Chapter 232

I love him. Gu Ruyan's expression is stupefied, unexpected, listening to her helpless roar these three words, simple and direct three words.

Gu Ruyan knows that her niece has never been a weak woman. She is stubborn and tries to be brave. She is never easy to tell others when she is wronged. Now she is very upset to see her crying like this.

Because of the heavy rain, the traffic flow of the national highway in front of them is congested. Many people look at them curiously through the window, with the sound of rain and thunder in their ears, as well as the noise of people discussing.

Gu Ruyan felt very uncomfortable when she was noticed like this. Looking at Qiao Baoer in front of her, she was all wet. Her white face was a little weak, especially her big belly. She really shouldn't get wet like this.

"I'm doing it for you, now we're going home..." she softened her voice and said.

But the woman in front of her was silent. She stood still. Gu Ruyan knew her temperament. He grabbed her wrist and drew it around the green and red. He simply half dragged it towards the left gate of the community.

"I want to go back to your house." She didn't want to, and Gu Ruyan couldn't move.

Gu Ruyan's advice was useless. He didn't eat hard or soft food. At the moment, he yelled, "do you say you love him? Is love as simple as you think, baby? I know your character best. I watched you grow up when I was young. You don't understand your feelings at all. In the past, Yi sichen followed his mother's advice to pursue you. When you said that you owed him, he agreed to him and gave it all at once, Wait. At the end of the day, what do you get? Jessie gets involved in your marriage, and you lose and become the abandoned one. "

It's a total loss.

Qiao bao'er's expression was tense. Listening to the reproaches, she really lost.

With Yi Si Chen that period does not have the sexual marriage, that three years is neglected waiting, can't say to have no influence to her, at least in her treatment of man this matter, she is more conservative and timid.

Gu Ruyan understood her and knew how to persuade her, "I told you a long time ago that repaying kindness is not love, but you don't understand. You just think you owe him... You agreed so readily just because of the shadow of the broken Qiao family. You just want a home selfishly."

"I, I want a home, am I wrong?"

Like their hidden secret has been dug out, stubborn voice to fight for an excuse for themselves, who did not make mistakes, who did not pursue their desire.

Gu Ruyan's voice was even more severe. "That family doesn't belong to you. How did your grandfather teach you," you can't get it because you don't ask for it, but you still can't get it when you ask for it. That's asking in vain. " People who care for their families will not covet things that do not belong to them. If you ask for a home to hide yourself, you are not only cowardly, but also stupid! "

Qiao bao'er doesn't know how to retort. She is not as tactful and sharp as Xia chuixue. She just wants to tell each other, "Jun's Shepherd is different, he is different from them!" She believes in it.

"It's different!"

Gu Ruyan looked directly at her eyes, and sneered mercilessly with the harsh words of her elders.

"Yi sichen told you that he saved you when you graduated from high school, so you agreed to propose. Junzhimu tells you that he is the one who saved you, and then you say you love him. You have been taken care of by Qiao family since you were a child, but suddenly your grandfather died, your father cheated and your mother committed suicide. You don't want to accept these changes from the bottom of your heart. You pretend to be strong, and you have been confused to find a happy ending. "

"Listen to me, Qiao bao'er. You don't owe them anything. Your senior high school graduation trip was taken away by mountain village bandits. Yi sichen just passed by, and the bullet in Jun Zhimu's head has nothing to do with you. Even if he didn't help, Tang Yu also rushed over..."

... bullets.

She can't remember that close escape, but she knows that the bandits shot.

She couldn't hear the rebuke clearly, as if she had been slow in thinking, and people around her began to open the car door and come towards them, "what are you arguing about? Hurry home in this rainy day."

"Hey, she has a big stomach. Don't drag her. She's in the rain. Do you have a conscience?"

A lot of tiny voices twined around her ears, making her brain more confused.

All her thoughts stagnated in the strange and terrible word "bullet" and her stiff body said, "what's the matter with Jun Zhi mu?"

"Junzhimu will not live long. There is a stray bullet fragment in his head!"

Gu Ruyan used sharp words and sternly woke her up, "Qiao bao'er, you dare not look directly at the reality, this is the reality. Including your high school travel experience, you are afraid of this memory in your heart, so you always can't remember clearly. Reality doesn't allow you to fool around, don't allow you to fantasize, and junzhimu is not your belonging. "

"He will only drag you down, make you feel guilty, drag you out of this abyss vortex, you have to face the reality, the reality is that Jun Zhimu himself made a wrong judgment, you have no emotional entanglement with him before, you did not ask him, it is his own cheap."

"Tang Yu sent him to the hospital the same day for rescue. They had a car accident, and Jun Zhimu was soon rescued. Tang Yu had been lying in Seattle for six years, and had been a vegetable for six years. No one would have owed anyone. Without Tang Yu, he would have died long ago. The stray bullet in Jun Zhimu's mind was just his own persistence, his burden, and he just wanted to take you to hell, Let you accompany him all his life

Qiao Baoer did not speak, the heavy rain is still so cold.

Let her accompany him for a lifetime, even if it is sinking

Yes, junzhimu is such an autocratic person.

All of a sudden, her heart calmed down, and she didn't know what it was, or maybe it was because Gu Ruyan was right. She was too cowardly to resist reality and dare not recall.

She always pretends to be strong, but because of Yi sichen, she is more numb to the second marriage. She ignores the other party's obvious efforts again and again. She is an incompetent wife, but Jun Zhimu can see through her at a glance. He says, "don't try to be brave.".

At that moment, she was very moved, because there was no one to rely on in reality, so even if she couldn't hold on, she wanted to be brave.

But he even indulged her in mischief and pampering.

Junzhimu such a man, he is too terrible, meet him no chance to escape, if not escape, then simply sink together.

"I have promised to accompany him..." just for a lifetime.

"I'm going back."

She flatly and lightly replied, Gu Ruyan's complexion was complicated, and there was a slight looseness in her hand. In this way, she watched her turn around and walk away step by step with the rain.

"There are many sequelae in his body. He has to face too many problems. Junzhimu can't deal with them at all..."

Gu Ruyan angrily yelled at her figure, unwilling to leave like this, but she didn't run up to stop her. Anyway, she couldn't stop her.

Qiao bao'er didn't look back. She could hear the words clearly behind her.

Standing on the side of the road, looking at the slow traffic, whether there is a car to take her back, she just wants to go back now

"Where are you going, miss?" Before their quarrel on the roadside caused curiosity, the taxi driver rolled down the window and asked her.

"Go to Jun's house, Chaoyang hillside villa..." she was caught in the rain for too long, and her lips were white.

The driver opened the rear door, and she was anxious to get in. At this time, her mobile phone rang. It was Lu Qinan who called.

"Qiao bao'er, don't go back to Jun's house..." the voice from the other end of the mobile phone, shouting, for fear that she might miss it.

"My grandfather is arranging to send Zhimu to Seattle. He won't let us participate. You can arrive at the International Airport in half an hour. I bribed a servant of Jun's family. Come here quickly..."

"Qiao bao'er, they said you left by yourself. If you have a little conscience, you will come to the airport immediately. If you don't come, you will regret it!"