goes better late than never.
Josh comes home after school asking how I feel and I tell him I feel much better, which is kind of a lie because my stomach is in knots. At seven, I decide to go to Adam's and break up with him. I know I was suppose to go earlier but he was busy with Shari when I texted him. I don't tell Logan because I don't think he would care. I mean I shove my relationship in his face every chance I get and he just watches. I don't think he would care anymore. I mean I can't even blame him. There is only so much crap one guy can take before they draw the line.
"hey guys, I am going out." I mumble before walking out the back door and hopping the fence. I walk to the front of the Mayfield's place and ring the doorbell.
"Hey Amber Sweetie, How are you? Adam told us you have been feeling a little under the weather?" Mrs. Mayfield says. I have only met her a handful of times but I like her a lot. She is one of those mom's that bake cookies and drive you to soccer games. No wonder Adam is so great and normal.
"I am good. A day of rest has done wonders. Is Adam home?" I say nervously.
"Yeah, he's in his room." She says leading me to the stairs. I walk up the stairs and to Adam's door. This is it.
"Adam?" I say as I walk into the room seeing Adam sitting shirtless on the floor doing homework. Wow, He's totally hot.
"Hey." He says smiling up at me and motioning of me to come to him. I walk over to him and he pulls me onto his lap. Jeez, this is harder than I thought.
"Adam? I- I need to tell you something."
"Okay." He says as his lips kiss my neck.
"I- t-think." I start but then stop.
"yeah." He says looking at me cautiously.
"I-I think..."
"You said that already." He says with a half smile. Okay suck it up Amber. He is probably going to be like whatever. He is totally gorgeous; he will probably have another girlfriend in no time. I mean I was a crap girlfriend. I am sure he noticed. Why do I even think he would be hurt? He is so drool worthy that by this time next week he will be dating a new girl and she will actually fall madly in love with him.
"Ithinkweshouldseeotherpeople." I say not looking at him.
"What?" He says confused.
"I think we should see other people." I say. After Adam doesn't say anything for a couple of seconds I look up at him and see his green eyes totally sad. "I am so sorry Adam. I-I just can't."
"Is there someone else?" He asks accusingly. He looks pissed. I really wish I wasn't sitting in his lap.
"N-no. It's just me." I say lying. He doesn't say anything just looks out his window. He looks really upset but then he takes a deep breath.
"I think you should go now." Adam says after a few minutes. I look at him. His green eyes are emotionless. They don't sparkle like they usually do when he looks at me, but I guess breaking up with someone would do that. I nod my head and get off his lap. I walk to his window that overlooks the garden and climb down the tree beside his room window. Before I leave thought I say, "I am sorry Adam. I didn't mean to hurt you." I feel a tear trickle down my cheek. Adam doesn't look at me. He just continues to stare out his window, looking past me.
"Is it Logan?" He asks.
"W-what?" I feel my blood run cold for the second time today.
"Is it Logan? Is he the reason? I know he likes you. I am not blind." He asks again this time a little bit more angry.
"No and he doesn't like me. Trust me." I say.
"Oh...so the way he looks at you is my imagination? Amber, he is no good for you. He is just going to dump you for one of his sluty play toys."
"Well then it's a good thing he doesn't like me." I say as leave the window feeling a little annoyed.
I run across his backyard and hop the fence that leads my house. As I make it to my house, I start to realize that he might have been right. I feel the tears start falling down my cheeks. I walk into the house and here Josh say he is going out. I run up to my room passing Logan.
I sit on my bed letting the tears fall down my cheeks. Through my tears, I don't see or hear my door being opened or Logan coming into my room and sitting next to me rubbing my back. I think about what Adam said about Logan. I can't agree. Logan is the only person I can cry in front of without feeling stupid and he is the only person who knows me better than I know myself. That has to mean something. Right? I sit there crying for Adam and for Logan. I thought this was suppose to make things easier, but I can't shake the feeling of seeing Adam looking all hurt and just thinking it was all Logan and I was just innocent. I cheated on him and he never asked me flat out if I had cheated on him even if he suspected me. "L-Logan. I- I am sorry." I say hiccupping through the apology.
"what happened?" He asks confused and frustrated.
"A-Adam." I mumble. Logan sits with me until I get a handle on my tears.
"Now what happened?"
"I broke up with Adam." I say.
"Oh...why?" He says looking honestly unsure.
"Because I didn't like him like him." I say. Logan just nods his head. I guess that means he doesn't care, but that doesn't matter. I broke up with Adam for cheating on him not just, so I can be with Logan. Okay so I am lying. I had hoped this would change things but judging by his response, it doesn't.
"LOGAN COME ON." Josh screams. I sigh.
"You should probably go." I say getting up and going to the bathroom so he gets a chance to leave. I take a hot shower and come out feeling only warm on the outside. My insides feel tense and knotted. I climb into bed wearing a loose shirt and panties. I lie in my bed for what feels like forever, but don't get a wink of sleep. Maybe I should just go watch TV and fall asleep on the living room couch. I walk out of my room and see Logan's door opened. It smells so good that I run into his room and climb into his bed. I will only stay for a while then I promise myself to leave. I don't want to be seen like one of those needy girls who just waits around for a boy especially if he is not interested. The boy just smells comforting. It is like when you're little after a bad day at school walking into a home that smells like freshly baked chocolate chip cookies. I wrap his blanket around me and feel my eyes start to close.
I feel movement on my bed and wake up to see someone lying down next to me.
"Logan? What are you doing in my bed?" I say when I feel his warm hand wrap around my waist.
"Actually. What are YOU doing in MY bed?" At first I am totally confused and then I remember climbing into his bed and just taking a nap that apparently turned out to be a little too long.
"Oh....erm...right...What time is it?" I say turning in his arms to face him.
"It's only 11." He says with a smile.
"Why are you home? Did the cops break up the fun?" I ask.
"No. I just didn't feel like partying knowing you where here alone." Okay so maybe he doesn't hate him, but it doesn't mean he wants to be with me. He is just being nice. I keep reminding myself. No need to get my hopes up to be crushed. Funny a crush is how I ended up in this mess.
"Oh. You didn't have to do that. I was fine." I say secretly super pleased that he came home early. *he is just being nice.* I say again to myself.
"yeah I figured that when I walk into my room and see you sleeping on my bed."
"Is it my fault you have a comfortable bed?...Logan?" I say.
"Yeah." Logan says.
"Thank you." I say before slowly kissing him on the cheek. I know. I should have some shame seeing as how I broke up with my boyfriend of like almost a month and a half, but do you blame me? Logan is too sweet for his own good, but he is just being nice. He would do this for any girl.
"Nice shirt." He says after awhile of comfortable silence.
"Erm thanks. I just found it lying around on my floor. I think its Josh's." I say.
"It's not Josh's." He says. When I give him a who's is it look he says, "It's mine."
"Oh...well it's really comfy." I say with a smile.
"I know it's one of my favorites," he says faking anger.
"Mine too. Thanks for giving it to me." I say looking down at My new purple shirt.
"hey I want it back. "
"finder's keeper's loser's weepers " I say sticking my tongue out at him. I have one thing to say to him and it is SUCKER.
"Well then I guess I will just have to take it back." He says evilly. He moves super fast until he is straddling me and trying to take of my shirt.
"Logan...no...please. I am not wearing anything underneath." I say.
"I know." He says evilly. I try pushing him off me but it's no use. He finally grabs a hold of my hands and pins them above my head with his one.
"Logan." I say. He sighs and gets off of me.
"Nice thong by the way. I like the lace. It looks hot on you." He says smiling hugely.
"Shut up you little perv and stop undressing me." I say angrily.
"I'm the perv?! Says the girl who climbs into my bed in nothing but a black thong and a shirt."
"How does that make me a perv?"
"Because you came in here looking for me so you can take advantage of me with your womanly ways." He says grinning.
"Okay cause I would be the one to take advantage of you." I say sarcastically rolling my eyes at him.
"Exactly. " He says smugly.
"Oh puh-lease. Stop lying to yourself. This is really life not porn." I say trying to wipe that smug smile of his face.
"hey a guy can dream." He says seemingly unfazed.
Yeah or maybe guy should stop watching porn."
"Ambi Bambi , I don't need to see porn. I can get all the action I need." He says with lustful eyes.
"Okay then should I go so you and your nice IMAGENARY lady friend can go at it."
" I am pretty sure your real, my little daisy-poo." He says. Daisy-poo, Ambi Bambi, Crossie, Ambs, Amby...the boy has weird nicknames.
"I am not the lady friend, my cutie patootie." I say in a baby voice.
"You're right because this is not the 1950s and people don't say lady friend. I'm your cutie patootie?! Well you're my little bumble bee."
"Whatever." I say lying so I am looking at Logan's ceiling. From the corner of my eye, I see Logan turn on his side so he is facing me. He looks into my eyes and the light atmosphere of just seconds ago is wiped away. He leans down and kisses me on the lips lightly. I smile and then he is on top of me again. His soft lips are leaving a hot trail of kisses on my neck. God his lips are amazing. I small moan escapes my lips. I sigh realizing not even 4 hours again I had told Adam that I wasn't breaking up with him because of Logan. "Logan." I say but when he ignores me and continues kissing me I say it louder." LOGAN."
"Fine. You're no fun." He says pouting. I like a complete horn dog.
"Yeah. I think I should go to my room before my brother finds me in your bed with your shirt on." Okay say maybe that isn't the real reason I want to leave but it is still true.
"yeah. Whatever." Logan says all sulkily. I start climb off his bed and realize the only way I can get out is if I climb over Logan. I think he realizes too because he has a smirk on his face. Great. I lift myself up and I make my way over Logan, but don't get very far because his hands pull me down. So I am now straddling him and he is holding me firmly around the waist.
"Logan."
"Ambs." He says kissing my neck. I bite my lip. He leaves another trail of hot kisses all the way down my collarbone.
"L-Let go."
"No. I don't think I want to just yet." He says with his boyish smirk like he knows I can't resist him. "Like I said I like a girl on top." He says huskily into my ear. He looks so hot that I kind of just want to stay but no way am I going to let him have the satisfaction of me giving in so easily.
"please." I say softly into his ear letting my teeth graze his ear. I see him gulp and his hands loosen just enough so I can squirm my way out of his room. As I walk out, I pull his shirt down low so that he won't see my ass.
"Bumpkin you can pull that shirt down all you want but it can't cover up what I have already seen." He says. I blush red. I don't even need to look back to know he is smiling like an horny idiot.
"Night peachy pie." I walk into my room giving him the bird. I hear him chuckling and I smile closing my door.
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recap: Logan and Ambs have there heart to heart [super cute if i do say so myself]
Then Adam kisses Amber in front of Logan [that was super sad]
NOW!!!!!!!!
A week goes by and I don't talk to Logan once. He completely ignores me and I try apologizing to him but I know that my apologies are stupid because I am still Adam's girlfriend and all. I try and ignore the knots I get in my stomach every time I am with Adam because I feel guilty for doing this to him, but every time I try bringing myself to say I can't see him anymore it seems like a bad time. How do you break up with someone at school or on the beach? It seems to public. If I broke up with him at school then every person who walked by him and me would know that we split up. If I break up with him at the beach, I would never be able to go to the beach without remembering how I had broken up with Adam at the beach. If I go to his house then his sister and family would know I broke up with him.
I go to school on Monday morning following in my daily routine. I hop into Josh's car and ignore Josh and Jennifer being disgustingly sweet the whole ride. I don't particularly like Jennifer but she is different with my brother. I can tell she actually likes him and she makes an effort to be nice to me or be not mean to me, which in Jennifer world is the same thing. I walk up to group and see Logan ignoring me, and Adam smiling with sparkling green eyes. He leans down and kisses me full on the lips and Logan stands there just watching. I blush and try to look like I actually love Adam kissing me in front of everyone when I secretly think pda is tacky and that Logan is a better kisser. After this, the morning bell rings and Adam walks me to class. We sit together at lunch with Emily, Tyler, Cody, Josh, Jennifer, Rick, and of course Logan. He usually sits alone well without a sluty girl, which I won't complain about. Whenever our eyes meet, he turns away really quickly or just stares at me with a sad heartbroken look. I am not sure whether I like it better when he ignores me or just gives the stare, but I think I like the sad stare because at least this way he acknowledges my presence. When lunch is over Adam takes my hand and walks me to class. He gives me a kiss right before I enter into the classroom. After school, I stand at the parking lot waiting for Josh, as always he takes forever, and we drive straight home. I run up the stairs and look at the room across mine. I walk a little closer, hear music playing, and smell Logan. I debate on whether I should just go and say sorry or just accept his ignorance as the answer.
Walking into my room, I collapse on my bed, thinking about what a mess I have made of everything. I have no idea why I thought that being with Logan was going to make all my problems go away. I mean my problems are still the same as those that I had realized I had on the football field after the big game. I guess I thought if I was happy then I could face them or something. Sighing I walk into my closet and pull out my oil paints. I let the numb feeling I have take over me and paint the beautiful night sky I can see from the back window in my closet. I know, odd to have a closet with a window, but my closet is bigger than my room, so really is it that surprising to find a window in it too? I guess that is something I should thank my mom for. She was the one who had them make me a window in my closet so I could get some "natural light" and maybe some color for my pale skin.
I paint until my hands are covered with the beautiful blues and purples of the night sky and my eyes are drooping from exhaustion. I finally finish at three in the morning when I curl up into bed.
"Ambs Wake up?" I hear someone say to me. I mumble words of annoyance and try to go back to sleep. I hear a sigh from someone and then hands shaking me. Annoyed from lack of sleep I bite them. I curl up into a ball as I hear them leave my room. Finally peace and quiet.
"AHHHHHH!" I scream as the cold water is poured onto me. "WHAT THE MONKEY CRAP IS WRONG WITH YOU?"
"You shouldn't have bit me if you didn't want water to be poured on you." Logan says in an angry tone. I bite my lip to stop myself from smirking. Secretly, I am glad I bit him. Stupid butt head deserves it. Waking me up hella early in the morning. I grab my blankets and curl up into a ball once more. I don't care about attendance or anything all I want to do is sleep. My head hurts and my eyes burn though I probably shouldn't paint into the early mornings. "Ambs wake up! We are going to be late. You have like 20 minutes to get dressed otherwise your walking."
"Fine whatever. I don't want to go to school. I don't feel good." I say. I feel my bed move and Logan put his hand on my head to check my temperature.
"You feel fine."
"Can't you just get Josh to tell the school I'm sick?"
"What's in it for me? I am the one who is lying to my dear friend." Logan says.
"Are you gonna tell him or should I?" I say clearly today is not my day. I sound like a biznatch. Maybe I am usually but today I am a snappy biznatch.
"Yeah." He says grabbing his phone and calling in for me. "I called in and said you're sick."
"Thanks. Have a nice day." I say to Logan. I hear him leave my room as I wrap the blanket around me tightly and go back to sleep. When I wake up this time its noon. I hop out of bed, take a quick shower, and throw on a loose tank top that shows my bra and a pair of panties. Hey. I am home alone, might as well have a comfortable time and it's like super hot. I make my way down to the kitchen when I hear something. My blood runs cold and my palms become moist. I run into Josh's room and grab the bat he keeps there. I walk slowly down the stairs making sure to skip the last one because it creaks. What a scary movie cliché. The girl home alone, in the most inappropriate outfit going to find her killer. Hahaha. Okay so it is not that funny cause someone is in my kitchen and there are knives in the kitchen. I could be cut up and thrown into boiling water and nobody would know or they could make me cut pieces of myself off like in Saw or they could rape me to death. I think I should stop watching scary movies. With my heart, beating a million beats per second I run into the kitchen about ready to hit someone with my bat when I see Logan in it.
"What are you doing?" He asks. I blush because now I just seem stupid.
"I was going to play baseball." leaving out with your head.
"In that?" Logan says running his eyes the length of my body and no he didn't do it perversely. I know I am shocked as well but all I manage to do is blush again. Remind me never to dress comfy when I live with two boys. He stares at me like I have lost my mind.
"You know what... why do you care what I do in my free time? What are you doing here anyway? Your suppose to be at school." I say annoyed.
"hey babe if you can take the day off so can I." He says.
"whatever." I say rolling my eyes. I walk into the kitchen and try to grab something good to eat but Logan used everything good. All the chocolate, strawberries, and potato chips are gone. I settle for a sandwich, pb&j.
"Ambs? Can I have half?" He says like a little kid.
"No. You ate all the good food." I say. Wow. I am such a snappy biznatch today. I grab a knife, cut my sandwich in half, and give him the other half of my pb&j. I need to be nicer to people. Really, I suck and I still hate him. Stupid cow is eating everything. I did say be nicer not stop my inner mind from hating on everyone.
"thanks." He says eating my sandwich. I hate him.
I finish my food and walk back up to my room because Logan is on the couch watching TV and I rather not sit there awkwardly. I decide that today I am breaking up with Adam right after school. This is totally messed up and I can't do this to him. Logan or no Logan I have to stop going out with him. I probably should have when I knew I liked Logan, but I can't build a time machine so I will just settle for telling him now. As the old saying goes better late than never.
Josh comes home after school asking how I feel and I tell him I feel much better, which is kind of a lie because my stomach is in knots. At seven, I decide to go to Adam's and break up with him. I know I was suppose to go earlier but he was busy with Shari when I texted him. I don't tell Logan because I don't think he would care. I mean I shove my relationship in his face every chance I get and he just watches. I don't think he would care anymore. I mean I can't even blame him. There is only so much crap one guy can take before they draw the line.
"hey guys, I am going out." I mumble before walking out the back door and hopping the fence. I walk to the front of the Mayfield's place and ring the doorbell.
"Hey Amber Sweetie, How are you? Adam told us you have been feeling a little under the weather?" Mrs. Mayfield says. I have only met her a handful of times but I like her a lot. She is one of those mom's that bake cookies and drive you to soccer games. No wonder Adam is so great and normal.
"I am good. A day of rest has done wonders. Is Adam home?" I say nervously.
"Yeah, he's in his room." She says leading me to the stairs. I walk up the stairs and to Adam's door. This is it.
"Adam?" I say as I walk into the room seeing Adam sitting shirtless on the floor doing homework. Wow, He's totally hot.
"Hey." He says smiling up at me and motioning of me to come to him. I walk over to him and he pulls me onto his lap. Jeez, this is harder than I thought.
"Adam? I- I need to tell you something."
"Okay." He says as his lips kiss my neck.
"I- t-think." I start but then stop.
"yeah." He says looking at me cautiously.
"I-I think..."
"You said that already." He says with a half smile. Okay suck it up Amber. He is probably going to be like whatever. He is totally gorgeous; he will probably have another girlfriend in no time. I mean I was a crap girlfriend. I am sure he noticed. Why do I even think he would be hurt? He is so drool worthy that by this time next week he will be dating a new girl and she will actually fall madly in love with him.
"Ithinkweshouldseeotherpeople." I say not looking at him.
"What?" He says confused.
"I think we should see other people." I say. After Adam doesn't say anything for a couple of seconds I look up at him and see his green eyes totally sad. "I am so sorry Adam. I-I just can't."
"Is there someone else?" He asks accusingly. He looks pissed. I really wish I wasn't sitting in his lap.
"N-no. It's just me." I say lying. He doesn't say anything just looks out his window. He looks really upset but then he takes a deep breath.
"I think you should go now." Adam says after a few minutes. I look at him. His green eyes are emotionless. They don't sparkle like they usually do when he looks at me, but I guess breaking up with someone would do that. I nod my head and get off his lap. I walk to his window that overlooks the garden and climb down the tree beside his room window. Before I leave thought I say, "I am sorry Adam. I didn't mean to hurt you." I feel a tear trickle down my cheek. Adam doesn't look at me. He just continues to stare out his window, looking past me.
"Is it Logan?" He asks.
"W-what?" I feel my blood run cold for the second time today.
"Is it Logan? Is he the reason? I know he likes you. I am not blind." He asks again this time a little bit more angry.
"No and he doesn't like me. Trust me." I say.
"Oh...so the way he looks at you is my imagination? Amber, he is no good for you. He is just going to dump you for one of his sluty play toys."
"Well then it's a good thing he doesn't like me." I say as leave the window feeling a little annoyed.
I run across his backyard and hop the fence that leads my house. As I make it to my house, I start to realize that he might have been right. I feel the tears start falling down my cheeks. I walk into the house and here Josh say he is going out. I run up to my room passing Logan.
I sit on my bed letting the tears fall down my cheeks. Through my tears, I don't see or hear my door being opened or Logan coming into my room and sitting next to me rubbing my back. I think about what Adam said about Logan. I can't agree. Logan is the only person I can cry in front of without feeling stupid and he is the only person who knows me better than I know myself. That has to mean something. Right? I sit there crying for Adam and for Logan. I thought this was suppose to make things easier, but I can't shake the feeling of seeing Adam looking all hurt and just thinking it was all Logan and I was just innocent. I cheated on him and he never asked me flat out if I had cheated on him even if he suspected me. "L-Logan. I- I am sorry." I say hiccupping through the apology.
"what happened?" He asks confused and frustrated.
"A-Adam." I mumble. Logan sits with me until I get a handle on my tears.
"Now what happened?"
"I broke up with Adam." I say.
"Oh...why?" He says looking honestly unsure.
"Because I didn't like him like him." I say. Logan just nods his head. I guess that means he doesn't care, but that doesn't matter. I broke up with Adam for cheating on him not just, so I can be with Logan. Okay so I am lying. I had hoped this would change things but judging by his response, it doesn't.
"LOGAN COME ON." Josh screams. I sigh.
"You should probably go." I say getting up and going to the bathroom so he gets a chance to leave. I take a hot shower and come out feeling only warm on the outside. My insides feel tense and knotted. I climb into bed wearing a loose shirt and panties. I lie in my bed for what feels like forever, but don't get a wink of sleep. Maybe I should just go watch TV and fall asleep on the living room couch. I walk out of my room and see Logan's door opened. It smells so good that I run into his room and climb into his bed. I will only stay for a while then I promise myself to leave. I don't want to be seen like one of those needy girls who just waits around for a boy especially if he is not interested. The boy just smells comforting. It is like when you're little after a bad day at school walking into a home that smells like freshly baked chocolate chip cookies. I wrap his blanket around me and feel my eyes start to close.
I feel movement on my bed and wake up to see someone lying down next to me.
"Logan? What are you doing in my bed?" I say when I feel his warm hand wrap around my waist.
"Actually. What are YOU doing in MY bed?" At first I am totally confused and then I remember climbing into his bed and just taking a nap that apparently turned out to be a little too long.
"Oh....erm...right...What time is it?" I say turning in his arms to face him.
"It's only 11." He says with a smile.
"Why are you home? Did the cops break up the fun?" I ask.
"No. I just didn't feel like partying knowing you where here alone." Okay so maybe he doesn't hate him, but it doesn't mean he wants to be with me. He is just being nice. I keep reminding myself. No need to get my hopes up to be crushed. Funny a crush is how I ended up in this mess.
"Oh. You didn't have to do that. I was fine." I say secretly super pleased that he came home early. *he is just being nice.* I say again to myself.
"yeah I figured that when I walk into my room and see you sleeping on my bed."
"Is it my fault you have a comfortable bed?...Logan?" I say.
"Yeah." Logan says.
"Thank you." I say before slowly kissing him on the cheek. I know. I should have some shame seeing as how I broke up with my boyfriend of like almost a month and a half, but do you blame me? Logan is too sweet for his own good, but he is just being nice. He would do this for any girl.
"Nice shirt." He says after awhile of comfortable silence.
"Erm thanks. I just found it lying around on my floor. I think its Josh's." I say.
"It's not Josh's." He says. When I give him a who's is it look he says, "It's mine."
"Oh...well it's really comfy." I say with a smile.
"I know it's one of my favorites," he says faking anger.
"Mine too. Thanks for giving it to me." I say looking down at My new purple shirt.
"hey I want it back. "
"finder's keeper's loser's weepers " I say sticking my tongue out at him. I have one thing to say to him and it is SUCKER.
"Well then I guess I will just have to take it back." He says evilly. He moves super fast until he is straddling me and trying to take of my shirt.
"Logan...no...please. I am not wearing anything underneath." I say.
"I know." He says evilly. I try pushing him off me but it's no use. He finally grabs a hold of my hands and pins them above my head with his one.
"Logan." I say. He sighs and gets off of me.
"Nice thong by the way. I like the lace. It looks hot on you." He says smiling hugely.
"Shut up you little perv and stop undressing me." I say angrily.
"I'm the perv?! Says the girl who climbs into my bed in nothing but a black thong and a shirt."
"How does that make me a perv?"
"Because you came in here looking for me so you can take advantage of me with your womanly ways." He says grinning.
"Okay cause I would be the one to take advantage of you." I say sarcastically rolling my eyes at him.
"Exactly. " He says smugly.
"Oh puh-lease. Stop lying to yourself. This is really life not porn." I say trying to wipe that smug smile of his face.
"hey a guy can dream." He says seemingly unfazed.
Yeah or maybe guy should stop watching porn."
"Ambi Bambi , I don't need to see porn. I can get all the action I need." He says with lustful eyes.
"Okay then should I go so you and your nice IMAGENARY lady friend can go at it."
" I am pretty sure your real, my little daisy-poo." He says. Daisy-poo, Ambi Bambi, Crossie, Ambs, Amby...the boy has weird nicknames.
"I am not the lady friend, my cutie patootie." I say in a baby voice.
"You're right because this is not the 1950s and people don't say lady friend. I'm your cutie patootie?! Well you're my little bumble bee."
"Whatever." I say lying so I am looking at Logan's ceiling. From the corner of my eye, I see Logan turn on his side so he is facing me. He looks into my eyes and the light atmosphere of just seconds ago is wiped away. He leans down and kisses me on the lips lightly. I smile and then he is on top of me again. His soft lips are leaving a hot trail of kisses on my neck. God his lips are amazing. I small moan escapes my lips. I sigh realizing not even 4 hours again I had told Adam that I wasn't breaking up with him because of Logan. "Logan." I say but when he ignores me and continues kissing me I say it louder." LOGAN."
"Fine. You're no fun." He says pouting. I like a complete horn dog.
"Yeah. I think I should go to my room before my brother finds me in your bed with your shirt on." Okay say maybe that isn't the real reason I want to leave but it is still true.
"yeah. Whatever." Logan says all sulkily. I start climb off his bed and realize the only way I can get out is if I climb over Logan. I think he realizes too because he has a smirk on his face. Great. I lift myself up and I make my way over Logan, but don't get very far because his hands pull me down. So I am now straddling him and he is holding me firmly around the waist.
"Logan."
"Ambs." He says kissing my neck. I bite my lip. He leaves another trail of hot kisses all the way down my collarbone.
"L-Let go."
"No. I don't think I want to just yet." He says with his boyish smirk like he knows I can't resist him. "Like I said I like a girl on top." He says huskily into my ear. He looks so hot that I kind of just want to stay but no way am I going to let him have the satisfaction of me giving in so easily.
"please." I say softly into his ear letting my teeth graze his ear. I see him gulp and his hands loosen just enough so I can squirm my way out of his room. As I walk out, I pull his shirt down low so that he won't see my ass.
"Bumpkin you can pull that shirt down all you want but it can't cover up what I have already seen." He says. I blush red. I don't even need to look back to know he is smiling like an horny idiot.
"Night peachy pie." I walk into my room giving him the bird. I hear him chuckling and I smile closing my door.
hope you enjoyed it (: I didnt re-read cause I was lazy which I will probably regret but if there are major errors i am sorry
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