Chapter 578

"I also know that at this time, I should let go. I shouldn't hold on to those things in those years," she said, her eyes darkened little by little.

When Lu Xingyi saw it, she still couldn't help but feel sorry for her sister, but for her better life in the future, she still needs to get rid of her current thoughts.

Maybe my behavior is cruel now.

"I don't think it's meaningful for you to do these actions now, so I want you to let go at this time," he said. He knew that what he said was cruel to Lu xialan. He also knew that Lu xialan might not accept these things now, but he still wanted to say it.

"I know you like Perry for a long time, and I also know that it's not easy for you to let go, but you will have better, and you will meet better people in the future, so I don't think you need to be sad for him."

He thought his sister was just not willing to let go at this time, so he wanted to persuade her in this way. Anyway, he should persuade her.

"I know you are not happy in your heart, I know your emotion, I know this idea is cruel to you, but I still hope you can understand what I mean."

"If you are still thinking about Peili, there is nothing I can do to stop you, but I still hope you can forget him for a while. Maybe you won't be so sad if you go to see the effect after this period of time."

He opened his mouth and said to Lu xialan sincerely, I don't know if she can understand her meaning. What he said is cruel. He looked at the dim light in his sister's eyes, and knew that it was not easy to let go of the person in his heart.

"I know what you said. I sometimes advise myself in this way. I also want to let myself go. I have told myself that it is futile for me to do so. His eyes will never be on me, no matter what I do."

Lu xialan mumbles these things to herself. She doesn't know whether she is telling Lu Xingyi or telling herself. She just doesn't want to. She has done so many things, but Peili is always unwilling to give her a look.

Have you ever liked Peili? She is not clear about this problem. It seems that she is always telling herself that he has not got Peili, so he has always been her own knot.

Because did not get him, so the heart will be more unwilling, "but now I am not willing, in the end because did not get him, or because heard my brother say so about myself?"

When she thought of it, she was still confused. She didn't know what kind of choice she should make now, or how she should face the future life.

After the road seems to be covered with fog in general, Lu xialan can not see the road he should choose, also do not know which road he should choose.

"So I want you to put him down temporarily," Lu Xingyi saw Lu xialan sitting on the sofa a little confused, softhearted, but he knew he had to be cruel now, only in this way, can she completely solve her previous heart knot.

"You may just subconsciously tell yourself that you like him very much and you want to get Peili, but your heart may not think so." He even changed his way to let his sister know her feelings for Peili in this way.

Is it true, or just unwilling?

Maybe Lu xialan has no way to answer this question.

"You're right," she said after listening to the analysis before Lu Xingyi. Although she was still a little hard to accept the current situation, she knew that this was the best result for herself.

"Brother, you're right," she suddenly showed a smile, although now the heart is a little sad, but these things also have a solution.

She might as well do it according to the methods that Lu Xingyi said to herself. Maybe this thing will succeed, so she can put down Peili. This is the best choice.

"I don't think it's necessary for me to indulge in the previous things. Now I have to be the same me as before," she forced herself to smile at Lu Xingyi, whose face might be very ugly.

"If you are not happy now, you don't have to force yourself. In front of me, you can always be the most real yourself." Lu Xingyi saw her forced smile. After thinking about it for a while, she still said this to Lu xialan.

"Well, I know, I know all the things you told me before," she lowered her head, instead of looking directly at Lu Xingyi's eyes, she said those things before herself.

"But no matter how I persuade myself, I have no way to put him down. I don't know what happened to me. I don't know why. I will do so many things that don't conform to my character."

Little by little, she analyzed her psychology and felt that every word she said was bloody. But she didn't know why. She seemed to like this feeling and said it bit by bit.

"I also know that I shouldn't do those things, but I'm not reconciled after all. I don't know how to solve my negative emotions, and I don't know how to face the future life."

Her previous expressions all disappeared at this time. When she said these words, she thought of Peili, the things she had done before, and the attitude of the other party to herself.

"I also know that my childish actions have brought you a lot of problems, so I will never do such things again. You can rest assured that I should grow up."

"I should try to forget Perry as you said, instead of trying to deny myself without trying. Maybe what you said is right. I'm just a little reluctant to him."

She looked at Lu Xingyi, who was sitting opposite to her, and knew that she should have an understanding of this matter, although she felt heartache when talking about these things.

This kind of feeling is like a slow and dull knife. Although it is not sharp, it can make her feel a little out of breath when she cuts one knife at a time. That kind of feeling is too uncomfortable. She can't even describe it. Her feeling at this time is just that she seems to be repressed by something. She can't breathe any more.

When it comes to the end, Lu xialan still forced himself to show a smile, and then tried his best to make himself do it, as if nothing had happened.

"Then you go to have a good sleep first," Lu Xingyi knew in his heart, but after thinking carefully for a moment, he still didn't say anything, just let Lu xialan have a good sleep.

He watched Lu xialan walk into Taihao's bedroom and wait for a moment in the living room. Then he turned back to his room to sleep without hearing anything.

What I said to Lu xialan today cost me too much energy. What's more, he experienced so many things during the day. After lying in bed, he didn't have the strength to think about other things and fell asleep.

Long ago, Bai Wentao had been sleeping until he woke up naturally, but today he did not know why and suddenly woke up.

His mind recovered in an instant. He looked at the things in front of him with some headache. Finally, he found that he was in a strange environment, and the whole person jumped out of bed with some vigilance.

"What's going on? What did I go through last night? Why wake up and find yourself in a strange environment? And here I don't know. Where is it? "

He has a series of problems in his mind, but he doesn't know which one to solve first, and he doesn't know which one is the most important for himself.

He observed his surroundings with some headache, only to find that he didn't have any impression here, and didn't know where he was now.

When he finally saw the people lying on the bed and the environment he was in, he looked at everything around him in amazement and couldn't believe what he saw.

He was right. Lu Xingyi was lying next to him. According to the situation just now, the two of them should have been sleeping together that night.

"What's the matter now?" He rubbed his eyebrows with some headache. He didn't know whether what he saw was true or what he thought.

He looked at Lu Xingyi beside him in disbelief. The memory of last night seemed to be broken. His mind was empty and nothing was left.

Lu Xingyi may have an impression of what happened last night, but he still has a headache in his heart. Looking at Lu Xingyi who is still sleeping, I don't know if I should wake him up at this time and ask him about the situation.

"If things are what I imagined, what should I do now?" He suddenly thought of it for no reason. If things really look like what he imagined, now he and Lu Xingyi are sleeping together, then they are not

He interrupted the thought in his heart in a hurry. He was still a little surprised. He couldn't believe the scene in front of him and didn't believe what he had experienced last night.