Chapter 920

I never knew that people's life was like this.

Isn't it that we have collected more than a few loads of millet? As for yelling around happily?

Isn't it that the imperial court gives 50 Wen to the elderly over 60? As for Le he's always opening his toothless mouth?

Isn't it a rain after a long drought? As for running all over the country?

Why is life so simple for these people?

Why can a pot of turbid wine make them talk happily all night around the stove?

Why did the neighbor just give two eggs and thank them repeatedly, just like someone gave two gold?

I don't understand.

When I left Fengzhou, I didn't hate so much at the bottom of my heart.

It was amazing. I didn't realize that it was the night I was going to leave. I was ill and he took me to see a doctor.

Xia Zian visited the hospital.

She didn't know me. I just sat in front of her and looked at her fiercely, but she just laughed at me and said, "don't worry. It's OK. I just feel chilly occasionally."

She gave me a prescription and told me to go back and take it.

I looked at the warm smile on her face, which was quite different from Xia Zian I knew before.

I didn't hate her all of a sudden.

With the medicine, I walked on the empty Qingshiban street, recalling the first half of my life.

What did I get? What did I lose?

In the following days, he took me to see many people's lives.

Three years later, he returned to the capital.

When I went back to the capital, I learned that Xia Zian and seven brothers met again when I went to see other people's lives, and they got together again

when I learned that rouyao had married a Jing, the wild man in the northern desert, I was very sad and angry.

I know I can't be with Rou Yao in my life, but she deserves the best man in the world.

It can't be a wild man like ah Jing.

I'm going to kill ah Jing.

I escaped in the dark. I knew I couldn't escape. He followed me like a shadow.

My heart was dead at that time. I knew that he took me out just to let me understand, not to help me win the world.

So, I don't care. Either ah Jing or I will die tonight.

I hid outside their room, waiting for an opportunity.

I heard them talking.

They first talked about the children of Xia Zian and Qi Ge, and then they talked about the children of Chen Liuliu.

Finally, it was me.

"There is no news about the disappearance of nanhuai king. Is he really dead?" Ah Jing is asking rouyao.

Rou Yao is silent.

I know Rou Yao never wants to talk about me. She hates me.

Well, I don't want her to tell anyone about me. It's our business.

But a moment later, I heard Rou Yao say, "I hope he lives."

I still can't describe my feelings at that time. I just feel that there is a cold spring gushing from the bottom of my heart, which has extinguished all my anger.

"Don't you hate him?" Ah Jing asked.

Rou Yao was silent for a while, and said, "I don't know. Maybe I hate it. Maybe I don't want to hate it. As for why, I don't know. Maybe I'm having a good time now."

"Hate a person, not happy, just let go." Ah Jing said.

Rou Yao said, "yes, I've tortured myself for many years. Now I've put it down. Whether I hate it or not, life will go on. I just hope everyone will be well."

I sat outside the door for a while, and then I heard footsteps. Rou Yao was about to come out.

I immediately stood up and hid in the yard.

I saw Rou Yao walking into the corridor, and I subconsciously followed her.

In fact, I can not disturb her, but I don't know why I want her to look back at me.

So, I called softly, "Rou Yao."

She suddenly turned back, the wind lamp in the corridor was dim, her face was unreal and real, and her eyes were shocked.

"You..." She seemed to want to open her mouth, but, for some reason, she didn't cry out.

"I want to tell you that I have loved you since I was ten years old. I have done a lot of wrong things to hurt your heart and hurt you, so that you never believe that I really like you."

I saw tears in her eyes.

"I just want to come to see you, see you, know how are you, then I can go." I said.

I don't know why. At that moment, I suddenly thought of my second brother.

His waiting, his waiting, that long years, he did not know he could wait, but he always kept a distance, not close, not hurt, would rather not get.

Maybe that's love.

I gave her a smile. "I'm happy to see you happy."Then, I turn around, I and her memory, the best stay here, rather than her wake-up abuse.

When I walk in the street, I feel calmer than when I come here.

The next day, I told the Regent that I was leaving the capital.

He took me to the Dragon King Temple in Shicheng.

He said to me, "after that, you will stay here."

I live there all the time by myself.

He didn't ask me again if I knew my fault.

I won't mention it either.

Wrong and right, sometimes just know in the heart.

Sometimes I practice martial arts, sometimes I read books, sometimes I go down the mountain to do farm work for the people.

My life is very calm, like a pool of stagnant water, but safe.

Later, he brought me many scriptures.

I read word by word.

One day, he brought me a local Bodhisattva Sutra.

He told me that his mother suffered in hell. If I read this sutra, I can help her eliminate her sin.

So, from midnight every night, I would sit on the hillside outside the Dragon King Temple and read aloud the original Sutra of the Bodhisattva of the king of Tibet.

When I started reading, only Valley responded to me.

Later, I gradually had more Things, floating around me.

I have read the Scriptures for such a long time, and I know that they are all miserable and helpless ghosts.

They're listening to me chanting, passing them.

I read the Scriptures more and more loudly. Sometimes I feel that the Scriptures come out of my mouth, and there is an echo that shakes through the valley.

That autumn, I lost my hair and became a Buddhist.

On that day, I saw my mother.

She appeared in front of me with a happy and peaceful face.

This is the only thing I have done for her in my life.

In the past, it was all calculation and utilization.

Between mother and son, to a lifetime of death, yin and Yang separated, to continue that point of love.

When I was traveling with the Regent, I saw that all living beings are happy and sad. I don't want to become a Buddha, I just want to make atonement.

So I went down the mountain in a pair of straw sandals and a bag.

Many years later, the world will have my legend.

They call me the straw sandal monk. I have helped many people, saved many people and passed many dead souls.

No one knows who I was in the first half of my life, and I don't want to remember. I only remember that I was a straw sandal monk.

Amitabha, I only remember a sentence that Rou Yao said that she hoped everyone would be well. So I set up my dream!

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