Chapter 1039
After putting down her mobile phone, Cheng Shuang gets up and goes out of the bedroom, goes to the kitchen, opens the refrigerator, and takes out a large bottle of brewed green plum. Cheng Chunsheng's new bottle is still full. She pours out a few of them, mixes them with water, and looks up to pour them into her mouth. It's OK. She's calm. She just doesn't like her. It's normal. What's her age? She's not a little girl of 16 or 17, and she's just rejected, a piece of cake.
Cheng Shuangsi doesn't give her any reason to get hurt. She tears for the coffin that doesn't understand the customs. She dreams! As she grows older, her taste has changed. She has nothing to do with smoking. She has no choice but to keep the road open. She has to block the road. Now she is well, she is clearly educated by the society.
Not angry, not angry, not to cry, cry is useless, cry lost!
Cheng Shuang mechanically fills his stomach with iced green plum juice in an attempt to breathe the fire in his stomach. He is taking a big drink. Suddenly, a voice comes from behind: "what are you doing?"
"Cough..." Cheng Shuang was startled, the cup almost threw out, even choked with sprinkling, whew turned.
A few meters away, Cheng Chunsheng, dressed in dark blue pajamas, stood at the door of his bedroom, slightly squinting and sleepy. Seeing this, he asked, "what did you drink?"
Cheng Shuang choked all over the place. He didn't know where to wipe the paper towel first. Yu Jing said, "you want to scare me to death. What can I drink? Green plum juice."
Cheng Chunsheng said: "drink a green plum juice, you are sneaky."
Cheng Shuang stooped to wipe the floor, smelled the words, and pouted: "everything I do in your eyes is like sneaking."
Cheng Chunsheng went to the dining room and saw a large bottle of green plum juice on the table. Cheng Shuang still had something to drink in his glass. He said to himself, "why do you come back and forth and go in and out?"
Cheng Shuang said: "I'm not in my own home now..." as she spoke, she straightened her waist. When she saw Cheng Chunsheng's face, she was stunned and asked: "what's the matter with you?"
Cheng Chunsheng was pouring green plum juice. He raised his eyes and said, "what?"
Cheng Shuang said, "why do you sweat so much?"
Cheng Chunsheng said casually, "I just got up and washed my face."
Cheng Shuang said, "you don't look well either."
Cheng Chunsheng said, "it's hard to drink more when you're old."
He looks up and drinks a cup of green plum juice. Cheng Shuang touches his forehead. It's all wet, but it's not hot. There are water marks on the collar and chest of his pajamas. It's really like he just washed his face and frowned. Cheng Shuang says, "I want you to drink less, but you don't listen."
"I didn't drink much either," Cheng said
Cheng Shuang said, "it's you who drink too much, and it's you who don't drink too much."
Cheng Chunsheng said: "people are old and have a bad memory. When they finish speaking, they forget."
Either he drinks too much or he plays tricks blatantly. Cheng Shuang asks, "does it hurt?"
Cheng Chunsheng said, "it's OK." With that, he added: "no pain."
He had a headache when he drank too much wine in his early years. Cheng Shuang said in a three-point tone: "go to the sofa and lie down. I'll press it for you."
"No, go to bed."
Cheng Shuang walks to the sofa and sits down with a small blanket on his leg. Seeing this, Cheng Chunsheng gives up his resistance and goes to lie down quietly. He pillows Cheng Shuang's leg and suddenly raises his hand and points Cheng Shuang's forehead. Cheng Shuang hides back, "why?"
Cheng Chunsheng said, "don't frown. Do you want to frown like me?"
Cheng Shuang said, "I'm happy not to show it to others."
Cheng Chunsheng said: "I haven't married yet. Now I don't pay attention to image management."
As Cheng Shuang pressed Cheng Chunsheng's temple, he said, "I'll officially announce who I'm going to marry. I won't look for any more. I'll be like you all my life. I'll be a bachelor and fall in love. Isn't it good to be a rich woman?"
Cheng Chunsheng closed his eyes and said, "just like me, when I was your age, you were almost born. Now you don't feel lonely and bored, because you are still young. After I'm gone, you'll be left alone. You'll have a fever and no one will take you to the hospital."
Cheng Shuang said: "we are all in good health. You can stay with me for another 30 or 50 years. I'll be old by then. Maybe we can die the same year, month and day."
The voice falls, Cheng Chunsheng reaction is very big, immediately frown way: "don't talk nonsense!"
Cheng Shuang said: "originally, when you were 80 or 90 years old, I was 60 or 70 years old? How romantic, my mother is jealous. "
Cheng Chunsheng closes his eyes and his lips are tight. Cheng Shuang sees that he doesn't say a word, but the muscles on his whole face are obviously tense and twisted. Finally, tears overflow from his closed eyelids and flow down the corner of his eyes to her hands.
Cheng Shuang looks down at Cheng Chunsheng without blinking. Her massage hand stops and she asks in a voice, "Dad, are you hiding something from me?"
Cheng Chunsheng is still silent, only tears gush out drop by drop. Cheng Shuang raises his hand to help him wipe it off, and says calmly, "what's the matter? You tell me that the sky is falling, we'll stand together, and you can't believe me?"
Cheng Chunsheng's expression is more and more distorted. He reaches over his face and sobs. Cheng Shuang's throat chokes and his tongue turns sour. Some things have their own feelings. She has been deceiving others for so long and has no real comfort. She bites her teeth and pats Cheng Chunsheng on the shoulder. She says in a relaxed tone: "Hey, look at you, you can't control your mood after drinking a little wine, If you've been wronged, tell me. I'll analyze it for you. "
Cheng Chunsheng covers his face. After more than ten seconds of emotional loss, he gradually becomes stable. He sits up and wipes his tears with a paper towel. Cheng Shuang is afraid that he won't tell the truth again. He urges: "what's the matter? If you keep it from me, I'll turn over."
Cheng Chunsheng resisted the agitation of his heart and hesitated for a moment. He looked at Cheng Shuang with red eyes and said, "Shuangshuang, you should be prepared."
Only a word, Cheng Shuang's heart fell into the bottom, but her face did not change color, nodded: "I'm done, you say it."
Cheng Chunsheng secretly took a breath, "I recently check, the body has a little problem, lymph, relative to other diseases may be more difficult."
Cheng Shuang wants to be calm, but she is too tight. Her whole face is expressionless. She asks, "what's wrong with the lymph nodes?"
Cheng Chunsheng said: "there is a tumor on the lymph nodes." Then he quickly added: "I'm seeing a doctor, and I'm actively cooperating with the treatment. The doctor said it's OK to see at present."
Cheng Shuang can expose Cheng Chunsheng's lies almost immediately. If he is in treatment, how can he drink so much wine?
She clenched her fist quietly and asked in a voice, "is the tumor benign or malignant?"
Cheng Chunsheng looks at Cheng Shuang, who is pale. He smiles and says, "it's malignant, but it's OK. Don't worry about it."
He raised his hand to touch Cheng Shuang's head, "it's OK."
As soon as Cheng's eyes closed, he said goodbye to his face, but tears still came out faster. He heard Cheng Chunsheng say, "don't cry, I'm not dead yet."
Cheng Shuang hugged Cheng Chunsheng and tried his best to keep her whole body shaking. Cheng Chunsheng patted her on the back and said in a warm voice, "well, we'll support each other. Don't be unable to support first."
Cheng Shuang has broken his teeth, but his choking voice still overflows his throat.
Cheng Chunsheng's tears fall down, but the corners of his lips are raised. Just like when he was a child, he coaxes: "if I can't stand it, if there's anything else in the future, you'll have to stand it alone."
Cheng Shuang opens her mouth. It's too sour. She doesn't say anything. She just hugs Cheng Chunsheng hard and doesn't let go for a second.
Cheng Chunsheng said: "I used to hate those self righteous parents who forced their children to do jobs they didn't like and to have blind dates with them. Now I'm the kind of person I hate most. Don't worry about my wordiness. I don't have any regrets. Even if you're single all your life and don't look for anyone, I'll support you. I'm just a little worried and selfish, If only I could watch you find a reliable boyfriend, but it's just my selfish idea. You have your life, as long as you are happy, dad will always support you, no matter by your side or in other places. "
Cheng Shuang can't stop crying. She has lost a lot. She has spent so many years accepting the fact that she lost her mother. She can also accept that the people she likes don't like herself, but she can't accept it. God will take Cheng Chunsheng away.
Cheng Shuangsi doesn't give her any reason to get hurt. She tears for the coffin that doesn't understand the customs. She dreams! As she grows older, her taste has changed. She has nothing to do with smoking. She has no choice but to keep the road open. She has to block the road. Now she is well, she is clearly educated by the society.
Not angry, not angry, not to cry, cry is useless, cry lost!
Cheng Shuang mechanically fills his stomach with iced green plum juice in an attempt to breathe the fire in his stomach. He is taking a big drink. Suddenly, a voice comes from behind: "what are you doing?"
"Cough..." Cheng Shuang was startled, the cup almost threw out, even choked with sprinkling, whew turned.
A few meters away, Cheng Chunsheng, dressed in dark blue pajamas, stood at the door of his bedroom, slightly squinting and sleepy. Seeing this, he asked, "what did you drink?"
Cheng Shuang choked all over the place. He didn't know where to wipe the paper towel first. Yu Jing said, "you want to scare me to death. What can I drink? Green plum juice."
Cheng Chunsheng said: "drink a green plum juice, you are sneaky."
Cheng Shuang stooped to wipe the floor, smelled the words, and pouted: "everything I do in your eyes is like sneaking."
Cheng Chunsheng went to the dining room and saw a large bottle of green plum juice on the table. Cheng Shuang still had something to drink in his glass. He said to himself, "why do you come back and forth and go in and out?"
Cheng Shuang said: "I'm not in my own home now..." as she spoke, she straightened her waist. When she saw Cheng Chunsheng's face, she was stunned and asked: "what's the matter with you?"
Cheng Chunsheng was pouring green plum juice. He raised his eyes and said, "what?"
Cheng Shuang said, "why do you sweat so much?"
Cheng Chunsheng said casually, "I just got up and washed my face."
Cheng Shuang said, "you don't look well either."
Cheng Chunsheng said, "it's hard to drink more when you're old."
He looks up and drinks a cup of green plum juice. Cheng Shuang touches his forehead. It's all wet, but it's not hot. There are water marks on the collar and chest of his pajamas. It's really like he just washed his face and frowned. Cheng Shuang says, "I want you to drink less, but you don't listen."
"I didn't drink much either," Cheng said
Cheng Shuang said, "it's you who drink too much, and it's you who don't drink too much."
Cheng Chunsheng said: "people are old and have a bad memory. When they finish speaking, they forget."
Either he drinks too much or he plays tricks blatantly. Cheng Shuang asks, "does it hurt?"
Cheng Chunsheng said, "it's OK." With that, he added: "no pain."
He had a headache when he drank too much wine in his early years. Cheng Shuang said in a three-point tone: "go to the sofa and lie down. I'll press it for you."
"No, go to bed."
Cheng Shuang walks to the sofa and sits down with a small blanket on his leg. Seeing this, Cheng Chunsheng gives up his resistance and goes to lie down quietly. He pillows Cheng Shuang's leg and suddenly raises his hand and points Cheng Shuang's forehead. Cheng Shuang hides back, "why?"
Cheng Chunsheng said, "don't frown. Do you want to frown like me?"
Cheng Shuang said, "I'm happy not to show it to others."
Cheng Chunsheng said: "I haven't married yet. Now I don't pay attention to image management."
As Cheng Shuang pressed Cheng Chunsheng's temple, he said, "I'll officially announce who I'm going to marry. I won't look for any more. I'll be like you all my life. I'll be a bachelor and fall in love. Isn't it good to be a rich woman?"
Cheng Chunsheng closed his eyes and said, "just like me, when I was your age, you were almost born. Now you don't feel lonely and bored, because you are still young. After I'm gone, you'll be left alone. You'll have a fever and no one will take you to the hospital."
Cheng Shuang said: "we are all in good health. You can stay with me for another 30 or 50 years. I'll be old by then. Maybe we can die the same year, month and day."
The voice falls, Cheng Chunsheng reaction is very big, immediately frown way: "don't talk nonsense!"
Cheng Shuang said: "originally, when you were 80 or 90 years old, I was 60 or 70 years old? How romantic, my mother is jealous. "
Cheng Chunsheng closes his eyes and his lips are tight. Cheng Shuang sees that he doesn't say a word, but the muscles on his whole face are obviously tense and twisted. Finally, tears overflow from his closed eyelids and flow down the corner of his eyes to her hands.
Cheng Shuang looks down at Cheng Chunsheng without blinking. Her massage hand stops and she asks in a voice, "Dad, are you hiding something from me?"
Cheng Chunsheng is still silent, only tears gush out drop by drop. Cheng Shuang raises his hand to help him wipe it off, and says calmly, "what's the matter? You tell me that the sky is falling, we'll stand together, and you can't believe me?"
Cheng Chunsheng's expression is more and more distorted. He reaches over his face and sobs. Cheng Shuang's throat chokes and his tongue turns sour. Some things have their own feelings. She has been deceiving others for so long and has no real comfort. She bites her teeth and pats Cheng Chunsheng on the shoulder. She says in a relaxed tone: "Hey, look at you, you can't control your mood after drinking a little wine, If you've been wronged, tell me. I'll analyze it for you. "
Cheng Chunsheng covers his face. After more than ten seconds of emotional loss, he gradually becomes stable. He sits up and wipes his tears with a paper towel. Cheng Shuang is afraid that he won't tell the truth again. He urges: "what's the matter? If you keep it from me, I'll turn over."
Cheng Chunsheng resisted the agitation of his heart and hesitated for a moment. He looked at Cheng Shuang with red eyes and said, "Shuangshuang, you should be prepared."
Only a word, Cheng Shuang's heart fell into the bottom, but her face did not change color, nodded: "I'm done, you say it."
Cheng Chunsheng secretly took a breath, "I recently check, the body has a little problem, lymph, relative to other diseases may be more difficult."
Cheng Shuang wants to be calm, but she is too tight. Her whole face is expressionless. She asks, "what's wrong with the lymph nodes?"
Cheng Chunsheng said: "there is a tumor on the lymph nodes." Then he quickly added: "I'm seeing a doctor, and I'm actively cooperating with the treatment. The doctor said it's OK to see at present."
Cheng Shuang can expose Cheng Chunsheng's lies almost immediately. If he is in treatment, how can he drink so much wine?
She clenched her fist quietly and asked in a voice, "is the tumor benign or malignant?"
Cheng Chunsheng looks at Cheng Shuang, who is pale. He smiles and says, "it's malignant, but it's OK. Don't worry about it."
He raised his hand to touch Cheng Shuang's head, "it's OK."
As soon as Cheng's eyes closed, he said goodbye to his face, but tears still came out faster. He heard Cheng Chunsheng say, "don't cry, I'm not dead yet."
Cheng Shuang hugged Cheng Chunsheng and tried his best to keep her whole body shaking. Cheng Chunsheng patted her on the back and said in a warm voice, "well, we'll support each other. Don't be unable to support first."
Cheng Shuang has broken his teeth, but his choking voice still overflows his throat.
Cheng Chunsheng's tears fall down, but the corners of his lips are raised. Just like when he was a child, he coaxes: "if I can't stand it, if there's anything else in the future, you'll have to stand it alone."
Cheng Shuang opens her mouth. It's too sour. She doesn't say anything. She just hugs Cheng Chunsheng hard and doesn't let go for a second.
Cheng Chunsheng said: "I used to hate those self righteous parents who forced their children to do jobs they didn't like and to have blind dates with them. Now I'm the kind of person I hate most. Don't worry about my wordiness. I don't have any regrets. Even if you're single all your life and don't look for anyone, I'll support you. I'm just a little worried and selfish, If only I could watch you find a reliable boyfriend, but it's just my selfish idea. You have your life, as long as you are happy, dad will always support you, no matter by your side or in other places. "
Cheng Shuang can't stop crying. She has lost a lot. She has spent so many years accepting the fact that she lost her mother. She can also accept that the people she likes don't like herself, but she can't accept it. God will take Cheng Chunsheng away.