Chapter 1183

Looking back to the day when he just returned to ningguta, he also saw Xiaoan in this room. His wife, whom he hadn't seen for half a year, had a very tall stomach when he was a child. When he stood, he couldn't see his feet at all. However, she was very skinny. Her hands and feet were almost skin and bone. People were thin and disfigured. It seemed that his stomach was bigger. He was almost going to Shed tears, but in the end is to hold back, by her gently calling himself, and then tightly holding him, crying in his arms for a whole afternoon, and then fainted to sleep.

Later, Fang Chengyin told Pang Yi that since grandma Chen died in front of xiao'an, xiao'an has never had a sleep. She wakes up from nightmares day by day. Even if the best tranquilizing soup prepared by Mr. Gu doesn't have any effect on her, she is haunted by the nightmare all night. She is emaciated and emaciated day by day, but she is afraid of wronging her baby In order to eat every day without stopping, sometimes Fang Chengyin can't watch it.

Pang Yi listened to Fang Chengyin's wordings in silence. That night, in Pang Yi's arms, for the first time, Xiao an had no nightmares and slept all night, but Pang Yi didn't sleep all night. He looked at the woman with a big stomach in his arms with good eyes. He hid tens of millions of apologies. He made up his mind that he would never leave Xiao an for half a step from now on Don't let this woman suffer any pain.

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I don't know if it's because of the drink tonight. Pang Yi thinks he's a little confused. Mingming Xiaoan and Xiaonian are sleeping so sweet. Mingming Xiaoan's moon is doing very well. Now people have gained a lot of weight, their faces are mellow, and even a little fatter than before. But looking at such a face, he's heartbroken. He looks at her involuntarily Think of the night in the snow.

In the double-layer tent, the girl had a sweet sleep in the morning. He sat in front of the campfire and was scorched by the fire, but his back was very cold. As he was in the mood at that time, he once again focused on the embroidered shoes embroidered with little red plum blossom, and he was so busy that he moved his eyes away. But before long, he turned his head silently. He was disgusted and despised I am like myself, but I walk towards the tent uncontrollably

Gently open the corner of the tent, kneel on the ground piously and awkwardly, face against the cold snow, look at the girl's sleeping face from the gap of less than an inch, look at her eyebrows slightly frowned because she was not sleeping well, look at her dry lips, he feels that he is crazy, abnormal looking at the sleeping girl, but he just can't move his eyes and body Then there was the flickering flame. In front of him was the girl who made him feel moved and despaired. At that time, he only felt that he was the saddest and most shameful person in the world. At that time, he would not know that later, the girl would become his wife, and he would not know that the girl would suffer such tribulation because of him.

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"What's the matter?" Xiao'an suddenly yawned and opened his eyes. Looking at the man sitting on the ground with his back on his back, he was stunned at first, then he was so busy that he sat up. "Pang Yi, what are you doing? How can I sit on the ground? "

"Oh, it's a little too much," Pang Yi hurriedly wiped his face, then stood up and walked out without looking back. "Go to sleep first. I'll wash my hair outside first. Don't smoke you and nianqin."

"Pang Yi, come here." Xiaoan looked at the man's back and suddenly stopped him.

"What's the matter?" A big hand on the latch, then put it down again. Pang Yi turned around and walked to the bed, sat down, "what's up?"

"Nothing, just want to tell you to have a rest early. Tomorrow morning we have to go," said the Little Ann in a soft voice, reaching out and holding Pang Yi's hand, pausing, and then saying softly, "Pang Yi, I haven't asked you. Are you happy when you are a father?"