Chapter 1051

When I look back, I find that too many things have changed.

Tagore said that one night, I burned all my memories, and my dream became transparent from then on; One morning, I threw away all yesterday, and my steps have been light since then.

Over the past few months, men have traveled everywhere, almost every day and night. He wants to use the scenery of nature to make him forget those unpleasant memories!

But he didn't think about it. He came back here again.

Many times, whether in the snow slopes of the northern region, on the camps in the mountains, or in the cold wind, he can't forget that figure in his memory.

So he came to him again.

Although he kept telling him to go, he didn't want to see him at all, let alone get involved with him.

He still wanted to see him.

Today is the weekend. After the church worshippers have dispersed, there is only one person sitting here. No matter where he is, his temperament is so eye-catching. He has white skin, a pair of dazzling black eyes that seem golden brown and a little black. He smiles like a curved moon. When he is solemn, he looks like a cold star, his straight nose bridge, his lip color is crimson, and when he smiles, he is floating, gentle and moving, In silence, it is as cold as ice, and the outline of the side face is like a knife, with clear edges and corners, but it does not lose its softness, which is so beautiful that people move.

Lu Ding stood in place silently. After calling his name, he took the initiative to approach the man.

"Why ignore me? I haven't seen you for a long time." Lu Ding's voice was a little joking: "I heard that a lot of things have happened to you recently."

Really one year's expression was cold: "why did you leave and come back?"

"I think it's time for you to accept me and come back." Lu Ding said, "well, you didn't marry Ruan again in the end."

After more than half a year, when they met, they said something bad, but they wanted to say this.

In the past year, his expression was suddenly cold, but he was very unhappy. However, his smile was softer than anyone else, and his voice was more beautiful than words: "what if I married, what if I didn't marry, I thought I had to marry her, but I found that when I couldn't get her, I could always find someone to replace her, so Lu Ding, tell me, What feelings do I have for her? "

Lu Ding was surprised and picked his eyebrows to distinguish the true and false nature of the true year's words. Then he said, "it's obsession." Obsession refers to sticking to something and not getting rid of it. When persistent, there will be resentment. Only when you put down persistence can you be free. Philosophically, it is defined in this way. If a person focuses too much on something and falls into a certain emotion for a long time, this complex will become tangible and bind it, indicating his long-term adherence to a certain pursuit and not easy to abandon.

And people don't want to put it down because they are unwilling.

"Nian, have you thought about it?" Lu Ding said, "maybe you don't love her as much as you think."

"Maybe." Really a year long sigh: "too persistent, so I don't want to let go."

"Yes, people are not like this. Because they can't get it, they are unwilling and resent it." Lu Ding said with a smile, "you don't want to let go, and I don't want to let go."

"Why did you come back?" It's really a year to ask quietly.

Lu Ding smiled and said, "there are two reasons for coming back. The first is to see you. The second is... Luo Ziqing has been looking for me recently and wants to go through divorce procedures with me."

"How long have you been married, you will divorce." Zhenyi smiled and said, "at the beginning, you shouldn't have married."

"Whatever." Lu Ding shrugged: "it's just fun anyway."

"What about now?" Zhenyi said, "have you had enough?"

Lu Ding smiled: "I should ask you that. Have you had enough? When are you going to let go? What are you going to do with the family? How's your body? Or are you going to train zhenyitong to be your successor? "

"Ah, there are so many problems." Really a year chuckled, "it's going to become 100000 why."

"I'm not kidding you. Answer carefully." Lu Ding's voice was a little cold: "what are you going to do?"

"What else can we do? Take one step at a time." Really a soft smile: "however, it's good to see you, at least in me..."

"Don't say that!" Lu Ding sternly stopped: "you will be safe!"

"No one knows his body better than I do." A year ago, he said: "you know what Li minguan used to control me. Now that she's dead, it should be a relief for me, but it's not... It's just a catalyst, but she's dead. She's already dead." In the first half of my life, I was like a puppet controlled by my mother. It was not easy to live for myself, and I found that I was unable to do everything.

"Do you have any wishes?" Lu Ding suddenly said, "say it, maybe I can help you."

"Ah ha ha ha." It's like hearing a big joke. One year, he suddenly laughed: "Lu Ding, you are becoming more and more lovely. What wish can I have? I have everything I should have. What wish can I have?"

"Lie!" Lu Ding sneered, "obviously there are so many things that have not been done... How can there be no wish."

"You're right." One year, a gentle smile came up on his lips. His eyes looked at the cross like a pious prayer and a low talk: "I have two wishes, one is to grab her back, the other..." he said in a tone and shook his head: "it's a little funny to say it. Forget it, I'd better not say it."

"Say it!" Lu Ding said sternly, "speak quickly!"

"I want to have my own child." Zhenyi sighed: "unfortunately, there will be no chance."

Hearing this, Lu Ding's eyes turned red and said that the man didn't shed tears. I don't know why. Whenever he saw this man and recalled his time step by step, he would feel so uncomfortable.

All living beings are suffering. Why is he the most suffering!

The love of his life can't be obtained.

You can't get the warmth you seek.

"Why... Why do you want children?" His eyes were a little complicated. He didn't want men to see his embarrassment. Lu Ding turned his head and looked at the direction of the church door. There was a blonde girl playing there with a skirt.

"It is said that children are the crystallization of parental love." Zhenyi smiled and said, "I think it's wonderful and amazing. People like me can have their own children."

"You can ask those women to give birth to you." Lu Dingli said, "I believe they will."

"If I don't love you, how can I continue my blood?" Really a year, the smile is tall and the expression is so pious.