Chapter 1152
"After only one night's thinking, you are ready to lose me. If I have only such a little weight in your heart, should I beat you to death?"
I don't know whether sister tiger's words are right or wrong, whether I should cheat her or confess to her, whether I just didn't cheat or confess, whether I was afraid of losing her, I just know, now, I'm afraid I will lose her! ... cm
my head is now a pool of muddy water, full of big whirlpools, I think a lot of things, but all the thinking has no direction, chaotic mess, but I just don't want to let myself even have a little calm, but just want to think more, disperse the Jing power that may be put into thinking about something, as a result, I don't know me What on earth I am thinking about...
I have never been so flustered as I am now. I am the kind of person who can cope with the falling of the sky. This is really a great compliment to me. My feeling now is that the sky is falling. However, I am not even an ant on a hot pot. I am more like an ostrich eager to plunge its head into the earth and think about everything I hate my ass, but I hate my head even more, because it can't be as thoughtless as my ass...
I hold the hope that I all think is slim and ask: "now? Will I lose you? "
If I don't answer in the winter night, my heart will fall to the ground like a shock. It seems that I've cracked like ice. My hands and feet are cold and almost unconscious. They spread to my whole body. I don't know what took away my strength. But I know that I'm like a paralyzed person, leaning on the bed and falling under the bed at any time. I can't move, and I don't want to move , almost naked at the door of the bathroom in winter night, with arms in both hands, looking at me disappointed, it seems that I feel the same cold.
Yes, she is colder than me. I make her feel cold.
Look at how ridiculous my question is, it's 100 times more ridiculous than I want my ass to know how to think. I smile, maybe I smile. I can't feel my expression at all. I'm going to lose the fact of winter night. It makes all the parts inside and outside my body freeze. I'm dead. Only my heart is still beating. It's too fast. It's too painful I feel that I have reached the edge of suffocation and fainting, but I can't get rid of it all the time. It feels like a punishment...
I haven't lost my love. I just think I've lost my love. Now I understand that no matter what happened in Ziyuan in those years, or what happened after Murphy cheated me, it can't be regarded as a loss of love. It's over before it started, even love Can not be called, have not owned, talk about how to lose? That's why I understand what it's like to lose love...
pain - it's the expression on the face and the lines hanging in the mouth that are often painted by the leading men and women in love soap operas. The opposite angle se of love field frustration always likes to use this word as an excuse for their love, hate, jealousy, face killing, unscrupulous means, or even killing people. It's not for that My excuse is to show my sadness. I used to be so disdainful that I thought those stories were just for the plot, without love and hatred. Where did they come from? And the story is nothing more than a glorification or a vilification of reality, which is exaggerated to be divorced from the reality, that is the product of the real fantasy... I know that lovelorn will be painful, and I know that some of the pain will be unbearable, but lovelorn is not in this category, it is the so-called where there is no grass, why single love a flower, without this tree, and the whole forest Lin... I think that the man who becomes that virtue because of a lovelorn is only in the story. I didn't expect that he really exists in the reality. Instead, I thought that after breaking up, I should send blessings and turn around with a smile and leave a back free and easy. It's more like a fictional story. At least I know that I'm not such a handsome man, the original dog blood The emotional drama in the play is not all bullshit, and the naive is not sitting in front of the TV with a snivel and a tear, but I don't understand why she was moved. I think I know love very well, so I don't know anything...
pain is pain, pain is feeling, pain is taste, lovelorn people, only this feeling, this taste.
It seems that I suddenly understood that on the day when she broke up with Mo Yiyi, why can Madame Duanmu do such crazy things as her own? Why can she run away without seeing Mo again? She is a proud woman and a woman who cares about Mo Yiyi. She doesn't want to let Mo Yiyi see how painful she was hurt by him. She married Duanmu Home, by no means as light as her, is just a moment of gas. She is to hide the truth for her whole life and take responsibility for the collapse of her lovelorn pain. This is for her own sake, as well as for mo. she is afraid that if she can't bear the pain, she will make Mo more embarrassed and self reproached. She is also afraid that Mo will know the truth of that day. She is not him Zheng Xuedong, who is always strong and proud, is the one she loves most. Maybe she lied. Maybe she didn't realize it until today. Maybe she never hated her sister. Her indifference to Zheng Yuqiu is just an unconscious desire to show her love for Duanmu Liushui. The reason why she can tolerate any mistake made by Duanmu Liushui is because of Duanmu Liushui All the mistakes she made are inferior to those she made in those years. Duanmu and Shuishui cannot recognize her father because of her, so she wants to make up for her debt with double love.It seems that I finally understand that Madame Duanmu devoted all her efforts to cultivate Duanmu running water. Maybe she didn't want others to think that her son is more promising than Wu Xueqing's daughter, or that one day, she would replace Murphy and become the master of the wind. Murphy's is indeed regarded as a ruler by Zheng Xuedong, but this ruler is not the difference between Duanmu running water and Duanmu running water In Zheng Xuedong's opinion, Murphy is just like a passing line. She is worried that her son will not pass the test and reach the height expected by his father, even though she will not let Murphy and Duanmu water recognize each other at all...
in the final analysis, Duanmu lady, who is full of self accusation and fear, is due to her unbearable lovelorn that day The pain.
I have a similar impulse, like Madame Duanmu, to rush up and push down the winter night. No matter what means I use, I want to keep her here and not let her leave me... But I can't do it, not because the winter night Kung Fu is better than me, but because the story of Madame Duanmu has told me that the result of that will only extend the painful feeling to a lifetime, I will regret more than I do now, and I can't make up for it.
"Yes, ha ha, I still want you to stay by my side. It's not extravagant. It's just a dream. I don't believe in heaven, I don't believe in God. Owning you is a blessing you give me, but I don't know how to cherish you. I hurt you like this..."
standing at the door of the bathroom in my underwear, I glared at me in the winter night. My expression became more and more ugly, and finally I can't help interrupting: "how many confessions do you have? I'm all ears."
Yes, I'm sorry. Is it useful? What's more, it's a matter of knowing why it's wrong? I'm not angry or resentful about sister tiger's sarcasm, but I'm ashamed, "I don't want to ask you for forgiveness, I'm just afraid that you'll get angry. If you beat me, I'll kill me..."
"you'd like to, I don't want to." winter night said: "killing is against the law. I'm Jing inspector. I'm breathing off. I really beat you. I don't have to pay for my life Do you? "
"Then don't beat me to death, leave a breath, I'll fall downstairs myself..." I don't mean to laugh at all. I really want to help sister tiger get angry, but I think it's too frivolous. My IQ is like an air dropped missile, falling in a straight line, falling off the horizontal line, drilling straight into the bottom of the sea mud...
"you don't wonder why I'm so sure about you and fate What's the matter between the predestination, instead of bluffing you? "
I don't think sister tiger knows how to get angry, so she abruptly shifts the topic. for the latest chapter of this book, please visit www.shuxnet.com.cn, \ \ 138 * Read * without pop-up window] Dear! If you think this site is good, please remember this site to help promote the next Oh! There is no pop-up window in this station!
I don't know whether sister tiger's words are right or wrong, whether I should cheat her or confess to her, whether I just didn't cheat or confess, whether I was afraid of losing her, I just know, now, I'm afraid I will lose her! ... cm
my head is now a pool of muddy water, full of big whirlpools, I think a lot of things, but all the thinking has no direction, chaotic mess, but I just don't want to let myself even have a little calm, but just want to think more, disperse the Jing power that may be put into thinking about something, as a result, I don't know me What on earth I am thinking about...
I have never been so flustered as I am now. I am the kind of person who can cope with the falling of the sky. This is really a great compliment to me. My feeling now is that the sky is falling. However, I am not even an ant on a hot pot. I am more like an ostrich eager to plunge its head into the earth and think about everything I hate my ass, but I hate my head even more, because it can't be as thoughtless as my ass...
I hold the hope that I all think is slim and ask: "now? Will I lose you? "
If I don't answer in the winter night, my heart will fall to the ground like a shock. It seems that I've cracked like ice. My hands and feet are cold and almost unconscious. They spread to my whole body. I don't know what took away my strength. But I know that I'm like a paralyzed person, leaning on the bed and falling under the bed at any time. I can't move, and I don't want to move , almost naked at the door of the bathroom in winter night, with arms in both hands, looking at me disappointed, it seems that I feel the same cold.
Yes, she is colder than me. I make her feel cold.
Look at how ridiculous my question is, it's 100 times more ridiculous than I want my ass to know how to think. I smile, maybe I smile. I can't feel my expression at all. I'm going to lose the fact of winter night. It makes all the parts inside and outside my body freeze. I'm dead. Only my heart is still beating. It's too fast. It's too painful I feel that I have reached the edge of suffocation and fainting, but I can't get rid of it all the time. It feels like a punishment...
I haven't lost my love. I just think I've lost my love. Now I understand that no matter what happened in Ziyuan in those years, or what happened after Murphy cheated me, it can't be regarded as a loss of love. It's over before it started, even love Can not be called, have not owned, talk about how to lose? That's why I understand what it's like to lose love...
pain - it's the expression on the face and the lines hanging in the mouth that are often painted by the leading men and women in love soap operas. The opposite angle se of love field frustration always likes to use this word as an excuse for their love, hate, jealousy, face killing, unscrupulous means, or even killing people. It's not for that My excuse is to show my sadness. I used to be so disdainful that I thought those stories were just for the plot, without love and hatred. Where did they come from? And the story is nothing more than a glorification or a vilification of reality, which is exaggerated to be divorced from the reality, that is the product of the real fantasy... I know that lovelorn will be painful, and I know that some of the pain will be unbearable, but lovelorn is not in this category, it is the so-called where there is no grass, why single love a flower, without this tree, and the whole forest Lin... I think that the man who becomes that virtue because of a lovelorn is only in the story. I didn't expect that he really exists in the reality. Instead, I thought that after breaking up, I should send blessings and turn around with a smile and leave a back free and easy. It's more like a fictional story. At least I know that I'm not such a handsome man, the original dog blood The emotional drama in the play is not all bullshit, and the naive is not sitting in front of the TV with a snivel and a tear, but I don't understand why she was moved. I think I know love very well, so I don't know anything...
pain is pain, pain is feeling, pain is taste, lovelorn people, only this feeling, this taste.
It seems that I suddenly understood that on the day when she broke up with Mo Yiyi, why can Madame Duanmu do such crazy things as her own? Why can she run away without seeing Mo again? She is a proud woman and a woman who cares about Mo Yiyi. She doesn't want to let Mo Yiyi see how painful she was hurt by him. She married Duanmu Home, by no means as light as her, is just a moment of gas. She is to hide the truth for her whole life and take responsibility for the collapse of her lovelorn pain. This is for her own sake, as well as for mo. she is afraid that if she can't bear the pain, she will make Mo more embarrassed and self reproached. She is also afraid that Mo will know the truth of that day. She is not him Zheng Xuedong, who is always strong and proud, is the one she loves most. Maybe she lied. Maybe she didn't realize it until today. Maybe she never hated her sister. Her indifference to Zheng Yuqiu is just an unconscious desire to show her love for Duanmu Liushui. The reason why she can tolerate any mistake made by Duanmu Liushui is because of Duanmu Liushui All the mistakes she made are inferior to those she made in those years. Duanmu and Shuishui cannot recognize her father because of her, so she wants to make up for her debt with double love.It seems that I finally understand that Madame Duanmu devoted all her efforts to cultivate Duanmu running water. Maybe she didn't want others to think that her son is more promising than Wu Xueqing's daughter, or that one day, she would replace Murphy and become the master of the wind. Murphy's is indeed regarded as a ruler by Zheng Xuedong, but this ruler is not the difference between Duanmu running water and Duanmu running water In Zheng Xuedong's opinion, Murphy is just like a passing line. She is worried that her son will not pass the test and reach the height expected by his father, even though she will not let Murphy and Duanmu water recognize each other at all...
in the final analysis, Duanmu lady, who is full of self accusation and fear, is due to her unbearable lovelorn that day The pain.
I have a similar impulse, like Madame Duanmu, to rush up and push down the winter night. No matter what means I use, I want to keep her here and not let her leave me... But I can't do it, not because the winter night Kung Fu is better than me, but because the story of Madame Duanmu has told me that the result of that will only extend the painful feeling to a lifetime, I will regret more than I do now, and I can't make up for it.
"Yes, ha ha, I still want you to stay by my side. It's not extravagant. It's just a dream. I don't believe in heaven, I don't believe in God. Owning you is a blessing you give me, but I don't know how to cherish you. I hurt you like this..."
standing at the door of the bathroom in my underwear, I glared at me in the winter night. My expression became more and more ugly, and finally I can't help interrupting: "how many confessions do you have? I'm all ears."
Yes, I'm sorry. Is it useful? What's more, it's a matter of knowing why it's wrong? I'm not angry or resentful about sister tiger's sarcasm, but I'm ashamed, "I don't want to ask you for forgiveness, I'm just afraid that you'll get angry. If you beat me, I'll kill me..."
"you'd like to, I don't want to." winter night said: "killing is against the law. I'm Jing inspector. I'm breathing off. I really beat you. I don't have to pay for my life Do you? "
"Then don't beat me to death, leave a breath, I'll fall downstairs myself..." I don't mean to laugh at all. I really want to help sister tiger get angry, but I think it's too frivolous. My IQ is like an air dropped missile, falling in a straight line, falling off the horizontal line, drilling straight into the bottom of the sea mud...
"you don't wonder why I'm so sure about you and fate What's the matter between the predestination, instead of bluffing you? "
I don't think sister tiger knows how to get angry, so she abruptly shifts the topic. for the latest chapter of this book, please visit www.shuxnet.com.cn, \ \ 138 * Read * without pop-up window] Dear! If you think this site is good, please remember this site to help promote the next Oh! There is no pop-up window in this station!