Chapter 593

Surely?

Yingying didn't know because she didn't wait for that day.

In the light rain, her menarche came. Finland happily cooked two eggs for her, told her that it was the symbol of her growing up, and told her to eat eggs quickly, so that she wouldn't be able to eat them until her father came back.

Yingying happily eats eggs. Adults feel bad. Her stomach hurts. It's cold and painful, but she remembers what her mother said. When she becomes an adult, she can get married.

At that time, she will be able to live a better life. She will definitely take her mother out.

That day, the man was not drunk, and the smell of blood in the air. He cursed unhappily. Finland smiled at Yingying, asking her not to be afraid and just bear it.

Because when men are not drunk, they usually swear and don't fight.

Compared with being beaten, scolding is nothing.

In the middle of the night, the door was suddenly kicked open. Yingying was frightened and sat up with a pale face.

The man pulled off her pants vigorously, looked at her and suddenly smiled and said, Yingying has grown up. Dad now knows that his face is so pale, isn't it uncomfortable? Your mother is really too. She can't take care of people at all. Let her kill the chicken and eat it tomorrow.

The change of men made Yingying confused, and she was scared.

But the next day, the delicious chicken was placed on the table, and she felt the tenderness of her father for the first time.

Vaguely conscious, she saw her mother's face, Yingying didn't understand why there was a chicken to eat, and her mother was still unhappy, with tears in her eyes.

These days, Yingying can feel something different.

Dad became gentle, but mom became cold.

Seeing that she always cries, even if she is beaten and scolded by men, she also cries.

Dad went out to drink again.

Yingying also found an opportunity to ask, Finland didn't speak, just began to pack up the salute for Yingying, Yingying didn't understand why.

Finland tearfully told her to go and don't come back even if she went out and starved to death on the road. Why? One day, she will understand.

Yingying refuses to leave. What if she leaves?

But Finland's iron heart asked her to go, slapped Yingying in the face, and Yingying left crying. She opened the bag on the way, and there was a piece of clothes in it, and then a half bag of cakes. Yingying didn't understand, but she also knew that her mother didn't really love her, but had to do so.

Thinking of the man's fist, Yingying came back crying. She said that if her father didn't fight, she would listen to her mother and leave. If she left, all the anger would be borne by her mother. How could she leave.

One person is always miserable in hell. If two people are in hell, at least they can rely on each other.

The man came back drunk, kicked the door open, felt empty on the bed, and was furious. He rushed into a room and grabbed a woman and beat her, scolding ugly words.

Bitch, you rotten bastard, where did you get Yingying?

The woman's voice holds the determination to die. You beast, she is your daughter. She has called your father for more than ten years. You are an animal, I am not. I let her go far away, and you will never find her!

I killed you bitch, you can't have children, and you want me to have no children. I killed you and killed you. What father or not? Don't think I don't know what you are. It's not my seed at all. You were pregnant and bought by me. If you can give me a baby, I wouldn't have any idea.

If you can't have a baby, then your daughter will be born again. Otherwise, why do you think I raise you?

How dare you let her go? Fuck you.

It's not worth money to die. I'll sell you to the lowest kiln and make your life worse than death. This is the price. Since you don't want your daughter to suffer this, you can exchange it with your old skin!

If I sell you, I'll use the money to buy another young one.

Yingying had already burst into tears and rushed into the room at this time. She cried and said, don't sell my mother, don't sell my mother.

Finland pounced hard, grabbed her and beat her. What are you doing back? Why aren't you obedient.

Yingying was crying, but the man grabbed Finland's hair and kicked her away, dragging Yingying into another room.

This is Yingying's most painful memory, and she realized why her mother would want her to go, because if she didn't go, she couldn't go.

She wants to take her mother with her, but she can't go anyway.

I didn't leave at first, so I didn't have a chance.

Yingying is pregnant. Finland is worried. She always touches her stomach and says that she must have a son.

It seems that only having a son can get rid of such a nightmare life.

But somehow, Yingying knew that she was pregnant with a daughter. What would happen if she had a daughter? Continue such nightmare days?

Countless times, she cried at night, resented and complained about the unfairness of God. Why don't you give her a child and hope? If the child doesn't bring hope, why should she conceive it.

She would rather not have such a child. If it was destined to be sad, she would rather not have one.

When the black figure appeared, Yingying knelt down. Are you a God? Can you help me?

"Of course, I'm God. I can give you whatever you want."

He stretched out his hand, and Yingying put her hand on it. She said, I don't want to have children. I want to escape with my mother. In this way, I want to be loved

"Yes, God wants you to conceive this child, which is to give you hope. Take good care of her, and she can meet any wish of you."

Yingying thought it was a dream, but when she woke up the next day, the sound of beating and scolding from outside seemed to be inaudible, because her stomach was flat, and there was a small jar beside her, and she also knew what to do.

She put her hand into the jar. The pain of being pierced by the needle almost made her cry, but the pain soon disappeared.

She heard a young voice saying that it would help her clear away all obstacles and live the best life.

The sound of beating and scolding seemed to stop. The man had enough to vent, and the sound of yelling and scolding gradually disappeared.

Finland was extremely anxious when her stomach was gone. She said that it was only a moment to hide it. First, take care of your body. When you take care of your body, it is the same to have a son next time. As long as you have a son, everything will be fine.

Yingying showed her the jar, and Finland was also very afraid.

But wait left and right. They didn't wait for the man to come back, but for the news of his death.

The man died because he came home drunk and fell into a small puddle and drowned.

This is a blow to Finland. After the funeral, someone came home to propose marriage.

Yingying told Finland that this was made by the child in the jar. She tripped the man. She pressed the back of his brain to prevent him from getting up and drowning.