Chapter 134

"All these years, where are they?" Pei Li put his arms around me and said in my ear, as if he was talking in a dream. His tone was gentle, which was quite different from that fierce man just now.

"Travel all over the world." My eyes moved, light way.

"When are you going home?" He asked.

"I'll go back when I've had enough." I bowed my head and said, holding back my embarrassment.

This tone sounds like a little wife who is angry with her husband. I secretly despise myself after listening to it.

In order to avoid being inquired by him again, I looked up at him and asked, "Perry, in what capacity do you come to me? Do you think I'm your woman? Or do you think I should always be ready for your needs, appear in front of you when you want to see me, stay with you when you want me to stay, don't forget, we are over. "

"We don't end, we never end." Pei Li raised his hand and grabbed my chin. His dark and indifferent eyes reflected my expression of dyspnea. His thin lips were slightly crooked, revealing a charming smile. "Are you regretting that you should not meet me at this time? You look very happy outside these years."

Then, his strength suddenly increased, and I felt that my chin was almost crushed by him, and I couldn't help but moan.

"I guess, there are others. A person who has the ability to erase your traces from me, is he a new gold owner, or sold himself and climbed into someone else's bed? Qin Yan, I have said for a long time that if you want money, I can give it to you. Why do you have to be so self contemptuous? Do other people's beds make you more happy?" Said Perry, looking at me with a sarcastic look.

I was so angry that I shivered all over. What did he regard me as? Am I the kind of woman who can exchange my body for money?

Although I am very different from him, at least my husband and wife have shared the same bed and supported each other. I didn't expect that the words from his mouth today were so humiliating. My tears rolled in my eyes and struggled hard.

When Pei Li saw that I wanted to break free again, he restrained me more strongly. When he saw the tears in my eyes, he was stunned, as if he couldn't bear it. But then his eyes were filled with coldness, "what? Did I mention the pain? Don't you think it's going to be ok? "

"You're a jerk, Perry. You're a jerk." I don't care about the image, so I just yell.

He sneered, "I know that in your heart, I'm really an asshole, so you'd rather climb into someone else's bed than have any contact with me. Qin Yan, I don't want to touch you either. I just want to know about the children and what you've done to my children."

Boy, he finally mentioned the boy.

Looking at Pei Li's expression, I was shocked. He cared about the children.

Before, when he was looking for Jiang Xiaobei, I hid in the storeroom and heard what was happening outside. It's been so many years, and he is still thinking about my child. I feel relieved to think of this. His heart is not all about interests. How much love should he give to a child who can be cared about for four years.

Now jiangxiaobei must be looking for me everywhere. If she calls the police, the police will soon find her here. If she goes on like this, Peili will know the existence of Xuanxuan.

I can't afford to stay here any longer. Seeing Pei Li staring at me so seriously, I sighed in my heart. I can only use him.

"It's all you, it's all you." I threw away his hand, fell on the sofa and began to cry, "you still have to ask me where my child is. Don't you want us both for a long time? I'm a weak woman. I didn't get well because of the previous miscarriage. The doctor said that the second pregnancy was a surprise. If I didn't have a child, I would never have a child again. But you still treat me like that later. I... "

With that, I just cried.

Pei Li was stunned when I said that. He raised his hand to my shoulder and asked, "didn't I tell Jiang Xiaobei to take you to raise your health? What happened then? "

"Peili, you don't have to look for me. I just want to be alone. I'm far away from you. All the mistakes are borne by me. Lu xialan is very kind to you. I shouldn't expect you any more. You'll have a new family and new children. All this has nothing to do with me. I'm very good alone." I looked at him and said with tears and a smile, "once I was with you, it would only bring you trouble. Now I know you have a good life in China. I really have nothing else to ask. Forget me, Perry. It's all my fault. It's all my fault."

Looking at me like this, Pei Li's eyes were full of shock and pain. He raised his hand, put me in his arms and said painfully, "what are you talking about? You are not bad or wrong. I don't care about you."

I hugged him as I cried, as if a drowning man were holding on to the last straw.

He just hugged me like this. If I didn't have another plan in my heart, I really want to indulge in this embrace and never leave for a lifetime.

"I'm hungry, Perry." I looked up at him from his arms and tried to smile, "shall we go out for dinner?"

"Hungry? Haven't you had enough outside? " He nodded my lips, and the deep meaning I couldn't see through was in his lacquer like ink eyes.

I gave him a white look, but I held him tightly.

Pei Li sighed, "what would you like to eat?"

"I know there's a shop near here that makes delicious noodles. When I first ate them, I was thinking about when I could take you with me." I lowered my head and whispered.

His voice softened in an instant and answered softly, "OK, then go to eat that one."

Perry and I came out arm in arm, like a loving couple.

Everyone thinks so, including Perry.

This good-bye, except that at the beginning he deliberately made me suffer because of his emotional excitement, Perry always held me, hugged me together, and let me have a good sleep in his arms.

About the child, because I cried too sad before, he worried about affecting my mood and never asked me again.

I can't help but think of the time when I lost my first child, Pei Li stood by me, served me tea and water, took care of my mood carefully, and treated me very carefully.

He is very concerned about the children. At the beginning, because I was pregnant with his children, he did not hesitate to choose to marry me and wanted to give me and my children a perfect family. Now, because of his concern for the children, he has not changed his mind after so many years.

Unfortunately, I always have no way to tell him the existence of Xuanxuan, I don't want to let Xuanxuan mix into my messy past.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel sour. I couldn't help looking up at Pei Li.

Pei Li is taller than me. When I turn my face, I can see the curve of his side, the slightly raised chin, the high bridge of his nose, and the firm and steady eyes staring at the front, which can show the beautiful curved lips.

Xuanxuan's side face is similar to him, especially when it looks on the side.

As a mother, I remember every detail of Xuanxuan very firmly, and only I, as a mother, can keenly discover the similarities between their father and son.

If so many things have not happened, I believe that we must be a very happy family.

"What are you looking at?" He looked slightly at me.

If before, I would be embarrassed to move my eyes, but now I look at him straight, smile and say: "I just want to look at you."

I seldom act in such a coquettish way. Pei Li's eyes suddenly become hot. He leaned up to my ear and said, "well, I'll make you look good tonight."

There is a remote Chinese noodle shop near here. I found it by chance when I was playing with Xiaobei. I came to eat it once before, and it tastes good.

Perry sat down with me, raised his hand and called the waiter up. He spoke to me in a very gentle voice. He looked like a gentleman who loved his wife very much. When the noodles were served, Pei Li patiently picked out chives and corianders that I didn't like.

The price of this restaurant is very conscientious. It can't be compared with those high-end restaurants he used to eat. At most, it's just a roadside stall.

Pei Li didn't care, so he sat here to eat noodles with me. He rolled up his sleeve and showed his watch. I didn't know the brand of the watch, but it was not nearly as good as it could be worn on his hand.

"It's delicious." He took a taste and said to me.

I don't have much appetite. The reason why I chose here is just for convenience. So I nodded and answered.

After a few bites, I got up and said, "I'll go to the bathroom."

Perry nodded.

I got up and went back to the yard.

The washroom of this noodle shop is in the backyard. There is a door for purchasing goods in the backyard. I can take advantage of the opportunity to go to the washroom and go out directly from the door of the backyard.

In order not to arouse doubt, I went into the bathroom in a decent way. When I came out, there was a waiter standing at the door, the one who just gave us.

I got up to give her a seat. She quickly waved her hand and said with a smile, "I don't want to go to the bathroom. Your husband told me that you are in a bad mood today. He accompanied you to relax and worried that you would cry in the bathroom alone, so let me see you."

Oh, no, I didn't expect that Pei Li was guarding me and had people staring at me.

As if nothing had happened, I said, "I'm ok. I'll go back later. Please go ahead. I'm sorry."

"Your husband has told me that I need to watch you here. This backyard is a place for purchasing goods. It's a mess. You'd better go ahead." As if expecting something, the waiter came up to plug in the back door and looked at me with a smile.