Chapter 87

"How can I be so stupid? I have no friendship with him." I couldn't help retorting.

"Well, it's better. I've put my old capital into the hospital now, but I have no money to redeem you." Jiang Xiaobei said and ate the snacks honestly.

This girl is more and more awkward now. She is obviously concerned about me. She still has to do this awkward look, for fear that she will be seen by me.

The nurse in the hospital was soon recruited. She was a female student majoring in veterinary medicine. After a simple examination, Jiang Xiaobei stayed and used her. I was able to free my hands and leave the hospital completely.

I didn't know what job I was looking for. When I saw the news that Chengnan orphanage was recruiting volunteers, I decided to apply for a job.

When I was in college, I often volunteered to send warmth to orphanages and nursing homes. In such an environment, people would feel relaxed and feel useful to society.

During this period of time, I didn't find a new job because of my previous dismissal, and I almost forgot what I did in my old profession.

"Miss Qin, I didn't expect you to come again." The director of the orphanage had been familiar with me when I was a volunteer. When he saw me signing up for help, he showed a happy smile.

"Dean, long time no see. How are the children?" I asked as I came in.

The Dean nodded, "some were adopted by the family, some were found by the family, all very good."

When I went to see the children, they all cried happily when they saw me: "sister Yanyan, you haven't come to see us for a long time."

There are new faces and old faces. But seeing the children's smile, I feel calm. So I stay to help them with their homework, teach them origami and silk screen in my spare time. All these materials are bought by me at my own expense. For a person who has no income, it may be a burden, but I am satisfied if it can bring them happiness.

"Hello, Qin Yan, why are you not in the hospital?" While teaching the children how to make lilies, Lu Xingyi called and asked.

Listen to his tone of displeasure, I couldn't help laughing, "did you shut the door?"

He said, "where are you, I'll find you."

I told him where the orphanage was. Lu Xing couldn't help but chuckle and said, "are you going to adopt a child there as a single mother?"

"I'm sorry, I can't even be a single mother, because the adopters must be married and infertile." I chuckled.

When I hung up the phone, the children around me asked curiously, "sister Yanyan, who is calling you? Your boyfriend? "

I suddenly face some fever, pinching his small round face, said: "how old you are, you know your boyfriend and girlfriend."

Xiaozhengtai protected her face and said: "before, we were all thinking about why sister Yanyan didn't come. Xiaopang said that sister Yanyan had a boyfriend and would have a baby soon, so she didn't come."

"Where's chubby?" I asked.

Xiao Zhengtai lowered her eyelids and said, "Xiao Pang has been taken home by his father."

Some of the other children are dying. Some of them are rescued from human traffickers, some are abandoned by their parents, and some are scattered with their parents. They are all longing for a home. Naturally, they are very envious of the children who have a happy family again.

"You'll find your home soon, too." I hugged them and said painfully.

"I don't have a home. My family don't want it. They don't think I'm a girl, they just want my brother." A little girl said stubbornly.

I know more or less about their life experience. Some parents really want a son who can carry on the family line. They are indifferent to their daughter and even abandon or kill her.

But there are still many parents who love their children. After all, they are born in October.

Just like every time I think about the child I lost, I can't help but burst into tears. In those days of recuperation in the hospital, I dream of him every night, and dream of the little baby crying and crying for her mother.

"A lot of people still want their own children." My eyes were full of tears, and I wanted my child very much, but I lost it forever.

The little girl leaned on my arms and said, "sister Yanyan is so gentle and kind. It's a pity that you are not my mother, otherwise I would not run away from home."

"Running away from home?" I looked at her with some surprise.

She snorted, "who let my brother have a fever on my birthday? The whole family revolved around my brother. No one cared about my birthday at all, so I got angry and ran away from home. Later, I couldn't remember the way home and was sent here."

"It's so nice to be at home. You've come out." Some children can not help but complain about her, "we want to go back, you actually take the initiative to leave."

The little girl choked her neck, "I don't want it. They don't have me in their heart at all. That home is meaningless to me."

At this time, the Dean with Lu Xing moved in, with a smile on his face, "Mr. Lu, this is the home of these children. Thank you very much for your donation."

"It's OK. I'm just looking for someone to make a donation." Lu Xingyi nodded and came straight to me when he saw me.

"Wow, what a handsome brother." The little girl saw Lu Xingyi come over and ran directly to hold her. Unfortunately, she was too small to hold Lu Xingyi's thigh.

Lu Xingyi frowned slightly, looked at the unknown object lying on his leg and said, "what is she doing?"

"I think it's probably the common sense of hairy maniac. You are so handsome that she likes you." I said, gloating.

Lu Xingyi raises her legs, and the little girl insists on holding on. He has no choice but to bend down and hold little Lori in his arms and say, "my brother still has to walk. Sit well."

After the little girl was held in her arms, she hugged Lu Xingyi and gave him a few kisses on the face. Lu Xingyi's expression suddenly became more tangled and seemed to be at a loss standing among the children.

"Well, don't scare him, or my brother won't come in the future." I said with a smile.

The little girl jumped down from Lu Xingyi's arms, ran to me like a treasure, and said, "sister Yanyan, this elder brother's body smells good. You can smell it, too."

"No, I know he always smells good." The corner of my mouth twitched. Lu Xing moved to sit next to me, looked at the tools placed beside me and asked, "do manual work?"

"Well, teach them to make silk screen flowers to decorate the room, and buy a lot of materials. I don't know how the finished products are." I nodded.

Lu Xingyi stayed here to learn how to do it with me, but he was very smart, but his ability to do manual work was really terrible. Seeing him tear a petal again, I couldn't help but say, "are you so idle all day? You don't have to deal with the company, just stay here and do such boring things with me. "

"The cooperation of the company has been on the right track. In order to increase the contact with Peili, Xia LAN has consciously undertaken all the things. She will report to me if she has any problems. The family's opinion is to exercise Xia LAN more, so I didn't intervene any more." When Lu Xingyi mentioned Peili, he looked at me more.

When I heard the news from Pei Li, my heart was calm. He and I are now well water, but not river water. As long as he can manage Pei's well, I really have nothing to demand.

However, Lu Xingyi is not such a leisurely person. He was very impatient before, but now his temperament has changed greatly. It's really strange.

"It's you, isn't it good to work in a hospital? Why do you want to leave? Give her another nurse. " Lu Xingyi asked.

"After all, I'm not a professional. My old profession is a reporter. It's OK to take care of cats and dogs for a day or two. After a long time, I feel boring, so I want to leave." I said.

"Do you want to continue to be a journalist? If you want to, I know a lot of newspaper friends, and I can recommend you to go in. " He said, "after all, you worked well in the newspaper before. You were fired because of Xia LAN. I help you. I don't need you to pay me back."

I shook my head. "I don't want to work these days. I just want to experience life."

Every time when I calm down, I always think wildly. I think that I have come to the south of the Yangtze River in a foreign country. I think that Peili and I want to stick to our feelings but have no hope. I think that Jiang Xiaobei's attitude towards me is still not as good as before, although my feelings are still there.

I will also think of Wang Bin who is in prison, Pei Qi who is in depression, and my lost child.

It's really too hard to fall in love with Peili, who has crossed the class. Sometimes I want to treat the past as a dream. After waking up, everything is the same, but the reality is still the same. I don't know how to face Jiang Xiaobei, so I can only leave from the hospital.

"Xiaobei is always complaining about me in her heart. Although she knows that no matter how much Jiangnan is sacrificed, it's just between us, Jiangnan is her brother. She can't help but feel sorry for Jiangnan and complain that I'm too heartless for Jiangnan." I was relieved. When I moved out, I was reluctant. Now I think it's the right time to leave. Otherwise, I would feel even worse when I was at home with her.

"The girl is so perverse now. How could you be good friends at the beginning?" Lu Xingyi said.

I looked at him suspiciously, "you seem to pay close attention to Xiaobei."

He turned his eyes and said faintly: "I'm just curious, how can there be such a shrewd girl, such girls actually have good friends, of course, you are also a shrewd girl, but in the feelings of tolerance most, suffer most."

Jiang Xiaobei is really hot-blooded, just like a firefight.