v2 Chapter 39： She doesn't blame Zhai An, she just hates powerlessly
The summer in Wencheng is always bright and very early.
I don't know what time it is, but just looking out the window, the sun is shining, through the curtains, shining bits and pieces on the floor, fluctuating with the wind.
Gu Xin looked at the huge balcony of the room silently, a little lost.
What happened last night, after all, happened.
The soreness of the whole body was like being crushed by a car. She didn't even want to move her toes, but at this moment, she was awake.
After waking up, there was too much in my mind, everything crazy last night.
again and again.
Between each other non-stop, madness happened.
And she is very active.
Her throat moved slightly, and it was really ridiculous that she had only come to regret what happened last night.
Up to now, she can still fully feel the man next to her. It seems that she is still asleep, breathing evenly, lingering in her ears, but she, without turning her head, just turned her back to him, unwilling to go. Faced with everything that happened between them last night.
She actually didn’t know the ins and outs well anymore. The intense headache made her remember it became extremely difficult, and she didn’t want to remember. What stupid things she did last night, she was there last night. What did the man do, disgusting things.
In her mind, they were the only ones together, and then kept "snapping" all night.
But when I woke up this morning, I knew clearly that the man who "snapped" with her was Zhai An.
Zhai An.
Not Zhai Yi.
She thought that even if she married Zhai An, she would give it to Zhai Yi for the first time.
She never thought that one day, she would have a relationship with him in this way, lying on a bed, and spending a crazy night.
The people around seemed to move slowly.
I was probably afraid of waking him up, so he moved a bit and became quiet.
Quiet, as if waiting for her to wake up.
She actually didn't know how long she woke up, and after waking up, she had been so quiet all the time.
Quietly bear, everything last night.
All blows.
Then I felt so unresisted, that scene after scene, in the severe pain of my mind, like a movie, flashing and passing away.
She bit her lip, didn't want to talk, and didn't want to face it.
I don't want anyone to see that she has actually been suppressed to the extreme collapse at this moment.
Still extremely quiet room.
The sunlight outside the window shone in again, which means that the sun has risen higher and higher.
Gu Xin was still like this, silently looking out the window, and the man next to him who had fully awakened was also quiet and quiet, and did not disturb her. He even thought that she should be asleep, and after he was awake, there was no Doing any action, did not take the initiative to approach her intimately, the two kept a short distance.
"Zhai An." Gu Xin said suddenly.
The person lying next to him seemed to be taken aback.
Perhaps she did not expect that she was already awake. Unexpectedly, her voice was so clear.
"Yeah." He responded.
"You go out." Gu Xin said.
Zhai An pursed his lips.
He pursed his lips, as if he was controlling his emotions.
In fact, he was almost done. After Gu Xin woke up, all the crazy actions, irritability, collapse, vent...
He was actually sober, she could be so calm.
At least it proved that she was really conscious of everything she did last night, so she would accept this fact after waking up.
He got up and lifted the quilt silently, seeming to be looking for his own clothes.
Gu Xin didn't want to help him.
She didn't know whether she tore his clothes last night.
Zhai An fumbled and searched the room for a long time.
Gu Xin refused to look or listen, closed his eyes, and sealed himself in his own world.
I don't know how long it took.
Zhai An seemed to put on her pajamas, and then got hit twice again, finally walked out of her room and brought her door over.
She opened her eyes and looked at the empty room. She also looked at the scattered clothes on the floor and her clothes.
She hugged the quilt, sat up from the bed, and buried her head in her knees.
Twenty-three years ago, I always felt that I was the happiest person in the world. Although there was no mother’s company, my father gave her all the love that is no less than any normal family. She always felt that she was lucky. She never even thought about it. , One day, she will face so many things, she feels that she can't accept things at all!
The body's constant pain and fatigue all told her in one voice what happened last night.
What happened to her and Zhai An last night.
And it seems that until now, she can't find any reason to blame Zhai An.
Because she is taking the initiative.
It's all her.
Zhai An just passively accepts everything about her.
What's more, it is impossible for any man to send his nominal wife to another man's bed.
And she asked him to send her away, just last night, she was sleeping with Zhai An and making excuses for herself.
She thought that in this way, she could deceive herself and blame all the mistakes, all the nasty and unbearableness on Zhai An.
After waking up, she knew that she was not so unreasonable.
She doesn't blame Zhai An.
But, because he possessed her for the first time, hate him a little bit.
Hate very weakly.
Hate it, there is actually no way to vent!
And she really didn't know how to face it in the future, Zhai Yi.
Even if she and Zhai An are married and there is no relationship between them, she can comfort herself by saying that she is still perfect, and now...
What is she to Zhai Yi!
She was silent, her body trembling slightly.
From now on, what else will she take to support this period of marriage that she thinks will end sooner or later.
The quilt was lifted sharply.
Gu Xin left the big bed and walked into the bathroom.
The sound of water splashing in the bathroom made her clear her body over and over again.
Through the large floor-to-ceiling mirror, I clearly looked at her bruises, bites, hickeys, scratches, and told myself deeply that everything last night was really not a dream. Last night, She really went to bed with Zhai An...
The fact that the world broke apart made her whole body finally collapsed after enduring it all morning.
She squatted on the ground, crying heartbreakingly.
She really didn't like this feeling, she really didn't want to live so powerlessly, she really didn't want to be so tired, so uncomfortable!
Why, her world will become like this, why, she can’t be well with the one she loves, why should she give herself so precious for the first time to a man she doesn’t love.
Last night, I could feel happy because of the drug trend and the body's reaction.
But today, those pleasures of last night are more deeply stimulating, and her nerves make her even more ugly, even more, collapsed!
She kept washing her body.
Can't wash it clean.
Anyway, it can't be cleaned anymore.
She looked at her disgustingly red body in the mirror, and was almost peeling off her skin after being washed by herself.
She turned off the water in the bathroom, her eyes were red, and she didn't cry again.
Life is really like rape.
When she couldn't resist, she had no choice but to accept it.
Accept it, stand up.
She wiped her body clean, dried her hair, brushed her teeth, and applied skin care products.
Walking out of the bathroom, I found a set of casual long clothes and trousers, which covered her body and was covered with bruises everywhere. She tied her hair into a ponytail. She felt that this kind of herself was more cautious. She even, Putting a light makeup on herself, she opened the door of the room.
Outside the door, Zhai An has changed his clothes, maybe even took a shower, and is sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV.
He couldn't see anything, but he was still trying to live a normal life.
She walked out of the room indifferently.
Zhai An seemed to hear the sound, turned his head, looking at her direction with some blank eyes.
Gu Xin's footsteps stopped in the living room, but her eyes were not on Zhai An's body. She looked around, looking at the little violin that was busy tidying up the indoor potted plants on the outer balcony, and said, "Xiaoqin, you go to my room. All of his sheets including quilts have been changed."
Xiaoqin wiped his hands and walked over, seeming to confirm that he heard it, and asked quickly, "Is the bed sheet changed? I only changed it two days ago..."
"It's not the sheets, it's the flyers and the quilt!" Gu Xin's voice was a little loud, as if to vent his anger on Xiaoqin.
Xiaoqin felt a little wronged, she pouted, "Oh."
"Throw me all the old ones!"
"Huh?" Xiaoqin looked up at her.
"Throw it away, don't you understand?!" Gu Xin's voice became louder.
Xiaoqin thinks Miss Gu is so irritable today.
Didn't she just have **** with Mr. Zhai last night? ! This morning she saw the bruises on Mr. Zhai's body. She thought he was abused by Miss Gu last night. She was about to ask if she wanted to apply medicine or something, so she was caught by Wu's mother. Wu's mother was a little bit shy. , Let her not ask too much.
It took a long time for her to realize that it was a trace of bruising, a trace of love.
Now that she is together, she is a simple one, and the relationship between them will ease a little. She didn't expect Miss Gu to be so fierce after she woke up now. If anyone provokes her, she still feels wronged.
Gu Xin seemed to stare at Xiaoqin, no longer said, strode out of the room.
Xiaoqin looked at her back and slowly turned to look at Mr. Zhai.
Zhai An seemed to feel Xiaoqin's sight, and said in a dark voice, "Just do what she says."
"Yeah." Xiaoqin nodded quickly.
She put down the other work she was holding, walked directly into Miss Gu's room, took her new bed sheet out of the room, took it and threw it away.
She really feels that the life of the rich is really not what they can imagine.
Such an expensive and comfortable quilt, just throw it away.
After throwing it away, Xiaoqin returned to the living room, panting and said naturally, "Mr. Zhai, I just saw a small blood stain on Miss Gu's bed sheet. It should be Miss Gu's virgin blood."
Xiaoqin doesn't have much culture, so when speaking, he is always very straightforward.
Zhai An's body seemed to be taken aback.
So... for Gu Xin, for the first time, she gave it to a man she didn't love!
She should be uncomfortable.
According to her personality, being able to be so peaceful this morning is really beyond his estimation.
He was even ready, she was ready to make a big noise.
Suddenly, he was so quiet and quietly endured leaving, but it made him feel a little at a loss.
Instead, put the distance between each other farther and farther.
So far, I don’t even want to lose my temper at all, let alone normal communication!
…
Gu Xin left the house and sat in her car.
She was really broken, she even saw **** traces on the sheets when she just changed her clothes and went out!
The first time I watched myself, I just fell on this bed.
She wanted to hold the quilt and threw it out, not seeing it.
But she didn't want to expose such uncontrolled emotions to Zhai An.
The distance between two people will only get farther and farther because of indifference.
So she asked Xiaoqin to throw the quilt out, even if she was self-deception, she didn't want to see that disgusting quilt under her eyelids, so carefree!
She hit the steering wheel a few times!
It seems that I want to vent, but I really don't think that this way I can vent!
She picked up the phone and dialed.
After a few rings, it was connected, "Gu Xin."
"Manman, are you busy?"
"where are you?"
"I'm in the underground parking lot at home, I want to see you."
"Well, wait for me at the old place, I will be there in half an hour."
"it is good."
Gu Xin hung up, started the car, and left.
Lu Manman looked at the phone.
She was actually waiting for Gu Xin’s call. She knew that the first person Gu Xin wanted to talk to after she woke up would definitely be her, and hearing Gu Xin’s tone was much better than she expected, at least I started crying like crazy without calling.
She thought that people would really learn to grow up, and Gu Xin was also learning to control his emotions.
But this is not necessarily a good thing.
Because when people are really able to accept everything peacefully, and when there really is an unacceptable blow, there will be no other way to digest it. At that time, they may choose a more extreme way to solve it, such as, End everything about yourself, commonly known as suicide.
My heart suddenly tightened.
Lu Manman put down his work and walked directly out of the Lu's Building.
…
Hotel.
A messy room.
Wen Yan opened her eyes vaguely and got up from the bed.
She looked around this strange place left and right before it sounded, what happened last night.
She looked at her clothes like this, and was thrown all over the floor. Everything from last night was just magnified under her eyelids and kept magnifying...
"No!" Her hoarse voice, painful throat, up and down.
Do not.
She didn't believe it, she really lost her innocence last night, she didn't believe it!
She watched the things on the ground, and then accidentally saw the red marks on the big white bed.
Do not!
No!
She clutched her head, not to think of the humiliation under that man last night.
She hugged the quilt fiercely and screamed frantically!
She can't accept this blow at all!
The bathroom door was suddenly pushed open.
Wen Yan looked up and saw Zhai Yi appeared in front of her with only a white bath towel, so the sky fell apart.
"Wake up?" Zhai Yi looked calm.
Even indifferent.
It's totally different from the man who went to bed like crazy last night.
This man is completely cold-blooded!
She looked at Zhai Yi fiercely, without concealing the depression in her heart, and shouted with all her strength, "Go away!"
"Fuck?" Zhai Yi sneered, with a devilish look on his face, and he said, "Didn't you say that I should cooperate with you? Now, I dare not!"
While talking, he approached her naturally, pinching her chin with her fingers, making her have to look at his vicious face!
"Zhai Yi, get out of here!" Wen Yan tried to push Zhai Yi away with her hands.
The outstretched hands were directly shackled by Wen Yan, with great strength.
The pain from between her fingers caused Wen Yan's tears to flow out uncontrollably.
"Beast!" Wen Yan cursed fiercely, already wishing to kill this man.
"Wen Yan, everyone is responsible for what they do. You now know that the price is not what you want!" After Zhai An finished speaking, her face sank, and she pushed her out.
Wen Yan was unstable, and she collapsed on the big bed so suddenly, falling heavily on it.
A knock on the door suddenly sounded outside the hotel door.
Zhai Yi glanced at Wen Yan, walked to the door, opened it, and took over two sets of clothes.
He casually put two brand-new clothes on the bed, then took off the bath towels and put them on.
Wen Yan just looked at Zhai Yi as she took it for granted, and she didn't break down like her at all when she looked at him.
She clearly remembered that Zhai Yi called Gu Xin's name last night.
In the * again and again, the woman was called by her name.
But he can accept it for granted, and of course have **** with another woman!
This man!
How cruel and cold-blooded is it!
She looked at him harshly, at his bloodless face.
Zhai Yi still put on it, showing uprightness.
Who was that disgusting man last night? !
Zhai Yi turned his head and said to Wen Yan, "Change clothes."
The sound is not very loud, but it is bitterly cold.
Wen Yan held the quilt and didn't move.
"I don't want what I did last night to be used on you again today."
"Zhai Yi, are you crazy?!" Wen Yan looked at him fiercely, and yelled uncontrollably. "There was such a good opportunity last night, but you didn't choose to do it with Gu Xin. You took revenge like this. Me, what is your pleasure! I tell you, Gu Xin's drug dose is heavier than yours! You did it 3 times last night, and Gu Xin must be at least more than 3 times to relieve her. The medicinal properties, otherwise, she will really bleed internally and die in minutes!"
Zhai Yi's face suddenly became colder.
It's cold, even bloodthirsty.
After waking up this morning, I saw a few missed calls.
He is accustomed to keeping his mobile phone 24 hours a day, and he is not used to being silent, but his body reaction last night prevented him from answering the call. When he called back in the morning, he said that Gu Xin was taken away by a woman in order not to cause it. Unnecessarily troublesome, he didn't forcefully leave Gu Xin behind!
And he didn't need to think about it, who was the woman who took Gu Xin away, there would be no one except Lu Manman.
Lu Manman could take Gu Xin away as soon as the incident happened, either by arranging eyeliner on him or Gu Xin. He didn't know why Lu Manman did this, but he felt more and more that this woman was not simple.
He always had the illusion that Lu Manman, a woman, would become a stumbling block in his future, so he thought that he must take proper precautions against this woman, or attack for a certain period of time.
At that moment, of course he could also think of where Lu Manman would bring Gu Xin back.
He was actually angry at the time.
Angrily, and then used to endure it without any venting.
He really hates Zhai An. He really prefers to let other men ruin Gu Xin instead of taking advantage of Zhai An. He can't let himself touch Gu Xin, because compared to Gu Xin, he wants to get something. More, and he didn't want Zhai An to get it when he couldn't get it.
Therefore, he found a man and found a man to defile Gu Xin.
It will be painful, but it is better than painful and unpleasant in comparison!
He wanted to see how Zhai An felt after he knew that Gu Xin had done it with another man!
unfortunately.
Lu Manman ruined his plan!
Lu Manman sent Gu Xin to Zhai An's bed.
Anger was suppressed in his heart, and his fists squeezed.
Wen Yan looked at Zhai Yi's appearance, a little scared.
Zhai Yi turned to look at Wen Yan, "Put your clothes on!"
Wenyan was frightened!
Zhai Yi turned around and walked to the balcony outside the hotel. He picked up a cigarette and sucked it fiercely.
Wen Yan really felt that Zhai Yi, a man, was more cruel than she thought!
She changed into bed clothes in twos and threes, went to the bathroom to clean herself again, and came out.
When he came out, Zhai Yi's mood seemed to have stabilized again.
He looked at Wen Yan and said, "Wen Yan, we were in bed last night, all of which are stored in my phone."
"Zhai Yi!" Wen Yan screamed.
"Don't worry, when we are still in a cooperative relationship, I will not expose this thing, and it will not do me any good! I am just telling you, telling you by action, we are really on the same line now , You remember, don't think about calculating or retaliating against me! When I have nothing, you can't get better!"
"Zhai Yi, you are a **** lunatic!" Wen Yan roared, and was instantly broken by Zhai Yi!
"Is it a lunatic? It's my business." Zhai Yi said fiercely. "You just have to cooperate with me and cooperate with me! What happened last night, as long as the two of us know about it, and The current technology is very advanced. You want that layer of film, but can't you make it?! I don't believe it, you don't understand what I said."
Wen Yan looked at Zhai Yi, at this man, so calm and cold-blooded.
She hugged her body and felt chills.
"Wen Yan, you should be very thankful that we have become a cooperative relationship, because I will definitely not let Zhai An have a better life, and Zhai An cares about Gu Xin, and Gu Xin will eventually abandon him in the cruelest way!" Yi said each word deeply.
Wen Yan couldn't understand this man.
Can't understand this, like a madman, and cruel man.
She really regrets it!
I regretted the radical actions last night, so I let myself be in the same bed with this man last night and be ruined by him!
And she still didn't understand why Zhai Yi didn't touch Gu Xin.
Want to let Gu Xin leave Zhai An in the cruelest way, isn't it, let Zhai An know that he and Gu Xin slept? !
She really can't figure it out!
I really don't understand, what this crazy man will do in the end is different from what ordinary people do!
And as Zhai Yi said.
From today onwards, she really can only cooperate with this man.
She even thought that the reason why Zhai Yi chose to **** her was solely for the benefit he wanted in the future. He knew that even if she was raped, in order to maintain her innocence, she would not dare to declare to others, let alone sue him. , And he can hold her handle and threaten her to do many things!
I was thinking about the itching of my teeth. I really never thought that this man would be so bad that he would really give up his favorite woman because of his interests!
If Zhai Yi didn't love Gu Xin in his actions last night, it was absolutely impossible!
Such love can be so abandoned.
She felt that there should be no more cruel and cold-blooded man in this world than Zhai Yi!
And she suddenly felt that working with such a man is not necessarily a bad thing!
At least, he will do nothing for his own purposes, and she can just reap the rewards!
"Take the contraceptive pill." At his side, Zhai Yi suddenly took out a pill, and then gave her a glass of boiled water.
…
When Lu Manman arrived at the old place, Gu Xin had already arrived.
She was lying on the chaise longue on the balcony of the hotel, with two cups of black tea next to her. It seemed that she hadn't drank a bite, so she just lay there, waiting for her.
Lu Manman put down his bag and lay down like this.
The summer in Wencheng is just right. In the morning, where the sun will not shine, there are wisps of breeze, which makes people feel very refreshing.
And this place, on the opposite side is the moat, and the breeze of the river is even more delicate and cool.
"Long Man, I was picked up by Zhai An last night." Gu Xin said frankly, speaking clearly with extremely sad words.
At that moment, Lu Manman couldn't help but want to laugh.
Gu Xin still speaks like this, never afraid of it.
Lu Manman picked up the high-end black tea cup, took a few sips, and said, "Well, I know, I took you back last night."
"I've always been surprised, because in my mind, except for the white flowers with Zhai An, there are some bits and pieces, so I want to know that last night I vaguely remembered that I was with Zhai Yi, why did you become you later?" Gu Xin Turning his head, looked at Lu Manman next to him.
Lu Manman put down his teacup and looked at her, "I don't know what happened to you before last night, so I might as well tell you. For some special reasons, I have someone to follow Zhai Yi."
"What special reason?"
"Some business competition." Lu Manman lied, not wanting to cause Gu Xin's disgust because of other things.
Gu Xin generally doesn't care too much about commercial competition, such material things.
"and so…"
"So, someone told me yesterday that you and Zhai Yi went to open a room." Lu Manman said every word.
"In other words, before that, I was really with Zhai Yi. I remember him appearing in the toilet of the zero bar, and then he said to take me back, and then, I don’t remember clearly, I feel in a daze. We seem to have opened a room, and then I want to be with him and he seems to have left..." Gu Xin thought, thinking of severe head pain.
The eyes were suddenly red.
Why was it clear that I could be with her last night? Why did Zhai Yi leave.
"I don’t know what happened before, I only know that when I rushed to the hotel, you were in the bathroom of the hotel and it was very uncomfortable. At that moment, the door of the hotel room was opened by another strange man. I don’t know. Who is that, but I think, since you can open the door of your room, it shouldn’t be a casual person. Perhaps it was deliberately arranged. Before that, no one else knew about it except Zhai Yi. You have gone to open the house, and who arranged for that man?" Lu Manman said, cryptically, guiding it a little bit.
I wanted Ye Heng to check it out last night.
But after thinking about it, it is estimated that Zhai Yi went back directly after leaving the hotel last night. Ye Heng came to check and couldn't find out why.
Besides, Ye Heng is still in the imperial capital.
Gu Xin bit her lip and watched Lu Manman with red eyes, "You mean, Zhai Yi left, and then helped me find another man to let me vent?!"
Lu Manman nodded slightly.
Gu Xin's eyes were very red, and she said, "How is it possible, long."
"Gu Xin, a lot of time knowing people, knowing faces and not knowing heart..."
"But, I just can't believe it." Gu Xin said, "I don't believe that Zhai Yi would treat me like this. Do you have any evidence?"
"..." Lu Manman was silent.
Zhai Yi is such a cautious person, she really has no evidence.
The reason why she didn't want to tell all the actions of Zhai Yi's last life was only because Gu Xin would not believe it.
She was so stubborn that Zhai Yi loved her very much and loved him more than anything else. She would not believe that everything in her mouth would cause a rift in the relationship between them.
Lu Manman sighed slightly and said, "Gu Xin, don't get excited, I'm just guessing and reasoning, and I didn't say with certainty that this is the truth."
Gu Xin looked at her.
He looked at her and said, "Do you know? I was really uncomfortable last night, but I actually blamed you a bit, why are you sending me back to Zhai An? I don’t love him, but last night, We went to bed, even, it was intense."
Lu Manman looked at Gu Xin.
"But because you are my best friend, I won't blame you, and I really can't blame you. And you can't really send me to Zhai Yi except for letting me return to Zhai An. Just like Zhai An, I asked him to do it here last night, but he refused." Gu Xin thought of everything last night, but he was actually a little broken.
"Gu Xin, you shouldn't force Zhai An like this."
"I know." Gu Xin said, a little excited, "So when I got up this morning, I didn't even say a word to him. I just wanted to treat this inexplicable marriage between me coldly. I suddenly felt that I There is no way to live well with Zhai An, and now I don’t have the qualifications to appear in Zhai Yi’s world. I really don’t know. I really don’t know how I can look forward to my life. I really don’t know. Why is all this? It would happen to me like this. Is it so difficult for me to love someone?!"
"I don't know how to persuade you." Lu Manman said, "Although I can understand how you feel now. But Gu Xin, this world is like this. There is nothing that time cannot digest. Maybe one day you will find , You actually like Zhai An too..."
"You always say that I like Zhai An." Gu Xin said, "If I like Zhai An, I won't be as uncomfortable as I am now. Even thinking of Zhai Yi, my heart hurts. I was really looking forward to it. The first time, with Zhai Yi, now that it’s gone, it’s gone!”
Then I couldn't stop it and started crying again.
It's okay to be able to cry.
I'm afraid, I can't cry even if I cry.
Lu Manman also breathed a sigh of relief.
Although I feel that Gu Xin is a little uncomfortable, it is not uncomfortable, and it is really unacceptable.
She took Gu Xin by the hand, "If you feel depressed now and feel uncomfortable living under the same roof with Gu Di'an, go back to your dad to live for a few days."
"No." Gu Xin shook his head, "My dad will annoy me!"
"Then go traveling for a few days, relax yourself!"
Gu Xin watched Lu Longman.
Lu Manman smiled slightly, "You are so idle all day, anyway, where are you playing?"
Gu Xin always felt that this girl's words were a bit of a blow to her.
But I have to say that Lu Slowly's suggestion is good.
Now when she returned to Zhai An, she really couldn't imagine how they could get along with each other!
And she was a little afraid of seeing Zhai Yi.
I was afraid that I would be embarrassed to see Zhai Yi.
Timing.
The phone rang suddenly.
She looked at the caller ID, and she was a little dazed.
Lu Manman also saw "Yi" displayed on the screen, frowning slightly.
Gu Xin looked at Lu Manman at a loss, as if he didn't know if he should answer the phone at this moment.
Lu Manman made a decisive decision, "Gu Xin, answer the phone."
Gu Xin was taken aback, as if still shocked, and then pressed the connect button, "Zhai Yi."
"Gu Xin, where are you?" Zhai Yi's anxious voice came over there.
"I'm with Manman." Gu Xin tried to make herself seem calm.
"Somewhere, I'll come to find you." There was a little anxious talk over there.
Gu Xin watched Lu Manman, his heart beating irregularly, as if he had done something wrong, afraid of being discovered by others.
"Gu Xin?"
"Yeah." Gu Xin said where he was after all.
hang up the phone.
She watched Lu Manman and said, "Zhai Yi said, come and find me."
"Okay, then I will avoid it first." Lu Manman stood up.
"Long..."
"Gu Xin, Zhai Yi will definitely talk about what happened last night. You'd better ask him why he left you last night."
"I..." Gu Xin said, "I don't think I have the face to see Zhai Yi now."
"You don't have the face to see, it will only be Zhai An!" Lu Manman said every word, harshly.
"..." Gu Xin bit her lip.
Lu Manman didn't say any more, got up, took his bag and left.
In broad daylight, after all the things last night, Lu Manman didn’t think that Zhai Yi would do anything to Gu Xin, and he didn’t do anything with such a good opportunity last night. Now he is sure, he can’t do anything. , So she doesn't need to worry about Gu Xin's safety!
She just didn't understand why Zhai Yi would not touch Gu Xin suddenly, and would rather find another man than touch her by herself.
She suddenly regretted it.
Back then, I really spent too little time on Gu Xin. She always thought that even if she and Zhai An were married back then, she would be with Zhai Yi in the end, and they would be together naturally, and she devoted herself wholeheartedly. With Wen Yun, when the reaction came, Zhai Yi had already forced Gu Xin to death, and because Gu Xin had died, she did not pursue Zhai Yi’s reason for doing this. She just used Wen Yun’s right to let Gu Xin die. Zhai Yi got the end he deserved.
At that time, she always thought Wen Yun loved her and would do anything for her.
I know now, but it's not.
It was because the value that Zhai Yi could use in the year was over, and he was about to deal with Zhai Yi but there was no legitimate reason. Her request was right in his arms. She thought that in the end, the Lu family should have ended up with the Zhai family.
The four big families will all fall one after another under Wen Yun's play!
Thinking of this, his eyes suddenly tightened.
Only at this moment did Lu Manman seem to really understand that Wen Yun's disguise in his previous life was actually full of loopholes. It was himself, stupid!
She paused.
Suddenly I saw a car driving frantically, and then stopped at the entrance of the restaurant.
The door opens.
When Zhai Yi got out of the car, he seemed to see Lu Manman who was about to leave.
The two people face each other, each with their own thoughts.
At that moment, they all seemed to know sensitively that they were already in a hostile position!
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Hmm, guys, come on, the monthly pass is here.
well.
Hurry up, join the genuine QQ group of Xiaozhai, join our big family, and share good things together.
You understand.
Finally, the small house still has to apply for a monthly pass.
Today is the end of the first stage of the event. After the end, the middle list of the monthly pass will be announced. Come on, everyone!
I don't know what time it is, but just looking out the window, the sun is shining, through the curtains, shining bits and pieces on the floor, fluctuating with the wind.
Gu Xin looked at the huge balcony of the room silently, a little lost.
What happened last night, after all, happened.
The soreness of the whole body was like being crushed by a car. She didn't even want to move her toes, but at this moment, she was awake.
After waking up, there was too much in my mind, everything crazy last night.
again and again.
Between each other non-stop, madness happened.
And she is very active.
Her throat moved slightly, and it was really ridiculous that she had only come to regret what happened last night.
Up to now, she can still fully feel the man next to her. It seems that she is still asleep, breathing evenly, lingering in her ears, but she, without turning her head, just turned her back to him, unwilling to go. Faced with everything that happened between them last night.
She actually didn’t know the ins and outs well anymore. The intense headache made her remember it became extremely difficult, and she didn’t want to remember. What stupid things she did last night, she was there last night. What did the man do, disgusting things.
In her mind, they were the only ones together, and then kept "snapping" all night.
But when I woke up this morning, I knew clearly that the man who "snapped" with her was Zhai An.
Zhai An.
Not Zhai Yi.
She thought that even if she married Zhai An, she would give it to Zhai Yi for the first time.
She never thought that one day, she would have a relationship with him in this way, lying on a bed, and spending a crazy night.
The people around seemed to move slowly.
I was probably afraid of waking him up, so he moved a bit and became quiet.
Quiet, as if waiting for her to wake up.
She actually didn't know how long she woke up, and after waking up, she had been so quiet all the time.
Quietly bear, everything last night.
All blows.
Then I felt so unresisted, that scene after scene, in the severe pain of my mind, like a movie, flashing and passing away.
She bit her lip, didn't want to talk, and didn't want to face it.
I don't want anyone to see that she has actually been suppressed to the extreme collapse at this moment.
Still extremely quiet room.
The sunlight outside the window shone in again, which means that the sun has risen higher and higher.
Gu Xin was still like this, silently looking out the window, and the man next to him who had fully awakened was also quiet and quiet, and did not disturb her. He even thought that she should be asleep, and after he was awake, there was no Doing any action, did not take the initiative to approach her intimately, the two kept a short distance.
"Zhai An." Gu Xin said suddenly.
The person lying next to him seemed to be taken aback.
Perhaps she did not expect that she was already awake. Unexpectedly, her voice was so clear.
"Yeah." He responded.
"You go out." Gu Xin said.
Zhai An pursed his lips.
He pursed his lips, as if he was controlling his emotions.
In fact, he was almost done. After Gu Xin woke up, all the crazy actions, irritability, collapse, vent...
He was actually sober, she could be so calm.
At least it proved that she was really conscious of everything she did last night, so she would accept this fact after waking up.
He got up and lifted the quilt silently, seeming to be looking for his own clothes.
Gu Xin didn't want to help him.
She didn't know whether she tore his clothes last night.
Zhai An fumbled and searched the room for a long time.
Gu Xin refused to look or listen, closed his eyes, and sealed himself in his own world.
I don't know how long it took.
Zhai An seemed to put on her pajamas, and then got hit twice again, finally walked out of her room and brought her door over.
She opened her eyes and looked at the empty room. She also looked at the scattered clothes on the floor and her clothes.
She hugged the quilt, sat up from the bed, and buried her head in her knees.
Twenty-three years ago, I always felt that I was the happiest person in the world. Although there was no mother’s company, my father gave her all the love that is no less than any normal family. She always felt that she was lucky. She never even thought about it. , One day, she will face so many things, she feels that she can't accept things at all!
The body's constant pain and fatigue all told her in one voice what happened last night.
What happened to her and Zhai An last night.
And it seems that until now, she can't find any reason to blame Zhai An.
Because she is taking the initiative.
It's all her.
Zhai An just passively accepts everything about her.
What's more, it is impossible for any man to send his nominal wife to another man's bed.
And she asked him to send her away, just last night, she was sleeping with Zhai An and making excuses for herself.
She thought that in this way, she could deceive herself and blame all the mistakes, all the nasty and unbearableness on Zhai An.
After waking up, she knew that she was not so unreasonable.
She doesn't blame Zhai An.
But, because he possessed her for the first time, hate him a little bit.
Hate very weakly.
Hate it, there is actually no way to vent!
And she really didn't know how to face it in the future, Zhai Yi.
Even if she and Zhai An are married and there is no relationship between them, she can comfort herself by saying that she is still perfect, and now...
What is she to Zhai Yi!
She was silent, her body trembling slightly.
From now on, what else will she take to support this period of marriage that she thinks will end sooner or later.
The quilt was lifted sharply.
Gu Xin left the big bed and walked into the bathroom.
The sound of water splashing in the bathroom made her clear her body over and over again.
Through the large floor-to-ceiling mirror, I clearly looked at her bruises, bites, hickeys, scratches, and told myself deeply that everything last night was really not a dream. Last night, She really went to bed with Zhai An...
The fact that the world broke apart made her whole body finally collapsed after enduring it all morning.
She squatted on the ground, crying heartbreakingly.
She really didn't like this feeling, she really didn't want to live so powerlessly, she really didn't want to be so tired, so uncomfortable!
Why, her world will become like this, why, she can’t be well with the one she loves, why should she give herself so precious for the first time to a man she doesn’t love.
Last night, I could feel happy because of the drug trend and the body's reaction.
But today, those pleasures of last night are more deeply stimulating, and her nerves make her even more ugly, even more, collapsed!
She kept washing her body.
Can't wash it clean.
Anyway, it can't be cleaned anymore.
She looked at her disgustingly red body in the mirror, and was almost peeling off her skin after being washed by herself.
She turned off the water in the bathroom, her eyes were red, and she didn't cry again.
Life is really like rape.
When she couldn't resist, she had no choice but to accept it.
Accept it, stand up.
She wiped her body clean, dried her hair, brushed her teeth, and applied skin care products.
Walking out of the bathroom, I found a set of casual long clothes and trousers, which covered her body and was covered with bruises everywhere. She tied her hair into a ponytail. She felt that this kind of herself was more cautious. She even, Putting a light makeup on herself, she opened the door of the room.
Outside the door, Zhai An has changed his clothes, maybe even took a shower, and is sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV.
He couldn't see anything, but he was still trying to live a normal life.
She walked out of the room indifferently.
Zhai An seemed to hear the sound, turned his head, looking at her direction with some blank eyes.
Gu Xin's footsteps stopped in the living room, but her eyes were not on Zhai An's body. She looked around, looking at the little violin that was busy tidying up the indoor potted plants on the outer balcony, and said, "Xiaoqin, you go to my room. All of his sheets including quilts have been changed."
Xiaoqin wiped his hands and walked over, seeming to confirm that he heard it, and asked quickly, "Is the bed sheet changed? I only changed it two days ago..."
"It's not the sheets, it's the flyers and the quilt!" Gu Xin's voice was a little loud, as if to vent his anger on Xiaoqin.
Xiaoqin felt a little wronged, she pouted, "Oh."
"Throw me all the old ones!"
"Huh?" Xiaoqin looked up at her.
"Throw it away, don't you understand?!" Gu Xin's voice became louder.
Xiaoqin thinks Miss Gu is so irritable today.
Didn't she just have **** with Mr. Zhai last night? ! This morning she saw the bruises on Mr. Zhai's body. She thought he was abused by Miss Gu last night. She was about to ask if she wanted to apply medicine or something, so she was caught by Wu's mother. Wu's mother was a little bit shy. , Let her not ask too much.
It took a long time for her to realize that it was a trace of bruising, a trace of love.
Now that she is together, she is a simple one, and the relationship between them will ease a little. She didn't expect Miss Gu to be so fierce after she woke up now. If anyone provokes her, she still feels wronged.
Gu Xin seemed to stare at Xiaoqin, no longer said, strode out of the room.
Xiaoqin looked at her back and slowly turned to look at Mr. Zhai.
Zhai An seemed to feel Xiaoqin's sight, and said in a dark voice, "Just do what she says."
"Yeah." Xiaoqin nodded quickly.
She put down the other work she was holding, walked directly into Miss Gu's room, took her new bed sheet out of the room, took it and threw it away.
She really feels that the life of the rich is really not what they can imagine.
Such an expensive and comfortable quilt, just throw it away.
After throwing it away, Xiaoqin returned to the living room, panting and said naturally, "Mr. Zhai, I just saw a small blood stain on Miss Gu's bed sheet. It should be Miss Gu's virgin blood."
Xiaoqin doesn't have much culture, so when speaking, he is always very straightforward.
Zhai An's body seemed to be taken aback.
So... for Gu Xin, for the first time, she gave it to a man she didn't love!
She should be uncomfortable.
According to her personality, being able to be so peaceful this morning is really beyond his estimation.
He was even ready, she was ready to make a big noise.
Suddenly, he was so quiet and quietly endured leaving, but it made him feel a little at a loss.
Instead, put the distance between each other farther and farther.
So far, I don’t even want to lose my temper at all, let alone normal communication!
…
Gu Xin left the house and sat in her car.
She was really broken, she even saw **** traces on the sheets when she just changed her clothes and went out!
The first time I watched myself, I just fell on this bed.
She wanted to hold the quilt and threw it out, not seeing it.
But she didn't want to expose such uncontrolled emotions to Zhai An.
The distance between two people will only get farther and farther because of indifference.
So she asked Xiaoqin to throw the quilt out, even if she was self-deception, she didn't want to see that disgusting quilt under her eyelids, so carefree!
She hit the steering wheel a few times!
It seems that I want to vent, but I really don't think that this way I can vent!
She picked up the phone and dialed.
After a few rings, it was connected, "Gu Xin."
"Manman, are you busy?"
"where are you?"
"I'm in the underground parking lot at home, I want to see you."
"Well, wait for me at the old place, I will be there in half an hour."
"it is good."
Gu Xin hung up, started the car, and left.
Lu Manman looked at the phone.
She was actually waiting for Gu Xin’s call. She knew that the first person Gu Xin wanted to talk to after she woke up would definitely be her, and hearing Gu Xin’s tone was much better than she expected, at least I started crying like crazy without calling.
She thought that people would really learn to grow up, and Gu Xin was also learning to control his emotions.
But this is not necessarily a good thing.
Because when people are really able to accept everything peacefully, and when there really is an unacceptable blow, there will be no other way to digest it. At that time, they may choose a more extreme way to solve it, such as, End everything about yourself, commonly known as suicide.
My heart suddenly tightened.
Lu Manman put down his work and walked directly out of the Lu's Building.
…
Hotel.
A messy room.
Wen Yan opened her eyes vaguely and got up from the bed.
She looked around this strange place left and right before it sounded, what happened last night.
She looked at her clothes like this, and was thrown all over the floor. Everything from last night was just magnified under her eyelids and kept magnifying...
"No!" Her hoarse voice, painful throat, up and down.
Do not.
She didn't believe it, she really lost her innocence last night, she didn't believe it!
She watched the things on the ground, and then accidentally saw the red marks on the big white bed.
Do not!
No!
She clutched her head, not to think of the humiliation under that man last night.
She hugged the quilt fiercely and screamed frantically!
She can't accept this blow at all!
The bathroom door was suddenly pushed open.
Wen Yan looked up and saw Zhai Yi appeared in front of her with only a white bath towel, so the sky fell apart.
"Wake up?" Zhai Yi looked calm.
Even indifferent.
It's totally different from the man who went to bed like crazy last night.
This man is completely cold-blooded!
She looked at Zhai Yi fiercely, without concealing the depression in her heart, and shouted with all her strength, "Go away!"
"Fuck?" Zhai Yi sneered, with a devilish look on his face, and he said, "Didn't you say that I should cooperate with you? Now, I dare not!"
While talking, he approached her naturally, pinching her chin with her fingers, making her have to look at his vicious face!
"Zhai Yi, get out of here!" Wen Yan tried to push Zhai Yi away with her hands.
The outstretched hands were directly shackled by Wen Yan, with great strength.
The pain from between her fingers caused Wen Yan's tears to flow out uncontrollably.
"Beast!" Wen Yan cursed fiercely, already wishing to kill this man.
"Wen Yan, everyone is responsible for what they do. You now know that the price is not what you want!" After Zhai An finished speaking, her face sank, and she pushed her out.
Wen Yan was unstable, and she collapsed on the big bed so suddenly, falling heavily on it.
A knock on the door suddenly sounded outside the hotel door.
Zhai Yi glanced at Wen Yan, walked to the door, opened it, and took over two sets of clothes.
He casually put two brand-new clothes on the bed, then took off the bath towels and put them on.
Wen Yan just looked at Zhai Yi as she took it for granted, and she didn't break down like her at all when she looked at him.
She clearly remembered that Zhai Yi called Gu Xin's name last night.
In the * again and again, the woman was called by her name.
But he can accept it for granted, and of course have **** with another woman!
This man!
How cruel and cold-blooded is it!
She looked at him harshly, at his bloodless face.
Zhai Yi still put on it, showing uprightness.
Who was that disgusting man last night? !
Zhai Yi turned his head and said to Wen Yan, "Change clothes."
The sound is not very loud, but it is bitterly cold.
Wen Yan held the quilt and didn't move.
"I don't want what I did last night to be used on you again today."
"Zhai Yi, are you crazy?!" Wen Yan looked at him fiercely, and yelled uncontrollably. "There was such a good opportunity last night, but you didn't choose to do it with Gu Xin. You took revenge like this. Me, what is your pleasure! I tell you, Gu Xin's drug dose is heavier than yours! You did it 3 times last night, and Gu Xin must be at least more than 3 times to relieve her. The medicinal properties, otherwise, she will really bleed internally and die in minutes!"
Zhai Yi's face suddenly became colder.
It's cold, even bloodthirsty.
After waking up this morning, I saw a few missed calls.
He is accustomed to keeping his mobile phone 24 hours a day, and he is not used to being silent, but his body reaction last night prevented him from answering the call. When he called back in the morning, he said that Gu Xin was taken away by a woman in order not to cause it. Unnecessarily troublesome, he didn't forcefully leave Gu Xin behind!
And he didn't need to think about it, who was the woman who took Gu Xin away, there would be no one except Lu Manman.
Lu Manman could take Gu Xin away as soon as the incident happened, either by arranging eyeliner on him or Gu Xin. He didn't know why Lu Manman did this, but he felt more and more that this woman was not simple.
He always had the illusion that Lu Manman, a woman, would become a stumbling block in his future, so he thought that he must take proper precautions against this woman, or attack for a certain period of time.
At that moment, of course he could also think of where Lu Manman would bring Gu Xin back.
He was actually angry at the time.
Angrily, and then used to endure it without any venting.
He really hates Zhai An. He really prefers to let other men ruin Gu Xin instead of taking advantage of Zhai An. He can't let himself touch Gu Xin, because compared to Gu Xin, he wants to get something. More, and he didn't want Zhai An to get it when he couldn't get it.
Therefore, he found a man and found a man to defile Gu Xin.
It will be painful, but it is better than painful and unpleasant in comparison!
He wanted to see how Zhai An felt after he knew that Gu Xin had done it with another man!
unfortunately.
Lu Manman ruined his plan!
Lu Manman sent Gu Xin to Zhai An's bed.
Anger was suppressed in his heart, and his fists squeezed.
Wen Yan looked at Zhai Yi's appearance, a little scared.
Zhai Yi turned to look at Wen Yan, "Put your clothes on!"
Wenyan was frightened!
Zhai Yi turned around and walked to the balcony outside the hotel. He picked up a cigarette and sucked it fiercely.
Wen Yan really felt that Zhai Yi, a man, was more cruel than she thought!
She changed into bed clothes in twos and threes, went to the bathroom to clean herself again, and came out.
When he came out, Zhai Yi's mood seemed to have stabilized again.
He looked at Wen Yan and said, "Wen Yan, we were in bed last night, all of which are stored in my phone."
"Zhai Yi!" Wen Yan screamed.
"Don't worry, when we are still in a cooperative relationship, I will not expose this thing, and it will not do me any good! I am just telling you, telling you by action, we are really on the same line now , You remember, don't think about calculating or retaliating against me! When I have nothing, you can't get better!"
"Zhai Yi, you are a **** lunatic!" Wen Yan roared, and was instantly broken by Zhai Yi!
"Is it a lunatic? It's my business." Zhai Yi said fiercely. "You just have to cooperate with me and cooperate with me! What happened last night, as long as the two of us know about it, and The current technology is very advanced. You want that layer of film, but can't you make it?! I don't believe it, you don't understand what I said."
Wen Yan looked at Zhai Yi, at this man, so calm and cold-blooded.
She hugged her body and felt chills.
"Wen Yan, you should be very thankful that we have become a cooperative relationship, because I will definitely not let Zhai An have a better life, and Zhai An cares about Gu Xin, and Gu Xin will eventually abandon him in the cruelest way!" Yi said each word deeply.
Wen Yan couldn't understand this man.
Can't understand this, like a madman, and cruel man.
She really regrets it!
I regretted the radical actions last night, so I let myself be in the same bed with this man last night and be ruined by him!
And she still didn't understand why Zhai Yi didn't touch Gu Xin.
Want to let Gu Xin leave Zhai An in the cruelest way, isn't it, let Zhai An know that he and Gu Xin slept? !
She really can't figure it out!
I really don't understand, what this crazy man will do in the end is different from what ordinary people do!
And as Zhai Yi said.
From today onwards, she really can only cooperate with this man.
She even thought that the reason why Zhai Yi chose to **** her was solely for the benefit he wanted in the future. He knew that even if she was raped, in order to maintain her innocence, she would not dare to declare to others, let alone sue him. , And he can hold her handle and threaten her to do many things!
I was thinking about the itching of my teeth. I really never thought that this man would be so bad that he would really give up his favorite woman because of his interests!
If Zhai Yi didn't love Gu Xin in his actions last night, it was absolutely impossible!
Such love can be so abandoned.
She felt that there should be no more cruel and cold-blooded man in this world than Zhai Yi!
And she suddenly felt that working with such a man is not necessarily a bad thing!
At least, he will do nothing for his own purposes, and she can just reap the rewards!
"Take the contraceptive pill." At his side, Zhai Yi suddenly took out a pill, and then gave her a glass of boiled water.
…
When Lu Manman arrived at the old place, Gu Xin had already arrived.
She was lying on the chaise longue on the balcony of the hotel, with two cups of black tea next to her. It seemed that she hadn't drank a bite, so she just lay there, waiting for her.
Lu Manman put down his bag and lay down like this.
The summer in Wencheng is just right. In the morning, where the sun will not shine, there are wisps of breeze, which makes people feel very refreshing.
And this place, on the opposite side is the moat, and the breeze of the river is even more delicate and cool.
"Long Man, I was picked up by Zhai An last night." Gu Xin said frankly, speaking clearly with extremely sad words.
At that moment, Lu Manman couldn't help but want to laugh.
Gu Xin still speaks like this, never afraid of it.
Lu Manman picked up the high-end black tea cup, took a few sips, and said, "Well, I know, I took you back last night."
"I've always been surprised, because in my mind, except for the white flowers with Zhai An, there are some bits and pieces, so I want to know that last night I vaguely remembered that I was with Zhai Yi, why did you become you later?" Gu Xin Turning his head, looked at Lu Manman next to him.
Lu Manman put down his teacup and looked at her, "I don't know what happened to you before last night, so I might as well tell you. For some special reasons, I have someone to follow Zhai Yi."
"What special reason?"
"Some business competition." Lu Manman lied, not wanting to cause Gu Xin's disgust because of other things.
Gu Xin generally doesn't care too much about commercial competition, such material things.
"and so…"
"So, someone told me yesterday that you and Zhai Yi went to open a room." Lu Manman said every word.
"In other words, before that, I was really with Zhai Yi. I remember him appearing in the toilet of the zero bar, and then he said to take me back, and then, I don’t remember clearly, I feel in a daze. We seem to have opened a room, and then I want to be with him and he seems to have left..." Gu Xin thought, thinking of severe head pain.
The eyes were suddenly red.
Why was it clear that I could be with her last night? Why did Zhai Yi leave.
"I don’t know what happened before, I only know that when I rushed to the hotel, you were in the bathroom of the hotel and it was very uncomfortable. At that moment, the door of the hotel room was opened by another strange man. I don’t know. Who is that, but I think, since you can open the door of your room, it shouldn’t be a casual person. Perhaps it was deliberately arranged. Before that, no one else knew about it except Zhai Yi. You have gone to open the house, and who arranged for that man?" Lu Manman said, cryptically, guiding it a little bit.
I wanted Ye Heng to check it out last night.
But after thinking about it, it is estimated that Zhai Yi went back directly after leaving the hotel last night. Ye Heng came to check and couldn't find out why.
Besides, Ye Heng is still in the imperial capital.
Gu Xin bit her lip and watched Lu Manman with red eyes, "You mean, Zhai Yi left, and then helped me find another man to let me vent?!"
Lu Manman nodded slightly.
Gu Xin's eyes were very red, and she said, "How is it possible, long."
"Gu Xin, a lot of time knowing people, knowing faces and not knowing heart..."
"But, I just can't believe it." Gu Xin said, "I don't believe that Zhai Yi would treat me like this. Do you have any evidence?"
"..." Lu Manman was silent.
Zhai Yi is such a cautious person, she really has no evidence.
The reason why she didn't want to tell all the actions of Zhai Yi's last life was only because Gu Xin would not believe it.
She was so stubborn that Zhai Yi loved her very much and loved him more than anything else. She would not believe that everything in her mouth would cause a rift in the relationship between them.
Lu Manman sighed slightly and said, "Gu Xin, don't get excited, I'm just guessing and reasoning, and I didn't say with certainty that this is the truth."
Gu Xin looked at her.
He looked at her and said, "Do you know? I was really uncomfortable last night, but I actually blamed you a bit, why are you sending me back to Zhai An? I don’t love him, but last night, We went to bed, even, it was intense."
Lu Manman looked at Gu Xin.
"But because you are my best friend, I won't blame you, and I really can't blame you. And you can't really send me to Zhai Yi except for letting me return to Zhai An. Just like Zhai An, I asked him to do it here last night, but he refused." Gu Xin thought of everything last night, but he was actually a little broken.
"Gu Xin, you shouldn't force Zhai An like this."
"I know." Gu Xin said, a little excited, "So when I got up this morning, I didn't even say a word to him. I just wanted to treat this inexplicable marriage between me coldly. I suddenly felt that I There is no way to live well with Zhai An, and now I don’t have the qualifications to appear in Zhai Yi’s world. I really don’t know. I really don’t know how I can look forward to my life. I really don’t know. Why is all this? It would happen to me like this. Is it so difficult for me to love someone?!"
"I don't know how to persuade you." Lu Manman said, "Although I can understand how you feel now. But Gu Xin, this world is like this. There is nothing that time cannot digest. Maybe one day you will find , You actually like Zhai An too..."
"You always say that I like Zhai An." Gu Xin said, "If I like Zhai An, I won't be as uncomfortable as I am now. Even thinking of Zhai Yi, my heart hurts. I was really looking forward to it. The first time, with Zhai Yi, now that it’s gone, it’s gone!”
Then I couldn't stop it and started crying again.
It's okay to be able to cry.
I'm afraid, I can't cry even if I cry.
Lu Manman also breathed a sigh of relief.
Although I feel that Gu Xin is a little uncomfortable, it is not uncomfortable, and it is really unacceptable.
She took Gu Xin by the hand, "If you feel depressed now and feel uncomfortable living under the same roof with Gu Di'an, go back to your dad to live for a few days."
"No." Gu Xin shook his head, "My dad will annoy me!"
"Then go traveling for a few days, relax yourself!"
Gu Xin watched Lu Longman.
Lu Manman smiled slightly, "You are so idle all day, anyway, where are you playing?"
Gu Xin always felt that this girl's words were a bit of a blow to her.
But I have to say that Lu Slowly's suggestion is good.
Now when she returned to Zhai An, she really couldn't imagine how they could get along with each other!
And she was a little afraid of seeing Zhai Yi.
I was afraid that I would be embarrassed to see Zhai Yi.
Timing.
The phone rang suddenly.
She looked at the caller ID, and she was a little dazed.
Lu Manman also saw "Yi" displayed on the screen, frowning slightly.
Gu Xin looked at Lu Manman at a loss, as if he didn't know if he should answer the phone at this moment.
Lu Manman made a decisive decision, "Gu Xin, answer the phone."
Gu Xin was taken aback, as if still shocked, and then pressed the connect button, "Zhai Yi."
"Gu Xin, where are you?" Zhai Yi's anxious voice came over there.
"I'm with Manman." Gu Xin tried to make herself seem calm.
"Somewhere, I'll come to find you." There was a little anxious talk over there.
Gu Xin watched Lu Manman, his heart beating irregularly, as if he had done something wrong, afraid of being discovered by others.
"Gu Xin?"
"Yeah." Gu Xin said where he was after all.
hang up the phone.
She watched Lu Manman and said, "Zhai Yi said, come and find me."
"Okay, then I will avoid it first." Lu Manman stood up.
"Long..."
"Gu Xin, Zhai Yi will definitely talk about what happened last night. You'd better ask him why he left you last night."
"I..." Gu Xin said, "I don't think I have the face to see Zhai Yi now."
"You don't have the face to see, it will only be Zhai An!" Lu Manman said every word, harshly.
"..." Gu Xin bit her lip.
Lu Manman didn't say any more, got up, took his bag and left.
In broad daylight, after all the things last night, Lu Manman didn’t think that Zhai Yi would do anything to Gu Xin, and he didn’t do anything with such a good opportunity last night. Now he is sure, he can’t do anything. , So she doesn't need to worry about Gu Xin's safety!
She just didn't understand why Zhai Yi would not touch Gu Xin suddenly, and would rather find another man than touch her by herself.
She suddenly regretted it.
Back then, I really spent too little time on Gu Xin. She always thought that even if she and Zhai An were married back then, she would be with Zhai Yi in the end, and they would be together naturally, and she devoted herself wholeheartedly. With Wen Yun, when the reaction came, Zhai Yi had already forced Gu Xin to death, and because Gu Xin had died, she did not pursue Zhai Yi’s reason for doing this. She just used Wen Yun’s right to let Gu Xin die. Zhai Yi got the end he deserved.
At that time, she always thought Wen Yun loved her and would do anything for her.
I know now, but it's not.
It was because the value that Zhai Yi could use in the year was over, and he was about to deal with Zhai Yi but there was no legitimate reason. Her request was right in his arms. She thought that in the end, the Lu family should have ended up with the Zhai family.
The four big families will all fall one after another under Wen Yun's play!
Thinking of this, his eyes suddenly tightened.
Only at this moment did Lu Manman seem to really understand that Wen Yun's disguise in his previous life was actually full of loopholes. It was himself, stupid!
She paused.
Suddenly I saw a car driving frantically, and then stopped at the entrance of the restaurant.
The door opens.
When Zhai Yi got out of the car, he seemed to see Lu Manman who was about to leave.
The two people face each other, each with their own thoughts.
At that moment, they all seemed to know sensitively that they were already in a hostile position!
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Hmm, guys, come on, the monthly pass is here.
well.
Hurry up, join the genuine QQ group of Xiaozhai, join our big family, and share good things together.
You understand.
Finally, the small house still has to apply for a monthly pass.
Today is the end of the first stage of the event. After the end, the middle list of the monthly pass will be announced. Come on, everyone!
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