Chapter 1168

Qin Jingwen listens to Qiao shunchen's reply and smiles bitterly.

"To be exact, we haven't drunk alone at all, either to disturb or to have harassing calls all the time. Finally, we've got it over, and the kids won't give us a chance. "

Qin Jingwen is sad when she thinks about it. She wants to shed tears when she is not drunk. Qiao shunchen doesn't remember anything that she remembers clearly. Qin Jingwen is very curious now, whether they how together Qiao shunchen has forgotten.

It's not easy to come along this way. At last, we are together without obstacles, but some people don't cherish it, and some people begin to forget it. If I had known that it would be like this, I would not have been together at that time, and I would not have let the children worry all day.

"Fortunately, the past is over, and later we can come out secretly without telling our children."

"As long as you want to drink, I'll stay with you."

Qiao shunchen didn't dare to mention the previous things. As soon as he mentioned it, he felt more sorry for Qin Jingwen.

The letter swore frankly with Qin Jingwen promised to make up for her, but the fact is not as good as what he said, he did not see Qin Jingwen how happy.

"I hope so."

"Come on, you don't have a headache now. Let's have a drink together."

Qin Jing Wen raised her glass but forced her face to smile. Only the liquor could feel her inner pain.

In fact, her hope is a kind of expectation and uncertainty. I hope they will not have any obstacles in the future, but I am not sure about this hope.

"Have a drink together. Take your time. Don't worry."

Qiao shunchen takes a sip with Qin Jingwen. After putting down the wine glass, he helps Qin Jingwen to pick vegetables and peel garlic.

"You said it's soulless to eat barbecue without garlic. Here, I'll peel it for you. "

"Thank you

Qin Jingwen not only thanks for peeling garlic, but also thanks Qiao shunchen for remembering one of her few words and one of her habits.

"Eat more. You must be hungry."

Qiao Shun Chen told, afraid of Qin Jing Wen hungry.

"You eat too. I can't finish all that alone."

Qin Jingwen is also concerned about Qiao shunchen, and hopes that Qiao shunchen will always be the same as now, only guarding her, only caring about her.

Qiao shunchen didn't respond to Qin Jingwen. He was thinking about how to say what he wanted to say and how to explain it. Qin Jingwen would not be angry.

However, he didn't say it all the time, for fear that it would affect Qin Jingwen's eating mood. So the two people's barbecue is very harmonious.

Although Qin Jingwen also has a stomach of words to say, but she also successfully resisted.

After midnight, the driver sent Qin Jingwen and Qiao shunchen back home. The car was parked in the parking space outside the gate and the valet left.

Qin Jingwen wants to go home directly after getting off the car, but Qiao shunchen stops her.

"The air is comfortable tonight. Let's go for a walk."

"I'm a little dizzy. Can I go home?"

Qin Jingwen is tired and drunk. At the moment, she has no mood or physical strength to accompany Qiao shunchen

"Just for a moment, it doesn't matter."

At this time, Qiao shunchen had already come to Qin Jingwen and took her hand.

"Just a moment. I have something to tell you."

Qiao shunchen then took Qin Jingwen's hand and walked to the park not far away.

Qiao shunchen is holding Qin Jingwen's hand under the street lamp beside the tree. He feels very warm and happy. This kind of feeling he enjoys very much. He wants to give up everything at one time and only guard his beloved women and children.

"I have something to say."

Qin Jingwen broke the silence. Although she also enjoys the present comfort, I don't know when she can go home to sleep.

"Well, I'll say that."

"Wenwen, in fact, I've hidden something from you. Today I want to be clear with you and tell you what I'm hiding. "

Qiao shunchen didn't hesitate. Now the opportunity is very suitable. If he doesn't say it, Qin Jingwen's heart will be bitter all the time.

"There's no need. If you want to hide, you have your reason..."

"It's necessary. It's uncomfortable to hide you."

It's true that he is uncomfortable in his heart. From concealing to now, Qiao shunchen always feels in debt, and even dare not look at Qin Jingwen's clear eyes.

Qin Jingwen didn't speak. His concealment made him uncomfortable, but did you think about how her heart was suffering.

"Wenwen, the first time I received the treatment of kordan alone, I told kordan not to let you know. I want to ask Codan what I really feel about that girl

"I'm afraid that after you know about such a problem, I'm not comfortable. I'm afraid that you will think more about it, so I'm hiding it from you."

"I'm sorry that I didn't say hello to you at that time. Later..."

"How do you diagnose the girl's feelings?"

Qin Jingwen knew that Qiao shunchen wanted to promise again, so he interrupted him. His promise has no hope for Qin Jingwen and no binding force for him, so it can only be ironic.

"He said I like that girl, at least in secret love."

At this time, what Qiao shunchen should do is to be honest.

However, such frankness can not be avoided, because it is the most hurtful.

Although Qin Jingwen has already guessed this kind of possibility, from Qiao shunchen's mouth, it is still a bone picking knife.

"Did Codan tell you?"

Qin Jingwen didn't continue what he had just said, just wondering why Qiao shunchen suddenly explained.

"Yes, she told me."

Qiao shunchen continues to admit.

"If she doesn't, will you explain it to me?"

This is the thing Qin Jingwen cares about most. If Kou Dan doesn't say it, Qiao shunchen will never realize that she already knows about it, and will never explain it to her.

That is to say, he wants to hide it for a lifetime, but he has to explain it only when it is exposed. What's the significance of this.

"I... May not explain, may explain."

Qiao shunchen is not sure what he will do, but he feels that he owes Qin Jingwen.

"Then there's no need to explain. If you want to hide it, go ahead. My feelings don't matter."

Qin Jingwen has not found a better way to deal with Qiao shunchen's last resort. She seemed to feel that such an explanation was like a knife mending a wound that had not yet healed. Since it is not from the heart, since it is forced, it is dispensable.

"Go home, I want to sleep."

Qin Jingwen thought that drinking a little wine would make him relaxed, but he didn't expect that he was depressed before he got home easily.

"Wenwen, I'm sorry."

Just as Qin Jingwen turns to leave, Qiao shunchen pulls Qin Jingwen back and embraces him. When Qin Jingwen turns around, he sees Qin Jingwen's disappointment and the abandonment in her eyes.

The last thing Qiao shunchen wants to see is Qin Jingwen.

"I'm sorry, I'm not good enough. I'll work harder in the future. Please hold on a little longer and don't give up on me. You have to love life and hope for me

"I can't leave me, I can't be disappointed."

"Whatever you see or hear, go home and question me. It's your right. You can interfere in anything I do. "

Qiao shunchen sad said, he is really afraid, afraid of the heart are shaking. If Qin jingwensheng leaves without love, what will he take to support him and what will he use to mend his missing heart.

"I promise you today that I will lose the cell phone with the photo, and I will tell you to go on and never look for her again. Including the second uncle's business, I also gave up not to be persistent. "

"We get married, we live happily. In the future, nothing will happen. We can be white headed and live forever. "

Qiao shunchen is very emotional, but what he says comes from his heart. Although it is not easy to make such a promise, he believes that for the sake of Qin Jingwen, he can stick to it.

Such a remark really moved the drunken and hazy Qin Jingwen, and moved his tears. Just calm down and think about it, it's not difficult to see that Qiao shunchen can't do it.

Qin Jingwen was very calm at this time, and he thought very clearly.

Instead of pushing Qiao shunchen away, she opened her arms and catered to Qiao shunchen's embrace.

"Don't give up. Keep looking."

"I admit your concealment. I am very sad and disappointed. I also admit that every time you mention her in front of me, my heart is sour. I also admit that every time you go to her regardless of everything, I am very angry and care. But it's all temporary. It can pass. "

Qin Jingwen is also frank, in front of Qiao shunchen to admit his various ideas. Although she knows that this kind of self is humble in front of Qiao shunchen, she just wants to say it, so that she can live up to Qiao shunchen's promises.

"If you give up, my pain will last forever. As long as you are on a business trip, I will think you are looking for that girl. As long as you are not happy, I will think you are thinking about that girl. I know it's bad and narrow, but I can't control it. I will be tormented by these thoughts all my life. Once it collapses, we will quarrel, which will seriously affect our feelings. "

"Look for it. Only when I find a solution can I live a peaceful life and you can work wholeheartedly and love your family."

This is Qin Jingwen's most real idea. In her opinion, it's better to be tortured for a while than for a lifetime. Although it was painful for her to make such a decision, everything would be better once the matter was settled.

"Wen Wen..."

Qiao shunchen feels more cramped when facing Qin Jingwen's words. In fact, he is narrow-minded. He only cares about his own feelings and ignores Qin Jingwen's mood.

"Look for it. If you don't find it or solve it, you will be sorry."

Qin Jingwen once again determined his own idea, or that sentence, she can't help Qiao shunchen, but also can't affect Qiao shunchen's life track because of her.

Maybe Qiao shunchen and the girl are a natural couple, maybe they are the story of a long life together. If Qin Jingwen interferes in the middle, it is against the fate.

She is not so selfish. She can treat others leniently and treat Qiao shunchen more generously.

Although Qiao shunchen just said that kind of impassioned words, also unprecedented made up his mind, but Qin Jingwen's words still touched him.

Qin Jingwen is right and knows his feelings very well. It's a lifelong regret that he can't find this girl. Find this girl, Qin Jingwen will doubt all his motives all his life.

This kind of love without trust really can't go for a long time.