Chapter 150
"As long as you kill Li Wensi, I will believe you." I raised my head high and spoke softly.
I saw Zhao Tianyi after hearing me say this sentence, the light in his eyes gradually disappeared, until it became dark. He pursed his lips slightly and said slowly: "impossible."
Zhao Tianyi's answer is simple, without the slightest hesitation, just as he abandoned me.
I have known Li Wensi's position in Zhao Tianyi's heart for a long time, and I know what kind of decision he will make if Zhao Tianyi makes a choice between me and Li Wensi. However, I am still unwilling to get a different answer in my heart.
I looked directly at Zhao Tianyi's eyes and didn't speak.
"Sisi and I are not what you think. It's true. I don't just say we're starting over. We're both old. It's time to settle down. Besides, ANN, do you want ANN to be a child without a father?" Zhao Tianyi said in a slow voice.
I pick eyebrows, solemnly said: "even if I am alone, I will take good care of ANN."
"You do have the ability to take care of ANN, but have you ever thought about Ann? She has just arrived in a strange environment, a new school and new friends. Everyone will ask her who her father is. How do you want her to answer? Is she regarded as a poor child without a father? You are able to bear the strange look, but Ann, she is just a child. Do you think she can bear the public opinion? " Zhao Tianyi frowned and said in a deep voice.
Listening to Zhao Tianyi's words, I have some bad taste in my heart. I can do my best to give all the best things to An'an, but I can't block those public opinions, let alone block the strange eyes looking at An'an.
"Really, even if you don't think about yourself, think about Ann." Zhao Tianyi took a deep look at me and said meaningfully.
I clenched my fingers. My chest seemed to be choked with Qi. I couldn't dissipate any more. I closed my eyes and got up to leave, but Zhao Tianyi grabbed me: "it's too late. You stay."
I forced to shake off his hand, harshly scolded: "my affairs do not need you to manage, my life do not need you to intervene."
"I don't want to do anything to you. If you don't trust me, I can leave now." With that, Zhao Tianyi loosened his hand and left without looking back.
I was in the same place for a long time. I pushed the window open and the cold wind chased me. I finally had a clear mind for a moment.
Zhao Tianyi left, and Qi Chen also left. In such a big room, there were only two people, Ann and I, who had slept too much. Now I didn't feel sleepy. I got up and walked around the room.
Seven years ago, Zhao Tianyi brought me here. He once told me that he would take me to live here when it was finished. But when it was finished, Zhao Tianyi brought Li Wensi to live here.
The furnishings here are the same as they were seven years ago. They are both familiar and strange to me. I pushed open the innermost room on the first floor. The room was dark and frightening. I bravely turned on the light and saw the furnishings in the room. Tears suddenly fell down.
The whole room is full of wedding photos of Zhao Tianyi and me. In the photos, I am all nestled in Zhao Tianyi's arms. I smile. Looking at myself in the photos, I don't know myself.
I stretched out my hand to cover my mouth and kept from making any noise. I sobbed and cried, hoping to dry all my tears.
I don't know how long I've been crying. I can hardly breathe. I'm weak and limp on the ground. In the past seven years, I have been wronged and cried, but I have never been so heartbroken as I am today.
I really hate Zhao Tianyi. I hate him to the bone, but when I look at the photos in the room, I can't hate them any more.
This night I sat in the room, staring at the photos, almost every picture of the look imprinted in my mind.
The first ray of sunshine in the morning came in, I wiped the tears on my face and got up from the ground.
I wash good, Ann also got up, she saw me, suddenly red eyes, small body into my arms: "Mommy."
Bean tears hit me, almost cooked my skin.
"Mommy, they say I'm a wild child without a father." Ann raised her head, her quiet face covered with tears, choked and said.
I have no reason for the pain in my heart, suddenly feel a hot throat pain.
"Mommy, I'm not a wild child. I have a dad." Ann held my hand tightly and asked expectantly.
I clenched my teeth, nodded heavily: "Ann is not a wild child, Ann has a father."
"But when will Daddy want us?" The hope wings in An'an's eyes dissipated, and her head dropped powerlessly.
Looking at An'an, I don't know how to persuade her. I can only hold her hard.
When Ann had enough crying, I took Ann out. As soon as I went out, I saw the car parked at the door. The window rolled down slowly: "get on the bus, I'll take ANN to school."Ann heard to go to school, desperately shaking his head, small body all shrank behind me, timidly said: "Mommy, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to be a wild child."
My face is pale fierce, the heart aches fierce, but do not know how to do ability pacify her mood again.
Zhao Tianyi eyes a cold, voice gradually sink: "I send you to school."
Ann doesn't speak, just shakes her head.
"With me, no one dares to call you a wild child." Zhao Tianyi pushed the door open and came slowly towards me with steady steps. His steps were very slow. It seemed that every step was on the top of my heart.
"Really?" An an looks up at Zhao Tianyi, his eyes full of hope.
Zhao Tianyi nodded: "I never cheat children."
"Can you be my daddy? I don't want to be treated like a wild child by other children. " Ann blinked a pair of big black eyes and said pitifully.
I had a tight throat and wanted to say something. When I got to my mouth, I swallowed it back.
Zhao Tianyi bends down and holds an an in his arms. His burning eyes fall on my face as if they were nothing. It seems that he is suggesting something.
I breathed and looked at him with my lips tightly. I was worried that he would agree and refuse.
Zhao Tianyi suddenly smile, very serious nod: "good."
Ann broke her tears into a smile and clapped her hands excitedly: "great, so they won't call me a wild child in the future!"
I saw Zhao Tianyi after hearing me say this sentence, the light in his eyes gradually disappeared, until it became dark. He pursed his lips slightly and said slowly: "impossible."
Zhao Tianyi's answer is simple, without the slightest hesitation, just as he abandoned me.
I have known Li Wensi's position in Zhao Tianyi's heart for a long time, and I know what kind of decision he will make if Zhao Tianyi makes a choice between me and Li Wensi. However, I am still unwilling to get a different answer in my heart.
I looked directly at Zhao Tianyi's eyes and didn't speak.
"Sisi and I are not what you think. It's true. I don't just say we're starting over. We're both old. It's time to settle down. Besides, ANN, do you want ANN to be a child without a father?" Zhao Tianyi said in a slow voice.
I pick eyebrows, solemnly said: "even if I am alone, I will take good care of ANN."
"You do have the ability to take care of ANN, but have you ever thought about Ann? She has just arrived in a strange environment, a new school and new friends. Everyone will ask her who her father is. How do you want her to answer? Is she regarded as a poor child without a father? You are able to bear the strange look, but Ann, she is just a child. Do you think she can bear the public opinion? " Zhao Tianyi frowned and said in a deep voice.
Listening to Zhao Tianyi's words, I have some bad taste in my heart. I can do my best to give all the best things to An'an, but I can't block those public opinions, let alone block the strange eyes looking at An'an.
"Really, even if you don't think about yourself, think about Ann." Zhao Tianyi took a deep look at me and said meaningfully.
I clenched my fingers. My chest seemed to be choked with Qi. I couldn't dissipate any more. I closed my eyes and got up to leave, but Zhao Tianyi grabbed me: "it's too late. You stay."
I forced to shake off his hand, harshly scolded: "my affairs do not need you to manage, my life do not need you to intervene."
"I don't want to do anything to you. If you don't trust me, I can leave now." With that, Zhao Tianyi loosened his hand and left without looking back.
I was in the same place for a long time. I pushed the window open and the cold wind chased me. I finally had a clear mind for a moment.
Zhao Tianyi left, and Qi Chen also left. In such a big room, there were only two people, Ann and I, who had slept too much. Now I didn't feel sleepy. I got up and walked around the room.
Seven years ago, Zhao Tianyi brought me here. He once told me that he would take me to live here when it was finished. But when it was finished, Zhao Tianyi brought Li Wensi to live here.
The furnishings here are the same as they were seven years ago. They are both familiar and strange to me. I pushed open the innermost room on the first floor. The room was dark and frightening. I bravely turned on the light and saw the furnishings in the room. Tears suddenly fell down.
The whole room is full of wedding photos of Zhao Tianyi and me. In the photos, I am all nestled in Zhao Tianyi's arms. I smile. Looking at myself in the photos, I don't know myself.
I stretched out my hand to cover my mouth and kept from making any noise. I sobbed and cried, hoping to dry all my tears.
I don't know how long I've been crying. I can hardly breathe. I'm weak and limp on the ground. In the past seven years, I have been wronged and cried, but I have never been so heartbroken as I am today.
I really hate Zhao Tianyi. I hate him to the bone, but when I look at the photos in the room, I can't hate them any more.
This night I sat in the room, staring at the photos, almost every picture of the look imprinted in my mind.
The first ray of sunshine in the morning came in, I wiped the tears on my face and got up from the ground.
I wash good, Ann also got up, she saw me, suddenly red eyes, small body into my arms: "Mommy."
Bean tears hit me, almost cooked my skin.
"Mommy, they say I'm a wild child without a father." Ann raised her head, her quiet face covered with tears, choked and said.
I have no reason for the pain in my heart, suddenly feel a hot throat pain.
"Mommy, I'm not a wild child. I have a dad." Ann held my hand tightly and asked expectantly.
I clenched my teeth, nodded heavily: "Ann is not a wild child, Ann has a father."
"But when will Daddy want us?" The hope wings in An'an's eyes dissipated, and her head dropped powerlessly.
Looking at An'an, I don't know how to persuade her. I can only hold her hard.
When Ann had enough crying, I took Ann out. As soon as I went out, I saw the car parked at the door. The window rolled down slowly: "get on the bus, I'll take ANN to school."Ann heard to go to school, desperately shaking his head, small body all shrank behind me, timidly said: "Mommy, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to be a wild child."
My face is pale fierce, the heart aches fierce, but do not know how to do ability pacify her mood again.
Zhao Tianyi eyes a cold, voice gradually sink: "I send you to school."
Ann doesn't speak, just shakes her head.
"With me, no one dares to call you a wild child." Zhao Tianyi pushed the door open and came slowly towards me with steady steps. His steps were very slow. It seemed that every step was on the top of my heart.
"Really?" An an looks up at Zhao Tianyi, his eyes full of hope.
Zhao Tianyi nodded: "I never cheat children."
"Can you be my daddy? I don't want to be treated like a wild child by other children. " Ann blinked a pair of big black eyes and said pitifully.
I had a tight throat and wanted to say something. When I got to my mouth, I swallowed it back.
Zhao Tianyi bends down and holds an an in his arms. His burning eyes fall on my face as if they were nothing. It seems that he is suggesting something.
I breathed and looked at him with my lips tightly. I was worried that he would agree and refuse.
Zhao Tianyi suddenly smile, very serious nod: "good."
Ann broke her tears into a smile and clapped her hands excitedly: "great, so they won't call me a wild child in the future!"