Chapter 178

There were bursts of string sounds from the other end of the phone. I held my breath and listened. A low voice slowly came into my ears. He asked, "Xia Zhen, are you telling me the truth?"

His voice was low, and his words were not warm. It seemed that he was just asking me a very common thing, but now I can't say it in my ears.

I was biting my lip and swallowing nervously. I wanted to explain something, but when I got to my mouth, I swallowed it back, and finally I didn't say anything.

After the long silence, Zhao Tianyi smiles powerlessly, and his voice is more and more low and dumb: "I understand what you mean."

With that, Zhao Tianyi hung up. I clung to my mobile phone for a long time, but I didn't come back.

"Zhenzhen, what happened to you and Tianyi? Why did Tianyi tell me..." Just when I was distracted, Liang Chengzhe pushed the door and came in. He said in a hurry. When he saw me again, his words stopped.

I looked up at him, tears blurred the line of sight, nose tears a slip, choking asked him: "Chengzhe, I am not doing anything wrong?"

From the moment I took the initiative to find Zhao Tianyi, did I make a mistake? Step by step wrong, so I have today?

Liang Chengzhe sighed. He held me in his arms and gently smoothed my back. He said in a soft voice, "don't think too much. You didn't miss anything. You never miss anything."

"Maybe I shouldn't have married him, maybe I shouldn't have given birth to Ann, maybe I shouldn't have come back. If it hadn't happened, I wouldn't have suffered as much as I do now." I choked and sobbed.

"No if. Now that it's all happened, you can't do anything but accept it. It's true." Liang Chengzhe lowered his arm and said weakly.

My tears suddenly stopped and I gave a bitter smile. Indeed, there is no if in life. I am responsible for all my decisions!

I cry tired, also cry enough, fell asleep on the bed. This sleep I sleep particularly uneasy, dream I dream of my father, his face ferocious said to me, it is because I Xiashi will fall into the hands of outsiders. I cried and apologized, but my dad didn't even look back. As soon as the picture turns, I dream of Zhao Tianyi again. One second, he is as gentle as spring to me. The next second, he wants to eat me alive. I pray in a low voice that Zhao Tianyi will not treat me like this, but he still ignores me.

I cry at the top of my voice, exhausted all my strength, and I wake up crying. The headache is severe, the whole body soreness is severe, can't make the last bit of strength.

I wanted to sit up, but I didn't have the strength to flick my fingers. My eyes are sore, my brain is dizzy, my throat is burning, and my body seems to have been crushed by a car.

"You wake up at last. If you don't wake up, I'll take you to the hospital." Liang Chengzhe came in from the door and saw me wake up. His face showed a shallow smile.

I struggled to get up from the bed, reached out and rubbed my temples, and asked him in a dumb voice, "how long did I sleep?"

"You slept all day and all night." Liang Chengzhe said truthfully.

I rely on the head of the bed, the brain vertigo is fierce, at the moment even Liang Chengzhe's face can't really see, hoarse voice asked him: "how did I sleep so long?"

"You are very weak. Don't be too tired recently. You will get better after a while." Liang Chengzhe came over and spoke softly.

I gave a wry smile. Since the bone marrow transplantation operation, I have obviously felt the changes in my body. If I get a little wind, I will feel headache and fever. I am afraid of both cold and heat, and often sleepy. Sometimes I am worried about whether I will sleep like this.

"By the way, Tianyi's plane in the afternoon will come in the evening." Liang Chengzhe looked at the expression on my face and said something meaningful.

When I heard Zhao Tianyi's name, I suddenly felt a suffocation of breath. There were bursts of pain in my chest. I wanted to say something, but

I lowered my head and asked in a muffled voice, "why did he come here?"

"He knows you're sick." Liang Chengzhe looked at me and said.

I didn't speak any more, but when I thought of Zhao Tianyi, I felt some unspeakable pain in my heart. This pain spread from my heart to my whole body, and even to the four limbs.

Zhao Tianyi arrived in the middle of the night. When he arrived, I was about to go to bed. When I heard his voice, I immediately felt sleepless. I got up and listened to the conversation between him and Liang Chengzhe.

"She How are you? Are you all right? " Zhao Tianyi's voice is a little hoarse, vaguely also reveals a little tired.

"She hasn't been in a very good condition, especially since Ann was taken away by your father." Liang Chengzhe said after a pause: "I don't know what happened between you and Zhenzhen, but during this period of time, when she learned that you were going to get married, her health became worse and worse. Tianyi, if you really love her, you shouldn't let her bear the pain unless you don't love her. "

Hearing this, I couldn't help but cheer up and listen to Zhao Tianyi's reply."I love her. I don't think I will love someone so persistently one day before I meet her. For a person, I am willing to keep an empty city, just waiting for her return. I tried my best to give her everything, but when I gave her everything, I found that as long as I gave her, she disdained to. I don't know when facing her. What can I do to let her know that I love her, and I don't know how to make her happy. I don't even know if I have a place in her heart. " Zhao Tianyi gave a wry smile, and his words were full of self mockery and loneliness.

I listen to Zhao Tianyi's words, the pain in my heart for no reason, in my impression, Zhao Tianyi is arrogant, he is the leader of the superior, never like this moment so worried about gain and loss.

I've never seen him lose like this before. There are many mixed feelings in his heart.

"But you shouldn't hurt her. You should know how important ANN is to her. Why are you still indifferent when your father takes Ann away?" Liang Chengzhe raised his voice with some displeasure and resentment in his words.

Zhao Tianyi was silent again. After a long time, he slowly said, "what do you think I should do? She is like a kite floating in the sky. I can't find the kite string and I can't catch her. I want to tie her to me 24 hours a day so she won't leave me. Even now that my father took Ann away, she would not stay with me. I love her so much, but what should I do so that she won't let me worry about gain and loss like this? "