Chapter 365
"Come on, why are you unhappy again?"
Lin Xihe watched him grasp his big palm and gently scrape it with his fingertips. He's not the kind of young master who takes care of himself. He usually pays attention to exercise, so there are many calluses in his palm. The feeling of these calluses is not as good as that of Childe's delicate skin, but it is more reassuring, because these calluses are undoubtedly proof that a person can live on his own. Only when a man can be responsible for his own life, can he be responsible for his feelings and marriage!
Pei Yiheng likes her intimate action, but she can't get her answer for a long time, so she pinches her hand to stop her acting, raises her jaw to let her look at herself.
"Xihe, talk. If you don't, I don't know what you're thinking. Even if you are unhappy because of me, if I don't know, aren't you angry and sad for nothing? I once told you that I think I'm a smart man, but I'm a genius, and I can't hear the voice in your heart. You have also said that two people live together is to be honest with each other, so as to live for a long time. But you have to understand that the so-called honesty does not mean big things, it also includes the trivial things in life, and even your mood. You have a cold temper and don't like to talk. You can never say a word in front of outsiders, but you can't do this to me, because we are husband and wife, who want to live together for a lifetime. In fact, I'm not a nagger, and I don't like nagging. But there is no way, my love is you so cold temperament, we must have a person is warm, otherwise not become two pieces of ice together? So I will try to read your heart, but I can't always be fast and accurate. More importantly, I am also a person, I will be tired. Are we going to spend time with each other and then go our separate ways? This is definitely not what I want, and certainly not what you want, right? "
Looking at his deep eyes, Lin Xihe felt as if he had been caught in a deep and soft whirlpool, and it was hard to break free. In fact, she admires Pei Yiheng very much. He can always say this to her heart, so that she can't find words to refute.
After staring at him for a long time, Lin Xihe finally dropped his long eyelashes and looked at their hands again. After a while, she whispered, "I don't know how to say it. I don't mean to pretend to be deep and noble without talking, I just don't know how to say it. May be in the past so many years, I have been used to what things are hidden in the heart, silently to think, silently to bear. After being with you, I have tried my best to express myself, but the result is still very bad. Maybe I'm not suitable for two people at all. "
The more Lin Xihe said, the more frustrated he felt. She knows that Pei Yiheng is very tired, and she will feel tired herself. She hated to speculate on other people's thoughts, and she hated the uneasiness that she could not grasp a good feeling.
When Pei Yiheng heard her last words, his head suddenly grew bigger. If it's someone else, he'll just knock her unconscious, and then cut her head open to see what's inside. But now it's Lin Xihe who says this. He can only suppress the agitation in his heart and guide her patiently.
"Xihe, look at me. It's wrong for you to think so. No one is destined to be suitable for two people to live together. Even if two people with the most perfect character and personality in the world are together, there will be bumps. Because we have a high-level brain, it is doomed that everyone's thinking is different, different thinking to find a same frequency, we must slowly run in. It's just like the harmony in the music world. It's not that two musical talents can immediately produce the most beautiful harmony. They also need to understand and run in with each other, and then they can become more and more perfect! Of course, any problems between us are not your own fault, which certainly has my responsibility. So, we should work together! "
Lin Xihe's face is tangled. She knows the truth, but every time in the process of hard work, because of some external factors and swing, and even doubt their own judgment and choice.
"Pei Yiheng, let me ask you a question."
"You said
"You have identified me from the beginning, and have never wavered?"
Pei Yiheng nodded without hesitation, and his eyebrows were full of firmness. He wants her, and he wants her. This is his firm belief in his last life. How can it be shaken? Even if every time she doubted his sincerity, he was in the majority distressed, at most a little helpless, but never doubted that this person was not suitable for him.
Lin Xi and smile bitterly, still have some dislike, to own dislike. "You see, we are different. In fact, I don't even think I'm sure whether you are sincere or not, or whether you are sincere or not. Others say that you are the best husband, and the object that women want to marry. In their opinion, I'm a bit ungrateful. I don't know my fortune when I'm in it. I think so sometimes, and I hate this kind of myself. But I can't help it. Every time I finally figured it out, as long as there was a little wind and grass, I couldn't help doubting. I kept thinking, do you want to marry me for me, or for the support of the Lin family, or for the protection of another woman. Every time I doubt it, I will recall every bit of our time together. No matter what I think, I think you are sincere, and then I will try to persuade myself to continue to believe. But next time, such doubts will spring up again. It's like I'm falling into a circle of monsters, and I don't know where to open a loop and end this bad state, you know? "Lin Xihe took back his hand and buried his face in his palm. She really felt that such a special look of their own detestable, people can not help but dislike!
"I understand." Pei Yiheng stood up, then pulled her up and hugged her tightly. "It's my fault. The time and the way I choose to start may upset you. I'm sorry. "
Lin Xihe shook his head, but he didn't know how to refute his words. In fact, the main problem lies in herself. She is so defensive that she takes a defensive attitude towards all the people and things close to her. In fact, the seed of doubt is not planted by the photo Pei Yihao gave. It has been planted in her heart from the beginning.
"Listen to me first." Pei Yiheng pressed the back of her head and rubbed her chin against her hair. He thought he was right all the time, and only at this moment did he realize that he was completely wrong.
"It's not that I didn't want to take part in your life after everything in the Pei family is settled. Unfortunately, my endurance is not enough. Seeing that you want to accept Guo Chuhan's idea, I can't wait to take you as my own. To tell you the truth, I have always looked down upon the way of loving someone and just watching quietly. In my opinion, what I want is to take the initiative and turn TA into my own with the fastest speed. Once TA belongs to others, and then want to take over TA, not only time-consuming, but also may only get an empty shell, and may cause unnecessary hatred. But I really didn't expect that this kind of decisive attack and extortion that I am proud of will make you so afraid and uneasy that no matter how hard I try, you can't completely eliminate this uneasiness. Now I have realized my mistake, but it's impossible to go back to that time point and let me choose a better way to start! "
After the regret of losing Lin Xihe in his last life, Pei Yiheng once again realized the taste of regret, as always bad.
In addition, he has a sense of humiliation and frustration when he was slapped in the face when he was satisfied.
Here, Pei Yiheng directly admits the destruction of her relationship with Guo Chuhan, but Lin Xihe doesn't notice it. Or she noticed it and thought it was no longer important. After all, it's her story with Pei Yiheng, which has nothing to do with Guo Chuhan.
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Lin Xihe watched him grasp his big palm and gently scrape it with his fingertips. He's not the kind of young master who takes care of himself. He usually pays attention to exercise, so there are many calluses in his palm. The feeling of these calluses is not as good as that of Childe's delicate skin, but it is more reassuring, because these calluses are undoubtedly proof that a person can live on his own. Only when a man can be responsible for his own life, can he be responsible for his feelings and marriage!
Pei Yiheng likes her intimate action, but she can't get her answer for a long time, so she pinches her hand to stop her acting, raises her jaw to let her look at herself.
"Xihe, talk. If you don't, I don't know what you're thinking. Even if you are unhappy because of me, if I don't know, aren't you angry and sad for nothing? I once told you that I think I'm a smart man, but I'm a genius, and I can't hear the voice in your heart. You have also said that two people live together is to be honest with each other, so as to live for a long time. But you have to understand that the so-called honesty does not mean big things, it also includes the trivial things in life, and even your mood. You have a cold temper and don't like to talk. You can never say a word in front of outsiders, but you can't do this to me, because we are husband and wife, who want to live together for a lifetime. In fact, I'm not a nagger, and I don't like nagging. But there is no way, my love is you so cold temperament, we must have a person is warm, otherwise not become two pieces of ice together? So I will try to read your heart, but I can't always be fast and accurate. More importantly, I am also a person, I will be tired. Are we going to spend time with each other and then go our separate ways? This is definitely not what I want, and certainly not what you want, right? "
Looking at his deep eyes, Lin Xihe felt as if he had been caught in a deep and soft whirlpool, and it was hard to break free. In fact, she admires Pei Yiheng very much. He can always say this to her heart, so that she can't find words to refute.
After staring at him for a long time, Lin Xihe finally dropped his long eyelashes and looked at their hands again. After a while, she whispered, "I don't know how to say it. I don't mean to pretend to be deep and noble without talking, I just don't know how to say it. May be in the past so many years, I have been used to what things are hidden in the heart, silently to think, silently to bear. After being with you, I have tried my best to express myself, but the result is still very bad. Maybe I'm not suitable for two people at all. "
The more Lin Xihe said, the more frustrated he felt. She knows that Pei Yiheng is very tired, and she will feel tired herself. She hated to speculate on other people's thoughts, and she hated the uneasiness that she could not grasp a good feeling.
When Pei Yiheng heard her last words, his head suddenly grew bigger. If it's someone else, he'll just knock her unconscious, and then cut her head open to see what's inside. But now it's Lin Xihe who says this. He can only suppress the agitation in his heart and guide her patiently.
"Xihe, look at me. It's wrong for you to think so. No one is destined to be suitable for two people to live together. Even if two people with the most perfect character and personality in the world are together, there will be bumps. Because we have a high-level brain, it is doomed that everyone's thinking is different, different thinking to find a same frequency, we must slowly run in. It's just like the harmony in the music world. It's not that two musical talents can immediately produce the most beautiful harmony. They also need to understand and run in with each other, and then they can become more and more perfect! Of course, any problems between us are not your own fault, which certainly has my responsibility. So, we should work together! "
Lin Xihe's face is tangled. She knows the truth, but every time in the process of hard work, because of some external factors and swing, and even doubt their own judgment and choice.
"Pei Yiheng, let me ask you a question."
"You said
"You have identified me from the beginning, and have never wavered?"
Pei Yiheng nodded without hesitation, and his eyebrows were full of firmness. He wants her, and he wants her. This is his firm belief in his last life. How can it be shaken? Even if every time she doubted his sincerity, he was in the majority distressed, at most a little helpless, but never doubted that this person was not suitable for him.
Lin Xi and smile bitterly, still have some dislike, to own dislike. "You see, we are different. In fact, I don't even think I'm sure whether you are sincere or not, or whether you are sincere or not. Others say that you are the best husband, and the object that women want to marry. In their opinion, I'm a bit ungrateful. I don't know my fortune when I'm in it. I think so sometimes, and I hate this kind of myself. But I can't help it. Every time I finally figured it out, as long as there was a little wind and grass, I couldn't help doubting. I kept thinking, do you want to marry me for me, or for the support of the Lin family, or for the protection of another woman. Every time I doubt it, I will recall every bit of our time together. No matter what I think, I think you are sincere, and then I will try to persuade myself to continue to believe. But next time, such doubts will spring up again. It's like I'm falling into a circle of monsters, and I don't know where to open a loop and end this bad state, you know? "Lin Xihe took back his hand and buried his face in his palm. She really felt that such a special look of their own detestable, people can not help but dislike!
"I understand." Pei Yiheng stood up, then pulled her up and hugged her tightly. "It's my fault. The time and the way I choose to start may upset you. I'm sorry. "
Lin Xihe shook his head, but he didn't know how to refute his words. In fact, the main problem lies in herself. She is so defensive that she takes a defensive attitude towards all the people and things close to her. In fact, the seed of doubt is not planted by the photo Pei Yihao gave. It has been planted in her heart from the beginning.
"Listen to me first." Pei Yiheng pressed the back of her head and rubbed her chin against her hair. He thought he was right all the time, and only at this moment did he realize that he was completely wrong.
"It's not that I didn't want to take part in your life after everything in the Pei family is settled. Unfortunately, my endurance is not enough. Seeing that you want to accept Guo Chuhan's idea, I can't wait to take you as my own. To tell you the truth, I have always looked down upon the way of loving someone and just watching quietly. In my opinion, what I want is to take the initiative and turn TA into my own with the fastest speed. Once TA belongs to others, and then want to take over TA, not only time-consuming, but also may only get an empty shell, and may cause unnecessary hatred. But I really didn't expect that this kind of decisive attack and extortion that I am proud of will make you so afraid and uneasy that no matter how hard I try, you can't completely eliminate this uneasiness. Now I have realized my mistake, but it's impossible to go back to that time point and let me choose a better way to start! "
After the regret of losing Lin Xihe in his last life, Pei Yiheng once again realized the taste of regret, as always bad.
In addition, he has a sense of humiliation and frustration when he was slapped in the face when he was satisfied.
Here, Pei Yiheng directly admits the destruction of her relationship with Guo Chuhan, but Lin Xihe doesn't notice it. Or she noticed it and thought it was no longer important. After all, it's her story with Pei Yiheng, which has nothing to do with Guo Chuhan.
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