19 Chapter 19

*Lydia's POV*

It must be because I couldn't eat or keep any food down. I felt so weak. I need to sleep early as I really don't feel good these past few days. I really need to see a doctor soon. I dozed off with Andy in my mind. I really missed him. I couldn't wait to be with him again.

I slowly opened my eyes when I noticed that my room was filled with light. I saw Andy standing by the door and I couldn't help but jumped out of bed to hug him. I missed him so badly however he pushed me away. I noticed that he seemed to be upset.

"Cut that bullshit darling!" I was not expecting he would say that. It seemed that he could not contain his anger anymore.

"What's wrong" I asked him why. I never saw him this upset before. Maybe his trip did not go well. I tried to console him but he seems to be really distant.

"Stop pretending like you know nothing, you bitch!" I can't help my tears anymore. "I... I don't know what you're talking about." Another wave of nausea hit me.

"Then you better give me a good explanation about this." His voice is full of anger. He tossed a folder in the air. The contents are now scattered on the floor. I stiffened when I noticed a couple of pictures. A picture of me sitting in a restaurant handing a folder to my father. I didn't know that I ever met my father again after Annie's incident. It also includes a report stating that I was selling confidential information to the company's competitors. How could I when I never been in there, never touch his laptop or any confidential files on his study table. The most I went to was the little library next to it. Another piece of paper is saying that I was stealing money. This is too much accusation. I didn't know anything about this.

"It's not me. This is all a lie. You know how much I love you I wouldn't do such thing." He wouldn't believe me. I tried to defend myself but to no avail. I can't remember how many times I told him that I loved him and that I wouldn't dare to do it to him.

"The wedding is off. We're over Lydia." Those words were like daggers cutting my heart into bits. He told me he will never marry a liar I am beyond hysterical now. My hand immediately went to my stomach. My baby, Mommy's not going to give up with your daddy. You deserve to have a complete family. I will not let you feel the things I've gone through. I will fight for you. I begged and begged. I tried to be near him but he keeps on pushing me away. My nausea is getting worst but I didn't mind it. We're over Lydia. I don't want to see you anymore. I managed to be near him and I hugged him so tightly.

"No...no... no please Andy. I love you. I will die without you. I can't do it.. please.. please.. we need you. I beg you please... I love you ...." My nausea is killing me. He pushed me hard and I landed on the floor making a loud thud. I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen and I know that my baby is in danger. Nausea strikes again with so much vengeance. I tried my best to get a glance of the man I love before I surrendered into darkness.

Lydia, sweetie. I opened my eyes and I swear I heard my grandmother's voice. "Grandma?" I tried to call her but there was no answer. I am in a beautiful garden right now. There were flowers of different kinds in bloom. This place is wonderful and most of all I feel at peace. I started to wander. I followed my grandmother's voice. I've been walking for a while now however I didn't see anyone. I passed by a stream. It was breathtaking. The water is crystal clear. I looked at my reflection and then I noticed that my baby bump is showing. I was relieved that I still have my baby with me.

Then I wandered again, this time I saw my grandmother sitting on a bench. She is smiling at me. I walked as fast as I could. I missed her so much. It's been a long time. My grandmother stood up and opened her arms for me just like when I'm little. She loves me very much but due to her cancer, she passed away when I was only ten. We hugged for a very long time making up for all the years we were apart.

"Lydia, sweetie, I missed you very much." My grandmother said.

"I missed you more grandma and I love you too." I didn't let go of my grandmother's hand.

"I'm so proud of you love. You are kind and loving. You'll be a great mother child." She's caressing my hair now. "Can I stay here with you grandma?" I pleaded. "As much as I want to have you here with me child, the answer is no. You still need to go back sweetie." Grandma gave me a reassuring smile. "But... but I have no one to go back to grandma, not even father and mother. You're the only family I have now." I protested with tears in my eyes. "Trust me child, you know that I'll always look after you. I love you so much. You'll always be in my heart." She hugged me so tightly. "It's time to go sweetie." She said.

"Grandma...."
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