Chapter 1021
Bi Xia didn't mean to leave immediately after he finished his work. Looking at Qiao shunchen's eyes, he was full of embarrassment. He was far from confident when he just talked about his work.
However, she also had to say what was difficult.
"Mr. Qiao, can I come later tomorrow morning?"
Just joined the work not long, moreover is the practice stage. Asking for leave is not a wise move, but tomorrow is really important to her.
"Business or private?"
Qiao shunchen asked coldly. If it is a private matter, the company does not allow interns to ask for leave at will. If it's business, he has no problem.
"It's... It's a private matter."
Bi Xia answers with some hesitation, knowing that he will give Qiao shunchen more trouble.
“……”
However, when Qiao shunchen wants to refuse, Bi Xia immediately gives the reason for asking for leave.
"It's almost a month since I went back to city B. I haven't had time to see my father. I haven't seen him for 20 years. Tomorrow is his birthday. I want to see it. "
"The address on your resume is from city B"
Qiao shunchen felt that it was not true, so he said one more sentence.
Bi Xia's resume clearly shows her family address in a certain community, but she says that she hasn't seen her father for 20 years, which seems to be a contradictory excuse. Even though she has been working in the field for so many years, it is impossible not to go home.
Qiao shunchen's memory of Bi Xia's home address is entirely due to the fact that they also have a house in that neighborhood, from which her mother jumped.
It's just that the neighborhood is very big, and Bi Xia's family is far away from his family.
The address is my registered residence address, and the house is also there. I... "
Bi Xia hesitates and doubts, hesitates to say, and doubts why Qiao shunchen hasn't thought of her. Now that I know which neighborhood her family is in, I can't recall it.
Bi Xia finally decided to say it out and give Qiao shunchen more reminders. Maybe he remembered it.
"My father died when I was eight years old. After burying my father, I followed my mother to my grandmother's house. I haven't been back for so many years, and my work is not here. "
"My mother may be afraid that I will be sad when I come back to see my father, so she has not let me come back to sweep his grave for so many years. But now that I'm back, back in this city, I have to go and see my father. "
"Please give me two hours. I'll finish these two hours' work today. It won't affect the company."
Bi Xia is imploring Qiao shunchen, knowing that this will make Qiao shunchen embarrassed, but she really wants to see her father.
This time Qiao shunchen didn't know what to say, but he pulled out Bi Xia's sadness with a little doubt.
There was a moment of silence.
"Just two hours. Never again."
Qiao shunchen didn't have the heart to refuse. No matter whether he was alive or dead, he must have missed her for twenty years.
"Thank you, Mr. Qiao. I'm going out to work. Thank you
Bi Xia bows and thanks happily, but he still doesn't understand why Qiao shunchen hasn't thought of her.
Bi Xia happy to leave, but let Qiao shunchen the whole afternoon are silent in painful memories, even the meeting has been affected some.
I have been worrying about the picture when my mother left all afternoon. I am not in a good mood when I come home from work.
Depressed after dinner, he went back to his room. I wanted to talk with Qin Jingwen, but I'm not in the mood at this time.
Lying on the bed, as long as he closed his eyes, it was his mother's miserable face. As long as he remembered his mother, all his resentments came back.
Make him very painful, very tangled, irritable can't control.
Qin Jingwen is a sensitive person. As soon as Qiao shunchen enters the house, she finds that Qiao shunchen is not in the right state today. Qin Jingwen didn't ask much because he thought there was something wrong with the company.
After dinner, Qiao shunchen always plays with his children in the downstairs living room. Today, he goes back to his room without saying anything, but Qin Jingwen accompanies his children.
But Qin Jingwen is worried that Qiao shunchen is not sure how to play with his children.
"You two play with grandfather Zhou, but you can't go out, you know. Mom goes upstairs to see Dad. "
Qin Jing Wen was really worried, so she gave the two children to Zhou Zhi and went up to the second floor.
Arriving at Qiao shunchen's bedroom door, Qin Jingwen hesitated. She doesn't know whether she can comfort Qiao shunchen or make trouble for Qiao shunchen.
After hesitating for a while, I just didn't want to push the door because I was too worried.
"Is there something wrong with you?"
Qin Jingwen went to the bed and saw that Qiao shunchen didn't sleep, so he asked.
"It's just that you're here. I have a headache. Give me a massage."
Qiao shunchen began to have a headache because he thought about it all afternoon and was entangled by the picture all afternoon.
"Headache? How to have a headache without drinking at night? Did you drink outside at noon? "
Qin Jingwen thinks that Qiao shunchen has a headache only after drinking, so he guesses.
"I didn't drink. I didn't drink at noon. Just think of some things before, some can't control their emotions and have a headache. "
When Qiao shunchen answered, he was already lying on Qin Jingwen's leg. He said it strangely. As soon as he lay down, he felt his tight nerves relaxed.
"Does it hurt badly?"
Qin Jingwen continued to ask.
"Fortunately, I can hold it back."
The pain is not as severe as when drinking. If he can't hold it, he will call Qin Jingwen.
Qin Jingwen didn't worry so much after listening, and began to massage Qiao shunchen.
"Whether it's business or private, don't be too persistent. You have to learn to regulate your emotions so that you can reduce the pain. "
Qiao shunchen headache, because private or business, Qin Jingwen did not ask. She just advised Qiao shunchen not to have a headache as much as possible, because she couldn't stay by his side all her life, and he couldn't massage him every time he had a headache.
"I don't want to be persistent, but I just can't control myself."
Qiao shunchen knows what Qin Jingwen said is reasonable, but he can't control what he can do.
Qin Jingwen is not talking. Maybe she can't feel Qiao shunchen's persistence, so persuasion may not have much effect.
There was silence in the room. Qin Jingwen and Qiao shunchen did not speak. What Qiao shunchen wants to do now is release the pressure of the whole afternoon.
The only way to release the pressure is to speak out, so he opened his mouth to break the silence.
"Today Bi Xia asked me for leave and said that she would go to the cemetery to see her father tomorrow morning."
Speaking of this, Qiao shunchen stops and seems to be waiting for Qin Jingwen to ask her. He doesn't seem to know how to continue.
"And it reminds you of your mother, doesn't it?"
Qiao shunchen's words let Qin Jingwen directly guess the cause of Qiao shunchen's headache.
"Yes, it's a coincidence that Bi Xia's home and my family are in the same neighborhood. So I remember the scene when my mother fell down. "
When Qiao shunchen said this, Qin Jingwen obviously felt his veins beating. This shows that he was influenced to such an extent that he could not control himself.
It's more gratifying that he can tell this story. This may be Qiao shunchen's little progress.
"It's really fate... Don't think about it. Why do you want to think about the things that will torment you all your life?"
Qin Jingwen helps Qiao shunchen block this memory, so the tragic scene is just like his parents when they were in a car accident. They want to hurt each time.
"I don't want to, but Bi Xia's words will affect me, and I will think of that community."
Qiao shunchen didn't know what was wrong. Before, he could quickly adjust his mood when he thought of it, but this time he couldn't come out.
"What's the relationship with bishop? Did you know each other when you were children?"
This sentence Qin Jingwen just wanted to say, but he felt that it betrayed Bi Xia's entrustment. However, Qiao shunchen seemed to feel something, otherwise he would not have mentioned Bi Xia all the time.
"I don't know. I have no impression at all. I can't even remember. After all, it's been 20 years. "
"But when we first met, we didn't feel strange to bishop."
Qiao shunchen thought of his first feeling when he met Bi Xia, but it would not affect him in any way. Some people are born with a popular face, which makes them feel familiar.
Hearing these words, Qin Jingwen thinks that Qiao shunchen doesn't remember at all, but Bi Xia is also in his lost memory. If he had not lost his memory, he might have recognized Bisha at the first sight.
"Don't think about it. It doesn't work out. If you miss your mother, you'll go to the cemetery tomorrow morning. "
Qin Jingwen can only be so persuasive. After seeing his mother and releasing her sadness, she may get better.
"Well, listen to you, I'll go and have a look tomorrow morning."
And Qin Jingwen say these words, already let Qiao shunchen's heart comfortable some. Since we have decided not to talk about it, let's start another topic.
"There's one thing I ask you. You can't hide it."
"What's the matter?"
Qin Jingwen doesn't want to ask. Unexpectedly, what Qiao shunchen wants to ask is about Qiao Dexiang.
"You went to see your grandfather some time ago?"
After Qiao shunchen's question came out, he obviously felt that Qin Jingwen's massage hand stopped.
"Ah."
Qiao shunchen can ask such a question, proving that he already knows, Qin Jingwen can only answer truthfully.
"He said there's a reason why you and I can't be together?"
Qiao shunchen continued to ask.
“……”
This question baffles Qin Jingwen. How to answer it. The answer is that she broke the agreement with Qiao Dexiang. The answer is either obvious or deceptive.
Qin Jingwen's final choice is silence, but silence is a positive answer for Qiao shunchen.
"Just because of a word from my grandfather, you start to have no confidence, and you start to avoid me and alienate me, don't you?"
"I don't know how to answer your questions."
There is no way to answer. As Qiao shunchen said, Qiao Dexiang is one of the reasons why she alienated Qiao shunchen again.
"I..."
Qiao shunchen sat up and sat face to face with Qin Jingwen.
"I admire you most. If you listen to others, you won't listen to me. I am a devil or a dark messenger, and what I say is a curse. "
Qiao shunchen questioned Qin Jingwen, not cold tone, more is distressed.
"I either listen to him, or I think what he says is reasonable."
Qin Jingwen is not a man at his disposal, nor a man without a position. The reason why we are doing what Qiao Dexiang said is that she and Qiao Dexiang have the same idea.
"Isn't my words reasonable?"
Qiao shunchen asked.
However, she also had to say what was difficult.
"Mr. Qiao, can I come later tomorrow morning?"
Just joined the work not long, moreover is the practice stage. Asking for leave is not a wise move, but tomorrow is really important to her.
"Business or private?"
Qiao shunchen asked coldly. If it is a private matter, the company does not allow interns to ask for leave at will. If it's business, he has no problem.
"It's... It's a private matter."
Bi Xia answers with some hesitation, knowing that he will give Qiao shunchen more trouble.
“……”
However, when Qiao shunchen wants to refuse, Bi Xia immediately gives the reason for asking for leave.
"It's almost a month since I went back to city B. I haven't had time to see my father. I haven't seen him for 20 years. Tomorrow is his birthday. I want to see it. "
"The address on your resume is from city B"
Qiao shunchen felt that it was not true, so he said one more sentence.
Bi Xia's resume clearly shows her family address in a certain community, but she says that she hasn't seen her father for 20 years, which seems to be a contradictory excuse. Even though she has been working in the field for so many years, it is impossible not to go home.
Qiao shunchen's memory of Bi Xia's home address is entirely due to the fact that they also have a house in that neighborhood, from which her mother jumped.
It's just that the neighborhood is very big, and Bi Xia's family is far away from his family.
The address is my registered residence address, and the house is also there. I... "
Bi Xia hesitates and doubts, hesitates to say, and doubts why Qiao shunchen hasn't thought of her. Now that I know which neighborhood her family is in, I can't recall it.
Bi Xia finally decided to say it out and give Qiao shunchen more reminders. Maybe he remembered it.
"My father died when I was eight years old. After burying my father, I followed my mother to my grandmother's house. I haven't been back for so many years, and my work is not here. "
"My mother may be afraid that I will be sad when I come back to see my father, so she has not let me come back to sweep his grave for so many years. But now that I'm back, back in this city, I have to go and see my father. "
"Please give me two hours. I'll finish these two hours' work today. It won't affect the company."
Bi Xia is imploring Qiao shunchen, knowing that this will make Qiao shunchen embarrassed, but she really wants to see her father.
This time Qiao shunchen didn't know what to say, but he pulled out Bi Xia's sadness with a little doubt.
There was a moment of silence.
"Just two hours. Never again."
Qiao shunchen didn't have the heart to refuse. No matter whether he was alive or dead, he must have missed her for twenty years.
"Thank you, Mr. Qiao. I'm going out to work. Thank you
Bi Xia bows and thanks happily, but he still doesn't understand why Qiao shunchen hasn't thought of her.
Bi Xia happy to leave, but let Qiao shunchen the whole afternoon are silent in painful memories, even the meeting has been affected some.
I have been worrying about the picture when my mother left all afternoon. I am not in a good mood when I come home from work.
Depressed after dinner, he went back to his room. I wanted to talk with Qin Jingwen, but I'm not in the mood at this time.
Lying on the bed, as long as he closed his eyes, it was his mother's miserable face. As long as he remembered his mother, all his resentments came back.
Make him very painful, very tangled, irritable can't control.
Qin Jingwen is a sensitive person. As soon as Qiao shunchen enters the house, she finds that Qiao shunchen is not in the right state today. Qin Jingwen didn't ask much because he thought there was something wrong with the company.
After dinner, Qiao shunchen always plays with his children in the downstairs living room. Today, he goes back to his room without saying anything, but Qin Jingwen accompanies his children.
But Qin Jingwen is worried that Qiao shunchen is not sure how to play with his children.
"You two play with grandfather Zhou, but you can't go out, you know. Mom goes upstairs to see Dad. "
Qin Jing Wen was really worried, so she gave the two children to Zhou Zhi and went up to the second floor.
Arriving at Qiao shunchen's bedroom door, Qin Jingwen hesitated. She doesn't know whether she can comfort Qiao shunchen or make trouble for Qiao shunchen.
After hesitating for a while, I just didn't want to push the door because I was too worried.
"Is there something wrong with you?"
Qin Jingwen went to the bed and saw that Qiao shunchen didn't sleep, so he asked.
"It's just that you're here. I have a headache. Give me a massage."
Qiao shunchen began to have a headache because he thought about it all afternoon and was entangled by the picture all afternoon.
"Headache? How to have a headache without drinking at night? Did you drink outside at noon? "
Qin Jingwen thinks that Qiao shunchen has a headache only after drinking, so he guesses.
"I didn't drink. I didn't drink at noon. Just think of some things before, some can't control their emotions and have a headache. "
When Qiao shunchen answered, he was already lying on Qin Jingwen's leg. He said it strangely. As soon as he lay down, he felt his tight nerves relaxed.
"Does it hurt badly?"
Qin Jingwen continued to ask.
"Fortunately, I can hold it back."
The pain is not as severe as when drinking. If he can't hold it, he will call Qin Jingwen.
Qin Jingwen didn't worry so much after listening, and began to massage Qiao shunchen.
"Whether it's business or private, don't be too persistent. You have to learn to regulate your emotions so that you can reduce the pain. "
Qiao shunchen headache, because private or business, Qin Jingwen did not ask. She just advised Qiao shunchen not to have a headache as much as possible, because she couldn't stay by his side all her life, and he couldn't massage him every time he had a headache.
"I don't want to be persistent, but I just can't control myself."
Qiao shunchen knows what Qin Jingwen said is reasonable, but he can't control what he can do.
Qin Jingwen is not talking. Maybe she can't feel Qiao shunchen's persistence, so persuasion may not have much effect.
There was silence in the room. Qin Jingwen and Qiao shunchen did not speak. What Qiao shunchen wants to do now is release the pressure of the whole afternoon.
The only way to release the pressure is to speak out, so he opened his mouth to break the silence.
"Today Bi Xia asked me for leave and said that she would go to the cemetery to see her father tomorrow morning."
Speaking of this, Qiao shunchen stops and seems to be waiting for Qin Jingwen to ask her. He doesn't seem to know how to continue.
"And it reminds you of your mother, doesn't it?"
Qiao shunchen's words let Qin Jingwen directly guess the cause of Qiao shunchen's headache.
"Yes, it's a coincidence that Bi Xia's home and my family are in the same neighborhood. So I remember the scene when my mother fell down. "
When Qiao shunchen said this, Qin Jingwen obviously felt his veins beating. This shows that he was influenced to such an extent that he could not control himself.
It's more gratifying that he can tell this story. This may be Qiao shunchen's little progress.
"It's really fate... Don't think about it. Why do you want to think about the things that will torment you all your life?"
Qin Jingwen helps Qiao shunchen block this memory, so the tragic scene is just like his parents when they were in a car accident. They want to hurt each time.
"I don't want to, but Bi Xia's words will affect me, and I will think of that community."
Qiao shunchen didn't know what was wrong. Before, he could quickly adjust his mood when he thought of it, but this time he couldn't come out.
"What's the relationship with bishop? Did you know each other when you were children?"
This sentence Qin Jingwen just wanted to say, but he felt that it betrayed Bi Xia's entrustment. However, Qiao shunchen seemed to feel something, otherwise he would not have mentioned Bi Xia all the time.
"I don't know. I have no impression at all. I can't even remember. After all, it's been 20 years. "
"But when we first met, we didn't feel strange to bishop."
Qiao shunchen thought of his first feeling when he met Bi Xia, but it would not affect him in any way. Some people are born with a popular face, which makes them feel familiar.
Hearing these words, Qin Jingwen thinks that Qiao shunchen doesn't remember at all, but Bi Xia is also in his lost memory. If he had not lost his memory, he might have recognized Bisha at the first sight.
"Don't think about it. It doesn't work out. If you miss your mother, you'll go to the cemetery tomorrow morning. "
Qin Jingwen can only be so persuasive. After seeing his mother and releasing her sadness, she may get better.
"Well, listen to you, I'll go and have a look tomorrow morning."
And Qin Jingwen say these words, already let Qiao shunchen's heart comfortable some. Since we have decided not to talk about it, let's start another topic.
"There's one thing I ask you. You can't hide it."
"What's the matter?"
Qin Jingwen doesn't want to ask. Unexpectedly, what Qiao shunchen wants to ask is about Qiao Dexiang.
"You went to see your grandfather some time ago?"
After Qiao shunchen's question came out, he obviously felt that Qin Jingwen's massage hand stopped.
"Ah."
Qiao shunchen can ask such a question, proving that he already knows, Qin Jingwen can only answer truthfully.
"He said there's a reason why you and I can't be together?"
Qiao shunchen continued to ask.
“……”
This question baffles Qin Jingwen. How to answer it. The answer is that she broke the agreement with Qiao Dexiang. The answer is either obvious or deceptive.
Qin Jingwen's final choice is silence, but silence is a positive answer for Qiao shunchen.
"Just because of a word from my grandfather, you start to have no confidence, and you start to avoid me and alienate me, don't you?"
"I don't know how to answer your questions."
There is no way to answer. As Qiao shunchen said, Qiao Dexiang is one of the reasons why she alienated Qiao shunchen again.
"I..."
Qiao shunchen sat up and sat face to face with Qin Jingwen.
"I admire you most. If you listen to others, you won't listen to me. I am a devil or a dark messenger, and what I say is a curse. "
Qiao shunchen questioned Qin Jingwen, not cold tone, more is distressed.
"I either listen to him, or I think what he says is reasonable."
Qin Jingwen is not a man at his disposal, nor a man without a position. The reason why we are doing what Qiao Dexiang said is that she and Qiao Dexiang have the same idea.
"Isn't my words reasonable?"
Qiao shunchen asked.