Chapter 340

Zian was restless all the time tonight. She couldn't sleep in bed.

Murong Jie frowned and asked, "what's the matter? It's almost midnight. Why don't you sleep? "

Zi an simply sat up, holding the quilt worried and said, "I don't know. I'm in a mess."

"Because of something strong?" Murong Jie also sat up and looked at her.

"Yes, I always feel that when Zhuang Zhuang returns scar rope tonight, there is a sense of despair."

Murong Jie a Zheng, "do you mean Zhuang Zhuang can't think of it?"

"I don't know."

Murong Jie shook his head. "It's impossible. It's been so many years. She can't think about it any more. At that time, she thought Xiao Xiao Xiao betrayed her. She's gone on. Now she knows that Xiao Xiao didn't betray her and still loves her. How can she think about it? You're so thoughtful. "

Zi'an thought that he was right. He had been through all the difficulties at the beginning. How could he not think of it until now? Strong pressure should not be so weak, right?

She lay down again. "I hope I'm oversensitive."

Murong Jie hugged her, "sleep, it's OK."

Zi an closed her eyes, but she couldn't fall asleep.

She tried to substitute Zhuang Zhuang. If she was Zhuang Zhuang, what would she do at this moment?

However, she found that the sense of substitution is very weak, because she is not strong, has not experienced those heartbreaking injuries.

Zhuang Zhuang returned to the princess's house and called Qin Zhi and Qionghua, "you have been following me since you entered the palace. Although we are masters and servants, we are more intimate than sisters. I know how you treat me, and you know how I treat you."

Qin Zhi felt that her expression was a little strange. She could not help worrying and asked, "princess, why do you say this all of a sudden? Where have you just been? "

"I met Xiao Xiao." Zhuang Zhuang didn't hide them.

"You went to see the general?" Qin Zhi and Qionghua look at each other and are surprised.

Zhuang Zhuang smiles, "yes, I met him and talked to him for a long time."

"Then..." Qin Zhi looked at her, "what did you talk about?"

"It's nothing more than the past. It's just 11 years of such close dialogue, which makes me feel that life is impermanent. So, I'll ask you to come here tonight and tell me a few words. I don't know how long I can live. Of course, I hope I can live a long life. But as I just said, things are impermanent, life and death are even more difficult to say. If I leave before you, you can go from the mansion Take a sum of money. I've already told the cashier that it's better to get married or make a living. As long as you want, do it. Don't worry too much. "

Qionghua got goose bumps all over her body and her eyes were red. "Bah, nonsense, nonsense. What's the good thing to say these words for? If anything happens to the princess, I'll be the first to follow her. "

Strong tears in the eyelashes, "you just nonsense, if I die, you still have to live to give me the grave."

"Don't talk about it. It makes your heart bristle. Did the general tell you something?" Qin Zhi is very angry.

"No, don't blame him. He's very good. I'm just predestined with him." Zhuang Zhuang is still maintaining a calm smile, covering the heart full of holes.

"Don't say it. Go to bed, will you? Don't scare us Qin Zhi's eyes are red.

Zhuang Zhuang took their hands and said in a low voice, "listen to me, if something really happens to me, you can tell Xiao Xiao to live well, find a good woman, marry and have children, and live a smooth life as he wants to live."

Qionghua jumped up, "don't talk, don't talk, don't listen to me. These words are very unlucky. Don't listen."

Zhuang Zhuang said with a smile: "look at you, Mao is impetuous. I'm just talking about it casually."

"You can't say anything like that. Isn't that a threat to us?" The way of Qin.

"Well, I'm sleepy, too. I've had a drink tonight. By the way, you go to bed early tonight. You don't have to watch. Get up early tomorrow. Let's go somewhere."

"Where to?" Qin Zhi asked.

"I want to live in Tangshan for a while. You should pack up your things first and come back to me tomorrow morning." Zhuang Zhuang Dao.

Qionghua nodded, "it's better to go to Tangshan to relax."

They breathed a sigh of relief. If the princess was willing to go out and leave the capital, she might be in a better mood.

"Well, go ahead. I'm sleepy. I have to go to bed early." Zhuang Zhuang Dao.

Qin Zhi stood up and said to Qionghua, "I'll go to the coachman first. You'll go back and pack up your things together with mine. Take more clothes and we'll stay longer."

"Good." Qionghua road.

They waited on each other and went out after a good sleep.

Zhuang Zhuang listens to the sound of their footsteps. She slowly sits up, holds the quilt, sits for a long time, and then slowly walks down.

There was a candle burning in the bedroom, and the fire was jumping. She was staring at the fire, and the light was reflected in her eyes, but she didn't know whether it was tears or fire.There was a teapot and water on the tea table. She poured a cup and drank it.

She went to the desk, spread out the rice paper, and polished the ink. She wanted to write something, but after a long time, she didn't know what to write.

The past plays back in front of our eyes, happy, unhappy, laughing, crying, all appear calm.

It's like a straight line.

The twists and turns in her life will eventually become a straight line.

She put down her pen and sighed heavily.

There is nothing to write about. She has nothing to write about in her life, and no one can explain it.

What she thinks about, what she wants to forget, doesn't seem to matter.

Then she opened the cupboard and took out a wedding dress.

This wedding dress is not the one Xiao Xiao Xiao gave her. That one has already been put on Han Qingqiu. She watched Han Qingqiu marry her beloved man in it.

Later, she ordered someone to make another one. She found the embroiderers, and they all imitated the one Xiao Xiao Xiao gave her.

After that, she didn't dare to see it or wear it, so she kept it at the bottom of the cabinet and locked it up.

What she locked up was not only a wedding dress, but also a daughter's heart that she wanted to marry Xiao Xiao Xiao.

She took off her clothes, and her bright and clean body was reflected in the bronze mirror. I planned to marry her and rest her whole life. Even if she was abandoned mercilessly, I couldn't be ashamed!

She put on her wedding dress layer by layer. Under the light of the candle, the golden thread was shining, and the complicated embroidery piled up the auspicious pattern of dragon and Phoenix, just like her best wishes for the future.

After wearing the wedding dress, she sat in front of the dressing table, and her face was tinted with makeup. The bride she wanted to marry was extremely meticulous and could not tolerate any mistakes in her makeup.

The eyebrows were painted several times, but she was not satisfied. She wiped them and re described them. Finally, she was satisfied. She laughed, stuck yellow flowers in the center of her eyebrows, and gave herself a charming smile in the mirror.

She has a lot of jewelry, all kinds of priceless jewelry, but she picked out a set of silver headgear, which was given to her by Xiao Xiao Xiao. On her fourteenth birthday, he said that he made it with a silversmith himself.

It's beautiful. It's the best gift she's ever received in her life.

No, no, the best gift she's ever received is the one God gave her, that beautiful looking man, her Xiao Xiao Xiao.

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