Chapter 581

Min Jiangxi didn't open her eyes, but she shed more tears. Qin Zhan knew that she would not be as calm as she showed. But when she saw her silent collapse, her heart was still pulled together.

"Don't cry, she doesn't want to see you so sad," he said softly as he leaned over the bed and wiped her tears

Min Jiangxi closed her eyes and said: "she said thank you to me before the exam yesterday afternoon. She said that she finally knew what kind of life she wanted. At that time, I should have guessed“

Qin Zhan said: "no one is a prophet. No one knows which one will come first, tomorrow or accident."

Min Jiangxi said: "I shouldn't call her a little grumpy, occasionally rebellious. I shouldn't quarrel with her family and let her be in the middle."

Qin Zhan frowned, stroked her face, "it's not your fault, you teach her how to live more happily, more like a normal person."

Min Jiangxi grabs the tight bed sheet, and his forehead shows a trace of green tendons. He patiently says: "if she has never been given any hope, she will not resist. She will take a good exam and live well. Her life can be very long."

Qin Zhandao: "I'll be like a walking corpse all my life. Will her parents control her as long as I live? It's not you, it's her parents, who are responsible for today's result. Luo Jiajia just doesn't want to run to the black on the wrong track, so she makes her own choice. She says thank you, thank you for letting her know what's right. You never teach her to solve problems by escaping. She is not strong enough, and the wrong person is never you. "

But min Jiangxi can't let go. She can think of all the itineraries Luo Jiajia had before she decided to commit suicide. She went to the jewelry store of the shopping mall to make a hole in her ear, put on new earrings with pain, and went to the wetland park for an outing. In her mind, she simulated the scene of everyone sitting on the ground again and again. One person giggled, another shed tears, and finally came to the seaside alone.

The sea is so big, so deep, enough to bury all the sadness and unhappiness, even life is small in front of it, she is less than 18 years old.

Min Jiangxi is not used to crying. Even when he is very sad, he doesn't know how to cry. Qin Zhan looks at the wet pillow case and coaxes her to stop crying. In addition, he has no other way. No matter how powerful he is, he can only do things for the living.

When Qin Zhan opened the quilt and lay on the bed, he held min Jiangxi in his arms. Her face was wet, and he could not tell whether it was tears or sweat. He stroked her back and said in a low voice, "don't take the mistake to yourself. Anyone who was born didn't taste all the ups and downs. Some people thought that she was impulsive. Maybe she had been planning for a long time, so many years of unhappiness and depression, Do you really think she's iron? She's just looking for a suitable opportunity to say no to some people and say goodbye to some people. This world is not friendly to her. She can choose to leave. At least in another world, she won't have any more troubles. "

Min Jiangxi grabbed Qin Zhan's clothes, buried his face on his chest, and said in a stuffy voice, "there is no other world at all. If people die, they die."

Qin Zhan said: "that's better. It's over. Life doesn't bring, death doesn't take. What's easier than two sleeves of breeze?"

Min Jiangxi said: "she has something else to do. She was forced."

Qin Zhan said: "you are responsible for her study and have tried to make her happier in life. You have done a good job. You are not her parents and can't make decisions for her life. The result should not be borne by you." After that, he added: "if she had something to worry about before she died, you can take Qin Jiading and others to do it. A teacher and a student, a friend, it's sad to be sad, but it's also necessary to live. You also need to think about those little ones. What do you want them to do

This sentence finally refers to min Jiangxi's weakness. He nests in his arms and doesn't make a sound immediately. Qin Zhan holds her and continues to say, "you are a teacher. You should be clear about right and wrong. Don't make any mistakes on yourself. How can you teach others? Adults may not be right in everything, but to tell children what is wrong is a wrong demonstration. You are teaching them to magnify their sense of guilt. "

"Why has Luo Jiajia come to this stage? She cares too much about everyone's opinions and expectations about her. If she fails in one exam, she feels sorry for everyone. In fact, it doesn't matter. What can happen if she fails in the exam? If the sky doesn't fall and her parents can't die, why do you force Luo Jiajia to be like this? "

This time min Jiangxi was silent for a longer time. Qin Zhan didn't speak any more. He held her and let the time elapse. For a long time, he stepped back and looked down. Min Jiangxi didn't know when he was asleep. He didn't dare to move because her hand was still holding his shirt.

The posture was not comfortable, but Qin Zhan was willing to lie down like this for a long time.

When min Jiangxi opened her eyes again, the window was still bright. She was in a trance for a moment. She didn't know what day it was today, why she didn't go to work, and what time it was now... But this trance only lasted for a moment, and then in her mind appeared the dark seaside, lonely figure, white T-shirt... Heartache.

The room is very quiet. Qin Zhan doesn't know where to go. Min Jiangxi picks up her mobile phone and wants to call him. As a result, she sees that Luo Jiajia's mother hasn't answered the phone, a total of 17. Her mobile phone is muted. She quickly turns over and sits up. Min Jiangxi calls back.

After the phone rang a few times, min Jiangxi was connected. His voice was a little rusty. "Hello, I'm sorry, I didn't hear it before..."

As soon as the voice fell, a woman's pent up question came from her mobile phone: "what did you say to Jiajia?"

Min Jiangxi's brain is muddled, slow half pat back: "what do you mean?"

The woman tensed her voice and said, "Jiajia was fine when she came back from the test at noon yesterday. She sent you a wechat saying that she finally knew what kind of life she wanted and what kind of life she wanted?"

Min Jiangxi looked down and calmly replied: "she wanted to be relaxed and try her best to get into a good university. She doesn't have to go to a famous foreign university. Her parents can care about her a little bit. They don't care about boys. They can have a little private time to do what they want. They don't have to be like an outsider at home..."

Before min Jiangxi finished speaking, he was interrupted by the woman on the phone: "do you mean our family forced her to death?"

Min Jiangxi said faintly: "Mrs. Luo, you can't come back to life after death. Jiajia doesn't want anyone to worry about it. She's very sad."

Li Nan was furious: "you don't take Jiajia as a shield. She has been doing well for so many years before you met her. How come after you taught her, she quarreled with her family every three or five times. She always lost her temper. Now she dares to hide from her family and even abandon the college entrance examination. What did you teach her?"