Chapter 471

Although his limbs didn't listen to his command, it didn't affect his speed of going upstairs at all, and didn't diminish his eagerness at all.

Xue Yao worried that she couldn't be quiet in the room and paced back and forth.

More than two hours, Chu Yang is still insisting, which has created the miracle of his father drinking. But Xue Yao was even more worried when she thought about it. Chu Yang had never drunk so much wine, so she couldn't bear it.

Thinking of this, Xue Yao can't help but go down and drive Chu Yang away.

She quickly toward the door, just about to open the door, the door was Chu to push open.

Chu Yang's eyes are blurred, and he laughs foolishly at the moment when he sees Xue Yao.

"Xue Yao, thank you for letting me have dinner at your house."

Chu Yang said and walked inside. After seeing Xue Yao's body shaking obviously, Chu Yang didn't know it.

Xue Yao saw Chu Yang walking askew, as if to fall, quickly came forward to help Chu Yang.

"You drink too much, I'll take you back?"

Chu Yang frowned and drank with his father for more than two hours. If he could walk upstairs, he would be regarded as the king.

"No, you don't have to take me back. I'll say a few words to you and I'll go myself. "

When Chu Yang spoke, he felt very tired and needed to find a place to rest. So he went straight to Xue Yao's big bed. Then he threw his whole body on the big bed.

"Xue Yao, I've been drinking... But uncle, I've been drinking so much for the first time. For nothing else... Is in a bad mood... A mess, just want to drink, the more the better. "

At this time, Chu Yang did not speak completely, but he knew the bitterness in his heart.

"I've drunk too much and I understand... Everything..."

Speaking of this, he stopped, tossed and turned in bed, looking very uncomfortable.

"What's the matter, do you want to vomit?"

Xue Yao asked anxiously, looking at Chu Yang suffering from alcohol.

"Don't vomit, don't dirty your bed, don't want to annoy you."

"Xue Yao, I just want to say one word. I love you sincerely. Although I fell in love with you later, i... but I didn't cheat you this time. "

Chu Yang was drunk and even more honest when he repeated these words. That sincere heart was revealed in front of Xue Yao. He hoped Xue Yao could pick up his sincere heart, even if he just took a look at it.

"I didn't cheat you before... I apologize... I apologize... I kneel down to apologize..."

Chu Yang said that he was about to get up, but Xue Yao held him down.

"I don't need you to apologize. You'd better lie down and don't mess about."

How can Xue Yao let Chu Yang kneel down for her, even if he has a mistake first, even if she can't forgive his mistake. But a man has gold under his knees. He doesn't just kneel down.

Just as Xue Yao reached out and held Chu Yang down, Chu Yang took Xue Yao's hand.

"Xue Yao, please give me a chance. I promise I really love you. Please... "

Speaking of this, Chu Yang felt his eyes moist.

When Uncle Xue taught him, he thought he would not cry because he was the one who did something wrong. Xue Yao was the one who was wronged. Xue Yao should cry. How could he have the face to be wronged in front of Xue Yao.

But his heart was really sour, and his uncontrollable tears came out.

At this time, Chu Yang pulled Xue Yao to his side and stretched out his long arm to hold Xue Yao in his arms. Only in this way Can Xue Yao not see his tears and think that he conquers her by means.

Who knows, Xue Yao lay in his arms that moment, his tears flow more fierce. He did not dare to make a sound and turned his head to the other side.

"I really didn't cheat you this time..."

A complete word can not be said, Chu Yang's voice began to tremble, he stopped.

Chu Yang didn't want Xue Yao to see his tears, but Xue Yao saw them at the moment when they were formed and when they were spinning in her eyes.

His tears flow down the corner of his eyes, but drop in Xue Yao's heart.

Chu Yang's tears must have added a lot of salt in it, otherwise how could his heart be stung.

At the moment of being pulled down by Chu Yang, Xue Yao just lies on Chu Yang's arm and sees the tears from Chu Yang's eyes.

Tears suddenly more up, Chu Yang turned to cover up. But these tears shocked Xue Yao's heart. What she can't see most is the tears of others, especially men.

I've never seen a man cry since I was so old. I can imagine how precious a man's tears are. Whether he can shed tears for a woman really proves the extraordinary existence of this woman in his heart.

Next, after hearing Chu Yang's almost choking voice, Xue Yao couldn't control herself. Her distressed eyes were moist, and then there were tears.

She wanted to comfort Chu Yang, but she was afraid that Chu Yang would be embarrassed. I can only put what I want to say in my heart.

During this period of time, Chu Yang experienced forgetting, experienced a new beginning, coupled with her distrust and repeated rejection, whether she has been physically and mentally exhausted, can not help but shed tears.

Is he really in love with himself? Didn't you lie to her this time? Won't you pay for other women this time?

"Xue Yao, I really don't love Qin Jingwen anymore. In fact... I didn't love her for a long time, but I made a mistake... I took guilt as my love for her. "

When Xue Yao was silent, Chu Yang restrained his emotions and spoke again. The voice is low and the tone is soft.

"If I had not distrusted her, she would not have been treated so unfairly. Tens of millions of debt I can help her to bear. But not only did I not help her, but I also fell into the well

"I believe... I believe that if you know the truth, you will feel guilty and blame yourself."

"In order to make up for the discomfort in my heart, I tried my best to help Wen Wen."

At this point, Chu Yang stopped, seems to want to understand what, the corner of his mouth also raised the arc of self mockery.

"Now I find that everything I do is for myself. I am such a selfish person, in order to feel better in my heart, I filthy impose everything on others. I'm an asshole. "

"I don't deserve you, don't forgive me..."

Chu Yang realizes that his behavior has brought inconvenience to others, and suddenly doesn't want Xue yaozai upset because of his obsession.

Although they love each other, there are also people who are not suitable to be together. She and Xue Yao are also reluctant to join the ranks. Return Xue Yao to be pure.

"I'm going back. I won't disturb you later. You can go abroad, too. The farther away you are from me, the better. "

Chu Yang didn't wait for the words to finish to get up, Xue Yao didn't have time to stay, he had already walked out of Xue Yao's room.

Xue Yao sat on the bed in a daze, although worried about Chu Yang, but did not chase out.

Chuyang is not a scum, not a jerk. He is a good man with a good heart. But she is not sure whether her heart knot can be opened or whether she can accept Chu Yang.

Before Chu Yang left, Xue Yao felt sorry for what she said. How disappointed she should be to say those self humiliating words. Is her behavior too much? Should she reconsider it.

But Chu Yang's last word has not given up, does it mean that they have broken up in the real sense?

I don't know if I broke up with Chu Yang and turned my luck. It was her sincerity to go abroad that moved God. At noon the next day, Xue Yao was informed that she could study abroad.

When she brought back all the information about going abroad, Xue Yao sat in the car and was silent.

She had been looking forward to going, and finally she could go, but she was very upset.

Who do you want to give up, not friends, not parents, but decided to give up her Chu Yang.

Xue Yao is tormenting herself when Chu Yang sends a message.

"You should have received the formalities for going abroad. First of all, I'm sorry. I'm dirty again in your going abroad procedure. I have been looking for various reasons to refuse your application for studying abroad. I'm sorry to have delayed you so long. This will never happen again. I wish you happiness. "

After reading Chu Yang's information, Xue Yao cried wrongly.

Men are so fickle, lying in her bed before a second also said love her words, after a second so easily give up. Now it's too much to wish her happiness.

How can she be happy? How can she be happy if she loses the person she loves most.

"Chu Yang, you bastard, you are dirty. You have stopped me from going abroad. Why can't you do it thoroughly? Why don't you insist? Why did you quit halfway? Why hurt my heart again."

"You asshole, you are a big asshole."

Xue Yao sat in the car scolding Chu Yang, blaming Chu Yang, resenting Chu Yang, and crying loudly.

This is the first time that she cried when she was sober after she broke up with Chu Yang. For the first time, she felt that parting had become a fact. For the first time, she felt that Chu Yang and she were strangers.

Their fate is over.

Xue Yao is crying on the steering wheel

Chu Yang's side is no better than Xue Yao's. from last night until now, even though he has the effect of alcohol, he hasn't closed his eyes and slept for a while.

Back to the villa, I stood in front of the bedroom window and looked out at the night which had nothing to do with my mood. This morning came to the company, and stood in front of the French window to continue in a daze.

It was not until I received a call from a friend saying that Xue Yao's study abroad materials had been taken away that I edited a message and sent it to Xue Yao.

If last night was an impulse to give up, then now is no more serious.

This text message has been sent out, but Chu Yang still looks at it in a daze.

Last night, although he drank too much, he realized that he had a very low self-esteem.

Xue Yao's attitude made him find his selfishness, which had seriously affected Xue Yao's quiet life. Such love has been disgusted, how can it be called love.

Everyone says that it's good to love someone and make her happy. Xue Yao's happiness is that he is far away from her. Xue Yao's happiness is that she doesn't have to be disturbed by him. Xue Yao's happiness is to go abroad to enrich herself.

Since these are Xue Yao's happiness, he is willing to help her and bless him.

But one thing he needs to bear is how to bear the loss of Xue Yao and how to manage his painful heart.

It seems that it's too difficult. It's more difficult than the next one.