Chapter 822
"Are you afraid that the fringe knows our relationship? I'm afraid someone will tell her when they find out? "
"Are you not afraid?"
I sighed in secret. Although winter night is prepared to keep our relationship from seeing light for a lifetime, it is always the brain fever, irrationality and unreality of a woman when she invests in her feelings. What's more, with the stubborn and stubborn character of this woman, she will say yes. However, is that still happiness? Like the purple garden, willing to retreat in a dark corner, not only nameless, but also like a thief who steals other people's happiness. I'm afraid and remorseful. Am I willing to give up? Looking at the woman I like to sacrifice for myself, to be wronged for myself, even if I stay with her, can I be happy? Am I the thief?
For the small satisfaction of the heart, let oneself be covered with bruises, but lie in the arms of the man who likes, the happy woman who laughs from the outside, am I moved? I can only blame myself - the responsibility of a man should be to protect, protect, not steal her heart, let her lose herself from now on.
Even if I can't give her everything she wants, I shouldn't let her lose her right to pursue happiness.
People should choose from each other. I have no right to conceal and cheat. When I give them false happiness, what I get is actually a sense of incurable guilt. Therefore, confession is the only salvation. My salvation is also their salvation.
Just wait for that moment to come - when I finish what I'm about to do, I'll let it all end.
I don't want to cheat or hide anyone or anything anymore. I am eager to return to the kind of life I want. It's simple, plain and light, far away from right and wrong and lies. At least in my own life circle, there is a tranquility that I can control by myself
"I'm not afraid."
"You"
don't wait for winter night to talk, I cut off: "don't worry, it won't be my classmate and tassel. I have a bad reputation in school, because the purple garden has gone to America without saying a word, and I have to swallow my breath at home. My resentment has brought me to the school. I don't look for others every day, but I'm being looked for by others. Later, I realized that tassel was somewhat restrained, but it's bad Famous outside, along with my classmates around me, for fear of being misunderstood and getting close to me, following me to pour blood mold, also blame the tassel, chasing her many people, she always took me as a shield, hurt me to mend my ways or be blamed for three days, how many people dare to be too close to us? We don't know any of the junior and senior students. Those who can talk with each other basically take part in work. There are a few left to study in Beitian. No one agrees with the conditions that my aunt said. Do you think the world is really crazy and there are so many beauties in the street? There can be one or two beautiful women around me. They all asked God to worship Buddha and do good deeds. Where can I meet so many beautiful friends? "
Winter night is full of food: "you don't believe in Buddhism or God, and I haven't seen you do good deeds, but are there few beautiful friends around you? Do you know few beauties? Are there few beauties who are interested in you? "
"I don't believe in Buddhism in my life. May I believe in it in my last life? It was built in my last life. Besides, why didn't you see me doing good deeds with good morals? The money I got from Zhang Mingjie is enough for you to save for decades. Where is it? Not for you and your morning sister? You change people and see if he's willing. "
"You all admit that the money is from you. It's just money!"
"Come on, I have a private agreement. It's reasonable and legal. Why is it unjust? Illegal. I'll give it to you. Dare you? You don't have to be nice to be cheap. "
Tiger elder sister makes angry state, "are you kind? I've never met a person who is more unkind than you! All day long, I'll pretend to be such a heartless man. If you don't let me take the money in vain, I won't post myself to you! Isn't Murphy the one who makes you bubble like this, and beggars for money to hang on your tree? Who in the world has to be cheap to sell
"OK, OK, I have to sell my baby cheaply. I have to sell my baby cheaply, OK?" I choked so much on the little winter night. Seeing that she didn't bother with the previous questions, I was relieved. I used this to change the topic and said, "by the way, why do you call that aunt" eyes, ears and mouth "? This nickname doesn't sound good. "
"Originally, you have to sell your money cheaply and give it to my mother. If you don't spend any of your own money, you'll get my mother's hands. You can try to change to a millionaire billionaire, and then you can be handsome and rich. Do you think my mother uses eyelids to clip him? If you don't attack others, you will attack your heart. Knowing that you are a pit of mud, I will jump down and wait for you to sink to death. Do you mean to scold me for being unkind? " Tiger sister flat mouth, a face of grievances.
My friend wiped his sweat and coaxed him: "I'm wrong. I'm not kind. You always look at me as a poor, bad, color and flower boy. It's a blessing I've cultivated for eight years. Don't get angry, OK?"
Tiger sister gnashed her teeth. "You say I'm always in a hurry with you!"
"No, who says I'm in a hurry with him when you're old?" the friend said angrily. "It's only twenty-six. It looks like fate in the East. It's like sixteen. How old is it? I don't know how to see both of you. You must be smaller than me. It's a good match! "
"Stinky!" In winter's small night, I had no cheek to tease her. She was ashamed at once. She flipped my white eyes and stopped worrying about me. She picked up the problem between me and said, "the gossip mother who charged for parking fees, her name is Yan erzui, her name is the homophony of her name, and it's a kind of satire on her behavior. I didn't give her the nickname. It's a piece of satire She is not ashamed and proud of being called that. "I don't understand, "Yan Er Zui, eyes, ears and mouth, homophony, I understand, but it seems that irony can't be talked about?"
"So the nickname is very euphemism," said Dong Xiaoye, looking back. Aunt Yan and a driver just got off the bus were shouting something. It was a little far away. She spoke fast and could not really hear it. "See? It's also because of a little parking fee and people quarreling. That guy is a famous financial fan. If he is not authentic, he is not authentic. Fortunately, he is inquisitive. Good gossip, eyes, ears and mouth. That's the irony. No matter what she sees or hears, he can smell money. A mouth is even more copper smelling. It's also acrid and mean. If he doesn't have morality, he can say anything and what's the rumor They dare to make it. It seems that there are only eyes, ears and mouths left in them. That's why we call her that. "
I'm not really curious about that aunt. I was just trying to change the subject. Now that winter night has opened a chatterbox, I ask, "how can I talk?"
"Small things are like charging for parking there. She has never collected them according to the standard. She knows more famous brands than our little East. She can read cars and car numbers, clothes bags, leather shoes, belts, shirts and ties, watches and mobile phones. At a glance, she knows what brand it is. She also knows how to observe colors. When she meets a rich looking or rich looking owner, she should charge two yuan and ten yuan Block, once in a while, she looks away, and is taken into account by others. She also has a lot of ideas. When she meets someone who is good at talking, she will die and increase the price. She pretends that she is difficult to pretend to be pitiful. Otherwise, it's time recording and charging. If she meets someone who is difficult to deal with, she will be more difficult than you. Cry in the street and show you. Who is like her and is not afraid to be seen as a monkey for a few blocks? When I drove the police car, I never knew how to charge for parking in this place, because I didn't see her at all. Last year, there was a holiday, a meeting of colleagues, the first sisters drove her father's Audi, and they drank too much. They asked me to take her home. Passing by here, I found sister Chen to pick up something, met the owner, and regarded me as a honey who was supported by a large sum of money. I asked for ten I think the money in my mother's pocket is money for nothing. I don't know what heartache is. As soon as I'm honest with her, she starts to dodge words and haggle with me. From ten to eight and then to six, I can understand. Charging in disorder. I'll ask her which unit wants her leader. She's very kind. I'm sure I'm not the honey that is supported by big money However, I played around with me, made some unnecessary black background to scare me, and talked with me. I showed her my certificate, and she immediately counseled me. I rolled and cried in the street. I thought I would let her go. I really didn't care about her. I threw her in the police station for a day and a night. As a result, when she saw me again, she became just like a slave Old age, no self-respect at all. "
"You shut her up all day and all night, and you said, 'don't care about her'?"
"I want to know that she is so immoral. How can she be angry all day and all night? You look back, her stink hasn't changed at all, and she still charges at random, and her reputation is poor, not only because she charges at random, "Dong Xiaoye said:" people around here are afraid of her 'eyes, ears and mouth'. Why? Because she can spread rumors, sell gossip and charge for sealing! That guy has a good memory and is inquisitive. He arranges people into a set of fake ones. They can make fake ones look like the real ones. You dare to settle accounts with her. She not only plays tricks, but also makes you guilty of being guilty and retaliating. If you want her to help you clear up or shut up, don't talk nonsense. You have to give her benefits. She's also a ghost. She's greedy for small things. She knows how to collect money and commit crimes So, you don't have a clue about her. Why does she ask about your female college student's affinity with her? It's because they don't know her, so they are willing to sit down with her and talk with her for two sentences. They really know her. Who won't hide from her? "
Friends wry smile, "know her mouth broken, all hide her, how can she still hit hear so many gossip?"
"How can we say that people are hypocritical?" Dong Xiaoye shook his head and sighed: "which masters are good at seeing her as a woman? Besides, she's muddy, crying and making noise when she can't move. What about the nearby aunts and aunts, and the little wives at home? Annoy her and annoy her, but just like her, she's gossipy. She knows a lot, so she's always asking for information. This goes on and on, but there's no story and there's a story. Did you see that just now? There are two boxes of eggs at the bottom of her small table. I don't know who will pay for her sealing. I'm not wrong. The story of living in chenjie's house has been spread in this movie for a long time, but I don't know how many other things are made up by her on the basis of the facts. If she dares to arrange chenjie and Fanfan, my mother has to shut her down for a few days! "
Winter night is just worried about the evil and immorality of aunt Zhu Danchen and bitter son. She complains casually, but my heart leaps. It seems that there is some uneasiness in my heart. When I have reached Zhu Danchen's door, I don't think about it deeply. I don't know that when I step into this door and come out again, this uneasiness will come true At that time
PS: late return, just code out, sorry]
"Are you not afraid?"
I sighed in secret. Although winter night is prepared to keep our relationship from seeing light for a lifetime, it is always the brain fever, irrationality and unreality of a woman when she invests in her feelings. What's more, with the stubborn and stubborn character of this woman, she will say yes. However, is that still happiness? Like the purple garden, willing to retreat in a dark corner, not only nameless, but also like a thief who steals other people's happiness. I'm afraid and remorseful. Am I willing to give up? Looking at the woman I like to sacrifice for myself, to be wronged for myself, even if I stay with her, can I be happy? Am I the thief?
For the small satisfaction of the heart, let oneself be covered with bruises, but lie in the arms of the man who likes, the happy woman who laughs from the outside, am I moved? I can only blame myself - the responsibility of a man should be to protect, protect, not steal her heart, let her lose herself from now on.
Even if I can't give her everything she wants, I shouldn't let her lose her right to pursue happiness.
People should choose from each other. I have no right to conceal and cheat. When I give them false happiness, what I get is actually a sense of incurable guilt. Therefore, confession is the only salvation. My salvation is also their salvation.
Just wait for that moment to come - when I finish what I'm about to do, I'll let it all end.
I don't want to cheat or hide anyone or anything anymore. I am eager to return to the kind of life I want. It's simple, plain and light, far away from right and wrong and lies. At least in my own life circle, there is a tranquility that I can control by myself
"I'm not afraid."
"You"
don't wait for winter night to talk, I cut off: "don't worry, it won't be my classmate and tassel. I have a bad reputation in school, because the purple garden has gone to America without saying a word, and I have to swallow my breath at home. My resentment has brought me to the school. I don't look for others every day, but I'm being looked for by others. Later, I realized that tassel was somewhat restrained, but it's bad Famous outside, along with my classmates around me, for fear of being misunderstood and getting close to me, following me to pour blood mold, also blame the tassel, chasing her many people, she always took me as a shield, hurt me to mend my ways or be blamed for three days, how many people dare to be too close to us? We don't know any of the junior and senior students. Those who can talk with each other basically take part in work. There are a few left to study in Beitian. No one agrees with the conditions that my aunt said. Do you think the world is really crazy and there are so many beauties in the street? There can be one or two beautiful women around me. They all asked God to worship Buddha and do good deeds. Where can I meet so many beautiful friends? "
Winter night is full of food: "you don't believe in Buddhism or God, and I haven't seen you do good deeds, but are there few beautiful friends around you? Do you know few beauties? Are there few beauties who are interested in you? "
"I don't believe in Buddhism in my life. May I believe in it in my last life? It was built in my last life. Besides, why didn't you see me doing good deeds with good morals? The money I got from Zhang Mingjie is enough for you to save for decades. Where is it? Not for you and your morning sister? You change people and see if he's willing. "
"You all admit that the money is from you. It's just money!"
"Come on, I have a private agreement. It's reasonable and legal. Why is it unjust? Illegal. I'll give it to you. Dare you? You don't have to be nice to be cheap. "
Tiger elder sister makes angry state, "are you kind? I've never met a person who is more unkind than you! All day long, I'll pretend to be such a heartless man. If you don't let me take the money in vain, I won't post myself to you! Isn't Murphy the one who makes you bubble like this, and beggars for money to hang on your tree? Who in the world has to be cheap to sell
"OK, OK, I have to sell my baby cheaply. I have to sell my baby cheaply, OK?" I choked so much on the little winter night. Seeing that she didn't bother with the previous questions, I was relieved. I used this to change the topic and said, "by the way, why do you call that aunt" eyes, ears and mouth "? This nickname doesn't sound good. "
"Originally, you have to sell your money cheaply and give it to my mother. If you don't spend any of your own money, you'll get my mother's hands. You can try to change to a millionaire billionaire, and then you can be handsome and rich. Do you think my mother uses eyelids to clip him? If you don't attack others, you will attack your heart. Knowing that you are a pit of mud, I will jump down and wait for you to sink to death. Do you mean to scold me for being unkind? " Tiger sister flat mouth, a face of grievances.
My friend wiped his sweat and coaxed him: "I'm wrong. I'm not kind. You always look at me as a poor, bad, color and flower boy. It's a blessing I've cultivated for eight years. Don't get angry, OK?"
Tiger sister gnashed her teeth. "You say I'm always in a hurry with you!"
"No, who says I'm in a hurry with him when you're old?" the friend said angrily. "It's only twenty-six. It looks like fate in the East. It's like sixteen. How old is it? I don't know how to see both of you. You must be smaller than me. It's a good match! "
"Stinky!" In winter's small night, I had no cheek to tease her. She was ashamed at once. She flipped my white eyes and stopped worrying about me. She picked up the problem between me and said, "the gossip mother who charged for parking fees, her name is Yan erzui, her name is the homophony of her name, and it's a kind of satire on her behavior. I didn't give her the nickname. It's a piece of satire She is not ashamed and proud of being called that. "I don't understand, "Yan Er Zui, eyes, ears and mouth, homophony, I understand, but it seems that irony can't be talked about?"
"So the nickname is very euphemism," said Dong Xiaoye, looking back. Aunt Yan and a driver just got off the bus were shouting something. It was a little far away. She spoke fast and could not really hear it. "See? It's also because of a little parking fee and people quarreling. That guy is a famous financial fan. If he is not authentic, he is not authentic. Fortunately, he is inquisitive. Good gossip, eyes, ears and mouth. That's the irony. No matter what she sees or hears, he can smell money. A mouth is even more copper smelling. It's also acrid and mean. If he doesn't have morality, he can say anything and what's the rumor They dare to make it. It seems that there are only eyes, ears and mouths left in them. That's why we call her that. "
I'm not really curious about that aunt. I was just trying to change the subject. Now that winter night has opened a chatterbox, I ask, "how can I talk?"
"Small things are like charging for parking there. She has never collected them according to the standard. She knows more famous brands than our little East. She can read cars and car numbers, clothes bags, leather shoes, belts, shirts and ties, watches and mobile phones. At a glance, she knows what brand it is. She also knows how to observe colors. When she meets a rich looking or rich looking owner, she should charge two yuan and ten yuan Block, once in a while, she looks away, and is taken into account by others. She also has a lot of ideas. When she meets someone who is good at talking, she will die and increase the price. She pretends that she is difficult to pretend to be pitiful. Otherwise, it's time recording and charging. If she meets someone who is difficult to deal with, she will be more difficult than you. Cry in the street and show you. Who is like her and is not afraid to be seen as a monkey for a few blocks? When I drove the police car, I never knew how to charge for parking in this place, because I didn't see her at all. Last year, there was a holiday, a meeting of colleagues, the first sisters drove her father's Audi, and they drank too much. They asked me to take her home. Passing by here, I found sister Chen to pick up something, met the owner, and regarded me as a honey who was supported by a large sum of money. I asked for ten I think the money in my mother's pocket is money for nothing. I don't know what heartache is. As soon as I'm honest with her, she starts to dodge words and haggle with me. From ten to eight and then to six, I can understand. Charging in disorder. I'll ask her which unit wants her leader. She's very kind. I'm sure I'm not the honey that is supported by big money However, I played around with me, made some unnecessary black background to scare me, and talked with me. I showed her my certificate, and she immediately counseled me. I rolled and cried in the street. I thought I would let her go. I really didn't care about her. I threw her in the police station for a day and a night. As a result, when she saw me again, she became just like a slave Old age, no self-respect at all. "
"You shut her up all day and all night, and you said, 'don't care about her'?"
"I want to know that she is so immoral. How can she be angry all day and all night? You look back, her stink hasn't changed at all, and she still charges at random, and her reputation is poor, not only because she charges at random, "Dong Xiaoye said:" people around here are afraid of her 'eyes, ears and mouth'. Why? Because she can spread rumors, sell gossip and charge for sealing! That guy has a good memory and is inquisitive. He arranges people into a set of fake ones. They can make fake ones look like the real ones. You dare to settle accounts with her. She not only plays tricks, but also makes you guilty of being guilty and retaliating. If you want her to help you clear up or shut up, don't talk nonsense. You have to give her benefits. She's also a ghost. She's greedy for small things. She knows how to collect money and commit crimes So, you don't have a clue about her. Why does she ask about your female college student's affinity with her? It's because they don't know her, so they are willing to sit down with her and talk with her for two sentences. They really know her. Who won't hide from her? "
Friends wry smile, "know her mouth broken, all hide her, how can she still hit hear so many gossip?"
"How can we say that people are hypocritical?" Dong Xiaoye shook his head and sighed: "which masters are good at seeing her as a woman? Besides, she's muddy, crying and making noise when she can't move. What about the nearby aunts and aunts, and the little wives at home? Annoy her and annoy her, but just like her, she's gossipy. She knows a lot, so she's always asking for information. This goes on and on, but there's no story and there's a story. Did you see that just now? There are two boxes of eggs at the bottom of her small table. I don't know who will pay for her sealing. I'm not wrong. The story of living in chenjie's house has been spread in this movie for a long time, but I don't know how many other things are made up by her on the basis of the facts. If she dares to arrange chenjie and Fanfan, my mother has to shut her down for a few days! "
Winter night is just worried about the evil and immorality of aunt Zhu Danchen and bitter son. She complains casually, but my heart leaps. It seems that there is some uneasiness in my heart. When I have reached Zhu Danchen's door, I don't think about it deeply. I don't know that when I step into this door and come out again, this uneasiness will come true At that time
PS: late return, just code out, sorry]