Chapter 164

Since that night, I quarreled with Zhao Tianyi, an an became very careful, no matter what she did, she was very careful. She looked at the faces of Zhao Tianyi and me for fear that she would do anything wrong and trigger a war between us.

Every time I watch An'an live so carefully, I can't say the sadness and guilt in my heart. I always say that Zhao Tianyi brings me hurt and pain, but what I bring to An'an is also hurt and pain.

Zhao Tianyi as if nothing had happened, still as before the same considerate and take care of me. I also tried, tried, pretended that nothing had happened. But yinjingtian's words reverberate in my mind from time to time, reminding me of what I want to do.

After lunch, I went back to my room to sleep. When I woke up, I received a call from Yin Jingtian.

"Really, I want to see you." The voice of yingjingtian on the other end of the phone was a little weak.

My fingers trembled and I could hardly hold my cell phone. After thinking about it, I nodded and said, "OK, where can I meet you?"

"I'll wait for you at home." A feeble voice came again.

The word "home" comes out of today's mouth. It's an unspeakable irony. But once his mouth of home also gave me all the warmth.

When I hung up, I grabbed my handbag and was ready to leave. Zhao Tianyi opened the door and came in. His eyes looked up and down at me. His eyebrows frowned slightly and asked in a low voice, "are you going out?"

I pursed the corners of my lips, stiff my neck, and nodded.

"Where are you going? I'll see you off. " Zhao Tianyi said.

I subconsciously shook my head and whispered, "don't bother. I just want to go out and have a look alone."

Zhao Tianyi immediately stopped, looked at me in the eyes of a more complex, silent half ring, he asked: "do you want to see him?"

He asked very calm, calm to no mood, but it is this calm, let me feel a little uneasy.

I put aside my head and did not dare to look him in the eye. I lied and said, "don't think too much. I just want to go out for a turn."

"Let me go with you." Scorching eyes staring at me for a moment.

I swallow saliva, think about it, or nod: "OK."

The expression on Zhao Tianyi's face was relieved for a moment. He stretched out his arm and took my hand. He hesitated. He looked at my face subconsciously, as if he was afraid that I would refuse.

No, I didn't clench his teeth.

The weather in October is a little cool. The afternoon sunshine is lazily sprinkled on people, as if the whole person is plated with a layer of golden light, especially shining.

After I was pregnant, I seldom went out to walk. After walking a few steps outside, I was a little asthmatic. Zhao Tianyi supported me, and his pace was very slow. He looked at me from time to time, for fear that I would be uncomfortable.

Along the way, he seldom spoke and quietly accompanied me for a walk.

But his brow was locked, as if he was thinking about something. I'm not used to looking down at him, am I

In my memory, there are few times when I was alone with Zhao Tianyi. Even when I was alone, I never took a walk together.

Zhao Tianyi's face flashed unnaturally and said in a low voice, "no, I'm just afraid you don't like me accompanying you."

He answered with as much care as Ann.

My chest pain suddenly, and it seems that there is a big stone, dead pressure on my chest, so I can't breathe. When did Zhao Tianyi become so cautious and worried about other people's emotions?

It is clear that Zhao Tianyi is such an arrogant person. He will never change his mind because of others, and he will never be wronged because of others.

I stopped and looked at him in surprise. My eyes were full of suspicions.

Zhao Tianyi saw me stop, immediately flustered God, nervously asked: "is not where uncomfortable?"

I watched him quietly, gradually tightening my fingers, and said in a dumb voice, "I'm a little tired."

Zhao Tianyi breathed a sigh of relief and said in a low voice, "you wait for me here, and I'll drive to pick you up."

I nodded and sat on the bench. Zhao Tianyi saw that I had nothing to do with sitting down and left at ease.

Looking at Zhao Tianyi's back, I bit my teeth, slowly got up, and left without looking back.

When I stopped a taxi at the intersection, I turned off my mobile phone. I knew that Zhao Tianyi would not see me when he went back. He would be very nervous and flustered to look for me.

However, since I have made up my mind, I will not be influenced by Zhao Tianyi's ideas.

After getting out of the taxi, I went back to my "home" and looked at the familiar furnishings in the room, with five flavors in my heart.

Yin Jingtian sits on the sofa with a pile of wine bottles scattered on the ground. The room is filled with the smell of tobacco and wine, which is very pungent. He was wearing a white shirt, and now he couldn't see the original color.I stopped and looked at him from a distance. At the moment, I couldn't say whether it was heartache or hatred?

It's hard to imagine that one day, yinjingtian will become so embarrassed and decadent for a woman.

I stood at the door for a long time, until my legs were numb. Yinjing was aware of my existence. He raised the bottle in his hand and said with a smile, "only alcohol can make me forget all the pain."

Although he was laughing, it was uglier to laugh than to cry.

I went over, but he took away the bottle and said softly, "you're drunk. Don't drink any more."

Yinjingtian let me move, the whole person collapsed on the sofa, squinting at me: "really, see me like this, do you feel very disappointed?"

"No. If one day, there is a man for me will become like this, I will not feel disappointed, only feel distressed I'm telling you the truth.

Yin Jingtian looked at me and laughed slowly: "do you know what I like most about you?"

I sat down on one side of the sofa and looked at him.

He continued: "you always flatter me in a serious tone, and I know you are flattering me, but I'm still happy."

What Yin Jingtian said was very serious, unprecedented.

I shook my head and answered solemnly, "I don't flatter, at least in front of you, I never flatter."

The smile on Yin Jingtian's face became even more serious, and the whole person became angry: "An'an had better follow your personality and please others. If it looks like Zhao Tianyi's personality, it's really hard for people to like it!"

I pondered over yinjingtian's words and nodded: "I also hope ANN can follow me more."

Yin Jingtian smiles and doesn't speak any more.

After a long silence, he looked at me and said, "have you thought about it?"

I swallowed my saliva, squeezed my fingers tightly and said slowly, "I've thought about it. I'm willing to do a bone marrow transplant."