Chapter 876

there was a problem in the author's section yesterday, which prompted me to "operate abnormally" and let me contact the editor. But yesterday was the weekend. The chapter "editor's holiday" was made up of yesterday's. today's chapter was sent later. I'm sorry for everyone, right or wrong

"if I want to leave Fengchang, why do you think it is?"

"Because of me" the fringe grumbled: "you think I can't win Murphy, so you want to leave Fengchang before I lose to her"

I smile bitterly, this girl takes care of my feelings too much. "You might as well say directly, I'm afraid that I will change my mind to you when I face Murphy every day"

"you're already very good," the fringe humbled: "she has family background and ability, looks good Material temperament, which is better than me, is not a little bit. I used to be able to slander her, only her superior aloofness and indifference and miss Qianjin's spoiled temper. But recently, when I get along with her, I find that it's not the same at all. Except in the company, in front of our employees, she always holds a shelf to pull her face, which makes people think she is arrogant I've been working hard in the office and being simple and casual at home, but I can't help but admire her. I have nothing to do all day long. I feel tired when I get home from work, but do you know? In the office, I have never seen her idle. When everyone goes to lunch, she still lies on the table to deal with the documents. But when she comes back home, she does the washing, cooking and cleaning. She does not even have a nanny. Although she lives in a big villa, her life is not luxurious at all. I have seen her wardrobe, except that the uniform is the uniform. By principle, she is the only one How many evening dresses are not fresh in the cabinet? She doesn't even have a few casual clothes, and she doesn't have many pajamas. The bags and jewelry that girls like can't be found in her house. If there wasn't a dresser in the house, you couldn't believe it was a girl's room. I heard her mother say that her only luxury is the cosmetics on the dresser, but she never bought them until she liked you. Besides, she never Spending money, even the instant noodles in the kitchen, is a kind of supermarket low-cost promotion, which is like a spoiled lady? Don't say you are a man, even if I am a woman, I can't help falling in love with her. "

Murphy lives frugally, not without the reason of her mother Wu Xueqing, but more because of her character. She has a simple mind and works hard just to repay Murphy's expectation for her. All her ambitions are based on this.

After understanding these, who else can not like such a simple her?

"I can't help but leave the wind before I can't help it, can't I?"

"No!" The tassel simply made her blush. Looking at me, she said: "before you like me, the thing I regret most in my life is to bring you together for a good interview. When you become a regular employee, you drink good wine, but I drink bitter wine. So when you are drunk, I am also drunk. When we can say goodbye together, I am dreaming every day It's a good job, so you can't see Murphy. I don't know why. After you say you like me, I don't want you to quit. I saw sister Xuan quarreling with sister Yue just now. I finally understood that I'm afraid of losing. I know I can't compare with Murphy or even purple garden. But I want to win them. If you leave Fengchang for me, I won't feel happy. I Will feel shameful, nothing, than you think I can't win them more difficult for me to accept! Nothing makes me feel more guilty than to leave without fighting like a deserter! "

At the same time, the taxi stopped at the door of her community. The stubborn girl stared at my face. It was so firm. I took out the money and handed it to the driver in front of me. I pulled her out of the car and stood under the street lamp. I sighed for a long time. Then I whispered to her, "no one is better than the one who has feelings, and no one can win. Maybe you I think you are not as good as Fifi in some aspects. I think so too. But also, Fifi is not as good as you in some aspects. You just don't find that there is no reference for feelings. There is no perfect person in the world. Everyone has advantages and defects. But how do you know that I like the advantages of her, not the defects of you? Maybe in your opinion, it's incomplete, but it's just what I like and what I think of your advantages? I know you always think that I like Feifei a little bit more, even like purple garden more than like you, because you are this kind of character, blindly believe in me but don't believe in yourself, always constantly review yourself, take your own shortcomings to compare others' advantages and disadvantages, I like you, simple, kind, in the daytime, I say I can't forget, can't let go Next, it's because I don't know how to compare and choose. It's my fault. I like you. It's because of our experience together. It's because of our mutual understanding. It's because of my feeling that you can't give up. "

" what about Murphy? "The fringe asked me," for me, you can give up your feelings for her? "

"Yes."

"Can you forget her?"

Don't want to lie to the fringe any more, and know that it can't cheat her at all. "Can't"

"then if you want to leave Fengchang, leave her, you are escaping!" The tassel was angry. It was for Murphy. "You have no confidence in me? For me, hurt her, hurt the people you like?! South south, it's not like you! I know Chunan, I like Chunan, it's not like that! ""I didn't want to hurt anyone! I don't have no confidence in you, I don't have confidence in myself. I've said that it's not a question of who wins between you, it's a question of my own. Why don't you understand? "

"I understand, so you don't have to leave Fengchang," said the tassel calmly and confidently. "South south, Murphy is like sister Yuexuan to me. I don't want to see the tragedy like sister Yueh and uncle Chu repeat on you and Murphy. I don't want to owe Murphy, or you like uncle Chu to hide a feeling that can't be separated in your heart for me, and finally let everyone If I can't win her, at least I have to be convinced. I don't want to do that kind of thing! I can't stand myself like that! "

As Murphy said, the tassel felt that she was the one who fought for love, so she never blamed me or Murphy, but kept blaming herself

I had a lot of things in my stomach to say to her, to tell her that I was not worthy of her abusing herself like this, but I was afraid that if I said these things now, I would not have the motivation to complete those things I had made up my mind to do Love, that's not only for Murphy, but also for fringe.

"I delivered a resignation letter. I wanted to leave at the beginning. I really wanted to escape. I was afraid that I would eventually hurt you and Feifei. I stayed for the time being. I wanted to make up for Miss San's cooperation plan. I said that I couldn't rest assured. I was beautifying myself. I wanted to do something for her. I just liked her, but after I stayed, I had many things I didn't think of, Third miss, minrou and Xiaozi, my original intention is still unchanged, but it is not so simple anymore. "I fiddled with the hair around the fringe ear and smiled," I didn't say I would leave Fengchang, but if I left one day, it would not be because I think you can't win Fifi, you are you, she is her, I like you like you, like her like that, so you don't need to do it Any change, and, from the moment I say I can't forget or let go, I have no right to choose you. I don't want to cover up, so I can't expect anything more. For me, your happiness is the only thing I can expect, whether I'm still with you or not, whether you're still with me. "

South, I don't seem to understand you, "the tassel pretty face is white," what do you mean you're not around us and we're not around you? "

"Nothing special, just to see you so inferiority, feel more sorry for you," I gently pinched the fringe's face, "from the beginning is my fault, said like you, in my heart but can't put Murphy, can't forget little purple, day and night, see a love one, don't know how to refuse others, that has to be refused consciousness?"

The tassel took my hand and let my hand cling to her face. "From the day I knew you, I knew you had a girl in your heart. You were unhappy for her. I knew you were amorous and infatuated, but I just liked you. It's not your fault that you like Murphy. I made you hesitant today. If I admitted earlier, I would My feelings, if I've never encouraged you to support you to like Murphy before "

the tassel didn't finish, suddenly leaned over and kissed me deeply, and then whispered in my ear:" Murphy took me to Murdoch's house and met Longshan and Murphy. I understand her meaning and her mind. I want to win her, not to let you leave She, just because I hate the sense of superiority when she faces me, why does she always let me? Sooner or later, I will let her feel that I am letting her, and we all have the right to choose. I choose you, she chooses you, you choose me, or her, or both of us. I can choose to give up, she can choose to give up, but you can choose not to let us give up, so we can not give up south south. I dare to love, do you dare? "

I dare to love you, dare you kiss my lips like a dragonfly, turn around and run into the community, without looking back at me, leave this sentence, leave me under the street lamp.

Touch the remaining lips, I smile bitterly.

I dare to love you dare?

Yeah, dare I? h！ ~！