Chapter 577

Lu xialan suddenly wakes up at night. She looks at her surroundings in a confused way. She doesn't know what happened in her heart.

Memory seems to be a fault. She can't even remember what happened after that. At this time, she is confused and doesn't know how she came home in this state.

"How can things be like this? Why am I at home now? " In her confusion, she recognized where she was, and the doubts in her heart did not increase but decrease.

She didn't wake up completely. Looking at the distant scenery, her previous intoxication rose again in her mind, as if it were some fireworks, and everything in front of her suddenly blurred again.

She looked at the scene in front of her. The feeling after she got drunk made her weightless. She simply stood up.

"Why not me? I'm not so bad, but why don't you believe me? Why don't you choose me? I love you very much, and I've tried my best. "

She thought of Pei Li. The grievance in her heart was magnified more and more at this time. She still hugged herself. When she thought of Pei Li, her eyes were red without even being aware of it.

"But what have I done wrong? I'm the best person around you, but why don't you choose me? Just give me a chance. I'm just a little reluctant to... "

At this time, she was a little drunk. She couldn't even respond to what she said. She just thought of Peili vaguely. The sky was completely dark, and the soft moonlight was shining on the ground, which made Lu xialan's mind more and more confused.

After all, she is just unwilling

Lu xialan looked at the scene in front of her eyes and felt that everything was not going well. She stood up a little bit, but her pace was extremely unstable.

Stumbling to the side of the table, she suddenly fell, wanted to use the table to stabilize his body, but inadvertently knocked down his favorite vase on the table before.

The vase, like a heavy load, suddenly fell to the ground and made a clear sound. There's nothing left.

She looked at the vase that had become a fragment, and her heart suddenly began to resent: Why did all the unpleasant things happen to her, and why couldn't she meet one or two happy things?

She was crazy to drop all the other things on the table. When those things fell to the ground, there was a burst of clear sound. She was desperate to listen to those sounds, and suddenly felt that these sounds were good.

"What's the matter with you? What do you do here when you don't sleep in the middle of the night? " Lu Xingyi was sleeping, but in the confusion, he suddenly heard the sound coming from the living room. When he came out to see, he found Lu xialan falling madly in the living room.

He had never seen Lu xialan like this before, as if to vent her anger, while falling things, but also in tears. Her black and supple hair seemed a little messy at this time, and she looked a little crazy.

"I just don't want to! Why should I be responsible for all these things? " Lu xialan suddenly heard the voice of Lu Xingyi, the anger in her heart broke out at this time.

"You wait..." Lu Xingyi originally wanted to have a good talk with her, but found that he could not let Lu xialan wake up at this time anyway.

He looked at Lu xialan, who was crying in front of him and was nervous, and sighed, "how old are you this year? And do this kind of childish thing. "

Turn around and take out a glass of water from other places. After handing it to her, Lu xialan drinks a few mouthfuls, and her mood slowly calms down.

"I'm wrong about what happened tonight," she said. After she calmed down, looking at Lu Xingyi sitting in front of her, she felt a little guilty. "Brother, I'm wrong about what happened this time."

"This is not what I want to say to you," watching her wake up little by little, Lu Xingyi's face gradually became serious, with the usual seriousness and seriousness.

"You have grown up now. I don't think I need to tell you something too clearly. You should know it yourself."

Lu xialan has grown up long ago, and is not the little girl who can only call her brother long ago. He watched his sister grow up little by little, and also watched his sister become what she is now. He can't tell the taste in his heart.

In any case, he is Lu xialan's brother, in some places or need to persuade her.

"I know that you are not in a good mood recently, but I still hope you can do things rationally, and there will be no more situations like today. After all, the bars are a bit chaotic. You are a girl, and I think you should understand some things."

His words didn't mean to criticize, but he admonished his sister with the tone of elder brother. The words in that tone made Lu xialan feel sad and guilty.

"If you just go to the bar occasionally to decompress, I don't have any opinions, but I hope you don't go to those places often. You are not in a good state now. I think you should know it."

He also saw that his sister's condition was getting worse day by day. After all, he couldn't bear it, so he told her these things.

"And what I want to tell you today is, don't do things that will hurt others in the future. Maybe these things don't matter to you, but for others, they cause irreparable harm."

"What's more, you need to be responsible for what you do. You don't have to worry too much about something or someone. After a period of time, you will find that these things and people are just passers-by in your life." Her face became paler when she heard Lu Xingyi say those words. She didn't expect that Lu Xingyi would say these words to herself at this time today.

And Lu Xingyi naturally also noticed that Lu xialan's manner was not right at this time, "those things before, now write it off, you don't need to pay attention to those things before, you will face the next life well in the future."

She knew that Lu Xingyi said these things to herself today for her own good, so she didn't refute any more. What's more, what he said was all facts, and she had nothing to refute.

"You've always been attached to someone, but I don't think these things are necessary. You don't have to be sad because of someone or something. After all, you still have many possibilities."

My sister's condition is really bad, now even I can't see it any more, so I'd better take this opportunity to make those things clear with my sister.

Lu xialan listen to what he said to himself, although the heart is still a little faint unwilling, but what the other side said is really the truth, he has nothing to explain.

"Brother, I know all the things you said to me today, and I will never do such childish things like this again. You can rest assured." She can also be regarded as a guarantee for Lu Xingyi.

Lu Xingyi knew that she had understood what she meant, so she didn't say anything else. She just showed a gentle smile.

When Lu xialan is lying on the bed alone, she suddenly can't sleep. When she looks out of the window, the whole person can't help remembering the recent events and the words that Lu Xingyi said to herself before.

There is nothing wrong with what Lu Xingyi said before. Recently, she has been dejected for Peili. She always wants to get him and be with him.

However, all this is just wishful thinking. What kind of choice Peili will make has nothing to do with him. His future may not have any intersection with him.

What's more, I think I've done so many great things, but when I put them in the eyes of others, they are all trivial things. Moreover, I lost so much and paid so much for men, but I'm not happy at all. I only moved myself.

At this time, she suddenly realized that she had always been in prison. Subconsciously, she told herself that she actually liked Peili, but she was not willing to let go anyway, which would only increase her pain.

Before she always wanted to get Peili, but until now, she suddenly found that she had done so much, but she was not happy at all.

Pei Li didn't treat himself tenderly because of his previous actions, and he didn't think highly of himself because of his previous actions. What he had done before was just paralyzing himself.

I keep telling myself that I like Peili and I have to be him, but I don't find that I have put on the shackles and let myself into the cage.

"So I've been doing useless work before?" She suddenly asked in a dazed tone.

"But I'm still a little bit unwilling. I've done so many things, but it doesn't work at all. Peili will never give me an equal opportunity."