Chapter 757

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"Xiaonan, are you afraid that I will leave you as I did five years ago?"

I shuddered all over

since that night, I had a close relationship with Ziyuan, but it wasn't as casual and intimate as the day when she just came here, when we met again in the office after a long separation. We were consciously and carefully maintaining a balance, not trying to test the things hidden in each other's hearts. Maybe it was a kind of silence Qi, maybe, it's just that we don't have the courage and worry about each other's not having the courage to break the balance. It's like hanging a thin layer of gauze between the two people. I look at her and she looks at me. Although I can't see clearly, I know that the other is there. So it's very safe. We dare not touch that layer of gauze, because we are afraid, that gauze The haze behind is just a mirage, that layer of yarn, that is to be honest, I said, "I'm afraid."

"You think you should be responsible for me?" Purple garden really cares about this.

I don't deny that this is a very important reason for me, who has a family heritage in my bones, but

"time will not go back, what you missed will not come back, what you left five years ago, what you left me was regret, what you left me after five years, what you left me is not only regret for the whole life"

this is not a confession, but it is the same as confession, The purple garden is very quiet, as if she knows her position in my heart better than I do. She said softly: "Xiaonan, I believe that there will not be another person in the world who knows you better than me, so I believe that part of your heart belongs to me, but what about Cheng Liusu?"

"I don't know." I'm a cheeky and self defeating person. I'm a playboy, but I don't have the capital to be a playboy. I don't have the luxury villa with fragrant cars and banknotes. I don't have the sweet words and the sweet words. I don't even have a word that can make the purple garden happy. If there is, it must be a lie without conscience. I wryly smile and say: "I also feel that I'm too selfish. I don't want to miss what I've missed. I don't want to lose what I have now. But in the face of temptation, I still don't have enough resistance. I can restrain myself, but I can't find a way to balance between you. If I choose to leave, I'll choose happiness. I can cut my heart with three hearts and two minds, but I don't know, I don't know you What is her happiness? Because you never said it or refused to say it. You always said that the time has not arrived "

Ziyuan still didn't answer me what her happiness is, but she didn't hesitate to answer me:" if you don't let me go, I won't go. "

Yes, it's very straightforward. Just like an aggressive person who did something wrong and took all responsibilities, I want to make up for her, not because I should pay for that night's romance, but more because I want to make up for the guilt of those five years. When she thinks about me and thinks about me, I try my best to forget her. Now, this one should hate death My girl, however, always has a very or even 12 points of self blame and guilt for me. How can I feel?

"You said that before."

"Don't you believe it?"

I shook my head. "What is it like not to leave? Free from my life as I am now, afraid that I will enter your life? I'm not qualified to ask you to come closer to me, but I know that the so-called "will not leave" that can't be close to each other now is definitely not what you or I want. "

The purple garden didn't deny, turned over, murmured: "close to you, your life will be disrupted by me, I can be yours, but you are not mine, you think this is your selfishness, but I chose to be a bad woman, has used up all my courage, you know how cowardly I am, so I am not suitable for bad last life."

"I can't understand"

"it doesn't matter, you will understand sooner or later," Ziyuan looked at me and said: "don't be afraid to hurt me, because you are more hurt than me, don't be afraid of me leaving, unless you drive me away, don't be afraid to hurt me, because I don't want to be a bad woman, do a wrong thing, is enough for me to spend my whole life confessing, do you remember? From small to large, the right to choose is always on your side. Just as in those days, I just need to stand behind you silently "

the words of purple garden make me feel very uncomfortable." feel, your promise is just for atonement... "

my friends stare, can't believe what happened in front of them - Purple garden suddenly rushes over and kisses my lips There were tears in her eyes. There was no disguised anger in her eyes.

"Five years, who do you think I think the most in these five years? It's you! What do you think I think is the most important thing in five years? Or you! Because there is almost your shadow in every thing I remember! So I finally know why I didn't feel a little happiness in these five years, because there is no you around me! " The purple garden tightly hugs my waist, buries the face in my chest, cries in the thinly Hua, "atonement? no I'm continuing my crime! I don't want to go back to the life without you, but I'm afraid that my willfulness will bother you! Because you have no place for me! "For five years, I tried my best to forget all about the asters because of the bitterness of Chu Yuan. I forgot all the regrets, sorrows, regrets and chagrins. Because of the tassels, my wound healed slowly. In the expectation of tomorrow, five years flowed like water, quietly in the bloom and fall of flowers. But these five years, for asters, were so painful that she was unwilling to go back“ These five years, how are you? "This is a belated greeting. It was supposed to be the first sentence when we met again. Now, it seems that I am such an idiot.

Asters bite me hard on the shoulder, as if even the strength of the milk has been made out, I forbear not to cry out, let her release and vent - this is her answer.

At last, Ziyuan didn't say a word, just condensed her pain into one thousandth or one thousandth of her heart, and left it on my shoulder. Maybe it was part of the agreement she made with miss three - she didn't answer any questions until the so-called time came.

The purple garden that wipes clean tear raised to hang the small face that was full of grievance, care, but the soft voice that does not feel guilty asks: "ache?"

I shook my head and smiled, "my shoulder doesn't hurt."

Ziyuan didn't believe it, because I was wearing thin clothes. For the convenience of work, I left my coat in the office of the comprehensive group. The thin cloth of my shirt stopped her two rows of hard white teeth. At a glance, her saliva soaked shoulder slowly seeped into a light red color. She bit it through. Ziyuan was scared and said: "it's bleeding! Come on, let me see! "

"It's OK"

"still say it's ok? The clothes are red! " Purple garden cannot help but say, come to untie the button on my shirt, if see her at this moment this pair of distressed and flustered appearance, who can believe that my shoulder is her bite?

"Eh?" Take out the handkerchief, lift up my collar, just about to wipe the two rows of teeth marks on the arm of the purple garden a Zheng, action stopped.

"What's the matter?" I looked curiously at the asters staring at my neck.

Purple garden frowns at me, the expression is a little complex, then becomes indifferent, finally said lightly, "nothing."

Say, turn around and go.

I almost didn't respond. I yelled, "Hey, you stop bleeding for me?!"

After hearing the words, Ziyuan came back again. Before my friend sighed, the girl had put the handkerchief into my hand, and then squeezed three words out of her teeth coldly, "self, self, wipe."

Scornfully gave me a look, and then never looked back. I left the bathroom in a huff, leaving me dazed and sleepy. This girl, her mood changes too fast and out of tune? Look at the stampede, the ankle is not good yet, don't hurt it again. Ziyuan is not a person who can easily lose his temper, but she is obviously angry now, but where did I offend her? My friend couldn't help but think about it. My shoulder was hot and painful. I grinned. The mirror in the outside room was polished. I pulled open the collar to expose my shoulder. At that time, my friend froze.

It's not because I saw the deep tooth mark, but because I saw another thing printed on my neck - the color hasn't faded yet, it's still clear, and the bright and striking kiss mark is still visible!

PS: the critical point I have been seduced by the God of sleep for several hours, and I can't hold my reserve any longer. I'll separate my two thick legs and shout out - hug the quilt and sleep]