C231 You can'st escape

Gu Xin didn't dare to believe what he had just heard. With much difficulty, he forced out a smile and distinguished them: "Mian Niang, why would you say that?"

He looked at his own hand and touched it. He knew that inside the thick cotton garment, there was only a thin bone in his arm. It seemed that if he squeezed it lightly, it would break.

If it wasn't for the grudge between Xiao Zongxian and I, the Yours wouldn't have been implicated. However, how could the death of the Your Abba be blamed on me? "

Mian Niang laughed coldly: "Your family's servant said that he didn't get his mouth, and let the My Abba know that you kept pestering him. The matter of me being unchaste and unclean, anger assaulting the heart, drove the carriage to an accident, and finally died?"

"How can this be?" Gu Xin was still in disbelief. He blocked in front of Mian Niang and said in a distinct voice: "Maybe it's just a misunderstanding?"

"Otherwise, how do you think the My Abba would have died? Misunderstanding? What do you mean by misunderstanding? Gu Han, is it in your heart, other than My Abba's death, being together with the I am a brother's army, bribing the Sai Sien Xian, and setting up a trap like Gently Fragrance, these things aren't really that big of a deal? "

"I didn't say that."

"You didn't say that, but you did. You still think that way, in the eyes of you princes and grandsons, we are nothing but ants. Our lives are cheap, and we deserve to be bullied and schemed against by you. Is that a great honor for us? "

"That's not a scheme, I just …"

"You just wanted me to be abandoned by the Mei Family as soon as possible and submit to you, in your heart, you felt that this would happen sooner or later, so even if you used some methods, it's not really a big fault. In your heart, it's true that you feel guilty towards the matters of the I am a brother, but how much guilt can you feel guilty about it?

Mian Niang's gaze was like a sharp sword, piercing through Gu Xin's heart. She looked at her in disbelief: "You know, you actually know about it?"

Mian Niang found it funny. "What makes you think I won't know? In this eight miles village, there's something I don't know about. The third young master of the Gu family and his newly wedded Third Young Madam returning to the village to pay respects is a major event, and the Gu family marrying the golden branches and jade leaves of the Prince Rong's Mansion is even more of a major event. "

She sold tofu in every village every day. Nothing that happened in the surrounding villages could be hidden from her. She didn't like to gossip, but she couldn't stop others from talking to her about these things.

Furthermore, there were also kind-hearted people like the Auntie Tian. They felt that since the Young Master Gu had returned and the Young Master Gu had married the Prince Rong's Mansion's daughter, there would definitely be room for change with regards to Song Zhixiao.

He avoided her gaze and said in a low voice: "I can't help it, I don't want to marry her, but I can't change the words of my grandfather, my uncles and fathers, and my parents. Mian Niang, didn't you also not resist before?"

He didn't love Xiao Wanyin, if there was one, it would only be pity.

However, why would the Prince Rong's Mansion's daughter need his pity?

She is the political instrument of the marriage between the two families.

Isn't he the same?

But unfortunately, she was also Xiao Zongxian's younger sister.

The grudge between him and Xiao Zongxian could not be expressed in a single sentence or two.

He felt that this was pretty good. Two people who should not be together in the first place, let alone talking about feelings, he could wholeheartedly think about Mian Niang in her heart. He didn't need to feel any guilt towards Xiao Wanyin.

In his heart, he liked and loved Mian Niang, but could Mian Niang really be his, Gu Xin's, principal wife, and future marquis' wife? Even if he caused the world to turn upside down and earned the consent of the clan elders, those people would never respect Mian Niang and would love to take care of her. She was born into a humble background and would only be mocked when socializing with others.

If he gave her enough love, it would be enough.

"Haha, hmph, Gu Xin, don't you think it's funny? I didn't resist, why would I resist? Just like you said, once I get married, no matter if it's the Mehanlin or not, regardless of whether it's good or bad, I have to live my whole life. But Gu Han, you made my life difficult. "

"What you are saying is that even if the Mehanlin does not have humanity, and wants you to live a life as a widow, would you still be willing to follow him even if the tofu hyacinth looked down on you and mistreated you? Have you ever thought that everything I have done, is just to push them to have thoughts of abandoning you? Even if it wasn't for these things, his Mehanlin will abandon you sooner or later! "

"But even if that is the case, at the very least, my reputation is pure. My parents and brothers will not be embarrassed because of me, and will not be able to lift their heads and act like a person."

These things, one piece after another, had always been pressing down on her heart like a mountain. If the Elementary Scholar's every word or action had only made her feel disgust and disdain, then from the moment she met Gu Xin, when she thought of this man and the things he had done to her, she would feel ashamed and ashamed.

He was not her husband, but he had always been doing those things to her that only her husband could do.

"I regret saving you from the trap back then." Mian Niang sobbed silently.

That's right, if he had just gritted his teeth and allowed this person to fend for himself, then there wouldn't have been so many things that happened in the future.

He kept saying that he was grateful, but it was just an excuse to coerce others.

In his heart, she had always been the most beautiful. Even though she had already married someone, he still felt that she was the purest of all, but in his heart, he had always been an existence of shame.

"If you hadn't saved me back then, I wouldn't have had to do this to you!"

If she didn't save him, at most, he would feel a sense of unhappiness in his heart, a kind of longing that he wouldn't be able to obtain. However, she had saved him, and she had even injured him.

He took a step forward, forcing Mian Niang to retreat. "What I owe your family, I will return sooner or later. But Mian Niang, what are you going to do about what you owe me?"

"I don't owe you!" Mian Niang denied loudly.

"No, you owe me, you owe me a heart, a heart full of love, Mian Niang, since I did not give up back then, I will naturally not give up now, I will tell you the truth, I can wait, once your filial life is over, I will marry you, whether you are willing or not, in this life, you will only be my woman, Gu Xin! "Who told you not to harden your heart and throw me there!"

"You're shameless!"

"Yeah, I'm shameless. Didn't you already know about this?" Mian Niang, don't be delusional about using your surname to threaten me. I know that in your heart, there are things far more important than your own life and chastity. For example, your family's lives. "

Mian Niang left, fleeing in panic. She thought that she was strong enough, but she still failed miserably.

Tears hung on her eyelashes, forming tiny ice droplets. Even though she told herself over and over again that tears were the most worthless, she couldn't help it.

Gu Xin watched Mian Niang's figure disappear at the foot of the mountain, and the corner of her mouth curled into a bitter smile.

This was clearly not what he wanted to say. After not seeing her for three months, what he wanted to say even more was tenderness and longing.

However, when Mian Niang said those words, he couldn't hold it in anymore.

He felt both hatred and regret.

He hated Mian Niang for her ruthlessness, and couldn't see the depths of her own love at all.

She regretted not enduring it any longer. She clearly knew the bitterness in her heart, but she was extremely impulsive.

She was too impatient, she had not even passed her filial term, so she couldn't marry anyone. Furthermore, based on Mian Niang's personality, she might not consider marrying anyone in her entire life.

What did he remember?

Gu Hai looked at the sky and wiped the corners of his eyes.

He led the horse down the mountain.

On a mountain path, two people were approaching from afar, from near to far.

Mian Niang stood at the foot of the mountain and wiped the tears off her face.

Song Zhien and Madame Song Li had already returned a long time ago, and Song Zhien practically carried her with half of her back to bring her mother back. The two mother and son were extremely tired, and when Mian Niang returned home, the two of them were sitting on the brick bed resting.

Song Zhien reminded her: "Mother, look, today we were just staying outside for half a day and we are already frozen like this. Sis A has been running around like this all winter, you know how cold she is right now."

Madame Song Li glanced at him, then glanced at the swelling on his forehead. She scolded, "Waiting for you."

Song Zhien curled his lips and did not speak any further.

He put on his shoes and went out to help Sis A unload the carriage.

He had already planned long ago that he would have to do more work for the Sis A during these few days of vacation.

The kid felt like he was the only man in the family, so he had to take responsibility.

Madame Song Li pulled on the mattress covering her body.

His feet were freezing cold, and even after touching it for a moment, he still felt chilled to the brim.

The snow on the crutches had become mud.

She couldn't help but think of what her youngest son had said to her in front of her husband's grave on the mountain.

"Father, I don't know what the Sis A did to make you and Mother so angry, but I have never forgiven her. I won't defend Sis A, I only beg of you to forgive her. I will kowtow to you and kowtow a few more times. As long as you forgive her. "

After his youngest son had finished talking, he started to kowtow on the ground, one after another.

In the beginning, she had only looked at him coldly, knowing that her youngest son, rather than praying for the forgiveness of his husband in the underworld, was waiting for her to speak.