Chapter 84

Yilia comes out of the coffee shop in a hurry. She is afraid that Lin Qiumo will catch up with her. When she runs away, she is in a hurry and finds a direction. When there is no longer the cry of Lin Qiumo behind her, she finds herself lost.

Her foreign language is not very good, standing in the middle of the road at the crossroads, a helpless face.

Suddenly, a familiar figure appeared in the crowd, just like the one pestering himself in his daily dream.

So familiar, so let her heartache!

Yilia's heart moved with her will. Without thinking about it, she ran towards the figure.

"Hiss!"

She was so anxious that she twisted her foot and swollen her ankle before she took a few steps.

Yilia looks at her red and swollen feet, and then the familiar figure is getting farther and farther away. Beichi bites her red lips, and she continues to chase after her.

But she limped, where can catch up with a normal man's pace.

Seeing that the man was about to disappear around the corner, yilia gritted her teeth and ran, shouting, "please, please, please wait a moment."

Her sprained foot where can tolerate her such movement, unexpectedly fell to the ground, and that familiar figure will disappear in the corner.

Yilia sat down on the ground, covering her aching ankle, tears streaming down her face.

I don't know whether it's pain or something

You, who are you?

Would you turn around and let me have a look?

Yelling in yilia's heart, like telepathy, the man stopped at the corner.

Yilia almost stopped breathing, her eyes blinking at the man's back, waiting for him to turn around.

Maybe if you look at him, you can remind yourself of the past.

"Ah! It hurts

Yilia exhaled with a headache. Her head suddenly had a sharp pain, like being hit by a huge stone. There was a voice in her mind shouting: "no, don't look! Don't look

Don't look at what?

Why does her head hurt so much every time she tries to figure out her past?

What happened to her past?

Why doesn't her body want to think about it?

Is it because it's too painful? When you're awake, you want to forget everything and start over.

Can really when you really amnesia, head a blank, no matter how painful it is to have memory before, because forget, so curious always force yourself to want to find the original memory.

Tears fell silently from yilia's eyes and fell to the ground.

She gritted her teeth and looked up to see who was the owner of her back? What is the story between him and her!

Finally, the man turned slowly.

Blue eyes like a deep ocean, facial features handsome perfect to impeccable.

incorrect!

Should not be such a face, although it is the same familiar black hair and back, should not be a Western deep face.

So, what kind of face is it?

Why can't she remember?

Yilia shook her head and murmured, "no, no, you're not him, you're not him."

“What’s wrong with you?＂

The man with black hair and blue eyes looked at the strange Oriental woman sitting on the ground and asked, standard London sound.

"Do you need my help?" he asked

Trapped in her own thoughts, yilia didn't listen to what he said. She just looked at the slender fingers that stretched out in front of her eyes and felt endless pain.

Before, she seemed to have been looking forward to having a hand when she needed it, but she couldn't wait.

It's painful. It's hard!

The pain in her head came again, and yilia's eyes blacked out.

The man with black hair and blue eyes didn't expect this. He held his hand and stood still.

At the end of autumn, Lin, who finally came over, saw the situation and called out, "stop! What are you going to do to her! "

The man with black hair and blue eyes came back and waved his hand to show that he didn't know anything. Lin Qiumo stares at him and hugs the people on the ground.

“Yilia，Yilia。 Are you okay? You wake up

Although the man with black hair and blue eyes didn't know what happened, he didn't know how much to guess. He explained the process in a series of English.

Finally, I think you should take her to the hospital

Lin Qiumo black face, after listening to his explanation, know oneself misunderstood. After cold thanks, he quickly stopped a taxi and went straight to the hospital.

In the taxi.

Lin Qiumo tightens yilia's arm and his eyes are dark.

He felt that he could not allow such a thing to happen in front of his eyes again. When he saw her faint on the ground, his heart almost stopped.

Yilia in her arms, even though she was in a coma, frowned and seemed to be in pain.

What's the matter? Or who?

Let her care so much, Lin Qiumo can't imagine. It's hard for yilia to forget. It must be very important.

Thinking of this, Lin Qiumo's heart is a little sour.

He laughed to himself that he really got into it and was jealous of people or things that didn't exist.

The taxi soon took them to the hospital.

Maybe it's because of the frequent visits recently, doctors and nurses in the hospital can call out Lin Qiumo's name.

Soon, with their help, yilia arranged to be hospitalized. The doctor gave her an injection. When she left, she said that she would wake up soon.

Lin Qiumo pulled the chair and sat by the bed waiting.

He looked carefully at the little man lying on the bed. The deep feeling in his black eyes was so strong that it was about to drip out. He bowed his head and dropped a kiss on yilia's forehead. He swore in silence.

Yilia, I'll always be by your side, and I won't hurt you any more.

long time.

"Well There was a whisper from the bed.

Lin Qiumo asked, "are you awake? Yilia。”

Yilia slowly opened her eyes and saw the worried look on Lin qiumojun's face. She looked around and found herself in the hospital again.

She reluctantly gave him a smile at the end of autumn and asked, "what's wrong with me? Why did I come to the hospital again?"

Lin Qiumo frowned and asked, "don't you remember?"

Yilia thought it over and said, "I remember you asked me to meet in the coffee shop."

"And then?" Lin Qiumo asked.

Yilia frowned, thought hard, and shook her head. She seems to have forgotten something again? But if you think about it, it hurts.

How could that be?

Lin Qiumo comforted yilia and asked her not to think much, so she called the doctor.

After checking, the doctor asked yilia a lot of questions, and then called Lin Qiumo out.

"Mr. Lin!" The doctor's words stop.

"Doctor, can you tell me straight away?" Lin Qiumo indicated that he didn't have to worry about his mood, he could accept anything.

The doctor nodded and went on: "yilia's illness may not have much to do with her health at present."

"How do you say that?" Lin frowned at the end of autumn.

"With my years of experience, miss yilia's illness should be a mental problem, also known as heart disease. In our psychiatric clinic, there is a kind of mental disease called avoidant personality disorder."

"Avoidant personality disorder." At the end of autumn, Lin didn't understand any more.

"Yes, people with this kind of disease will subconsciously take an evasive and shrinking attitude towards the things they are suffering from, unwilling to do or face. In serious cases, like miss yilia, they refuse to remember or recall the people or things they suffered from before."

Lin Qiumo's brow frowned more tightly: "doctor, what do you think is the cause?"

"Well," the doctor answered with some reserve. He said, "maybe something happened to yilia that made her feel very remorseful. In addition, she didn't get affirmation from people around her, so she got into the corner“

At the end of autumn, Lin's black eyes narrowed slightly, and his face was dark and inexplicable.

"Doctor, what can be cured?"

"Yes, but we need to draw it slowly. I'm not an expert in this field, but I know an expert in this field. I'll go to the office with me. I'll give you his business card, and you can find him. "

Lin Qiumo said: "thank you very much, doctor."

"You're welcome. This is what we doctors should do. "

When he got his business card from the doctor, Lin Qiumo stood at the door of the ward for a while, not in a hurry. Yilia didn't find him coming back. She lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling with empty eyes, like a lifeless doll, which made his heart ache.

What kind of person or thing can make yilia so painful that she chooses to forget those memories instead of remembering them?

Lin Qiumo stood at the door and thought for a while. He took a deep breath, calmed his mood and went in. "What are you thinking?" he asked, with a relaxed tone

Yilia turned her head, forced a smile at him and whispered, "nothing."

There was a silence in the ward.

At the end of autumn, Lin opened his mouth and wanted to say something. Then he heard yilia say in a soft voice, "at the end of autumn?"

"Well?" This is the first time yilia has called him so intimately.

"Don't like me, will you? It will be hard for me to like it, and I will easily forget things. " Yilia's voice is so light that you can't hear it if you don't listen carefully.

Lin Qiumo naturally heard it. He was stunned and then reached out to hold yilia's soft hand.

"It doesn't matter, I'm not afraid," he said

Yilia didn't take back her hand, but looking at Lin Qiumo's eyes was so sad, as if she could shed tears in the next second.

She looks at herself like this, and Lin Qiumo has no way to control her emotion.

"Yilia, listen to me."

"No, listen to me." Yilia interrupts Lin Qiumo. She knew what he said, but she couldn't accept it. She felt that such a person as herself didn't deserve love.

Like her, unfair to Lin Qiumo, he is so excellent.

Yilia gritted her teeth and said, "at the end of autumn, I'm afraid!"

She didn't say what she was afraid of, but the clever Lin Qiumo knew it. What she was afraid of was that she would blow up the lost memory like that.

Lin Qiumo sits next to the bed carefully. He holds yilia up like a treasure, and then holds her fluffy head in his arms.

Yilia was still moving by him with a blank expression.

"Did you hear that?" Lin Qiumo asked softly.

"What?" Yilia doesn't understand.

"My heart beats." Lin Qiumo replied.

Yilia listened to what he said, and listened carefully, "Pudong, Pudong" one after another. The strong and powerful heartbeat can make every woman who falls in love with her feel at ease.

Lin Qiumo added: "before I met you, I lived in a muddle, meaningless. Until I meet you, only you, only when I am with you, I feel that I am alive, my blood is hot, and my heart is beating for you. "

For the first time in his life, Xu expressed that Lin was a little nervous at the end of autumn, his face was slightly red, and he stammered a little. He said, "yilia, I, I love you."