Chapter 114
At the beginning, Lu xialan constantly showed Peili's intimate relationship in front of me. I was jealous and deliberately cold war with Peili.
Now, when he raised it again, his heart still felt like being pricked by a needle.
I didn't expect that in his eyes, the original deep feeling was just playing tricks.
My lips smile, but my heart is as cold as ice, "yes, you are satisfied with it."
With that, I threw away my hand and went straight to the place with the most people at the party.
Lu xialan seems to be looking for me. Seeing me appear, she says discontentedly, "Qin Yan, everyone is waiting for you. Where have you been? Why are you so impolite? "
"Just around. You are the host. Just use the word politeness yourself." I finished, put down my glass and went straight away.
After leaving, I sent a text message to Jiang Xiaobei, saying that I was not feeling well, so I left first.
Anyway, I came to this party to find out Lu Xingyi's secret and listen to the conversation between him and the servant. Mrs. Lu must know what happened in those years.
If Pei Li wants to know the truth, he can ask Mrs. Lu directly.
My task at this party has been completed, and I'm not in the mood to stay any longer.
Pei Li thinks that I like Lu Xingyi, so he mocks me in every way and constantly reminds himself to let me see the identity gap between me and Lu Xingyi.
Although I have nothing to do with Lu Xingyi, it's hard for me to see Pei Li's sarcastic remarks and satirize me with the original things.
After all, he and I used to love each other so much. Even if we had different identities, I would love them without hesitation.
I didn't expect that in his heart, family background was more important than everything, so he chose to be with Lu xialan. I was just a mistake he made unintentionally.
I sat back in the taxi, gritting my teeth to prevent tears from falling from my eyes.
The taxi driver looked at me with teeth gnashing and tears in my eyes. He couldn't help comforting me: "little girl, there is no barrier in life that can't pass. You have to open up everything."
"I'm fine." I shook my head.
And I'm not a little girl. I've been through too much in this period of time, which makes me tired physically and mentally, but it doesn't matter. Even if I cry very sad at this time, I will still fight high and continue to stick to it when the sun rises tomorrow.
When I got home, I immediately logged into the company's affairs group and asked the people in the company to help me. This time, if I didn't investigate and find out, I would have been humiliated by Pei Li as soon as possible.
After all this, my mobile phone vibrated. Pei Li sent me a text message and asked me to meet.
Although I hate this man very much in my heart, in order to finish the task as soon as possible, I cleaned up quickly and went.
Pei Li is in a KTV box. I have the impression that a friend of his mortgaged Pei Li when he was in urgent need of money. He has been operating in such a tepid way, so no one cares about it. This place is also secret enough.
I just pushed open the door of the box, smelled a breath of wine, and couldn't help covering my nose.
Perry leaned back on the sofa, his necktie torn off and left. He looked gloomy and lazy.
His brow is tight wrinkly, calm face, the young lady nearby heart frightens gall to pour wine for him.
The atmosphere of the whole box was very depressed. I couldn't help saying, "Mr. Pei, you asked me to talk about something, but you were drunk. Isn't it inappropriate?"
Pei Li raised his eyes and looked at me with a smile on his lips. "Is it necessary?"
"I know, I'm not your client, I'm just your staff, but please look at my serious work and correct my attitude." I said patiently.
Pei Li waved his hand. The lady who poured the wine was relieved. She quickly opened the door and went out. There were only two of us left in the box.
"You're just a guy I hired. I don't have enough money to open a bottle of wine." Pei Li light way, "you think you have what qualifications to point to East and West in me here."
I'm not as good as a bottle of wine? My face turned red. I wanted to grab the wine in his glass and splash it on his face.
"No, maybe you are qualified. After all, you are also a woman with great ability. At the beginning, I tried my best to climb onto my bed and forced me to marry you by being pregnant. After I had no use value for you, I could cheat me with my ex boyfriend. Now I Seduce Shanglu Xingyi with ease. I really underestimated you before." Perry looked at me with a sneer.
I clenched my lips. That's what he always thought of me.
"When you swore that your favorite person was Jiangnan, did you find that he didn't have much money, so you turned to Lu Xingyi. Qin Yan, what do you want? If you want money, I have a lot of them. I don't need you to be too busy for just a few hundred thousand. " Then he took a check out of his pocket and said, "I can take care of you, just like I used to take care of other women."
"Shameless." I couldn't help scolding, "why do you think you can support me, and how do you know that I left Jiangnan for money?"
Even if he insults me, he will insult my feelings with Jiangnan.
At the beginning, I refused Jiangnan because I couldn't let him go in my heart. But I am very grateful that Jiangnan was by my side to accompany me and protect me when I was most miserable and helpless. I will keep Jiangnan's kindness in mind all my life. How can I abandon him for money.
"Pei Li, you are a fool. You are selfish and insidious, so you can only see calculation and utilization in your eyes. How can you see the feelings in it?" My tears slowly fell, "you never know love. Sure enough, you are a perfect match with Lu xialan. Possessiveness and superiority are your style."
Hearing me say affection, Pei Li's eyes moved. He looked at me, "affection? What you believe in is just a game for people like us. "
"You can do it yourself. Don't push yourself to others. Lu Xingyi has done a lot for me. Every time I need help, he will come forward to help me. Moreover, when you smile to help, he is also helping you. You just slander me. Even your good friends slander me. I'm really disappointed with you." I wiped the tears on my face. I didn't want to talk to him any more. I turned around and left.
At this time, the door of the private room was closed from the outside and couldn't be opened.
"Open the door." I turned back and yelled at Perry.
His eyes were overcast and resentful. He came forward and punched me on the wall next to me. The loud noise that rubbed his ears scared me unconsciously.
Pei Li looked at me, gritted his teeth and said, "so, he's so important to you. Don't I even have the right to say a word?"
"You, you're drunk." I don't know how many glasses he drank. The strong wine atmosphere surrounded me and made me talk in knots.
"I'm not drunk. I know what I'm talking about“ Said, he bent directly blocked my mouth, slightly drunk wine instantly occupied my breath.
I looked at him with wide eyes in surprise. Pei Li's eyes were closed tightly. He put one hand between him and the wall, put me in one of them, and clasped my waist with the other hand to make me lean towards him.
"Perry." I reached out to push and shove, and there was a sudden pain on my lips. I saw him bite my lips hard. His brow was tight and his eyes were full of pain.
Pain, why do I see pain in his eyes?
Seeing Pei Li like this, my heart suddenly pained.
No matter how I deny it or how I suppress my love for him, I can't let him go completely.
"Qin Yan, why do you want to leave?" Pei Li kisses me and hugs me in his arms. His action is so flustered that he has no rules. It's just the instinctive reaction of a drunk man.
"You're drunk. You're really drunk. You're so drunk that you don't know what you're talking about. It's you who left." I feel sad, in his body hate bite, is he left a promise to me to wait for him, but with Lu xialan disappear together, no news.
How many nights, I will wake up from the dream, always feel that I can no longer see him in this life, can no longer be with him.
That kind of suffering, he would not feel.
It was he who gave me hope to get back together, and then left me behind and turned to be with others.
It's him who causes all this. Why does he still feel pain and let me suffer together.
When I bite him, Pei Li's whole body is tense and dumb, saying: "Yanyan, it's all my fault. I didn't protect you, but I really love you, so I can't see you with other men. I can't make your heart turn to others."
Then I suddenly got cold. Pei Li picked me up and put me on the sofa next to me. Under the stimulation of alcohol, the man's instinctive pursuit of desire drove him to keep moving. My clothes were roughly torn apart by him. Two bodies that were very familiar with each other were intertwined. In this dark and ambiguous private room, he forgot that he was Pei's president and my ex husband.
In that boundless enthusiasm, I also trance, as if doing a crazy bold, completely unrealistic dream.
However, the dream will wake up eventually.
After the happy retreat, looking at Pei Li who is sleeping with me like a child, I burst into tears. I want to hold him up, but I don't feel qualified.
I dressed and left in a mess.
It's late at night outside. Many people come here to have fun. Everyone is immersed in this world of red and white. No one cares. A woman with messy clothes and tears comes out.
When I got home, the light in the living room was still on. Jiang Xiaobei was sitting on the sofa. When she saw me coming back, her eyes flashed with some hesitation. Finally, she asked, "where have you been?"
"Just go out for a walk." I said listlessly.
It seems that Jiang Xiaobei wants to say something, but he wants to say nothing. I'm upset, especially when something like that happened with Peili just now. So he didn't say much and wants to turn back to his room.
Now, when he raised it again, his heart still felt like being pricked by a needle.
I didn't expect that in his eyes, the original deep feeling was just playing tricks.
My lips smile, but my heart is as cold as ice, "yes, you are satisfied with it."
With that, I threw away my hand and went straight to the place with the most people at the party.
Lu xialan seems to be looking for me. Seeing me appear, she says discontentedly, "Qin Yan, everyone is waiting for you. Where have you been? Why are you so impolite? "
"Just around. You are the host. Just use the word politeness yourself." I finished, put down my glass and went straight away.
After leaving, I sent a text message to Jiang Xiaobei, saying that I was not feeling well, so I left first.
Anyway, I came to this party to find out Lu Xingyi's secret and listen to the conversation between him and the servant. Mrs. Lu must know what happened in those years.
If Pei Li wants to know the truth, he can ask Mrs. Lu directly.
My task at this party has been completed, and I'm not in the mood to stay any longer.
Pei Li thinks that I like Lu Xingyi, so he mocks me in every way and constantly reminds himself to let me see the identity gap between me and Lu Xingyi.
Although I have nothing to do with Lu Xingyi, it's hard for me to see Pei Li's sarcastic remarks and satirize me with the original things.
After all, he and I used to love each other so much. Even if we had different identities, I would love them without hesitation.
I didn't expect that in his heart, family background was more important than everything, so he chose to be with Lu xialan. I was just a mistake he made unintentionally.
I sat back in the taxi, gritting my teeth to prevent tears from falling from my eyes.
The taxi driver looked at me with teeth gnashing and tears in my eyes. He couldn't help comforting me: "little girl, there is no barrier in life that can't pass. You have to open up everything."
"I'm fine." I shook my head.
And I'm not a little girl. I've been through too much in this period of time, which makes me tired physically and mentally, but it doesn't matter. Even if I cry very sad at this time, I will still fight high and continue to stick to it when the sun rises tomorrow.
When I got home, I immediately logged into the company's affairs group and asked the people in the company to help me. This time, if I didn't investigate and find out, I would have been humiliated by Pei Li as soon as possible.
After all this, my mobile phone vibrated. Pei Li sent me a text message and asked me to meet.
Although I hate this man very much in my heart, in order to finish the task as soon as possible, I cleaned up quickly and went.
Pei Li is in a KTV box. I have the impression that a friend of his mortgaged Pei Li when he was in urgent need of money. He has been operating in such a tepid way, so no one cares about it. This place is also secret enough.
I just pushed open the door of the box, smelled a breath of wine, and couldn't help covering my nose.
Perry leaned back on the sofa, his necktie torn off and left. He looked gloomy and lazy.
His brow is tight wrinkly, calm face, the young lady nearby heart frightens gall to pour wine for him.
The atmosphere of the whole box was very depressed. I couldn't help saying, "Mr. Pei, you asked me to talk about something, but you were drunk. Isn't it inappropriate?"
Pei Li raised his eyes and looked at me with a smile on his lips. "Is it necessary?"
"I know, I'm not your client, I'm just your staff, but please look at my serious work and correct my attitude." I said patiently.
Pei Li waved his hand. The lady who poured the wine was relieved. She quickly opened the door and went out. There were only two of us left in the box.
"You're just a guy I hired. I don't have enough money to open a bottle of wine." Pei Li light way, "you think you have what qualifications to point to East and West in me here."
I'm not as good as a bottle of wine? My face turned red. I wanted to grab the wine in his glass and splash it on his face.
"No, maybe you are qualified. After all, you are also a woman with great ability. At the beginning, I tried my best to climb onto my bed and forced me to marry you by being pregnant. After I had no use value for you, I could cheat me with my ex boyfriend. Now I Seduce Shanglu Xingyi with ease. I really underestimated you before." Perry looked at me with a sneer.
I clenched my lips. That's what he always thought of me.
"When you swore that your favorite person was Jiangnan, did you find that he didn't have much money, so you turned to Lu Xingyi. Qin Yan, what do you want? If you want money, I have a lot of them. I don't need you to be too busy for just a few hundred thousand. " Then he took a check out of his pocket and said, "I can take care of you, just like I used to take care of other women."
"Shameless." I couldn't help scolding, "why do you think you can support me, and how do you know that I left Jiangnan for money?"
Even if he insults me, he will insult my feelings with Jiangnan.
At the beginning, I refused Jiangnan because I couldn't let him go in my heart. But I am very grateful that Jiangnan was by my side to accompany me and protect me when I was most miserable and helpless. I will keep Jiangnan's kindness in mind all my life. How can I abandon him for money.
"Pei Li, you are a fool. You are selfish and insidious, so you can only see calculation and utilization in your eyes. How can you see the feelings in it?" My tears slowly fell, "you never know love. Sure enough, you are a perfect match with Lu xialan. Possessiveness and superiority are your style."
Hearing me say affection, Pei Li's eyes moved. He looked at me, "affection? What you believe in is just a game for people like us. "
"You can do it yourself. Don't push yourself to others. Lu Xingyi has done a lot for me. Every time I need help, he will come forward to help me. Moreover, when you smile to help, he is also helping you. You just slander me. Even your good friends slander me. I'm really disappointed with you." I wiped the tears on my face. I didn't want to talk to him any more. I turned around and left.
At this time, the door of the private room was closed from the outside and couldn't be opened.
"Open the door." I turned back and yelled at Perry.
His eyes were overcast and resentful. He came forward and punched me on the wall next to me. The loud noise that rubbed his ears scared me unconsciously.
Pei Li looked at me, gritted his teeth and said, "so, he's so important to you. Don't I even have the right to say a word?"
"You, you're drunk." I don't know how many glasses he drank. The strong wine atmosphere surrounded me and made me talk in knots.
"I'm not drunk. I know what I'm talking about“ Said, he bent directly blocked my mouth, slightly drunk wine instantly occupied my breath.
I looked at him with wide eyes in surprise. Pei Li's eyes were closed tightly. He put one hand between him and the wall, put me in one of them, and clasped my waist with the other hand to make me lean towards him.
"Perry." I reached out to push and shove, and there was a sudden pain on my lips. I saw him bite my lips hard. His brow was tight and his eyes were full of pain.
Pain, why do I see pain in his eyes?
Seeing Pei Li like this, my heart suddenly pained.
No matter how I deny it or how I suppress my love for him, I can't let him go completely.
"Qin Yan, why do you want to leave?" Pei Li kisses me and hugs me in his arms. His action is so flustered that he has no rules. It's just the instinctive reaction of a drunk man.
"You're drunk. You're really drunk. You're so drunk that you don't know what you're talking about. It's you who left." I feel sad, in his body hate bite, is he left a promise to me to wait for him, but with Lu xialan disappear together, no news.
How many nights, I will wake up from the dream, always feel that I can no longer see him in this life, can no longer be with him.
That kind of suffering, he would not feel.
It was he who gave me hope to get back together, and then left me behind and turned to be with others.
It's him who causes all this. Why does he still feel pain and let me suffer together.
When I bite him, Pei Li's whole body is tense and dumb, saying: "Yanyan, it's all my fault. I didn't protect you, but I really love you, so I can't see you with other men. I can't make your heart turn to others."
Then I suddenly got cold. Pei Li picked me up and put me on the sofa next to me. Under the stimulation of alcohol, the man's instinctive pursuit of desire drove him to keep moving. My clothes were roughly torn apart by him. Two bodies that were very familiar with each other were intertwined. In this dark and ambiguous private room, he forgot that he was Pei's president and my ex husband.
In that boundless enthusiasm, I also trance, as if doing a crazy bold, completely unrealistic dream.
However, the dream will wake up eventually.
After the happy retreat, looking at Pei Li who is sleeping with me like a child, I burst into tears. I want to hold him up, but I don't feel qualified.
I dressed and left in a mess.
It's late at night outside. Many people come here to have fun. Everyone is immersed in this world of red and white. No one cares. A woman with messy clothes and tears comes out.
When I got home, the light in the living room was still on. Jiang Xiaobei was sitting on the sofa. When she saw me coming back, her eyes flashed with some hesitation. Finally, she asked, "where have you been?"
"Just go out for a walk." I said listlessly.
It seems that Jiang Xiaobei wants to say something, but he wants to say nothing. I'm upset, especially when something like that happened with Peili just now. So he didn't say much and wants to turn back to his room.