5 Promise

I slept and dreamed.

I was falling from cliff, fall, fall, fall... BANG

I opened my eyes in pain every where were dark, again this place, a room where use to be my room but it was prison.. I hugged my knees in my stomach and glare at door, always I saw this dream I know a man will open door.. Door opened and a man with big mustache came in. He shouted "how much I should tell you wash the dishes carefully they have awful smell" I cried "but I washed it carefully, I don't know why it smell like that..." his hand went up and fall on my face before I could finished my sentence and I fall down I murmured to myself, it just dream, just dream, "if you washed and it has smell on it so you should change dish soap, you stupid mother f**ker, b*tch" and this time he threw the plate in his hand against wall above my head and broke it and went out.. I sit and take piece of broken plate which was sharp enough for make injury and without hesitat I cut my hand vessel...

I sit down in my bed after moment of breathing, I look at my hand, that was my first time Icommitted suicide but it was fail... This memory is only thing that left from that two years.

I forgot everything about that house and those years after coming here but I can't forget this... because I have sore from it and by passing times it become lesson: one never put your gaurd down and second never be weak like those time... And when I came in this house the first thing father did was senting me to different sport classes to learn how to protect myself, Karate, Ninjutsu andKungfu.

Lot of things changed, from poor girl in school become most popular and best student of school. getting complete grade in all lessons andaccepted in best university that everyone hope to go, I try my best to be best, because I promise him never lose myself again and I will keep it forever.

I lay on bed and closed my eyes to sleep again. This time they were no dream...