Chapter 592

"I'm sorry for those things before." After a moment of silence between us, before I could speak, Lu xialan, who was standing by, spoke first.

I looked at her standing in front of me in amazement. "You..." I have a lot of questions to ask her, but when I open my mouth, I find I can't say anything.

"I know what you want to ask me." She gave a wry smile and then looked at me.

"I did a lot of wrong things because I was jealous of you." She didn't care about me and went on talking on her own.

I wanted to interrupt her, but looking at Lu xialan standing in front of me with a guilty face, I couldn't say anything.

"But before you..." I thought of Lu xialan's attitude towards me, and saw her in front of me at this time. I felt a little incredible.

Is this really a person? Why can the same person change so much in this period of time?

Is there anything wrong with it? It suddenly occurred to me that I looked at her suspiciously, only to find that she was just talking about the things before.

"I'll give her a chance first." I suddenly have such an idea, "I can listen to Lu xialan how to explain this matter."

"I know I used to treat you too much, and I know I look strange now." Maybe Lu xialan wanted to understand what I was thinking. After a bitter smile, she began to explain it to me.

"I was envious of you and Perry together before, because I worked hard on Perry and I worked hard for a long time, but he didn't want to treat him straight." When she said this, she looked up at me, clear and clean in her eyes, which had not been complicated before.

"So when I see you, the jealousy in my heart is magnified infinitely in an instant. I don't know why you can attract Peili, but I can't

"So during that time, I simply thought that as long as you left Peili's side, I would have a chance to get close to Peili."

"I mistook my feelings for Perry for him, but when I thought about this relationship seriously, I realized that I had made a mistake before."

I vaguely realized what Lu xialan was going to say next. I wanted to interrupt her, but she stopped me.

Before Lu xialan has always been high above, but now it suddenly made such a change, I can't accept it for a while.

"What's more, during that time, someone constantly instigated me to do something to you. I paid close attention to the dynamic between you and Perry every day. During that time, I couldn't see any light in my life."

"But at that time, I was wandering in the same place. I didn't know how to solve the problems surrounding me, and I didn't know how to make Perry like me." When she said these words, she pointed to herself.

"During that time, I have abandoned myself. I don't know why Pei Li's eyes are always reluctant to put on me." Her words and her eyes made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"I can't blame you for these things." I want to gently comfort Lu xialan, but suddenly realized that no matter what I say, the previous heart inside the point of trauma, are unable to wear down.

"But then I did something to hurt you." She was a little sorry to smile, "when you were kidnapped, I actually moved my hand, I took you to that place, and I kidnapped you."

"I know that." I light mouth answer, did not expect this time Lu xialan can say so many things with me.

"Do you know?" When I said that, she was still a little surprised. "I just thought I could take you to that place, but I didn't expect that Zhou Yue would do something like that to you."

I do not want to think about those things, so at this time also gently shook his head, "those things have passed."

"But I still can't forget it." She looked at me. "I'll remember the hurt I've brought you because of my childishness and ignorance. I'll blame myself for these things."

"Before I couldn't understand why Perry liked you so much, but now I seem to understand." She showed me a very bleak smile, "because you have those qualities I don't have."

"You are much more tolerant than me. It took me a long time to figure out my feelings for Peili. It took me a long time to let go of the past."

"I may be mixed with a little liking for the feelings before Peili, but I'm also a little unwilling. I don't want me to do such a thing out of liking Peili, but because I'm not willing to do it in my heart."

"Because of my ridiculous self-esteem and unwillingness, I don't want to fail, and I don't want to give up Peili to others."

When I listened to what she said, I suddenly remembered how Perry had treated everyone a long time ago.

There's nothing wrong with the idea that Pei Li is so excellent. It's every woman's dream.

And I suddenly appear beside Peili. No matter whether there is a definite relationship between Peili and me, they will think that Peili and I are lovers.

"But then my brother told me a lot of things, and I realized a lot. I shouldn't enlarge that obsession infinitely, so that that obsession hurt me and you that day."

"Later, I thought, maybe it's more harmful to you." At this time, I watched Lu xialan standing in front of me, but I found her look very natural.

"The love I pursued for so long before did not bring me happiness. Instead, it made me draw a dungeon and sink into a deeper abyss step by step. Then why should I pursue that love?"

She pointed to the people at the birthday party, "and the purpose of my brother's birthday party for me this time is to hope that I can find another person to accompany me."

I can't believe listening to the things she said before. I didn't expect that she would take the initiative to mention those things to me.

Her attitude changed so suddenly, which made me a little incredible.

"Why did attitude change so suddenly?" I suddenly had such an idea, and then pretended to look at Lu xialan standing in front of me. She was the same as before.

"Is there anything wrong with it?" I suddenly had such an idea in my heart, "if Lu xialan came to talk to me about these things this time, just to paralyze me?"

I know that my thoughts at this time are hateful, but those things before also make me have to be prepared.

Now I have to use the most hateful idea to speculate about her, but this matter, if Lu xialan sincerely repents, then I am willing to apologize for her after that.

"And the reason I'm here to tell you these things today is to tell you that I won't do anything to hurt you after that, and I will wash my hands."

She suddenly raised her head, eyes also with a weak light, "I will never do similar things, I know I do those things to you how much damage, so I want to live in peace with you in the future."

When I heard this, the doubt in my heart was magnified more and more at this time. Some unbelievable looking at Lu xialan standing in front of me with a sincere face, I didn't know how to reply to her.

Seeing that I didn't answer, she showed a wry smile, "I also know that I don't have any credit with you now, so I also want to try my best to change this point. I hope you can give me a chance in the future."

The doubt in my heart did not increase, but decreased. Although Lu xialan's attitude was very sincere, I thought of the things that happened in the past, and I couldn't put down that caution.

Before those things, caused too big influence to me.

"This time I really want to live in peace with you, not out of any selfishness or purpose." She held out her hand. "I've done too many wrong things before, so I want you to give me a chance to make up for it."

After listening to so many words from Lu xialan tonight, I thought what kind of thoughts still existed in her heart, but when I heard her say that, the mustard in her heart dissipated in an instant.

During this period, she changed a lot, as if she had been reborn. Just like a new person, her eyes were clear and her whole body was soft.

Lu xialan didn't have any tricks this time. She really wanted to live with me peacefully.

"I promise you, then we will be friends." I also stretched out my hand and gave her a smile.

"Thank you for forgiving me and for forgetting the things before." She did not expect that I would make such a move. Although she was a little surprised for a moment, she still gave me a very gentle smile.

I suddenly gave a smile, "they must not have thought that our relationship would change at this time."

People around us think that the relationship between the two of us can't be relaxed any more. They don't think that the relationship between the two of us will be changed now.

"Yes, but I'm really happy to be friends with you now." She also showed a smile, "finally solved those things before."

"Please give me more advice in the future," I said with a smile.

"Well, you too." She held out her hand, too.

Seeing our two hands together, the unpleasantness in my heart disappeared in an instant.