Chapter 696

When Dian Xiaoxing heard this, he quickly hugged Feng Meilan.

"Auntie, I don't want to, I don't want to do these things." She patted Feng Meilan on the back and comforted her.

Feng Meilan is like a demon Zheng, tears fell down silently: "in fact, I screwed up everything."

"I lacked a sense of security when I was young. I thought my father didn't care about me. In fact, he always had me in his heart. But when he died, I didn't see him for the last time. It is said that he always said he wanted to see me and wanted to see me, but it was all too late. "

"It's the same with Zeri. I try to control his life like a madman. In fact, he doesn't cheat. He's just busy with his work, but I'm not sensible at all. Seeing him getting better and better and coming home later and later, those damp and dark seeds in my heart grow up wantonly. I questioned him, scolded him hysterically, and then wept fragile

"At that time, he must have thought that I was a madman. He was so tired from work that he had to face his wife who made him tired and even afraid when he came home. Who can stand it. "

Feng Meilan seems to pour out, saying while saying.

When Dian Xiaoxing heard these painful words, he couldn't stop crying.

"When Mu Yan was a child, I used this crazy and fragile way to whip him and cry to him. I remember when he was in high school, he said to me, "if you want me to be like Bo Zerui, you can continue to do this to me."

"I dreamt last night, and I dreamt about it. At that time, I was scared. I was so afraid that my only son would leave me. When I woke up, my heart was also scared. "

"Xiaoxing, do you know that feeling? Being abandoned constantly, those you love leave you constantly. I know it's my fault, but I still can't accept the result. "

Feng Meilan heartbroken said, tears a wave of slide down.

Dian Xiaoxing always moves gently and patiently to wipe her tears. I don't know why, Feng Meilan said this state of mind, she has some inexplicable empathy.

Mingming is much luckier than fengmeilan, but she can clearly feel the loneliness and loneliness of fengmeilan.

"Aunt, if I say I can understand you, you will not believe it, but I tell you something, you will understand." Dian Xiaoxing looks at Feng Meilan, and her voice chokes.

"You said At this moment, Feng Meilan thinks that Dian Xiaoxing is her confidant, and only she can understand herself.

"I used to have a similar nightmare. In my dream, I was locked up in the attic with mottled walls and yellow and old wallpaper. A lot of cockroaches came out, and they came towards me. I was so scared that I almost broke my throat, but no one came to help me

This dream, Dian Xiaoxing never mentioned to anyone.

But in fact, it did happen.

When she was very young, Xie Zhiqing went out to work and locked her at home. Two or three cockroaches climbed on her feet and scared her to faint.

So that's why dianxiaoxing is very afraid of cockroaches.

Of course, her dream is more terrible than reality.

Before she knew Bo Muyan, she sometimes had this dream.

Now, I haven't had this dream for a long time.

Just listening to Feng Meilan's words today reminds her of this story.