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Ye Hezhan went out first, leaving the space for Lu Qingge alone. He didn't want to pry into her privacy unless she was willing to tell him. Otherwise, he hopes to give her enough private space and have her own secrets!

Therefore, from the very beginning of Yeh war, he did not investigate where Lu Qingge had gone and what he had experienced during the six years of his disappearance. He did not care about Lu Qingge, but wanted to give Lu Qingge more respect.

Of course he wanted to know everything that belonged to her, including her past. But she doesn't want to mention it. He will respect her. Let the past pass! Because what matters is the present and the future!

It's him and her!

After ye he fights out, Lu Qingge opens the notebook Huo Zhenzhen left her. It turned out to be Huo Zhenzhen's diary. It's just that this diary is special. It's specially written for Lu Qingge.

From the first day Huo Zhenzhen saved Lu Qingge, to later, Huo Zhenzhen wanted to use Lu Qingge and his two children to deal with the Ye he war, to treat them as a family!

Lu Qingge looked very seriously, as if between the lines, she could see Huo Zhenzhen writing these words, the expression and appearance at that time, and even Huo Zhenzhen's mood at that time!

Lu Qingge carefully read every mood and feeling recorded by Huo Zhenzhen. At this moment, she can clearly feel the struggle of Huo Zhenzhen's entanglement and contradiction.

Huo Zhenzhen really wanted to avenge her own brother he Jun, but she felt deeply guilty for using her equally important Lu Qingge.

Huo Zhenzhen has been in this kind of tangled contradiction until later. Lu Qingge deliberately away from, let her make up her mind, out of this last step.

Lu Qingge saw that at last, she covered her face, and tears of remorse flowed from her fingers, "Zhenzhen, I'm sorry I shouldn't deliberately keep a distance with you when I find you have a special feeling for me.

I should have expressed my feelings clearly to you earlier, you know I should let you know! "

Although she was unable to respond to Huo Zhenzhen in such feelings, all this did not affect their friendship, nor would it violate her initial promise that Huo Zhenzhen would live by each other.

She will be with Huo Zhenzhen, can be friendship, can be family, but not love.

She believes that as long as she and Huo Zhenzhen have a good talk, Huo Zhenzhen will understand her Will it be different?

It's just that it's too late It's too late There is no Huo Zhenzhen in this world. There is no Huo Zhenzhen!

Lu Qingge's hand accidentally touches the player of the recording pen, and Huo Zhenzhen's voice comes from inside.

"Guess what I'm doing now? You must be crying now, aren't you? And it must be ugly and ugly! "

Lu Qingge cried to himself, "yes, it's ugly, it's ugly."

"Qingqing, if you can. I hope you never hear the recording I left you, so that I can always, always accompany you. But I know that there has never been a if in the world.

In fact, when I first embarked on the road of mercenary, I had long accepted the fact that my life did not belong to me. But I'm glad that when you're desperate, I'm in time to stop you from going this way.

Because my life can not, but you are different. I have nothing but you. And you, as well as Xiaobei and Nanbao.

You know, other people choose this road for money, even senior brother's night search is no exception. And I'm not! I want to learn how to avenge my brother.

I'm just sorry I didn't tell you who killed my brother. He is ye Hezhan, the biological father of Xiaobei and Nanbao!

I'm really sorry. I didn't tell you about my brother's killer until now. I kept it from you because I knew. You can never choose between me and Yeh.

Since you can't choose, let me help you make this choice. You said you had to make a choice, didn't you?

Qingqing, don't be sad. When I chose to go this way, I already knew my result. My life is too tired, only with you, is the most simple happy time in my life.

But I know that when I don't control my feelings and fall in love with you, it won't be long. Because your love has been given to a person for a long time, how can you give it to me?

So in order not to let you know that I have special feelings for you, I always pretend that there is no abnormality, and I dare not show a little bit of it!!

You don't know how careful I am. Because I'm scared, I'm afraid you know my special feelings for you. I'm afraid you will dislike me and hide from me!

But I saw you and ye he fighting together, I finally failed to resist my share of jealousy and possession. I broke out, almost did not tell you directly, my feelings for you.

So I've been hiding my feelings for such a long time. After all, you've noticed it! You start to hide from me consciously or unconsciously. Even if you live under the same roof, we hardly meet each other every day.You can't imagine how desperate I feel. It's like the whole world collapsed! Although I know from the beginning that I will not respond to your feelings. But I am still flying moths to the fire, perhaps, I still keep a hope of miracle in my heart.

When the last hope was broken, I tasted the helpless despair. I want to retain you, but I found that I have no qualifications to retain you.

I'm just a homosexual!! Why should I ask you to become the same person for me. Instead of watching you away from me, until finally, completely disappeared in my world. Let me die! At least I died, for me, is a kind of relief!!

So Qingqing, don't be sad, don't be sad. This is my own choice!! Qing Qing, can you promise me one more thing at last

Lu Qingge forced his head, "as long as I can do it, I promise, I promise!"

"Don't feel sorry for me. Fight with Ye he and live a good life. Help me earn back all my lost happiness! Qingqing, I love you

"That's true!" Lu Qingge covered her face and cried, as if to drain all her tears in this life!!

Lu Qingge can't remember how long she cried. In the end, Lu Qingge couldn't make a sound. This is Huo Zhenzhen, her Huo Zhenzhen!

The world's most stupid, the most stupid Huo Zhenzhen!

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