Chapter 171

I shook my head. That day was an accident for all of us. I had no reason to blame him, although I was disappointed that he left.

"This matter has passed, Xuanxuan has been hurt, I will make up for him in the future, you don't have to apologize." I said.

"I see you have a good relationship with Jiangnan. How does he like Xuanxuan?" Pei Li asked again.

I looked at him in surprise. Since I came into the arena, has he been looking at me and Jiangnan?

Before, I had nothing to do with Jiangnan Mingming, but when I needed help most, Jiangnan didn't hesitate to stand up for me. He came to pick me up for the banquet tonight, and naturally became my partner. But I never thought about what would happen with Jiangnan.

"He is very good to Xuanxuan, and Xuanxuan likes him very much." I said.

"What about Xuanxuan to me?" Perry's voice trembled a little more.

I dropped my eyes, and my eyes turned red. "It's incomparable. He treats you as his father. He has been looking forward to his father for a long time, so he has preconceived you, and you are excellent."

"I also like Xuanxuan very much, but as long as I think that he is your child and someone else's child, I can't calm down. Over the years, you have been making trouble with me, you have been hiding from me, and I haven't seen you everywhere. We are separated from each other, and there is a lot of estrangement, but one thing remains the same. I know that you love me, and I only love you, and we both belong to each other, Do you understand? " Pei Li hugs my waist, side face presses my ear to say.

I know what he said, and I feel the same way, so every time I see any news from him and Lu xialan, I will be so angry that I am in a bad mood all day.

Countless times I advised myself to let go of my feelings for Peili, but I always insisted on it.

"But Pei Li, even if I understand your feelings, it's just to let us continue to suffer." I want to let go of his hand and leave. The music is over at this time, but Perry pulls me straight out. I haven't realized that he has already taken me to the car.

As soon as I got on the bus, Pei Li hugged me tightly and said, "Yanyan, do you know that when I see you with him, I'm really miserable. I'm very selfish. When I can't give you happiness, I can't tolerate other people's happiness. Obviously, what I bring you is only harm, but I can't let go."

I pushed him away and said: "Pei Li, you don't want to be like this. Even if you can't let it go, we should let it go. The people of Pei family probably hate me to death, and I also hurt Pei's face. If you entangle with me again, I'm afraid you'll make those people unhappy. For Pei's sake, you've been worried so much that you shouldn't let it go at this time."

"Are you only concerned about the company? Can't I have some personal affairs for the sake of the company? In the past, you always thought I was too busy and neglected you, but I didn't know until I lost you that I could handle the company's affairs with you. Without you, my heart is always short of such a piece. Qin Yan, come back to me and I will take good care of you. " Pei Li took my hand and said a lot.

"I'm sorry..." I shook my head. He raised his hand to cover my mouth and said softly, "don't give me the answer so quickly. I want you to think about it."

The driver respectfully asked in front of him, "Mr. Pei, where are you going now?"

"Go to Lu Shao's bar." Said Perry.

The driver took us to the bar of Lu Xingyi.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

He had drunk some wine at the party before. How could he go to the bar to drink? He is not a heavy drinker.

"Every time we met before, we were very sober, trying each other and hiding our thoughts. People are the most honest only when they drink. Can we sit together without any burden, even as friends, so that we won't hurt each other easily." Asked Perry, holding my face.

I sighed, nodded and agreed.

Pei Li is the top VIP here. He took me to the private room directly, and then waved for wine and fruit plate.

Just into the private room I feel uncomfortable, almost closed space, dim lights flashing everywhere, lonely men and women together is too ambiguous.

But another thought, this man is my ex husband and the father of my child. We used to have no scruples about it. How could we care about what's ambiguous.

"Qin Yan, do you know that I went to find Pei Qi where you live that day, but actually I went to find you on purpose, because I found that Wang Bin was approaching Pei Qi on purpose. I was worried that Pei Qi would suffer losses and that you two were bullying Pei Qi together, so I wanted to test you. I didn't expect that you gave it to me in order to revenge Wang Bin's cheating." Perry said drunkenly, embracing me.

Think of at the beginning that green and astringent resolute oneself, return really silly, unexpectedly for the sake of momentary mood to give oneself to account to go out.

Fortunately, that man is Pei Li. He didn't become the second one to let me down.

"But at that time, you were very kind to me. Although we didn't communicate with each other before, after you learned that I was pregnant, you showed more care for me. I thought that even if you were kind to me just because of my child, I would accept it willingly, because it was our child." I took a sip of the wine.

Because I lost my love at that time, like a lost dog, Pei Li, who can help me fight against Wang Bin and my marriage, is my great Savior.

"But then I'll treat you again, and you won't be rare, even for the sake of children." Perry murmured.

When I was pregnant again, Perry wanted to support me, but we two loved each other deeply. He loved me. How can I tolerate the people I love just because the child in my stomach chooses to be with me.

"I'm not reconciled. You used to love me so much. Even if you don't love me, you should give each other a minimum respect. On the one hand, you spread the gossip with Lu xialan all over the street, and on the other hand, you installed deep feelings in front of me. What do you think of me as, a tool for giving birth? I tell you, Pei Li, I'm a man of flesh and blood. I've never been greedy. I want you to love me and our family to live happily together. But you know that Wang Bin and Pei Qi planned to kill my child, and you have to protect Pei Qi. You know that Lu xialan bullied me. The Pei family don't look up to me. You still talk business with Lu xialan, You can't protect me at all. I don't want my children to be in the same situation as me. " I drink high, pull the ear of Pei Li to sit in his bosom, say aloud the grievance that once suffered.

He doesn't understand these grievances. I bear them behind my back every time.

I want to tell him that he thinks that I'm a small family. After all, I've worked hard to take care of his elders and his good brother's sister, who grew up together.

It is conceivable that I was so angry at that time that I would take such a fierce way to leave.

I said here, wronged in the heart, did not notice, Pei Li's eyes gradually become clear.

He listened to me in silence. I said I was tired. I leaned in his arms and fell asleep unconsciously.

Pei Li hugged me and gave me a painful kiss on the brow. Then he raised his hand to make a phone call and told the driver to come in and pick us up.

I don't drink very well. I feel like I'm being held and lying on the bed. I feel very hot and cold. So when I feel that there is a heat source nearby, I close my eyes and stick to it.

I didn't sleep well that night. Many strange dreams flashed through my head. When I opened my eyes, I only felt sore all over.

I found that this is not my room.

I was startled and looked sideways. Pei Li was sleeping next to me.

He didn't seem to have any clothes on his upper body, and there were scratches around his neck.

If I look at myself, it's similar to his situation.

Thinking about what happened yesterday, I suddenly felt that my head was very big. Two drunken people actually borrowed alcohol to make trouble. Such a stupid thing happened. Sure enough, alcohol is not a good thing.

Looking at Pei Li sleeping, I feel helpless. I used to like waking up earlier than him and looking at his sleeping face.

At that time, the heart is full of happiness, because it is said that there is a person in front of you rest assured to sleep, because he trusts you.

Sometimes I would poke his nostrils and pull his eyelashes mischievously. He would raise his hand impatiently, hold me in his arms, hold my hands full of mischief and continue to sleep.

It's a little fun between husband and wife. I enjoy it all the time.

But it's all in the past. I'm worried that Pei Li wakes up, looks at each other, and is embarrassed. He secretly takes his clothes, gets up, puts them on and leaves.

I didn't go home that night, and I didn't bring my mobile phone when I went out. I'm afraid Xuanxuan is already in a hurry. I have to explain to Jiang Nan and Jiang Xiaobei what happened that night. I have a headache when I think about it.

When I went downstairs, I only heard a sound from the door outside, and someone pushed the door in.

"I bought breakfast, Perry." Lu xialan smiles all over her face, but when she sees me, the smile on her face suddenly stops.

I looked up at her and didn't know how to deal with it for a moment.

"Why are you here? What about Perry Lu xialan's face suddenly became very ugly.

"He's sleeping upstairs. You can go up and see him if you want to." I said faintly.

I felt guilty for a moment when I was caught by her, but my heart hardened when I thought that this woman had interfered in my marriage with Peili, and later kidnapped my son and stabbed Peili.

When Lu xialan heard me say this, her face was almost distorted. "What happened to you last night? All night together? "