Chapter 1059
Chu Yuan didn't choose the style of swimsuit to cover up her inferiority. I can even be sure that the reason why she bought this set of lace up bikini, which was supposed to be sexy but looked very cute and cute on her, was not that she liked its style at all, not that it highlighted its sexy design concept, but simply because of its color - white, Spotted dog pattern. I can't help laughing as like as two peas in the beach swim suit I'm wearing now.
looks at the girl with her shoulders in her arms and looks shy. I can't help laughing. "You're not going to play in the afternoon, not because you're afraid of water, but because you're afraid of everyone laughing at you."
"Um" Chu Yuan is not satisfied with my smile, and even more dissatisfied with my sigh after laughing. He cocks up his mouth and looks hurt.
Chu Yuan doesn't know. I actually thought of the mobile phones that were lost by the public face today. When I bought them, I insisted on the couple's choice. But I was too slow. I never noticed Chu Yuan's similar feelings in life before. Because she was too direct and clumsy, it's hard to believe that such a simple girl has such a complex and persistent Emotional pursuit.
In this increasingly erosive era, there are too many temptations and too few pleasures, so more and more people are floating, struggling or simply degenerated in reality, lost in the squandering youth, and regard "emotional home" rather than "guaranteed life home" as their only pursuit, which naturally becomes less and less, and finally is regarded as strange PA.
Chu Yuan is such a wonderful flower. She seems to be born and live for it, so she completely ignores her excellence.
She has enough capital to find "temptation" and get "happiness", just like the innumerable expectations of the old man for her, just like I feel inferior and dim for her excellence. We all think that the realization of the ideal is only whether she is willing or not.
But we seem to have ignored one thing - the ideal is what we give her, the blueprint we are planning her future subjectively. In fact, we don't know what Chu Yuan's ideal is.
She is so excellent that I never thought that her ideal was so ordinary or even unproductive.
Cinderella's wish is not to marry a prince to be a princess - it's not a fairy tale, it's not realistic, it's not good at all. What's more, the princess's wish is to be a Cinderella forever. In the angry little house, as long as there is a room belonging to her, she will be satisfied with this ideal. It's just ordinary, unpromising and heartless! Contrary to her usual cleverness, strength and insolence.
I feel a little sad. I feel like an angel who shouldn't belong to this common land broke his wings for me and gave up flying. Like all the men with toad attribute, I once regarded it as the greatest dream of life. Once the delusion comes true, it will lead to the greatest achievement of life. But I don't want her to be Chu Yuan.
It seems that I suddenly understand one thing: This is the difference between love and liking, 'liking' is to satisfy myself by any means, 'love' is to satisfy her completely selfless.
Then I think about what sister Hu said just now, and I understand another thing: I'm a playful and happy bastard,
holding the sprained Chu Yuan down to the hot spring pool, and taking back the small wine cup that she robbed just now, I laugh: "lovers wear lovers' clothes, who says brothers and sisters can't wear lovers' clothes? When you buy it, other people don't see it. If you want to laugh, you'll already laugh. "
Chu Yuan sits down in front of me and hides his beautiful body in the water. He says, "I've thought of this for a long time. My mobile phone and yours are also for lovers. Isn't nobody laughing at me? You also said that if I'm shy, I won't buy this swimsuit. "
referring to that pair of mobile phones, Chu Yuan's expression can't help but feel sad, which is obviously a pity.
"Are you not afraid of shame?" I slowly sat down and joked, "don't be afraid to be ashamed, what are you blushing now?"
Chu Yuan pointed to my glass, "drink, face, of course, red."
She stole my glass just to copy my blush excuse.
Chu Yuan also felt embarrassed and turned to the topic: "I bought this swimsuit because I was stupid"
"you are stupid?" It's a big joke. This girl is stupid. To my degree, she's probably dead.
Chu Yuan nodded his head seriously and said angrily, "this swimsuit was recommended by the clerk. I thought sister Cheng Liusu Mo, sister Xiao Zi, and sister Bobo, who was also cheeky, said no with a red face. They were afraid that they would be laughed at if they wore the couple's clothes with you. At that time, they just thought that there was something wrong and they didn't think much about it. But after I put it on here, I found that it was just It's not like that "
I wonder," what's that? "
Chu Yuan sinks his mouth into the water, spits out bubbles and says vaguely, "the pattern of this dress is too ugly"
"is it ugly?" I looked down at my underpants. "It's not ugly, spotted dog pattern, quite casual and fashionable? I see you are very beautiful and lovely in that swimsuit. "
when I saw that I was defending my taste, Chu Yuan raised a handful of water on my face and stood up at the same time, saying:" what's cute? You are a man, wearing this pattern like a spotted dog, I am a girl, wearing this, like a cow! It's ugly! "My friend looked at Chu Yuan in a daze, stayed for a long time, snorted and laughed - it was really
"you still laugh!" Chu Yuan is in a hurry. He will beat me.
"Don't laugh, don't laugh," I tried hard, but the more I thought about it, the more I thought about coke, stared at her tiny raised pigeons, and asked earnestly, "Yuan Yuan, you are honest, are you afraid that people laugh at you dressed like a little cow, or are you afraid that people laugh at you dressed like a little cow?"
Chu Yuan uttered a strange cry, and then it really turned into a little cow with fast hair. She pushed it into my arms and bit it hard on my shoulder.
I couldn't help laughing. I guessed the disaster. Until now, I really forgot my fear.
Brother, if you go to Shanghai, I will go too Chu Yuan leaned against me, straightened his legs, and gently kicked the water flowers. His voice was not loud. He seemed reluctant to break the tranquility of the two of us in the small bamboo forest in the backyard.
The girl had taken a bath before. There was still a strong smell of shampoo in her body and hair. It was very satisfying for me. I kept my head up because the scenery was too luxurious. It was easy to commit crimes if I saw too much. "Don't you go to school?"
"I can transfer to another school," Chu Yuan said, holding my hand and stroking her smooth stomach. "It doesn't matter if I don't go to school. I don't have to study in class. I can study at home. My dream is to be a writer."
"Which writer? The writer of creation, or the one who sits at home? "
Chu Yuan said with a smile: "a writer who sits at home and creates, the best of both?"
"You are beautiful," I said, "Dad is looking forward to your future entrance examination to Tsinghua University. Let him know that you are so unpromising, you must be sad."
"No, Dad hurts me. He won't force me to do things I don't like." This girl's serious attitude scared me, she would not really do not want to read?
"What about mom? Mom treats you just like dad treats me. I'm strict. I know you don't want to go on studying. I have to kill you. "
"Mom and dad are the same, hard spoken and soft hearted. Besides, I don't really miss books, but if you don't take me to Shanghai, I won't read them." Threat is a trick used by stinky girls.
"Why?"
Chu Yuan looks up her red face. "The time of study is spent thinking about you. How can I read it?"
The old man's face is hot. The girl's face is getting thicker and thicker.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Chu Yuan raised my hand, kissed me on the back of my hand, and said with shame, "brother, do you know why we are in the car? I think we are not afraid after we die today? It's because I can't say these words before. I'm sorry, and I'm afraid of scaring you. So at that time, I regret dying. I think we all have to die anyway. I'm not as shy as I was or scared to death. But I forgot to be scared. Am I stupid? "
I stroked her long hair and said, "stupid, stupid."
"Yes, I'm really stupid. I'll say what I want just like I thought just now, and then I said it. Didn't you laugh at me?" Chu Yuan's stardom is clearly a little drunk. It's probably due to the sake of the clear wine and the hot spring that has been soaked for too long.
"What do you laugh at? Little cow, it's almost over. It's bad for you to stay in the hot spring for too long. Let's go and enter the house. "
Chu Yuan probably also felt dizzy and chest tightness. He was a little short of breath, but he refused to leave me. "I can say what I want in my heart. You won't laugh at me, right? Then I have a word now. I want to say it. I can't help it. Can I say it? "
The girl's eyes told me that I would not laugh at her, because I would be scared by her, three points of coquetry and seven points of grievance, which was obviously to settle accounts with me.
"I can't say"
Chu Yuan gave me a big wring under my armpit. "No, I have to say it!"
"Why do you ask me?" he cried
Chu Yuan's small mouth was really frightening me. "How do you kiss me in the east?"
This girl didn't say anything just now, but she still went to her heart
looks at the girl with her shoulders in her arms and looks shy. I can't help laughing. "You're not going to play in the afternoon, not because you're afraid of water, but because you're afraid of everyone laughing at you."
"Um" Chu Yuan is not satisfied with my smile, and even more dissatisfied with my sigh after laughing. He cocks up his mouth and looks hurt.
Chu Yuan doesn't know. I actually thought of the mobile phones that were lost by the public face today. When I bought them, I insisted on the couple's choice. But I was too slow. I never noticed Chu Yuan's similar feelings in life before. Because she was too direct and clumsy, it's hard to believe that such a simple girl has such a complex and persistent Emotional pursuit.
In this increasingly erosive era, there are too many temptations and too few pleasures, so more and more people are floating, struggling or simply degenerated in reality, lost in the squandering youth, and regard "emotional home" rather than "guaranteed life home" as their only pursuit, which naturally becomes less and less, and finally is regarded as strange PA.
Chu Yuan is such a wonderful flower. She seems to be born and live for it, so she completely ignores her excellence.
She has enough capital to find "temptation" and get "happiness", just like the innumerable expectations of the old man for her, just like I feel inferior and dim for her excellence. We all think that the realization of the ideal is only whether she is willing or not.
But we seem to have ignored one thing - the ideal is what we give her, the blueprint we are planning her future subjectively. In fact, we don't know what Chu Yuan's ideal is.
She is so excellent that I never thought that her ideal was so ordinary or even unproductive.
Cinderella's wish is not to marry a prince to be a princess - it's not a fairy tale, it's not realistic, it's not good at all. What's more, the princess's wish is to be a Cinderella forever. In the angry little house, as long as there is a room belonging to her, she will be satisfied with this ideal. It's just ordinary, unpromising and heartless! Contrary to her usual cleverness, strength and insolence.
I feel a little sad. I feel like an angel who shouldn't belong to this common land broke his wings for me and gave up flying. Like all the men with toad attribute, I once regarded it as the greatest dream of life. Once the delusion comes true, it will lead to the greatest achievement of life. But I don't want her to be Chu Yuan.
It seems that I suddenly understand one thing: This is the difference between love and liking, 'liking' is to satisfy myself by any means, 'love' is to satisfy her completely selfless.
Then I think about what sister Hu said just now, and I understand another thing: I'm a playful and happy bastard,
holding the sprained Chu Yuan down to the hot spring pool, and taking back the small wine cup that she robbed just now, I laugh: "lovers wear lovers' clothes, who says brothers and sisters can't wear lovers' clothes? When you buy it, other people don't see it. If you want to laugh, you'll already laugh. "
Chu Yuan sits down in front of me and hides his beautiful body in the water. He says, "I've thought of this for a long time. My mobile phone and yours are also for lovers. Isn't nobody laughing at me? You also said that if I'm shy, I won't buy this swimsuit. "
referring to that pair of mobile phones, Chu Yuan's expression can't help but feel sad, which is obviously a pity.
"Are you not afraid of shame?" I slowly sat down and joked, "don't be afraid to be ashamed, what are you blushing now?"
Chu Yuan pointed to my glass, "drink, face, of course, red."
She stole my glass just to copy my blush excuse.
Chu Yuan also felt embarrassed and turned to the topic: "I bought this swimsuit because I was stupid"
"you are stupid?" It's a big joke. This girl is stupid. To my degree, she's probably dead.
Chu Yuan nodded his head seriously and said angrily, "this swimsuit was recommended by the clerk. I thought sister Cheng Liusu Mo, sister Xiao Zi, and sister Bobo, who was also cheeky, said no with a red face. They were afraid that they would be laughed at if they wore the couple's clothes with you. At that time, they just thought that there was something wrong and they didn't think much about it. But after I put it on here, I found that it was just It's not like that "
I wonder," what's that? "
Chu Yuan sinks his mouth into the water, spits out bubbles and says vaguely, "the pattern of this dress is too ugly"
"is it ugly?" I looked down at my underpants. "It's not ugly, spotted dog pattern, quite casual and fashionable? I see you are very beautiful and lovely in that swimsuit. "
when I saw that I was defending my taste, Chu Yuan raised a handful of water on my face and stood up at the same time, saying:" what's cute? You are a man, wearing this pattern like a spotted dog, I am a girl, wearing this, like a cow! It's ugly! "My friend looked at Chu Yuan in a daze, stayed for a long time, snorted and laughed - it was really
"you still laugh!" Chu Yuan is in a hurry. He will beat me.
"Don't laugh, don't laugh," I tried hard, but the more I thought about it, the more I thought about coke, stared at her tiny raised pigeons, and asked earnestly, "Yuan Yuan, you are honest, are you afraid that people laugh at you dressed like a little cow, or are you afraid that people laugh at you dressed like a little cow?"
Chu Yuan uttered a strange cry, and then it really turned into a little cow with fast hair. She pushed it into my arms and bit it hard on my shoulder.
I couldn't help laughing. I guessed the disaster. Until now, I really forgot my fear.
Brother, if you go to Shanghai, I will go too Chu Yuan leaned against me, straightened his legs, and gently kicked the water flowers. His voice was not loud. He seemed reluctant to break the tranquility of the two of us in the small bamboo forest in the backyard.
The girl had taken a bath before. There was still a strong smell of shampoo in her body and hair. It was very satisfying for me. I kept my head up because the scenery was too luxurious. It was easy to commit crimes if I saw too much. "Don't you go to school?"
"I can transfer to another school," Chu Yuan said, holding my hand and stroking her smooth stomach. "It doesn't matter if I don't go to school. I don't have to study in class. I can study at home. My dream is to be a writer."
"Which writer? The writer of creation, or the one who sits at home? "
Chu Yuan said with a smile: "a writer who sits at home and creates, the best of both?"
"You are beautiful," I said, "Dad is looking forward to your future entrance examination to Tsinghua University. Let him know that you are so unpromising, you must be sad."
"No, Dad hurts me. He won't force me to do things I don't like." This girl's serious attitude scared me, she would not really do not want to read?
"What about mom? Mom treats you just like dad treats me. I'm strict. I know you don't want to go on studying. I have to kill you. "
"Mom and dad are the same, hard spoken and soft hearted. Besides, I don't really miss books, but if you don't take me to Shanghai, I won't read them." Threat is a trick used by stinky girls.
"Why?"
Chu Yuan looks up her red face. "The time of study is spent thinking about you. How can I read it?"
The old man's face is hot. The girl's face is getting thicker and thicker.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Chu Yuan raised my hand, kissed me on the back of my hand, and said with shame, "brother, do you know why we are in the car? I think we are not afraid after we die today? It's because I can't say these words before. I'm sorry, and I'm afraid of scaring you. So at that time, I regret dying. I think we all have to die anyway. I'm not as shy as I was or scared to death. But I forgot to be scared. Am I stupid? "
I stroked her long hair and said, "stupid, stupid."
"Yes, I'm really stupid. I'll say what I want just like I thought just now, and then I said it. Didn't you laugh at me?" Chu Yuan's stardom is clearly a little drunk. It's probably due to the sake of the clear wine and the hot spring that has been soaked for too long.
"What do you laugh at? Little cow, it's almost over. It's bad for you to stay in the hot spring for too long. Let's go and enter the house. "
Chu Yuan probably also felt dizzy and chest tightness. He was a little short of breath, but he refused to leave me. "I can say what I want in my heart. You won't laugh at me, right? Then I have a word now. I want to say it. I can't help it. Can I say it? "
The girl's eyes told me that I would not laugh at her, because I would be scared by her, three points of coquetry and seven points of grievance, which was obviously to settle accounts with me.
"I can't say"
Chu Yuan gave me a big wring under my armpit. "No, I have to say it!"
"Why do you ask me?" he cried
Chu Yuan's small mouth was really frightening me. "How do you kiss me in the east?"
This girl didn't say anything just now, but she still went to her heart