Chapter 1218
seeing Zheng Yuqiu, who was dressed by Jing Xin, humming and locking the yard door, getting on the bus in a good mood, I felt a bit overwhelmed. So I added a sentence in the text message to Shutong to say hello to your parents and nainainai. If you need help, please contact me at any time in the morning. It's very suitable for you.
It seems that the content on the back doesn't match the content on the front. What should be said in the morning, it's too late to make up now. You can see that Zheng Yuqiu, a woman with a deep city and a complex background, is also like a little girl who wants sugar. She is praised as if she licks honey. I don't think it's necessary for me to have more intelligence It's enough to spend useless thoughts on whether Shutong's psychology is simple or complicated, as long as she knows that this sentence must be something she loves to hear and that she will be happier about it. .
to be honest, I have no special idea about Shu Tong. I can't deny that occasionally I have some vanity and narcissism about her. For example, I feel embarrassed when I'm alone. I don't know what she's thinking, or I retaliate against Xing's brain blasphemy. For example, when I'm being mocked and ridiculed by this girl, it's unreasonable to make troubles, but those belong to one In the "normal" and "understandable" Xing fantasy category of normal men, at least I have never given up the impulse to do anything. Now, she almost tells me frankly that she has feelings for me, but I don't know whether I have feelings for her except for some dirty delusions, and I don't know how to respond to her feelings. One of the most important reasons is that I'm not good at it Deal with emotional problems for a long time. .
I have always been self denying. Even though there were a thousand signs that Shu Tong might like me, I could always find ten thousand reasons to overthrow and believe that she could not like me, so this kind of turning happened to me too suddenly. I haven't had time to sort out and think, let alone how to face it.
But even I am very clear in my heart. If I reply to this message like this, Shudun 10 has contacted Jiu to misunderstand and something that I didn't understand completely by myself, but in addition, I really can't think of a more secure wording to reply. This is based on the judgment of the current situation from the perspective of rational analysis, which makes Shudun misunderstand that I like her more than let her think I don't like it It is better for her family to have fun with her. I don't want this girl to sit at home with a lovelorn face. Facing the messages sent by Shu PA, Shu Ma and Shu nainai
who will ask her everything, I can't help shaking my head and laughing bitterly. I think carefully, whether it is stepmother, Chu Yuan, or the girls around me, my way of getting along seems to be summed up Is it true that I am born a bitch? What's the relationship between Shutong's family affairs and me? Why can't I let go and blind Cao's heart and wrap myself in it?
When Zheng Yuqiu saw my expression, he pouted and asked, "what's the matter? The eyebrows are twisted into a twist. Don't you think I'm unreasonable? "
"No" Zheng Yuqiu is really unreasonable, but even if she tosses me again, I will willingly bear it. Who let me use her? It's not cheap, it's equivalent exchange, I said: "just curious, you can live in such a place."
"What is a place like this? What's wrong with this place? Not good? " Miss Zheng put down the window, took a deep breath, smiled and said: "the environment is not good? Bad air? "
"That's not"
"what kind of place do you think I should live?"
"It's not a big villa but also a high-end apartment. Who doesn't buy a big house if he has money and status now? What's more, you don't like a miserly person who enjoys spending money. There are millions of cars on behalf of others. Shouldn't there be more than the Ferrari at home? I can pick out a suit of clothes in my wardrobe, which will pay me one or two or even two or three years' salary. I can change a car under our buttocks if I take off any watch or jewelry. Such a high-profile person lives in such a low-key place. I don't think it's strange for anyone. "
"If everyone feels strange, it can only prove that there are no normal people in this society now."
"Are all drunk and I wake up alone?" I laughed and said, "it's right to be independent and play the other way?"
"No," said Zheng. "You can't look at me with Se glasses because of my sister. I'm quite simple."
"I'm sorry, I don't know you very well, but the only thing I know for sure is that you're not simple."
little winter night glared at me in the rearview mirror, as if I didn't think that's right, but Zheng Yuqiu didn't get angry, laughed and said: "you are complex, so you can't see anyone simple, I'm simple, so I don't see anyone complicated, little brother, Do you think there is a difference between "house" and "home"? I tell you, there are differences. Home must be a house, but not all houses can give you the feeling of home. I have lived in Duanmu home since I was a child. The house is very big and the yard is very big. There are drivers when I go out, mediocres when I do housework, cooks when I cook. I don't need to do anything, or even raise a dog. But I never think it's home. It's a house. There's no difference between living there and staying in a hotel. The service is thoughtful, but it's not Zi You are not comfortable. Instead, you don't live in this small yard or house by yourself. It makes me more comfortable, more relaxed and more secure to take care of everything by yourself. That's the difference between the house and the home. The place you just came out of is the home I feel comfortable, relaxed and secure at. "I can understand the words, but speaking from Zheng Yuqiu's mouth, it's still awkward. After all, her enjoyment in other aspects is of luxury level. Zheng Yuqiu probably saw through my mind and said: "you may understand that the gorgeous image in front of people is the need of work, not necessarily because I like it, as if you are dressed formally today, but not as well in front of me It's not necessarily because you like it now, but sometimes we can't help it. "
Zheng Yuqiu's indifference made my heart tremble. She had already guessed that I invited her to dinner for a different purpose.
"Miss Zheng"
"Shh ~" Zheng Yuqiu stretched out his index finger and refused to let me talk. He said with a smile: "if I know you have a bad idea for me and happily get on your stolen car, it means that I have made the worst psychological preparation, so you don't need to explain, I don't need your explanation, no more reasons than a sister I'd like, no Is it? "
I feel guilty about using Zheng Yuqiu, but I don't contradict it. After all, Zheng Yuqiu is from the third miss, and I deliberately concealed this from me before. Although I'm not as careful as Su ye, I'm sure I'm going to report to him, but "reciprocity" is also my style. But now I can't help complaining about myself. I always feel that things have changed I seem to be taking advantage of Zheng Yuqiu's affection for me. It's too mean
Zheng Yuqiu's mouth was flat, but he said in a very proud tone: "don't underestimate the pessimism, happiness and low satisfaction trigger point of a girl who has been depending on others since the beginning of memory. Any result better than my worst psychological preparation is an unexpected surprise. Do you think I may regret it?"
I am stunned and speechless. My friends finally understand why Madame Duanmu tried hard but could not save her sister's broken feelings. So she was only satisfied with making up for her debt to Zheng Yuqiu unilaterally. Her hurt to Zheng Yuqiu was not such a playful and disrespectful woman that outsiders could understand at all. She felt so optimistic and playful, but really Understanding her, we will find that it is only an illusion, the real she, in fact, is an extreme pessimist, only those who are used to disappointment, will not have any expectations for anyone or anything.
I thought that continuing this topic would inevitably touch Zheng Yuqiu's scar. I was thinking about another topic, but I couldn't help being curious. "Can I ask you something? What's the worst preparation you've ever made before you got on the bus? "
Zheng Yuqiu glanced at me, a blush rose on his face inexplicably, and turned to look at sister tiger's eyes in the rearview mirror, smiling like a fake: "kill before you kill, or kill before you kill."
I touched my face. Am I a beast?
It seems that the content on the back doesn't match the content on the front. What should be said in the morning, it's too late to make up now. You can see that Zheng Yuqiu, a woman with a deep city and a complex background, is also like a little girl who wants sugar. She is praised as if she licks honey. I don't think it's necessary for me to have more intelligence It's enough to spend useless thoughts on whether Shutong's psychology is simple or complicated, as long as she knows that this sentence must be something she loves to hear and that she will be happier about it. .
to be honest, I have no special idea about Shu Tong. I can't deny that occasionally I have some vanity and narcissism about her. For example, I feel embarrassed when I'm alone. I don't know what she's thinking, or I retaliate against Xing's brain blasphemy. For example, when I'm being mocked and ridiculed by this girl, it's unreasonable to make troubles, but those belong to one In the "normal" and "understandable" Xing fantasy category of normal men, at least I have never given up the impulse to do anything. Now, she almost tells me frankly that she has feelings for me, but I don't know whether I have feelings for her except for some dirty delusions, and I don't know how to respond to her feelings. One of the most important reasons is that I'm not good at it Deal with emotional problems for a long time. .
I have always been self denying. Even though there were a thousand signs that Shu Tong might like me, I could always find ten thousand reasons to overthrow and believe that she could not like me, so this kind of turning happened to me too suddenly. I haven't had time to sort out and think, let alone how to face it.
But even I am very clear in my heart. If I reply to this message like this, Shudun 10 has contacted Jiu to misunderstand and something that I didn't understand completely by myself, but in addition, I really can't think of a more secure wording to reply. This is based on the judgment of the current situation from the perspective of rational analysis, which makes Shudun misunderstand that I like her more than let her think I don't like it It is better for her family to have fun with her. I don't want this girl to sit at home with a lovelorn face. Facing the messages sent by Shu PA, Shu Ma and Shu nainai
who will ask her everything, I can't help shaking my head and laughing bitterly. I think carefully, whether it is stepmother, Chu Yuan, or the girls around me, my way of getting along seems to be summed up Is it true that I am born a bitch? What's the relationship between Shutong's family affairs and me? Why can't I let go and blind Cao's heart and wrap myself in it?
When Zheng Yuqiu saw my expression, he pouted and asked, "what's the matter? The eyebrows are twisted into a twist. Don't you think I'm unreasonable? "
"No" Zheng Yuqiu is really unreasonable, but even if she tosses me again, I will willingly bear it. Who let me use her? It's not cheap, it's equivalent exchange, I said: "just curious, you can live in such a place."
"What is a place like this? What's wrong with this place? Not good? " Miss Zheng put down the window, took a deep breath, smiled and said: "the environment is not good? Bad air? "
"That's not"
"what kind of place do you think I should live?"
"It's not a big villa but also a high-end apartment. Who doesn't buy a big house if he has money and status now? What's more, you don't like a miserly person who enjoys spending money. There are millions of cars on behalf of others. Shouldn't there be more than the Ferrari at home? I can pick out a suit of clothes in my wardrobe, which will pay me one or two or even two or three years' salary. I can change a car under our buttocks if I take off any watch or jewelry. Such a high-profile person lives in such a low-key place. I don't think it's strange for anyone. "
"If everyone feels strange, it can only prove that there are no normal people in this society now."
"Are all drunk and I wake up alone?" I laughed and said, "it's right to be independent and play the other way?"
"No," said Zheng. "You can't look at me with Se glasses because of my sister. I'm quite simple."
"I'm sorry, I don't know you very well, but the only thing I know for sure is that you're not simple."
little winter night glared at me in the rearview mirror, as if I didn't think that's right, but Zheng Yuqiu didn't get angry, laughed and said: "you are complex, so you can't see anyone simple, I'm simple, so I don't see anyone complicated, little brother, Do you think there is a difference between "house" and "home"? I tell you, there are differences. Home must be a house, but not all houses can give you the feeling of home. I have lived in Duanmu home since I was a child. The house is very big and the yard is very big. There are drivers when I go out, mediocres when I do housework, cooks when I cook. I don't need to do anything, or even raise a dog. But I never think it's home. It's a house. There's no difference between living there and staying in a hotel. The service is thoughtful, but it's not Zi You are not comfortable. Instead, you don't live in this small yard or house by yourself. It makes me more comfortable, more relaxed and more secure to take care of everything by yourself. That's the difference between the house and the home. The place you just came out of is the home I feel comfortable, relaxed and secure at. "I can understand the words, but speaking from Zheng Yuqiu's mouth, it's still awkward. After all, her enjoyment in other aspects is of luxury level. Zheng Yuqiu probably saw through my mind and said: "you may understand that the gorgeous image in front of people is the need of work, not necessarily because I like it, as if you are dressed formally today, but not as well in front of me It's not necessarily because you like it now, but sometimes we can't help it. "
Zheng Yuqiu's indifference made my heart tremble. She had already guessed that I invited her to dinner for a different purpose.
"Miss Zheng"
"Shh ~" Zheng Yuqiu stretched out his index finger and refused to let me talk. He said with a smile: "if I know you have a bad idea for me and happily get on your stolen car, it means that I have made the worst psychological preparation, so you don't need to explain, I don't need your explanation, no more reasons than a sister I'd like, no Is it? "
I feel guilty about using Zheng Yuqiu, but I don't contradict it. After all, Zheng Yuqiu is from the third miss, and I deliberately concealed this from me before. Although I'm not as careful as Su ye, I'm sure I'm going to report to him, but "reciprocity" is also my style. But now I can't help complaining about myself. I always feel that things have changed I seem to be taking advantage of Zheng Yuqiu's affection for me. It's too mean
Zheng Yuqiu's mouth was flat, but he said in a very proud tone: "don't underestimate the pessimism, happiness and low satisfaction trigger point of a girl who has been depending on others since the beginning of memory. Any result better than my worst psychological preparation is an unexpected surprise. Do you think I may regret it?"
I am stunned and speechless. My friends finally understand why Madame Duanmu tried hard but could not save her sister's broken feelings. So she was only satisfied with making up for her debt to Zheng Yuqiu unilaterally. Her hurt to Zheng Yuqiu was not such a playful and disrespectful woman that outsiders could understand at all. She felt so optimistic and playful, but really Understanding her, we will find that it is only an illusion, the real she, in fact, is an extreme pessimist, only those who are used to disappointment, will not have any expectations for anyone or anything.
I thought that continuing this topic would inevitably touch Zheng Yuqiu's scar. I was thinking about another topic, but I couldn't help being curious. "Can I ask you something? What's the worst preparation you've ever made before you got on the bus? "
Zheng Yuqiu glanced at me, a blush rose on his face inexplicably, and turned to look at sister tiger's eyes in the rearview mirror, smiling like a fake: "kill before you kill, or kill before you kill."
I touched my face. Am I a beast?
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