Chapter 823

Zi an looks at her in surprise. Her eyes are emotional and her face is soft and hazy. She is not as cold as before, as if she is a woman in love. "But didn't you tell me before that you didn't mean that to kangpingdi? You also said, "I don't want to get married." Zian thought for a while. She even suspected that Qin Zhou had seen her intention and said it intentionally. However, the expression on her face was something she had never seen before. She didn't think Qin Zhou could have such an expression before, so she was confused for a moment.

If she's pretending, it's too similar.

"After you returned home, many things happened to us. During the days when I was imprisoned, the emperor always tried to send me this and that. Where can a woman not be moved?" Qin Zhou sighed. There seemed to be sadness and joy in his eyes.

Zian is really not sure whether she is real or fake now.

"What do you think of the emperor? If I marry her, will you Qin Zhou asked Zi an. Zi an thought for a moment. Lao Qi and others also praised emperor Kangping. It can be seen that he is a man of both virtue and morality. However, he has too few contacts and too shallow foundation. Without Qin Zhou, he would not be able to sit on the throne. If Qin Zhou could marry him, maybe northern desert would be pacified.

Just, does Qin Zhou really like him? If in order to support emperor Kangping, and sacrifice their lifetime happiness, she is not happy to see.

So Zian said solemnly, "Qin Zhou, you lied to me. You don't like emperor Kangping, do you?" "Maybe I didn't think I liked him before, but tonight, after listening to the words of the old prince and Xiao Xiao Xiao, I thought about it myself. I'm sure I have feelings for him. Besides, isn't it the best solution for me to marry him? I don't have to be a bandit, but I can support him to pacify the northern desert and kill Chu Jing. " She said with a bitter smile, "In fact, I know that you all expect me to do something. I know what you think. But if you really want me to be a female emperor, what I don't want is that I don't have this ambition. I've been fighting in the battlefield for many years and killed countless people. I have this ruthless hand and ambition, but I also know that I can't be a good emperor or a general who can only fight The emperor's, the emperor's shoulder, but the people of the whole country, I don't have the confidence to let them eat and wear warm "You are carrying too much now, Qin Zhou. You should find a way to make yourself happy." Zi an sighed. Although she knew that it was not reasonable to say this, and it was not in line with the reality of northern desert, she really hoped that Qin Zhou would be happy instead of blindly paying. In the end, she would have to pay her whole life for the stability of northern desert. "Happy, zi'an, I really don't want to cheat you. I never thought about this road before, but I just thought about it, and I felt very happy. I didn't want to get married before. I thought that all the men in the world couldn't deserve me. Maybe it was because I had this idea all the time. I didn't think that I could have this choice in my own life, so I had to be reminded by the old prince Setonkai, I really want to go back to Beimo as soon as possible to facilitate this marriage. "

Qin Zhou was very happy and enthusiastic, as if he really wanted to fly back to the northern desert to marry emperor Kangping.

Seeing her like this, Zi an didn't know what to say. After a long time, she said, "if you feel happy, you can do it."

"Good." Qin Zhou looked at her and asked, "by the way, what did you come to me to say?"

Zi an was a little stunned. You said that. What else can I say?

Just said with a smile: "nothing, I just can't sleep, want to come and have a chat with you."

Qin Zhou said, "OK, what do you want to talk about?"

"It's nothing. You should take a bath early. Look at you. You're full of wine. Where do you want to be a bride?" Zian said with a smile.

Qin Zhou also laughed, "if he likes me, it's because I'm drunk every day. He thinks I'm good-looking."

"Yes, it is." Zi'an took a deep breath and looked at her, "Qin Zhou, I don't know whether what you said is true or false. You are used to hiding your mind so deeply that I can't spy. Therefore, I can only wish you a happy life."

Qin Zhou's eyes and eyebrows are soft. "I will, you too. Be happy and happy."

Zian stood up, "OK, I'll go back."

Qin Zhou also stood up and said, "I'll see you off."

Zian had already turned around, but turned around again. Qin Zhou was very enthusiastic tonight, which made Zian feel that she didn't know Qin Zhou at all.

But this turn, then saw into Qin Zhou's eyes, Qin Zhou's face stiff smile, halo dye can't hide the sadness.

"You..."

Qin Zhou hugged her and quickly said, "if you don't ask, if you don't tell, everything is fine."

Her slightly trembling voice was in Zian's ear, and there was a slight drunkenness dispersing. Zian was a little confused. He only felt Qin Zhou's heartbeat was very fast, so he could not see her face, but also seemed to see the sadness in her eyes.

Zi an's heart sank, as she thought.However, she started to perform well, but she couldn't hold back.

After holding her for a moment, Qin Zhou immediately let her go, and his face had returned to its normal look, even more coldly alienated than before. "Zi'an, don't worry about me. I can't afford anything."

"All right." Zi an felt that his chest was filled with a kind of inexplicable sadness. He opened his mouth to say a few words, but he didn't know what to say.

"Go back!" Qin Zhou turned around and left her a hard figure.

Zian slowly turned to go out, but also conveniently closed the door for her.

Her steps were very heavy. When she came back to the room and touched her face, she found tears all over her face.

"Why are you crying?" Murong Jie saw that he was lying, so he got up and walked over.

Zi an suddenly hugs him and cries in a dull voice. Murong Jie just hugs her, but he doesn't speak. She is allowed to cry quietly.

After a long time, she raised her head and her eyes were red and swollen. "Qin Zhou said that she would marry emperor Kangping."

Murong Jie was not surprised. "It's the best for northern desert."

Zi an wanted to refute, but he couldn't, because it was the best way for northern desert to Emperor Kangping.

But what about Qin Zhou?

Will the people of northern desert care what Qin Zhou paid?

And Emperor Kangping, did he use Qin Zhou or did he have some true feelings?

A loveless political marriage happened to Qin Zhou. Zi an found it hard to accept it.

"You care about her, so you feel sorry for her. If you stay out of the trouble, you will know that this is the best solution. Qin Zhou can return home, and Beimo doesn't have to be controlled by the warlike emperor Chu Jing any more."

Zi an didn't know that this short journey back to Beijing, just a few words, changed Qin Zhou's life.

There is no intention, everything goes with the flow, as if it had been predestined. Qin Zhou thought of thousands of ways to return to the northern desert, that is, she didn't want to marry emperor Kangping directly. Even when the old prince said that, what she thought was still waiting for the chance to kill him. But when Zi an came, she spied what Zi an thought, and the idea was born in a flash.

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