Chapter 1313

Close your eyes, Cheng Shuang didn't say a word. For a moment, he just felt that the sky was dark. The voice of Li Youli on his mobile phone said, "at present, the condition has changed, but it can't be completely settled. I can only say that as a doctor, I have the obligation to let you know the real situation. I hope you can adjust your mind, otherwise your father will be more difficult."

With a word, he pokes directly at Cheng Shuang's weakness. Cheng Shuang holds his breath for a second. Then he opens his eyes and controls the urge to cry. He slowly breathes out and forces himself to calm down.

"How bad is it?" Cheng Shuang opened his mouth and found that his voice was very light. Then he clenched his fist and added, "it's OK. You tell me the truth. I can stand it."

Cheng Youli said: "uncle, at present, he has entered the third stage of treatment. The third stage of cancer treatment belongs to the later stage, which is also a very important stage. 80% of the patients will achieve better results after the third stage of treatment, and 20% of the patients will get through the third stage. Later, due to various reasons, it can't last too long. The reason why the third stage is very important is that it is clinically shown that this stage is a barrier for cancer patients. If they pass it smoothly, there is great hope for later cure. However, if the cancer cells suddenly divide and spread, it will be very troublesome. It shows that the first two stages only play a temporary role in suppressing, while the cancer cells in the body have not been completely killed, and it is very likely that the cancer cells in the body will be destroyed, Cancer cells will spread faster

Cheng Shuang thinks that he is strong enough. After all, he has experienced it once. But when the bad luck comes again, he realizes that the best words are a false alarm, and the most desperate words are a big dream.

When he was in despair, he gave hope. When he stood in the light and was pushed back to the dark, Cheng Shuang clenched his teeth until the whole person was shaking.

Cheng Youli didn't hear Cheng Shuang's voice for a long time, didn't hear her speak, didn't hear her cry, Cheng Youli said: "my teacher and I will do our best, but you should also have a preparation in your heart. If the third stage patients suddenly get sick, their condition is often fierce, so... Take good care of your uncle and yourself. We don't plan for the worst, But you can't plan for the best. "

Cheng Shuang nodded. Standing in the bathroom alone, he kept nodding with his mobile phone. After ten seconds, he said, "I understand. Thank you."

Cheng Youli said: "remember, try not to affect my uncle's mood. As I told you before, we believe in science, but there are always miracles in the world."

Cheng Shuang put his hand over his mouth and collapsed silently. Cheng Youli said to himself, "I'll hang up first."

How to describe the overwhelming despair at this moment? Cheng Shuang would like to be killed in the washbasin if Cheng Chunsheng could live.

With both hands covering her mouth, Cheng Shuang wants to roar, but she can see the person whose eyes turn red quickly in the mirror. She has to force herself to stop and calm down. She can't cry. She can't let Cheng Chunsheng notice anything different. As long as Cheng Chunsheng is in a good mood, there are miracles in the world anytime and anywhere. Why can't it happen to Cheng Chunsheng?

Turning on the tap, Cheng Shuang keeps flushing her face with water. I don't know how many times she repeats it. She slowly raises her head and sees a person with water all over her face and red eyes in the mirror.

When Cheng Shuang comes out of the room, Xian Tianzuo takes a look at her. Cheng Shuang is upset and angry. "Miko is also a lard. He has found such a thing."

Cheng Chunsheng raised his head, "what's the matter?"

Cheng Shuang is sitting on the chair to hold his breath, "it's shameless to cheat."

Cheng Chunsheng said, "don't these two mean the same thing? Are you crying

Cheng Shuang said, "Miko was crying on the phone and told me something about his childhood experience. I feel very sad to hear that."

Cheng Chunsheng said: "there are plenty of good boys. You can ask her not to be sad and not to be discouraged. If you ask her about the criteria for choosing a mate, it's really no good. I'll look for her in the company."

Normally, Cheng Shuang thinks it's normal. Cheng Chunsheng is such a person. But now, she suddenly feels that heaven is like this. Why is Cheng Chunsheng such a kind person.

Hands pinching thighs under the table, Cheng Shuang don't open his eyes, "don't mention it, it's too angry to eat."

Pick up the chopsticks, Cheng Shuang angrily even eat a few mouthfuls, a rectification of the meal down, Cheng Shuang admitted to leak, after dinner, Cheng Chunsheng said: "you don't go down to walk the dog?"

Cheng Shuang said, "together."

Cheng Chunsheng said: "I will not go, so that some people will not be filial and treat me as a light bulb."

Cheng Shuang said, "it seems that I have inherited some people."

One side make complaints about the shoes, and Cheng and Tian Tian take two dogs out together. The door closes and enters the lift. When the lift goes down, Cheng double closes her eyes. The tears are dripping out of the big drops. Xian Tian Zuo vaguely guesses that Cheng Binhong 80% has something to do, but she plays too well, and once he misled him into an illusion.

Panic raised his hand to wipe tears, Xian Tianzuo asked: "what's the matter?"

Without Cheng Chunsheng at the moment, Cheng Shuang can't cry out. Her heart is like a stone. She wants to vent in vain, but in the end she can only be silent.

Xian Tianzuo takes Cheng Shuang to the underground parking lot, and they sit in the back seat. Cheng Shuang is in a state of collapse, unable to repeat Cheng Youli's words.

Xian Tianzuo took her hand and said in a voice, "I'll help you find a better doctor."

Cheng Shuang closed her eyes, tears burning hot, her voice almost sobbed, "I checked, online someone said three months, someone said a year, the doctor said can't control, at most not more than a year and a half."

Because in the process of continuous treatment, it is also a process of wasting the patient's physical energy and willpower. The original intention is to treat the disease for the sake of living. However, the more you treat the disease, the more painful it is. Living is equal to suffering. What's the meaning of living? No one is more eager for hope than cancer patients, and no one is more afraid of hope than cancer patients. After giving, suffering, and declaring invalid, the heart will die first, and then die.

Cheng Shuang is held in his arms by Xian Tianzuo. She doesn't respond. She goes back to the dark again. In addition to doubling her despair, she seems to be really a little "adapted," Cheng Shuang thinks sarcastically.

Will there be any more hope?

Hope or despair?

No, I don't think so. Cheng Shuang thinks about the crime that Lao Cheng is going to suffer, and suddenly understands the reason why some patients and their families give up. People don't live for the sake of living. They should live with dignity and happiness.

He slowly raised his hand and hugged Xian Tianzuo's waist. At a certain moment, Cheng Shuang cried out, "ah

Xian Tianzuo tightens his arms and hugs her tightly. When Cheng Shuang becomes paralyzed, he opens his mouth and says, "let's get married."