Chapter 259
Although Qiao Liang has never been to Qin Jingwen's house, he knows where they live.
When he comes to Qin Jingwen's house, Qiao Liang rings the doorbell.
Qin Jingyi just left, but Qin LAN didn't even think about it. She thought that Qin Jingwen had lost something again, so she opened the door directly.
"You..."
Just want to open mouth to scold two, but found that the door is Qiao Liang.
"What are you doing here?"
Qin LAN asked in surprise.
"I'm looking for you. I have to tell you something."
Qiao Liang calm mouth, a face of serious.
Seeing Qin LAN, he felt extremely guilty and wanted to compensate her as much as possible.
"I've finished last time. You can control your son and I can watch my children."
Qin LAN is about to close the door, but is stopped by Qiao Liang.
"I haven't finished, and you haven't finished. After all these years, we're old. I don't want this to be in your heart all the time. "
"It's not good to let me in and be seen by the neighbors."
Qiao Liang insisted on saying that today he finally summoned up the courage to meet Qin LAN. Today he finally had the chance to get along with Qin LAN alone. He had to say what he wanted to say.
Qin LAN has no choice but to let Qiao Liang in.
After Qiao Liang came in, he found a place to sit down, but Qin Lan was reluctant.
"Tell me what you want."
Qin Lan said sternly.
When you see Qiao Liang, you will think of what happened many years ago and feel like a sinner. She has been tortured by this feeling for more than 20 years, and she has been in pain for more than 20 years.
"Well, I'll say it. Qin LAN, I still want to say sorry to you before I say it. "
Qiao Liang opened his mouth with solemn expression.
"You're not sorry for me, and you don't have to say sorry to me."
"Qin LAN, you let me finish what I have to say."
"It's wrong that I didn't tell you that I had a family, but I didn't mean to cheat and mock."
Qiao Liang talked about things more than 20 years ago. Now he's getting old. It's really embarrassing to talk about feelings. But he must say that all the mistakes are because he has nothing to do with Qin LAN and Qiao shunchen's mother.
"When I was in power, I didn't have the right to choose my own marriage. To marry shunchen's mother was completely necessary for business interests. I have no feelings for her, and she has no feelings for me. "
"To tell you the truth, I don't know what love is after so many years of marriage. Since I met you, I realized that love is a happy thing. Love is such a beautiful thing. So I was selfish and didn't want to give up on you, and I didn't tell you I had a family. "
Qiao Liang lowered his head after saying these words. He hid these words in his heart for more than 20 years, and also tormented him for more than 20 years. It was his selfishness that made Qin LAN lose her favorite job and give up her favorite family and go away.
It's he who let a woman's best years be buried under the wrong love. It's he who loves but can't afford it.
"You didn't tell me the truth. I did hate you. But that was back then, and now I don't hate it anymore. Now that things have been going on for so many years, there is no need to say these things. I can't shirk my responsibility for this matter. Without me, your wife won't... "
Qin LAN can't go on. She thinks that because of their so-called love, a young and fresh life has passed away. No matter how many grievances she has, no matter how much truth she has.
"No, I have to say that. My wife's death has nothing to do with you. It's my wrong decision that makes you blame yourself all your life. It also makes her fall into a painful marriage. "
"Qin LAN, her death has nothing to do with you. It's her own reason. As for why I can't say, after all, she has left. I should respect her even if I have no feelings for her. "
Qiao Liang's face is sincere. It seems that every word he says is from the bottom of his heart, and there is no deception at all.
"It doesn't matter whose fault it is. We are all at this age, and we have to bear what we should bear. Even if it has nothing to do with me, I am the third party in the family after all, causing harm to the two children."
Qin LAN doesn't believe that Qiao shunchen's mother's death has nothing to do with her. Up to now, she still clearly remembers that the two children came to her crying, and she still remembers the resentment in their eyes.
These pictures have influenced her for more than 20 years. How can they not be the truth.
She didn't refute Qiao Liang's words, just don't want to make the conversation longer, just let Qiao shunchen say what she wants to say, and don't appear in front of her in the future.
She is old and has no experience to talk with Qiao Liang about things more than 20 years ago. She just wants to live quietly for the rest of her life and live quietly with the heart of atonement.
"The child didn't know anything at that time, so he put the blame on you. Children are too young to understand, and there are some things I won't tell them. "
Speaking of this, Qiao Liang stopped, spoke again, and his voice was even lower.
"Speaking of these, I'd like to tell you I'm sorry. It's my concealment that makes the child hate you for so many years."
"I still hide the truth about their mother's death. If I could, I would rather let them hate me for a lifetime than tell them. It's a grievance you have to bear for a lifetime. "
"Qin LAN, I'm sorry. It's your misfortune to meet me in your life. I've implicated you."
"I also know that it's useless to talk about things for so many years, but I hope you don't have any burden in the future and don't take all the responsibility on yourself. We don't have much time left. Live the rest of your life for yourself. "
Qiao Liang doesn't dare to have any expectation or any idea about Qin LAN. Even after more than 20 years, he still likes her, but he doesn't have the courage to disturb Qin Lan's life.
"I will. I can arrange my life well. You have said all you want to say today. Don't come to me in the future. It's not good for everyone if your two children know. "
Qin LAN has been guilty of Qiao shunchen's mother for more than 20 years. How can she let go so easily.
It's good to live like this now. It's nothing to be tortured by guilt all the time. Qin Lan's only worry is that Qiao shunchen will take revenge on the Qin family after knowing the truth. If there are too many people in such pain.
Qiao Liang gets up and looks up at Qin LAN. In front of her, he is a sinner, his guilt for Qin LAN is far more than Qiao shunchen's mother, that is to say, the most sorry person in his life is Qin LAN.
And his tragedy is still extending, and his son will one day be as ashamed of the woman he loves as he is.
"I won't come to you if there is nothing special in the future. I will try my best to hide it from Shun Chen and Wen Wen. But you also have to think of a good strategy. Some things can't be passed without us concealing them. "
Qiao Liang had to let Qin LAN have a psychological preparation. There was no impermeable wall in the world, and Qiao shunchen was not the same as they were.
Qin LAN left his world when he left his hometown, which made this matter subside slowly.
Because Qiao shunchen and Qin Jingwen have two children, they can't be separated from each other. They can't say which sentence mentions Qin LAN, and the matter is exposed.
Qiao Liang finished and walked away, but his steps were extremely heavy, and his heart was not as comfortable as he thought.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, Qin Jingwen sleeps for a while and wakes up to see Chu Yang's message.
"If you can, please come here today. There are some things that the staff can't handle."
After reading Chu Yang's message, Qin Jingwen immediately got out of bed and began to wash.
Qin Jingwen packed up his clothes and went downstairs with his mobile phone and bag.
When she arrived downstairs, she saw Qiao shunchen, who was preparing dinner.
"Lend me the car."
Qin Jingwen spoke seriously.
"Are you going out?"
Qiao shunchen came out of the kitchen.
He was afraid that Qin Jingwen would leave by himself, so he had already taken out the car keys in Qin Jingwen's bedroom.
"Well, there are some problems with the game developed by Chu Yang and I have to solve them."
Qin Jingwen's tone is urgent. Qiao shunchen knows that Qin Jingwen can't stop him.
"I'll go upstairs and get you the key."
Qiao shunchen's voice fell and he strode upstairs. When he came down for a moment, he not only had more keys, but also changed his clothes.
"I'll drive you."
"No, I can do it myself. I promise you I'll be back after work. "
Qin Jingwen thinks that Qiao shunchen is afraid that she will slip away, so he quickly guarantees.
"No, it's dangerous to have a stomachache on the way."
"Either I'll send you or I'll give up my job."
Qiao shunchen's insistence on his face only at this time can he threaten Qin Jingwen.
"Well, you take me."
Qin Jingwen was reluctant, but there was no other way.
On the way to Chu.
The car was silent all the time, and only the gentle music relieved the embarrassment.
Qin Jingwen wants to find a topic several times to chat with Qiao shunchen as a friend, but she finds that her heart refuses, so she has to keep silent.
Suddenly Qiao shunchen's telephone rings, breaking the silence in the car.
Qiao shunchen took a look, then put on the Bluetooth headset and connected the phone.
"What's the matter?"
The tone is stiff and there is no temperature.
"Do I have to do something when I call you? If we are formulaic, what's the use of love? "
Ye Wen complained, but Qin Jingwen couldn't hear it.
"Shun Chen, what are you busy with these days? Why don't you even have a phone call?"
Ye Wen gently asked, but the heart is eagerly waiting for Qiao shunchen to give her an answer.
"I'm busy with my work. There are too many things to do these days. We can't wait to have a meal together."
Qiao shunchen has to lie. For everyone to live a peaceful life, this is his only choice.
However, Qiao shunchen's words let Qin Jingwen guess that the person on the other side of the phone is Ye Wen.
She carefully again careful, countless times told himself can't cause unnecessary misunderstanding, can't let Qiao shunchen difficult to do, but she made a slip, she didn't do or occupied two people's time.
"Well, when you're done, contact me. Shun Chen, you should pay attention to your health. You can't let yourself be too busy. "
This sentence, although Ye Wen soft voice said, but the heart is resentful.
In Suqin, she knew Qiao shunchen was on vacation these two days. As for where Suqin didn't know, she didn't find it.
But Su Qin also told her that Qin Jingwen was also on vacation these two days, and the two disappeared at the same time again.
With a resentful heart, with a hurt heart, ye Wen hung up the phone.
What makes Ye Wen sad is Qiao shunchen's lie. He is obviously on vacation. Why does he say that he is busy with work? This can prove that he is guilty. He is cheating. He is with Qin Jingwen.
When he comes to Qin Jingwen's house, Qiao Liang rings the doorbell.
Qin Jingyi just left, but Qin LAN didn't even think about it. She thought that Qin Jingwen had lost something again, so she opened the door directly.
"You..."
Just want to open mouth to scold two, but found that the door is Qiao Liang.
"What are you doing here?"
Qin LAN asked in surprise.
"I'm looking for you. I have to tell you something."
Qiao Liang calm mouth, a face of serious.
Seeing Qin LAN, he felt extremely guilty and wanted to compensate her as much as possible.
"I've finished last time. You can control your son and I can watch my children."
Qin LAN is about to close the door, but is stopped by Qiao Liang.
"I haven't finished, and you haven't finished. After all these years, we're old. I don't want this to be in your heart all the time. "
"It's not good to let me in and be seen by the neighbors."
Qiao Liang insisted on saying that today he finally summoned up the courage to meet Qin LAN. Today he finally had the chance to get along with Qin LAN alone. He had to say what he wanted to say.
Qin LAN has no choice but to let Qiao Liang in.
After Qiao Liang came in, he found a place to sit down, but Qin Lan was reluctant.
"Tell me what you want."
Qin Lan said sternly.
When you see Qiao Liang, you will think of what happened many years ago and feel like a sinner. She has been tortured by this feeling for more than 20 years, and she has been in pain for more than 20 years.
"Well, I'll say it. Qin LAN, I still want to say sorry to you before I say it. "
Qiao Liang opened his mouth with solemn expression.
"You're not sorry for me, and you don't have to say sorry to me."
"Qin LAN, you let me finish what I have to say."
"It's wrong that I didn't tell you that I had a family, but I didn't mean to cheat and mock."
Qiao Liang talked about things more than 20 years ago. Now he's getting old. It's really embarrassing to talk about feelings. But he must say that all the mistakes are because he has nothing to do with Qin LAN and Qiao shunchen's mother.
"When I was in power, I didn't have the right to choose my own marriage. To marry shunchen's mother was completely necessary for business interests. I have no feelings for her, and she has no feelings for me. "
"To tell you the truth, I don't know what love is after so many years of marriage. Since I met you, I realized that love is a happy thing. Love is such a beautiful thing. So I was selfish and didn't want to give up on you, and I didn't tell you I had a family. "
Qiao Liang lowered his head after saying these words. He hid these words in his heart for more than 20 years, and also tormented him for more than 20 years. It was his selfishness that made Qin LAN lose her favorite job and give up her favorite family and go away.
It's he who let a woman's best years be buried under the wrong love. It's he who loves but can't afford it.
"You didn't tell me the truth. I did hate you. But that was back then, and now I don't hate it anymore. Now that things have been going on for so many years, there is no need to say these things. I can't shirk my responsibility for this matter. Without me, your wife won't... "
Qin LAN can't go on. She thinks that because of their so-called love, a young and fresh life has passed away. No matter how many grievances she has, no matter how much truth she has.
"No, I have to say that. My wife's death has nothing to do with you. It's my wrong decision that makes you blame yourself all your life. It also makes her fall into a painful marriage. "
"Qin LAN, her death has nothing to do with you. It's her own reason. As for why I can't say, after all, she has left. I should respect her even if I have no feelings for her. "
Qiao Liang's face is sincere. It seems that every word he says is from the bottom of his heart, and there is no deception at all.
"It doesn't matter whose fault it is. We are all at this age, and we have to bear what we should bear. Even if it has nothing to do with me, I am the third party in the family after all, causing harm to the two children."
Qin LAN doesn't believe that Qiao shunchen's mother's death has nothing to do with her. Up to now, she still clearly remembers that the two children came to her crying, and she still remembers the resentment in their eyes.
These pictures have influenced her for more than 20 years. How can they not be the truth.
She didn't refute Qiao Liang's words, just don't want to make the conversation longer, just let Qiao shunchen say what she wants to say, and don't appear in front of her in the future.
She is old and has no experience to talk with Qiao Liang about things more than 20 years ago. She just wants to live quietly for the rest of her life and live quietly with the heart of atonement.
"The child didn't know anything at that time, so he put the blame on you. Children are too young to understand, and there are some things I won't tell them. "
Speaking of this, Qiao Liang stopped, spoke again, and his voice was even lower.
"Speaking of these, I'd like to tell you I'm sorry. It's my concealment that makes the child hate you for so many years."
"I still hide the truth about their mother's death. If I could, I would rather let them hate me for a lifetime than tell them. It's a grievance you have to bear for a lifetime. "
"Qin LAN, I'm sorry. It's your misfortune to meet me in your life. I've implicated you."
"I also know that it's useless to talk about things for so many years, but I hope you don't have any burden in the future and don't take all the responsibility on yourself. We don't have much time left. Live the rest of your life for yourself. "
Qiao Liang doesn't dare to have any expectation or any idea about Qin LAN. Even after more than 20 years, he still likes her, but he doesn't have the courage to disturb Qin Lan's life.
"I will. I can arrange my life well. You have said all you want to say today. Don't come to me in the future. It's not good for everyone if your two children know. "
Qin LAN has been guilty of Qiao shunchen's mother for more than 20 years. How can she let go so easily.
It's good to live like this now. It's nothing to be tortured by guilt all the time. Qin Lan's only worry is that Qiao shunchen will take revenge on the Qin family after knowing the truth. If there are too many people in such pain.
Qiao Liang gets up and looks up at Qin LAN. In front of her, he is a sinner, his guilt for Qin LAN is far more than Qiao shunchen's mother, that is to say, the most sorry person in his life is Qin LAN.
And his tragedy is still extending, and his son will one day be as ashamed of the woman he loves as he is.
"I won't come to you if there is nothing special in the future. I will try my best to hide it from Shun Chen and Wen Wen. But you also have to think of a good strategy. Some things can't be passed without us concealing them. "
Qiao Liang had to let Qin LAN have a psychological preparation. There was no impermeable wall in the world, and Qiao shunchen was not the same as they were.
Qin LAN left his world when he left his hometown, which made this matter subside slowly.
Because Qiao shunchen and Qin Jingwen have two children, they can't be separated from each other. They can't say which sentence mentions Qin LAN, and the matter is exposed.
Qiao Liang finished and walked away, but his steps were extremely heavy, and his heart was not as comfortable as he thought.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, Qin Jingwen sleeps for a while and wakes up to see Chu Yang's message.
"If you can, please come here today. There are some things that the staff can't handle."
After reading Chu Yang's message, Qin Jingwen immediately got out of bed and began to wash.
Qin Jingwen packed up his clothes and went downstairs with his mobile phone and bag.
When she arrived downstairs, she saw Qiao shunchen, who was preparing dinner.
"Lend me the car."
Qin Jingwen spoke seriously.
"Are you going out?"
Qiao shunchen came out of the kitchen.
He was afraid that Qin Jingwen would leave by himself, so he had already taken out the car keys in Qin Jingwen's bedroom.
"Well, there are some problems with the game developed by Chu Yang and I have to solve them."
Qin Jingwen's tone is urgent. Qiao shunchen knows that Qin Jingwen can't stop him.
"I'll go upstairs and get you the key."
Qiao shunchen's voice fell and he strode upstairs. When he came down for a moment, he not only had more keys, but also changed his clothes.
"I'll drive you."
"No, I can do it myself. I promise you I'll be back after work. "
Qin Jingwen thinks that Qiao shunchen is afraid that she will slip away, so he quickly guarantees.
"No, it's dangerous to have a stomachache on the way."
"Either I'll send you or I'll give up my job."
Qiao shunchen's insistence on his face only at this time can he threaten Qin Jingwen.
"Well, you take me."
Qin Jingwen was reluctant, but there was no other way.
On the way to Chu.
The car was silent all the time, and only the gentle music relieved the embarrassment.
Qin Jingwen wants to find a topic several times to chat with Qiao shunchen as a friend, but she finds that her heart refuses, so she has to keep silent.
Suddenly Qiao shunchen's telephone rings, breaking the silence in the car.
Qiao shunchen took a look, then put on the Bluetooth headset and connected the phone.
"What's the matter?"
The tone is stiff and there is no temperature.
"Do I have to do something when I call you? If we are formulaic, what's the use of love? "
Ye Wen complained, but Qin Jingwen couldn't hear it.
"Shun Chen, what are you busy with these days? Why don't you even have a phone call?"
Ye Wen gently asked, but the heart is eagerly waiting for Qiao shunchen to give her an answer.
"I'm busy with my work. There are too many things to do these days. We can't wait to have a meal together."
Qiao shunchen has to lie. For everyone to live a peaceful life, this is his only choice.
However, Qiao shunchen's words let Qin Jingwen guess that the person on the other side of the phone is Ye Wen.
She carefully again careful, countless times told himself can't cause unnecessary misunderstanding, can't let Qiao shunchen difficult to do, but she made a slip, she didn't do or occupied two people's time.
"Well, when you're done, contact me. Shun Chen, you should pay attention to your health. You can't let yourself be too busy. "
This sentence, although Ye Wen soft voice said, but the heart is resentful.
In Suqin, she knew Qiao shunchen was on vacation these two days. As for where Suqin didn't know, she didn't find it.
But Su Qin also told her that Qin Jingwen was also on vacation these two days, and the two disappeared at the same time again.
With a resentful heart, with a hurt heart, ye Wen hung up the phone.
What makes Ye Wen sad is Qiao shunchen's lie. He is obviously on vacation. Why does he say that he is busy with work? This can prove that he is guilty. He is cheating. He is with Qin Jingwen.