Chapter 715

At this time just know oneself have no courage to face? Choose to escape at this time? Stinky girl, don't you think it's too late? Since you are afraid to admit it, don't show me the attitude you are determined to face! Now try to escape, will only let you and my brother and sister hypocritical smile to each other, that is not your most annoying thing?!

Chu Yuan's denial on the contrary stimulated me and made me firmly determined to face it. I followed her closely and asked, "is that right? It's nothing to do with me. Why do I feel like I'm reading a diary? Why is the protagonist called Murong predestination, why is Murong predestination's friend called pitiful, called Xiao Bo? Why does Murong live in a police flower elder sister? What is her brother as like as two peas brother?

"Because novels come from life!" Chu Yuan interrupts me, but instead of looking back, she walks faster and yells: "I just draw materials from life, and then create it into a fictional story. What's the matter? Is it because Murong's fate is a pervert who likes her brother? Must I be a pervert like her

"I didn't call you a pervert!"

"Then why do you say I like you?!"

"Did I say you like me?"

Chu Yuan's step came back. I didn't say anything. She didn't fight her own way Chu Yuan, like a mad calf, turned around and put his head on my stomach. I didn't expect this soft girl to have such explosive power. He was knocked upside down by her explosive potential. He took two steps back and sat down on the ground.

There was a white flash in the sky, two thunders rolled in the clouds, and a few cold drops fell on my astonished stiff face. I was stunned - the thin raindrops fell from the sky, but they had not wet my bangs, but they had already flowed on the face of Chu Yuan!

Why does she cry?

Before I could ask, Chu Yuan ran back to me.

"Fate!" I quickly got up and caught up with her in three or five steps. "Wait a minute, brother. I have something to say to you!"

"I won't listen!" Chu Yuan shakes off me and holds her hand, wipes her tears, and runs faster. "You must be saying something I don't want to hear! Because you're a jerk! You know nothing! "

"I haven't said yet. How do you know it's something you don't want to hear?" I directly pulled her back neck collar and pulled her into my arms. Without waiting for her to escape, I hugged her from the back together with her arms. With a little effort, I lifted this boneless and light girl off the ground and left her kicking on my feet.

The stinky girl can't get away from it. She cried like crazy: "it's definitely not what I want to hear. You don't know what I want to hear at all!"

"What do you want to hear? Tell me what you want to hear! " Chu Yuan's excitement made me lose my calmness, or it made me panic. I didn't know how to do it. I could only shout like her. It seems that only in such hysteria can I not completely collapse the timid self.

Maybe it's the same way of expression that makes Chu Yuan realize that we are in fact the same nervous and uneasy, or that she is just as usual, afraid of me getting angry, so she stops making noise, she's quiet, she looks back, and I look at a pair of eyes, the little red face with tears full of snot turned back quickly, relaxed her shoulders, and she twisted her body.

I let go of her, but she grabbed my hand, lowered her head, and whispered, "I know what you want to say, what you want to ask, I have only one request. If you agree, I will answer everything. If you don't agree, we will forget what happened today. No one is allowed to mention it again."

The drizzle began to get closer. The cold raindrops slipped into my neck, which made me feel cold. I hope that's why Chu Yuan shivered. I grabbed her soft little hand, raised her other hand, scraped off a raindrop hanging from her hair and sideburns with my index finger, and wryly smiled, "can I forget what happened?"

"Then pretend to forget!"

"Pretend to forget?" My sister, do you know what we need to pretend to forget? If we don't face this problem, can we be honest with each other in the future? We all know that there is a pimple in each other's heart, and we will be tortured by this pimple all our lives. "Do you think that kind of getting along will make us feel relaxed?"

"I've never been relaxed!" Chu Yuan's answer surprised me and left me speechless. "Pretending to forget, even if you live with hypocrisy, at least you can maintain the past relationship, right? Anyway, you've never been honest with me, and I've never been honest with you. Since five years ago, you've been used to hiding secrets in your heart. Then, no matter you're happy or unhappy, forgive me for pretending to love me! Is it difficult for you? It's just as usual, isn't it? I'm also used to it. I'll continue to be used to it after you treat me like that. I won't want to change anything naive. "

Chu Yuan's voice is getting smaller and smaller. At the end of the day, it's almost inaudible. The bitterness contained in the voice is getting heavier and heavier, falling into my heart, and I have a kind of suffocation that's hard to say - from small to large, especially in the past five years My heart's desire is imperceptible. It's the most self reproachful thing in my life, and there's no way to make up for the hurt to her. It's destined to be the pain of my lifeYes, I'm used to it. I'm more used to fake smile than she is, but let me continue that life? It's impossible. This girl who is not strong has been cut all over by me. My fake smile is such a cruel knife. Isn't her fake smile of self deception going to kill herself?

The word "a" is like a fork in the road, left and right. We always stand in the middle of such a road. We can't decide whether to turn left or right. This is the so-called life. Yes, life is a continuous choice problem, and the answer is only a and B, only right and wrong, not complicated, but not simple.

Now, I stand at such an intersection, but for me, the multiple choice question faced at this time is not complicated, and I have no need to hesitate at all, because there is a road that will make my sister bruised, so it must be wrong, I don't need to know what is on the other Road, where is the other end, I just need to step on it, it's enough.

"What is your request?"

Chu Yuan seems to have known what I would choose for a long time. Without any surprise, he turned around slowly. In those big black and white eyes, there was no flash of tears. The dark eyes were no longer cunning and nimble, but they were as tough and willful as ever. Her left hand grabbed my right hand, guided me to shoulder position, then opened the palm and signaled Like her, I put my palm to the palm, and I did as I could. One big and one small two palms were pressed together, and the smelly girl's fingers went through my fingers, for example, she grasped my hand more forcefully.

I was confused and embarrassed. I didn't know what she meant. Seeing my hand still unfolding, she frowned like a grievance, a disappointment, or a threat. She stared and bit her lips. I was stunned and hurried to do it. I curled up my fingers and wrapped her little hand in the palm. At the same time, I couldn't help but ask, "hand in hand, why do you have to hand in hand?"

Hand in hand and ten finger hand in hand, for me, who has some rotten bones, there is still a big difference, which is like brother and sister? It's more like a couple in a passionate relationship who is lingering and unwilling to separate?

"It's more firm. Even if one of them gives up, the other can hold on to him or her."

I haven't figured out the meaning of this for a while, so Chu Yuan points his right index finger at my heart, opens his lips gently, and says one by one: "I want you to promise me, no matter what you think of me later, no matter how much I mean to you You can't let go of my hand, nor let me let go of your hand. "

I seem to understand, and I don't seem to understand at all - I understand that if I don't let go of her hand, but don't let her let go of my hand, how can I understand? Doesn't that sound contradictory?